Train me sab light off karke sogaya. Main bhi apna seat par ek bed sheet bichhake aur dusriwala odke ankh badh karke soya hun. Garmi ka time hai lekin andar AC ekdum thanda banake rakh dia. Main aakhri bar is tarah yani ki ek bachelor aadmi ki tarah MP me wapas ja raha hun. Agli bar jab wapas jaunga tab main ek married man banke jaunga, apni biwi ke sath wapas lautunga.
But main tabhi bhi janta nahi tha ki yeh haptah mere life ka sabse busy hapta ban jayega. Office ke kaam ka pressure sambhalne ke sath sath mera zindagi ka naya safar suru karne ke liye sare intezam me lag pada. Main gharka sare last minute jarurat cheezen ko ek ek karke arrange karke lake rakh raha hun. Abhi tak main ek single bed pe sota tha. Ab hum dono ke liye ek double bed bhi kharida. Mujhe ek achcha palank jaisa khat pasand tha. Uska dono side me uncha uncha lakdi ka panel me sundar sundar design kiya hua. Aur charon kone me stand laga hua hai . Usme machchar dani lagane ke liye. Mujhe pasand tha. Maine maa ko phone karke bataya to maa ne boli ki uss type palank spacious ghar ke liye achcha hai. Chhota size ki ghar par two in one type khat zada kaam ka hote hai. Mujhe actually yeh sab malum nahi tha. To maa ne bataya ki jab hamare bada ghar hoga tab woh kharidenge. Lekin ab ke liye box khat lena thik rahega. So maine unki kehne par ek box khat kharida.uske neeche cabinet bana hua hai. Usme saman rakhne ke liye achchi tarah se bana hua hai. Sath me naye gadde aur pillows wagera sab deep color me liya. Aur woh chhota bed ko bahar hall me rakh diya.
Main ek duvidha me tha. Mujhe shadi ke liye kam se kam teen char din ka chhutti chahiye tha. Maine office me naya naya join bhi kiya. Kam ka pressure bhi hai . Aur mujhe dikhane ke liye jo reason hai who main keh nahi sakta. Office me zada lamba chhutti ka apply karunga to mera team meambers colleagues toh puchhenge hi main kis liye chhutti le raha hun. Aur main unko kaise bataun ki main shadi karne jar aha hun. Agar yeh bata diya to unsab ko invite karna padega. Aur agar unme se koi mera shadi attend karna chahe to fir sab gadbad hai. Mujhe who sab chhezen kayde se sambhalna hai. Shadi ke baad jab aunga tab to malum padega ki main shadi karke biwi leke aya. But tab main kuchh bhi bata ke manage kar sakta hun. Yeh bol sakta hun ki mujhe jabardasti ladki dikhane leke gaya aur wahan ladki pasand agayi to turant ek din ka arrangement me shadi karwa diya mera gharwalon. Yeh sab bolke unlogon ko ek chhota reception de dunga. Bas jhamela khatam. Is liye main keval 3 din apply kiya . Aur agar ek din extra lage to phone pe batake leave le lunga.
Nanaji se jab phone pe baat ho raha tha tab who yeh sunke bol rahe the agar kuchh din zada chhutti milta to achcha hota. But ab kya Karen. Fir unhone mujhe resort booking ke bare me sab bataya. Aisa kam logon ka shadi sunke resort wale chonk gaya. Baad me nanaji apni hisab se ek story banake toh bol diya tha , lekin woh log pasia zada manga. Registered sahab, panditji, dulhan sajane ke liye beautician, shadi ka saman wagera, staying and lodging..sab milake zada liya. Nanaji mujhe kuchh bolne ke liye jhijhak rahe the. Main samajh gaya woh kuchh bolna chahte hai. Lekin bol nahi pa rahe hai. Maine poochha ki kya hua nanaji , kya woh log aur kuchh mangta hai. To nanaji bole nahi beta, woh log to aisa sunsan shadi dekhke samjha shayad hum ladki bhagake lake shadi karwa raha hai. Koi guest ya relatives attend nahi kar rahi shadi. Is liye woh log jaan bujhke sab zada rate lagaya. Aur bhi bahut kuchh availability hai resort me. Woh log bolne chah rahe the . But maine to yeh sab sunke hi aur age baat nahi badhaya. Fir woh logon ne kaha ki agar dulha ya dulhan se ekbar baat hota to woh log kuchh amenities ke bare me baat kar sakta hai. Ho sake to tum pata karlo. Kya kehna chahta hai ya kya kuchh hai. Main no. sms kar deta hun.
Thodi der baad nanaji ka sms aya to maine resort ka no me call kiya. Mera parichay diya ki agle tuesday ka ek shadi booking hua. Hum bas 4 log ayenge. Main hi dulha hun. Aap log kuchh amenities ke bare me bolna chahte hai. Woh log mujhe wish kiya pehle. Fir mera life ka aisa ek mahtapurn addhaya un logon ka resort se suru ho raha hai, is liye bhi abhinandan jataya. Fir bataya unlog shadi ka sab bandobast ke sath shadi ke baad ka kuchh facilities bhi provide karte hai. Un logon ka resort Mumbai me ek khadi ke pass hai. Jo khadi age jake arab sagar me mila. Yeh log shadi ke baad dulha dulhan ka suhagraat ke liye sundar sundar steamer provide karta hai. Yeh steamer resort ke pass khadi me ek jeti banaya privately, wahan hai. Party chahe to raat bhar wahan khada rakh sakta hai, ya to khadi me unlogon ka aadmi chala sakta hai. Chhota chhota private steamer. Upar ke deck me chhota sitting arrangement. Aur ek kamra. Charon taraf se hawa ane ke liye bade bade open khidkiyan hai. Aur deck se sidha ek sidi neeche gaya. Wahan neeche ek room hai. Achcha bed, toilet, tv, fridge, cupboard, ka bandobast hai. Isi room ko woh log suhagraat ka room jaisa phoolse sajake deta hai. Neeche jake upar ka door lock kardene me bas, aur koi disturb nahi kar sakta. Raat bhar apne hisab se suhagraat manao. Maine phone par aise sab khabar liya aur rate bhi pooch liya tha.
Lunch hour me maa ka phone aya. Woh mujhe poochhi ki main makan malik se milke aya ki nahi. but maine bilkul bhul gaya tha. Actually pichhle hapta me jo parda kharida tha , woh abhi tak laga nahi paya. Main jis ghar pe rehta hun, who naya bana hua ghar hai. POP karke diwar wagera banaya. But windows aur doors pe parda lagane ka bandobast nahi kiya. So main jab dukan se log bulaya parda lagake fit kar dene ke liye to woh log bataya ki sare khidki aur door ke upar pannel banana padega . fir pipe lagake parda fit karna padega. But main makan malik ko bataya tha jab ghar liya tha ki main unka ghar par koi killa ya kuchh nahi thokunga. Ya to unka nayi POP wall kharab nahi karunga. So mujhe unke pass jake unko batana hai aur permission leke ana hai. Phone pe kar sakta tha. But ekbar samne jake sab problrm solve karna better samjha. Aur is baat ko leke kaal raat maa se baat hua tha. Aaj mera jana tha. But gaya nahi. so unhone abhi phone pe yaad dilaya. Maine bola ki aaj ghar laut te waqt milke jayenge.
Aur us chakkar me mera raat ko lautne me bhi late ho gaya. Woh makan malik admi achcha hai. But bolta zada hai. Woh mujhe dekh ke hi bolne laga ki mera nanaji kaise hai, kab ayenge yahan, woh kitna achcha insaan ahi. Unse dobara milna chahta hai wagera wagera. Main yeh bhi bataya ki main shadi karke biwi ko leke araha hun, is liye ghar ka yeh sab thik karna chahta hun. Mera shadi sunke hazaron sawal suru kiya. Mujhe kisi prakar se wahan se chhutkara mila. Raat me dinner ke baad fir maa phone kiya. Main din bhar maa se us resort ke bare me baat karna chah raha tha. But sahi tarah se mauka nahi mila. Isliye abhi main us baat ko chhed diya. Resort wala se kya kya baat hua sab bataya. Woh sab sun ke chup ho gaye. Unka saans ka awaz mil raha hai. Main thoda time baad chuuppi thodke poochha ki kya woh usdin raat me wahan rehena pasand karegi? Woh yeh baat sunke phone ke uspar hi sharma gayi. Main mehsus kar parah tha woh kitni Sharma hui hai. Yeh sunke bhi jawab nahi diya. Main fir puchha. Woh dheere se, sharam ke sath boli ki wahan unki mummy papa ke samne sharam ayega. Woh sidha mere sath hamara naya ghar pe ana chahti hai. Main samajh gaya ki wahan nana nani ke rehte hue, mere sath yani ki unki khud ke b�te ke sath suhagraat manane me sharam aur laaj unko ghirke rakhegi. Is liye who yahan aa jana chahti hai. Isi ghar pe, jo bas hum dono ka ghar banega, wahan se hamara naye rishte me kadam rakhna chahti hai. Main unki har khawaish pura karna chahta hun. Woh aise chup hoke reh gayi. Mera mann khushi se kaanp raha hai. Maine mann me kuchh shakti ekaththa karke dheere se puchha
�Thik hai. Hum Mumbai se dono yahan ajayenge�.
Fir me thoda ruk ke bola
�Main ek baat puchh sakta hun?��
Woh dheere se boli
�Puchhiye�
Maine pyar se ekdum dhere puchha
�Tum honeymoon nahi jana chahti ho?�
Mujhe laga is baat sunke woh thoda kaanp uthi. Shayad andar se woh hil gaya. Kyun ki unhone mujhe jis tarah kaankapati hui awaz se jawab diya, usme se malum karna kathin nahi ki shayad ek do anshu bhi gir gaya hoga. Unhone kanpti hui awaz se fisfisake boli
�Main kabhi socha nahi tha �ki mujhe zindagi me dobara itna sukh, itna khushi milne ka saubhagya milegi. Mujhe itna pyar milega �.�
Bolke maa ruk gayi. Woh chupke se ro rahi hai. Mera chhati me ek kast hone laga. Main unko rote huye nahi dekh sakta. woh khushi ka anshu ho ya dukh ka, main unka ankh se ek bhi bund anshu nikalne nahi dena chata hun. Woh fir khudko thoda control karke boli
�Main janti thi , koi bhi ladki aap ko pati ke roop me payenge to who duniyaka sabse zada khush naseeb hogi. Mujhe aap ka pyar pake , mera is janam swarthak ho gaya. Yeh prarthana karti hun, ki main aap ko hamesha khush rakh paun . Aap ka khushi me hi mera khushi hai. Aap mujhe aap ke sath agar ped ke chhaon me ghar basa ne ke liye bhi kehenge toh main wahan bhi mera pyar deke aap ko sari khushiyan dena chahti hun. Zindagi ka akhri saans me bhi aap ki bahon me rehna chahti hun. Main aap ka diya hua sindoor mangme leke marna chahti hun.....�
Bolke maa fir ro pade. Main bichalit ho gaya. Main unko kaise santawana dunga woh samajh nahi paya. Mera sare baaten, sare kehna, sare pyar uthke ake gale me atka hua hai. Main bhi bhabuk ho gaya. Main dheer se unko bola
� Arey�.duniyaka sabse zada khubsurat aur pyari ladki jab roti hai, tab mujhe sabse zada kast hota hai aur who ladki agar meri biwi hai toh usi kast se meta dil tut padta hai. Fir bhi tum royogi?�
Mera is baton se woh thoda khud ko control karwaya. Aur fir siski leke thoda haske situation ko halka karne lagi khud hi. Pyar bhara awaz se thoda fake gussa dikhake boli
�Bas ..hamesha jhut bolke mujhe khush karne ka jarurat nahi. Main janti hun.. main itna khubsurat nahi hun. Aur main abhi bhi aap ki biwi nahi bani��
Main samajh gaya woh dheere dheere sahaj ho raha hai. Halan ki abhi bhi thoda thoda siski ka awaz mil raha hai , fir bhi khud ko sambhal rahi hai. Main bhi situation ko light karne laga. Mera dil ka baat, mera antratma ki baat asan tarika se batane laga, maine kaha
�Main sach much lucky hun..aisi sundar pyari ladki ko khud ka biwi ke roop me pake. Kya tum khud ki chhati me hath rakh ke keh paogi ki tum mera biwi nahi ho��
Is bar woh thoda zada has padi. Aur Sharma bhi gayi. Fir ek siski leke rona ekdum bandh karke dhhere se boli
� Agar main aap ka biwi hoti to aap mujhe mera naam se bulate�.
Main is baat par khud hi has pada. Main maa se baat karte waqt kuchh nahi bulata hun. Is liye kabhi kabhi ek false situation me pad jata hun aur woh leke maa mujhe hamesha bolti hai. Woh nahi chahte ki main unka beta banke rahun. Woh chahti hai main unka pati banke khud ko unka pati ke roop me swikar kar lun. Main unhe kaha
�Mujhe nana nani ke samne naam se bulane me sharam ayega�.
Woh boli
�Toh thik hai . Mummy papa ke samne na boliye, lekin jab woh log nahi hai, tab toh keh sakte hai.�
Maine thoda ruk ruk kar kaha
�Haan �woh keh sakta hun���
Bolke dono chup ho gaye, ek dusre ko phone ke us taraf rehke pyar jatane lagi khamosh banke. Thoda time baad main passionately bola
�To ab batao�.�
Woh gale me ek sohag aur pyar lake dheere se kahi
�Kya���
Main aankh bandh karke fisfisake bola
�Mera Manju kahan jana pasand karegi hamari honeymoon pe?�
Unko pehli bar naam se bulake khudko ek alag nashe me duba hua mehsus kia. Woh bhi mere jaisa pyar ke nashe me bund hoke fisfisake boli
�Aap jahan leke jaoge, aap ka Manju aap ke sath jane ke liye taiyar hai��
Aise hi ek emotional moments se main unko naam se bulana chalu kiya. Aur pichhla do din se aise hi chal raha hai. Aur ab maa khud ko zada mera patni mehsus kar rahi hai, aur main bhi unko zada mera patni mehsus kar paraha hun.
Main meri honewali biwi ke liye kuchh gift kharida. Main jitna din se job kar raha hun tab se mera sare paisa bank me jam raha hai. Mujhe salary bhi achchi milti hai. Pichhla kuchh mahino se mera account me kafi paisa bhi jama hua. Haan..mujhe malum hai ki main aab family start karne jaraha hun to mujhe paise ka jarurat hai. Fir bhi main maa ke liye kuchh achche achche Gift purchase kiya.. Ek necklace liya. Aaaj kal ki trend me jaise sab ladki ek pair me patli chain jaise payel pehenti hai, waise main ek payel kharida. Unki gulabi pairon me wo ek payel bandhegi to woh unko aur s*xy bana degi. Fir main kuchh sarees bhi liya. Sab main hamara naya steel almirah me rakh diya unke liye. Woh yahan ake jab almirah kholegi, tab yeh surprise unke liye hai.
In sab byaston ta ke beech pura hapta kaise nikal gaya malum nahi pada. Shayad shadi ka din jitna age araha tha , main utna chanchal ho raha tha. Is liye shayad mera mann samay ka khayal hi nahi kiya. Mujhe bas yahan MP me maa ane se pehle sab kuchh thik karke rakhna tha. Woh ab ho gaya. Ab unka maika aur sasural dono hi ek hai. Is liye main MP ka ghar ko unka sasural jaisa banane ki koshish kiya. Yehi unka pati ka ghar hoga.
Main office me sign karke ghar jake bag wagera uthaya aur daur ke station jake train pakda. Halan ki mera ticket pehle se book karke rakhta hun. Main mera kuchh kapde aur jaruri kuchh saman leke bag pack kiya. Mujhe teen char din rehna hai. Mumbai me bhi jana hai. Shadi ka sherwani to ban gaya. Baki main kuchh naya kapda bhi kharida tha. Shadi me maa ke liye jo bhi chahiye sab nana nani kharid raha hai. Mujhe bas jana hai, shadi karna hai aur apni biwi ko leke ana hai. Aur is baat pe maa ko dulhan ka besh me kaisa lagega yeh soch ke aankh bandh karke unko sochne laga. Aaj tak maine keval unki khubsurat pyari chehra, lamba masrin gala , sudhoul gardan, golgol hath, gulabi mulayem chhoti chhoti pair, aur flat s*xy pet hi dekha. Bar bar unsab ka jhalak bhi dimag me ane laga. Mujhe unsab me mera pyar bhara chumban dene ke liye taras raha hun. Main pichhla 6 saal se unko kitni baar mere bahon me, mere pass, mere sarir ke sath milake kalpana kiya hai. Aur aaj hamara naseeb hum dono ko pati patni ban ke zindagi guzar ne ka ek sunhera mauka de raha hai. Mera mann is liye zada maa ko pyar karne laga kyun ki woh bhi yeh chahti hai apni mann se. Woh bhi apna zindagi keval mera patni banke hi guzarna chahti hai. Hum dono ka naseeb me yeh likhi hui thi. Aur is wajah se kudrat ne bhi unko shayad aisi banaya hai. Aaj bhi unko dekhke lagta hai woh ek kuwari jawan ladki. Unka sarir ka gathan hi aisa karke bheja kudrat ne. Dekh ke koi nahi bol sakta ki woh meri maa hai. Aur woh ab 36 saal ki hai. Main 20 ka hoke bhi mera gathan aur sarir ka majboot gadan mujhe umra se zada matured lagta hai. Maa jab mere sath hoti hai, tab ajnan koi kabhi bhi bol nahi paya ki woh meri maa hai. Koi koi unko mera bahen samajhta hai. Ab humme yeh ek faida kudrat ne de ke rakha hai. Shadi ke baad hamara umra ka jo farak hai, woh leke kisika mann me koi sawal paida honewala nahi hai. Yahan naye jagah pe naye log aur office colleagues me se koi bhi kuchh nahi samjh payenge. Yeh ek bada bhar chhati ke upar se nikal gaya.
Kudrat ne sab toh thik se diya, lekin ek cheez se main hamesha mann hi mann pareshan rehta hun.
School life se aaj tak jitna sara friend tha, woh log hamesha ladkion ke bare me baat karta tha. Mujhe malum nahi woh log kaise aur kahan se yeh sab jan ke aya tha. But woh log bolte the ki jis ladki ka hips chawdi hoti hai aur abdomen ke nichee wala hissa yani ki pelvis or groin area chowdi hoti hai, woh ladki ko conceive karne ke baad pet me bachcha dharan karne me asan hota hai. Aur un ladkion ka pussy bhi bade hote hai. Main aaj tak koi ladki se koi sambandh nahi banaya. So mujhe practically kuchh pata nahi tha. Is liye mann me dar tha. Maa ka gadan medium structure ki hai. Flat pet ke baad patli kamar hai. Aur unke neeche uncha uncha hips ke sath unka woh pura area perfectly shaped hai. Zada chawdi ya zada patli nahi. Usdin phone par maa unki umra ke wajah se dobara maa banne ke bare me apni duvidha jatayi thi. Main janta hun unke pass bhi kam time hai. Is liye humme shadi ke baad hi baby ke liye koshish karna padega. Agar naseeb me hai to thik hai. Agar naseeb sath na de to maa ke prati mera pyar me koi kami nahi ayega. Main unse pyar karta hun. Main unko khush rakhna chahta hun. Is liye malum hai ki woh agar fir se maa bani to woh bahut bahut khush honge. Mujhe unke khushi ke liye sab kuchh karna hai. But ek cheez jo mera mann ko kate ja raha hai ki kya main unke sath thikse saririk sambandh bana paunga!! Kya main unko paripurn santusti de paunga!! Kyun ki main janta hun mera penis baki logon se mota aur thodi lamba to hai hi, but problem mera penis cap ko leke. Uttejana se woh ful ke ek gol ball jaisa ban jata hai aur bahut bada ho jata hai. Kya main maa ka naram aur chhota sarir ke andar unko bina kast deke mera yeh penis thik se andar dal paunga!! Yehi sab baatein mera mann ko kat ta hai. Kudrat ne na jane kya rakha hai humara naseeb me.
Ahmedabaad pauchhke ghar pauchne tak mera chhati me ek ajeeb tarike se ek anubhuti khel raha tha. Khushi bhi ho raha tha. Thoda sharam, thoda anjan chinta..sab sab milake sarir me ek halka halka kampan feel karne laga. Door bel bajate time shayad mera hath thoda kaanp gaya. Andar jo log hai sabke sath bas do din baad se relation change ho jayega. Nana nani mera saas sasur ban jayenge, main unka ek lauta damad, maa meri patni aur main unka pati ban jaunga. Nani is bar ekdum khush hoke aur chawdi smile ke sath mujhe andar swagat kiya. Nanaji bhi ek kurta aur pajama pehenke muh pe chawdi hasi leke mere taraf hath faialke aya aur gale lagaya. Main unlogon ka pair chhuke drawing room me jake baitha. Ek to garmi , sath me ek aanajn ajeeb tension . Pasinose ekdum gila ho gaya tha. Pankha khol ke nanaji bhi sofe par baith gaya. Maa tabhi paani leke ayi. Main maa ko ek jhalak dekha . Is baar achanak maa ko change laga. Halan ki unke andar wahi purani sharam , laaj tha. Phir bhi aaj thoda alag laga. Jaise ki ek glow unke charo taraf se nikal rahi hai. Pehle se thoda sahaj to ho gayi nana nani ke samne, tabhi bhi unke chehra bhi zada khushi se bhara laga. Jaise koi kunwari najwan ladki aapni shadi se pehle ho jati hai, aur honewala pati ke samne ek sharam, hesitation aur daba hua chahat se pesh hoti hai, waise maa aaj lag rahi hai. Pichhli weekend me last dekha tha. But ab unko aur sundar , khubsurat aur s*xy lagne lagi. Mera mann achanak ek dum khushi se pighalne laga . aur maa ke liye ek orgy feelings se mera andar me tod phod hone laga. Aaj mujhe yeh biswas mere mann me ganth gaya ki duniya me aur bhi khubsurat ladkiyan ho sakti hai, but mere nazar me maa se zada koi khubsurat ho nahi sakti. Aur main bachpan se aise hi ek ladki ko mera biwi banake pana chahta tha. Aur do din me yeh khubsurat aur s*xy ladki mera patni banke mere bahon me hogi.
Aaj sham ko ek alag mahal mila ghar par. Hamesha wohi tv dekh ke , kaam ka baat karke , dinner karke bas saturday night khatam hota tha. But aaj sab alag mood me the. Nana nani bahut sare hasi ka baat bata rahe the. Hum sab has rahe the. Maa bhi kabhi kabhi kuchh kaam ke liye drawing me ati thi to unke hoth pe bhi chawdi smile dikhai deta tha. Halan ki maa abhi tak ek baar bhi directly nahi dekh rahi hai mere taraf. Phir bhi do char bar hamari nazar mili. Aur who turant shrmake nazar ghuma liya. Kal hum sham ko Mumbai ke liye nikal jayenge. Raat ka train le rahe hai aur ekdum subha subha bandra terminus pe pahuch jayenge. Phir wahan se taxi leke resort. Wahan jake fresh hoke , breakfast wagera kar lenge aur uske baad hum rest karenge. Fir sham ko ek rasam hoga. Panditji bhi rehenge. Aur raat ko dinner karke sab jaldi so jayenge. Kyun ki next day yani ki mangal baar subha shadi ka muhurat hai. Yahan yeh log apna apna saman ka packing wagera kar liya hai. Ek alag suitcase me mera sherwani, maa ka shadi ka joda, aur bhi shadi ka bahut sare saman alag se pack karliya. Baat karte waqt main nani ko �naniji� hi bula raha tha. Achanak ek jagah pe baat karte karte nani mere taraf dekh ke chup ho gayi. Kuchh pal mere taraf nazar tikake rakhi. Aur fir has padi. Main samjh nahi paya. Naniji nanaji ko dekha to nanaji bhi has rahe the. Phir nanaji bole � Ho jayega Sujata. Dheere dheere sab thik ho jayega�.
Main samjha nahi who log kis bare me baat kar rahe hai. Mera aankhon me who sawal padliya naniji. Aur fir mujhe dekh ke haste haste boli
� Mumbai jake fir aisa mat karna beta. Wahan aur bhi log honge�.
Main chup hoke sun raha tha. Mera dimag me maa aisa chhaya hua hai ki main hamesha unko leke bahut sare sapne dekhne laga. Is liye yahan baat ka beech me main link kho baitha. Mera halat dekh ke naniji fir bole
� Ab to mujhe naniji mat bulao. Mummy bolna suru kar do. Nahi to resort me nani bol diya to sab gadbad ho jayega�.
Bolke naniji jor jor se hasne lagi. Nanaji has rahe the but nani jaisa jor jor se nahi. main in situation me thoda awkward feel karne laga. Sath hi sath sharam bhi . kyun ki bachpan se in logon ko nana nani bulake ayah un. Aab mujhe mummy papa bulana padega. But karna to padega. Nahi to hamare life me bahut sare unwanted problem aa sakta hai charon taraf se. Main bhi tay kar liya main mummy papa hi kahunga. But suru kaise karein yehi problem tha. But abhi naniji sidha bol diya aur jo bole woh sach much thik bnaat bhi hai. Shadi me nanaji maa ko sampradan karenge aur naniji mere taraf se jitna sara rasam hai who sab sampanna karenge. Main bas haske garden jhuka ke is paristhiti ko sahaj karne laga. Fir aur bahut sare idhar udhar ka baat hone ke baad hum sab dinner kar liya. Aaj maa thoda sahaj to hai but samne thoda kam arahi hai. Aur churake dekh bhi nahi rahi hai. Mera nazar charon taraf ghum raha tha. Shayad maa ko kahin dikh jaye mere taraf nazar dete huye. But woh aaj puri sham bas khana pakane me juti rahi aur kitchen se bahar kam nikli. Mujhe unko dekhne, unko ppass me pane ka chahat ekdum charam seem ape tha. But main bhi mann ko dabake sab ke samne sahaj hoke baith tha. Khana khake hum sab apme apne room me chale gaye. Main thoda excited ho raha tha. Agar aaj raat maa ek baar ekant me mere paas aneke liye chahe toh main sab badha sab hesitation todke unko pyar karna chahta hun. Jab mann me hum pati patni maan liya aur ek dusre ke pass hum surrender kar diye complete devotion ke sath , jab mansik tarike se ek dusre ko grahan kar chuke hai , to saririk tarike se kyun na mil paye. Main is ke liye taiyar hun, mere mann me koi duvidha nahi rahe.
so Main mera room me pahuchkar maa ko turant sms kiya .
" Fir se bhul gaye!!!!"
Unki bhi turant reply aya
" Kya?"
Maine thoda shararati karke likha
" Arey .. Tum ko malum haina raat me jab tak garam dudh nahi pita hun aur mere sar ke baalon me tumhara hath ka chhonya jab tak na mile, tab tak mera thik se need nahi ata hai !!"
Message send karne ka baad socha ki aaj maa ayegi kya? Sham ko jis tarike se nazar ghuma ghuma ke chal rahi thi, woh soch ke mann pakad nahi paye unki mann me kya vichar hai. Agar ayi to aaj mujhe rokna muskil ho jayega. Shadi ka muhurat jitna nazdik araha hai, utna hi betab ho raha hun, unko paane ke liye. Mera khudka banake pane ke liye. Mera pyar bhi jaise din woh din badhe ja raha hai, waise unke liye mere andar orgy bhi badh raha hai. time nikal raha hai but maa ka reply nahi aya. Main bhi samajh nahi paya maa aaj kya reply degi. Kya unke andar bhi mera jaisa chahat badh nahi rahi hai kya? Kya mere bare me sochke woh aroused hote nahi kya? Achanak yeh sab ke beech bip bip karke sms aya. Unhone likha hai
" Woh main janti hun...lekin mujhe aap ka irada malum hai"
padke mere hoth pe ek smile khil gaya. Maa mujhe sahi tarike se hamesha jan jati thi, aur aaj bhi woh mera mann ka irada pakad liya. Fir bhi main bhola banke likha
"Kya?"
unka ab turant reply aya
" Aap bahut badmash ban gaye ho".
Achcha ..is liye puri sham mere se dur dur reh rahi thi. Maine likha
" ohh.. is liye yahan aa nahi rahi ho!! Tumhe mera badmashi pasand nahi hai?"
Unhone jaldi likh ke bheji
"Unnhu...ek dum nahi"
Mujhe ab bas unke mann ka baat janne ka bhoot sawar ho gaya. Maine likha
"Iss liye mere se dur reh rahi ho?"
Bas fatak se bip bip karke reply agaya.
" Hmm..isi liye to."
Mere sar pe shararati chad gaya. Aur main dheere dheere type kiya
" Do din baad se kya karogi? Tabhi bhi mere se dur rahogi?"
Send karke soch raha hun ab woh kya reply degi. Halan ki woh ab pehle se sahaj ho gaya. Specially hum jab akele hote hai. Main unko naam leke bulata hun. Woh ek pyari patni jaisa mere se baat karti hai. To main ab unka reply ka intezar kar raha hun. Achanak mera chinta ka link tut gaya bip bip awaz se. unhone likh ke bheja
"Woh sochna padega".
Main samajh gaya maa mujhe tease kar rahi hai. Aur isme unko anand bhi mil rahi hogi. Main bhi usi tarah unko reply diya
" Hai raam...abhi bhi sochoge?"
Fatafat reply kiya
"Hmm.."
Main fir thoda soch ke likhna chalu kiya.
" Lekin mujhe meri biwi ko .. meri Manju ko hamesha..zindagi bhar mere pass , mere bahon me chahiye".
Is bar turant reply nahi aya, but intezar bhi zada karna nahi pada. Unhone likhi
" Ok. Woh main usko bata dungi"
Is jawab se main thoda ruk gaya, maa kya likh ke bheji hai. Woh to aur kisise sms hi nahi karti. Aisa laga aur kisike liye type kiya , lekin mere no pe send ho gaya. Main samajh nahi paya. Kya woh typing galat kar diya!! Maine ek duvudha ke sath likhke bheja
"Kisko?"
Unka turant reply aya.
" Kyun...aap ka biwi ko".
Yeh pad ke mere chehre pe fir se smile agaya. Mere mann me ek khushi ka toofan daurne laga. main fatafat type kiya
" Ohh..to unko yeh bhi batana ki unke honewala pati unko bahut� bahut� pyar karta hai. Unke bina zindagi ek pal bhi nahi jee payenge."
" Thik hai. Main usko bata dungi. Ok"
" Aur haan...unko yeh bhi batana ki unki patike dil me hamesha ek hi khubsurat ladki tha, ab hai aur rahega. Duniya ka sabse khubsurat pyari ladki ko biwi ke roop me pake unki pati khud ko bhagyawan manta hai"
" Main bata dungi . Aur woh yeh baat yaad rakhegi".
Yeh padke mujhe malum ho gaya ki maa bahut emotional ho gayi aur apni dil ki baat likh diya. Us ko pakad ke main unhe tease karne ke liye likha
" Tumko kaise malum ki woh yaad rakhegi ya nahi"
Koi reply aya nahi. Maa shayad samajh gayi ki pichhla sms me woh ek galti kar diya, shayad woh wahi fir se pad rahi hogi aur soch rahi hogi ki kaise fir se baat ko ghumaya jaye. Thodi der main intezar karne ke baar unka reply mila
"Kyun ki main usse pooch lungi".
Main turant likh be send kiya
"To ab pochho na".
Maa bas ab thoda apni hi baton se fas gayi. Woh samajh nahi pa rahi hai ki kya reply Karen. Lekin fir bhi likh ke bejhi
" Ab woh busy hai".
Main has ke type karne laga
" Thik hai unko free hone ke liye bolo aur unko bata do".
Main yeh send kar diya aur kuchh na likhke mobile pakad ke baitha hun. Bahut time koi reply aya nahi. Mera chhati me damama pith raha hai. Woh kya kar rahi hai ab!! Maine jo bola uska jawab kya degi!! Jab kuchh time baad bhi koi reply nahi aya to main fir se sms type kiya
" Unse baat hua".
Ab reply aya.
"Hmmm".
"Tumne poocha woh yeh sab yaad rakhegi ya nahi"
"Haan...poochh liya".
"Kya boli unhone".
�Woh yeh sab baatein uski dil me sajake rakhke zindagi bhar yaad rakhegi".
Mere mann me maa ke liye pyar bhar gaya. Ab woh itna commited aur devoted ho rahi hai, mujhe unka is bhavnaon ka kadar karna hai zindagi bhar. Main unke dil ka baat aur janna chah raha tha. Maine likha
"Aur kuchh nahi boli"
Unhone thoda time liya aur likhke bheji
"Woh bhi uski honewala pati ko bahut.. bahut ..pyar karti hai. Puri zingadi unke sath, unko pyar karke guzarna chahti hai".
Main bhi emotional ho gaya. Mujhe maa ke liye jo orgyness hua tha , ab in sab pyari baton me who dheere dheere kam hone laga. mere mann me unko pane ke liye, saririk ratike se unke pass ane ke liye mann chatfat kar raha tha. But ab bhabuk hone laga. mujhe malum pad raha hai ki mere upar ek responsibity dheere dheere bad raha hai. Maa ko khush rakh ke unka har ichch pura karke , unko sare sukh , anand deke unki zindagi ko rangin bana ke rakhna chahta hun. Woh zindagi bhar pati ka pyar ke liye tarsi hogi, apna family pane ke liye chahat dil me chhupake rakhi hogi, ek pyari patni banke zindagi guzarne ka sapna dil me dafan kardi hogi. But aaj unko sab kuchh dena chahta hun. In sob bhavnaon ke beech mera mann fir sms pe aya aur unko tease karte hue likha
�Aur kuchh nahi bola unhone�.
Maa samajh nahi payi main aur kya poochna chahta hun, woh reply me wahi likhke bheji
�Aur kya!!�.
Maine likha
�Do din baad se bhi kya who mere se dur rahegi?�
Thodi time chuppi raha fir unka reply aya
�Woh iska jawab ab nahi batayegi. Aur time ane dijiye. Aap ko iska jawab mil jayegi�.
Mujhe malum hai maa ab muh se na kuchh batayegi, na aaj mere pass ayegi. Main bas us do din gujarne ka intezar karne laga.
Next day yani ki Sunday subha subha uthna pada. Ghar pe ek puja tha. Main ek bar bimar pada tha. Hospital me bhi tha. Tab nani mera naam ka ek mannat rakhi hui thi. Sab log yeh kehte hai ki shadi jaisa ek pavitra bandhan se bandha padne se pehle sari udhar chuka dena chahiye. Is liye aaj woh puja hua. Panditji hamare hi family ka panditji the. Unko mera shadi ke bare me kuchh malum nahi. Woh keval mera naam ka udhar rakha hua puja karne ke liye aye the. Drawing room me puja ho raha tha. Main panditji ke samne baitha tha. Nana mera pichhe right side me, nani unke bagal me aur maa nani ke pass yani ki mera pichhe baithi hui thi. Pandit ji puja khatam hone ke baad mujhe nana nani aur maa ko pranam karne ko kaha. Main mera asan se uthke nanake paas gaya aur unka pair chhuya. Nani ke pass jake jhuk ke unki bhi pair chhuya . Mere mann me aisa kuchh nahi tha ki maa ko ab pranam karna chahiye ya nahi. Kyun ki woh mera maa hai. Halan ki do din me woh mera patni ban jayegi. Lekin phir bhi main unka zindagi bhar pair chhu sakta hun. But nani ko laga ki shayad main duvidha me hun ki maa ka pair ab chhu ya nahi. Is liye jaise hi main unka pair chhuke khada hone gaya, woh mera sar par hath rakhke ashirvad karne lagi aur main jhuk ke unke samne reh gaya. Tab nani mujhe bola " ab jao maa ka pair chhu lo". Shayad unhone mujhe aur maa ko.. dono ko yeh kehna chahti hai ki shadi na hone tak ab hum maa bete hi hai. Main maa ke pass gaya aur jhuk ke unki pair chhua. Maa sar jhuka ke baithi thi. Mujhe hamesha unki un gulabi pairon ko chumne ka mann karta hai. But ab is paristhiti me main mera mann se , ek beta uski maa ka pair jaise chhuta hai, waise main unki pair chhuya.
Puja thoda late hi khatam hua tha. Hum sab lunch karke thoda rest karne laga . kyun ki sham ko nikal ke train pakadna hai. Aur raat bhar journey karna hai. Main bas ab kuchh sochne ka mauka nahi pa raha hun. Sab aisa itna jaldi ho raha hai. Main bhi taiyar hoke hamara sab ka luggage wagera leke taxi karke station pahuch gaye. Aur time hote hi hum train me chad gaye. Maa aaj ek pink color ka saree pehni hui hai. Us saree se aur unki chehre se jo glow de raha hai , who sab milake bahut hi khubsurat lag rahi hai. Aur mere mann me ek khushi ki hawa ka jhoka jaisa agaya. Main soch raha tha ki yeh pyari, sundar, khubsurat s*xy ladki bas aur kuchh time ke baad mera biwi ban jayegi. .. aur woh mera..keval mera hi hojayegi. Main unko dekte raha aur woh bas sab ka sone ka intezam karne lagi. Nana nani neeche ka berth me so gayo . aur main aur maa upar ka berth me. Main mera berth me soke unke taraf ghumke keval unke upar nazar tikake rakhi hai. Woh kuchh time yeh mehsus kiya aur fir mere taraf dekh ke ,ek smile deke Sharma ke ghum gayi aur mere taraf pith karke so gayi. Main unke pith ke taraf dekhte dekhte bahut uttejit hone laga. mera penis fir se kathin hone laga. unki patli kamar aur hips ke upar nazar gaya. Fir upar jake unki sudhaoul garden pe nazar padtehi main uttejana ka charam seema pe pahuch gaya. Aur aanjane me mera hath mera pajama ke andar jake mera penis ko chhu liya. Main bas ekbar muththi pakad ke mera penis ko pakda aur fir thoda time baad chhod diya. Maine khud ko control karte karte sochne laga ki bas aur do din. Uske baad mera penis jahan duniyaka sabse zada anand mehsus karega, wahan hoga.
Hum subha 5.30 baje Bandra terminus pe utar gaye. Garmi ka mausam tha. Subhe ka naram sheetal hawa se bahut achcha lag raha hai. Nana nani mumbai ake thoda nostalgic bhi ho gaye. Nana ka shadi ke baad woh log kuchh din Mumbai me the. Yahan nanaji business suru kiya tha. Baad me shift hoke Ahmedabaad chale gaye. Wahan maa ka janam hua. Aur aaj tak woh log wahi apna ghar bana liya . Aaj yahan fir pura family ke sath ake woh log thoda bhabuk ban gaye. Nana unka jawani ka bahut sare purani baat batane lage. Hum station se taxi leke usme sare luggage load karke resort ke liye chal pade. Kareeb der ghanta ka rasta hai. Maa subha se chup chap hai. Keval nani ke sath kuchh baat chit kar rahi hai. Main nazar churake do char bar unko dekh liya. Mera mann ab khushi se bhas raha hai. Maa ke andar bhi ek khushu ka uttejane faila hua hai, aur woh unka chehra dekhke, aankhon ka halchal dekh ke aur body jesture dekh ke pata chalta hai. Woh nani ke hi aas pass ghum rahi hai. Nani ke sath hi chal rahi hai. Woh mere taraf dekh hi nahi rahi hai. Main sochta hun ki maa ke mann me kya mere liye , mere pyar ke liye koi tufan ho nahi raha hai!! Keval mere andar hi hai !!! Aaj bahut din baad hum pura family ghar se eksath bahar ake sab ko achcha lag raha hai. Main bhi maa ke sath bahut din aisa dur kahin aya nahi tha. Is liye aaj is Mumbai sahar me hum eksath ake humare beech ka bonding sab ko mehsus hone laga. Hum ek family hai. Sab ek dusre ke liye hi hai. Aur ab to aur bhi nazdik relation pe judne ja rahe hai. Koi anjan ladki nahi, isi ghar ka beti hi isi ghar ka bahu ban ke arahi hai. Isi ghar ka beta isi ghar ka damad ban ke zindagi bhar ek dusre se jude rehne ka sampark ke bandh ne ja raha hai. Taxi main main driver ke pass baitha hun. Pichhe nana, nani aur nani ke pass maa baithi hui hai. Nani beech beech me maa ko pakadke rakh rahi hai. Maa ke pichhe se hath ghumake unki dusri baju pakad ke apne pass, apni dil ki aur pass sambhal ke rakh rahi hai. Ek lauti beti. Sara such-dukh unko ghirke hi hai. Aur aaj aisa lag raha hai ki jaise unki beti shadi karke dur chale jayegi unki ghar khali karke, aur is liye jitna time mile maa beti ek sath rehke apna mann ka aas mita paye. Nanaji jate jate ek ek jagah dikha raha hai aur woh yahan kya kya kiya hai woh sab bata raha hai. Nani ji bhi beech beech me unka sath deke baton ke link judne lagi. Main age baithke pichhe nana ka baat sunne ke liye beech beech me pichhe mudke dekh raha hun. Aur tabhi ek jhalak maa ko dekh le raha hun. Maa bas bahar ki taraf nazar tika ke rakhi hai . But malum pad raha hai ki unka mann hamare beech me hi hai. Woh hum sab se detach hoke akeli ho nahi rahi hai. Unka hothon pe halki si smile aur ankhon ke laaj aur sharamka jo chhonya dikh raha hai, usme pata chalta hai ki woh mann me ek khushi ka anubhuti mehsus kar rahi hai. But ek bar bhi mujhse nazar nahi mila rahi hai. Bahar se hawa ake maa ka mathe ke upar ka kuchh baal udake unke chehre pe fenk rahi hai. Maa bar bar hath se un baloon ko hatake apni kaan ke pichhe le jake samet neki koshish kar rahi hai. Unki is tarah halki halki muskurati hui chere se baal hatane ka muhurt dekh ke mere mann me unke liye pyar aur s*x dono hi jag raha hai. Ek orgyness mujhe ghirke rakha hai. Aur uska pata chalta hai mere jeans ke andar mera penis ka chhatfatani se. Main penis ko dabake pair ke upra dusri pair chadake , pichhe ghumne ke liye right hand ko head rest ke upar rakhke teda baitha hua hun. Nanaji ka baat sunne se zada mujhe maa ko chura ke dekhne ka zada irada hai. But main is tarah pichhe mudke baitha hun, aur woh maa ka vision area me unko pata chal raha hai. Mere taraf na dekh ke bhi, woh unki eye sight ke andar halka halka mehsus kar rahi hai ki main unko bhi dekh raha hun beech beech me. Aur isliye woh aur bhi nazar bahar se andar ke taraf nahi kar rahi hai. Last weekend me ghar ake unko chhun ke mehsus karne ka ek mauka mila tha. But is baar to woh mere nazdik hi nahi rahai hai. Mujhe ekbar unko mere bahon me bharke mere chhiti ke upar mehsus karne ka mann kar raha hai. Aur unki woh udne wala baloon ke andar mera naak dubo ke unka baal ka khushbu lene ka mann kar raha hai. But shayad woh hamare shadi se pehle mujhe mera khawaish pura nahi hoga. Aur fir suhagraat me unko pyar aur sirf pyar se unka pura tann mann bhar dena chahta hun. Hum subha ka khali road pakad ke jaldi jaldi resort pahuch gaye.
Yahan hamare liye do aadmi wait kar rahe the. Hamara ane ka pura plan unlog se chalk out kiya hua tha. Jaise hi taxi pahucha, woh log age ake humse parichay kiya aur main dulha aur maa ko dunhan janke hum dono ko wish kiya. Fir humme sab bata bata ke hamare rehne ka jagah pe le jane lage. Total 4 suitcase tha. Ek mera,dusra nana nani ka, teesra shadi ka saman bhara hua aur choutha maa ka. Maa yahan se sidha mere sath MP janewali hai. Toh unka kuchh saman, jo woh shadi ke baad bhi use karna chahti hai, woh sab saman, kuchh kapda wagera bharke layi hai. Woh log resort ka do boy ko bulake hamare saman hamara room pe le jane ke liye kaha. Resort bahar se dekhne me chhota hai. But andar jate hi bahut bada area ka pata chalta hai. Left side me restaurant, disco aur poolside pub hai. Sidha jake ek building hai. Do manjila. Aur right me pura area khali hai. Ghas ko maintain karke rakha hai. Yahan unlogon ka open marriage ya aur koi party hota hai. Aur gate ke bahar ek parking area dekh ke aya hun. Hum jaise thoda age jake right muda, wahan us buildging ke pichhe vishal area leke bahut sare chhota chhota tent jaisa cottage bana hua hai. Beech me ek lamba narrow water pool hai. Usme se fuyara uth raha hai. Aur uske charon taraf woh cottages hai. Woh log humme wahi le jake bataya ki woh log sare marriage me ane wale guests aur family members ko yahi rukwate hai. Aur woh do manjila buildging keval inside buffet aur rainy reason me shadi ke liye hall bana hua hai. Jahan party bhi ho sakta hai. Baki administrative section aur pichhe kitchen aur catterring ka intejam. Ab filhal do shadi ka arrangement chal raha hai. Wednessday ko ek bada shadi ka booking hai. Uska kuchh mehman achuke hai. Aur kal ka shadike liye bas hum log. Hamara chhota program hai. Is liye who sab kuchh samne wala building ke andar hi arrange kiya hua hai.
Hamare liye keval do cottage booked hai. Dono family cottage hai. Ek me maa aur nani chale gayi aur dusre me main aur nanaji. Un do amdi se ek admi hamara booking ka head hai. Unke dekh bhal se yeh shadi ka program hoga. Hum jaise hi cottage ke andar ghusa to chaunk gaye. Bahar se pata nahi lagta ki andar itna sundar aur subyabastha hai. Spacious area me do double bed room ke dono side pe laga hua hai. Do cupboard hai. Baithne ka arrangement me sofa aur centre table rakha hua hai. Diwar pe bada LCD tv laga hua hai. Ek fridge hai. Aur opposite wall pe ek bada window. Jiske bahar ped ka sari sari line hai. Aur uske par khadi hai, jahan private jeti banake woh log private steamer suhagraat ke liye dete hai. Main bathroom check karne gaya. Aur bada bathroom se sab modern facilities ka intezam hai. Bathroom se bahar atehi woh manager sahab nanaji ko batane laga ki kya kya aur kaise program set kiya hua hai. Ek printed paper diya unhone. Usme sab detailed likha hua hai time ke sath. Kab haldi ka rasam, kab ring ceremony, kab registry signing, kab shadi etc etc sab kuchh likha hua hai. Hamare guest nahi hai is liye reception aur food ke jagah pe cross kiya hua hai. Main unse woh leke dekh raha tha. Aaj do rasam set kia hua hai. Dopahar ko haldi hai aur sham ko ring ceremony. Woh admi bata rahe the ki yahan ka panditji ki mutabit , unka diya hua time maintain karke hum yeh chart banate hai. Sab pura rasam aur tarika properly maintain karke , shahtra sammat se yahan shadi ka intezam hota hai. Unhone unka mobile no bhi diya. Koi bhi problem hoga to unko sidha call kar sakte hai. Dopahar me haldi rasam thik time pe sab ready ho jayega aur humme lene ke liye woh ayenge. Woh manager ab humme fresh hone ko kaha aur bataya ki room pe hi breakfast bhej denge. Bolke woh fir se aur ekbar swagat aur wish karke nikal gaye. Nanaji mujhe fresh hone ke liye kehke woh ek copy printed chart leke nikal gaye nani ke room pe. Nani ko bhi pura cheez batana hai. Maa bhi jan jayenge kab aur kaise kya kya hoga. Main fresh hone ke liye bathroom me chala gaya.
Jab fresh hoke bathroom se nikla tab nanaji room pe wapas agaye. Unke hath me kuchh kapde hai. Woh naniji ke room me rakhi hui unki suitcase se yeh leke aye hai. Mujhe bahar nikalte hue dekhke woh bole ki ab to sone ka zada time nahi milega. 11.30 ko haldi ka rasam hai. So main tumhara nani ko bhi bata diya. Woh log bhi fresh hoke breakfast karke bas thoda rest kar legi aur fir taiyar ho jayegi haldi ke liye. Main yeh sun ke thoda sharmam aur khushi mehsus kiya. Nana nani khud mera aur maa ka yeh risthta chahte hai. Woh log apni hathon se hamara yeh naya rishte ko jod rahe hai aur humme hamara naye rishte me kadam rakhne ke raste me har mod pe hamara sath dete hue arahe hai. Woh log bhi chahta hai ki unki ek lauti beti zindagi bhar jo dukh aur akelepan ke sahare jeeye hai, ab woh khushi ka palon me badal jaye aur unki zindagi har ladki ke tarah apni pati ke sath gujar ne ka jo sukh aur shanti milta hai, woh paa le. Aur fir main unka eklauta pota bhi hun. Bachpan se unka sara pyar aur mamta mere upar hi bartaya unhone. So aaj woh log bhi chahta hai ki apni hi pota apni hi ghar pe damad banke rahega aur sab milke ek khushi ka mahal me zindgai gujarenge. Is liye woh is shadi ko shastra anusar sab rasam prakriya pura karke karna chahta hai.
Main in sab thoughts me kho gaya tha, nanaji bathroom jate time bola ki
" Main tumhara nani ko batake aya. Woh suitcase unke room pe hai. Woh wahan se tumhara naya kapda lake de jayenge."
Bolke jane laga to main logistically sab soch ke bola
" Nanaji...yeh log...."
Mera baat khatam hone se pehle nanaji mere taraf dekhke mera baat kat diya aur thoda smile ke stah ek fatherly tone pe kaha
" Beta......papa.."
Main unka yeh baat sunke unke samne sharma gaya. Aur fir halka haske unse nazar hatake dheere se kaha
" Thik hai......... Papa..."
Nanaji mujhe us halat se nikal ne ke liye mera sath dene ke liye waise hi fatherly emotion ke sath kaha
" Kaho kya keh rahe the"
Mere andar ek tufan sa chal raha hai. Aaj pehli bar nana ko papa bol diya. Aur hamara yeh rishta zindagi bhar ke liye shastra sammat tarike se kuchh samay baad se pukka ho jayega. Main unke taraf dekh ke kaha
" Woh log bataya tha ki yahan ake pehle pura payment kardena hai. Yeh manager toh us bare me kuchh bataya nahi"
Nanaji bhi yaad kiya aur fir bola
" Haan...bataya to tha. Booking ke time 25% to le bhi liya. Ab dekho..breakfast ke baad shayad batayega. Koi baat nahi. Jab bolega tab de denge"
Bolke nanaji apni kapde leke bathroom me chale gaye. Main akela hote hi mere andar jo sharam aya tha woh dheere dheere jane laga. Aur main fir se woh printed schedule dekhne laga. aaj do rasam ke baad kal subha pehle registered sahab ayenge aur maa aur main kagaj me sign karke pehle hum registry marriage karenge. Yeh karna mandatory ho gaya hai aaj kal. Nahi to bahut sare jagah pe insab papers barabar na hone ke karan future me bahut problem face karna padta hai. Is liye yahan bhi yeh log kanun ke mutabik sarkari admi lake marriage party ko yeh facility uplabdh karwate hai. Charge zada lete hai, but safe hai. Mujhe bhi mera passport me ya bank account me maa ka naam mera wife ke jagah likhna padega. Tab yeh sab papers jaruri hai. Uske baad dulha aur dulhan ko yahan ka make up expert ake sajayenge. Dulha pehle puja me baithenge. Yahan puja khatam hone tak, whan dulhan ko sajana khatam ho jayega , aur woh ake dulha ke pass baithenge aur shadi ka asli kariyakram chalu hoga. Main yeh sab padte padte maa ka chehra yaad kar raha tha. Dulhan ka besh me unko aur pyari aur khubsurat lagegi. Tabhi achanak naniji aye aur bataye ki unki room me jo naya suit case hai, woh khol nahi raha hai. Nanaji bathroom me tha. So main hi gaya. Mera room ka next room hi unka tha. Mera jaisa do bed hai aur baki sab facilities. Maa fresh hoke ek dusri saree pehenke wahan suitcase kholne ka koshish kar rahi thi. Woh aaj bhi apna anchal tight karke kamar me ghumake samne pet ke pass gonj ke rakhi hai. Unka sarir ka sab curve me woh saree lipat ke unke body me laga hua hai. Unko dekhtehi mere anadar ek ichcha prabal hone laga. Unko mere baho me leke unki har curves me chumban karne ka mann kar raha tha. Jaise dil aur dimag me yeh ichcha ayi, tabhi woh anubhuti khoon ke sath milke daurke jake mera penis me janan de diya. Aur woh main mehsus kiya apni underware ke andar. But main khud ko control kiya. Main andar atehi maa mujhe dekhne ke liye upar ki taraf nazar uthaya. Aur jaise hi mere se nazar mili, woh jhat se aankh ghuma li aur unke chehra ek khushi aur sharam ke wajah se laal hogayi. Nani mujhe woh suitcase dikhake boli " main aur Manju bahut koshish kiya. Fir bhi khol nahi rahi hai".
Maine dekha woh wahi suitcase hai, jisme shadi ka sab kapde wagera hai.
Maine suitcase ke pass apni ghutnon me baithi maa ko usko kholne ka koshish karti hui dekhke bola
" Main dekhta hun"
Fir main agee jake maa ke samne ghutna fold karke floor pe ek ghutna tikake suitcase ko pakad ke baith gaya. Maa turant apna hath suitcase ke upar se hata liya aur wahi apni dono ghutna floor pe tikake baithi rahi. Unki naar jhuka hua hai. Nani mere pichhe hai aur woh Ahmedabaad se kharida hua us naye suicase ka company ka kharab cheez ke bare me bak bak kar rahi hai. Main churake maa ko dekhte huye suitcase ko kholne ka koshish kiya. Maa samjh gayi ki main unko nani ko chhupake dekh raha hun. Hamare beech keval ek suitcase ka fasle hai.
Suitcase ka side clap tight hoke baith gaya. Maa aur nani press karke bhi khol nahi payi. Main ghutna tik ke baithke mera dono elbow se suitcase ke uppar pressure de raha hun. Aur maa ke side pe jo clap hai usko kholene ke liye koshish kar raha hun. Main thoda jhuka hua hu suitcase ke uppar. Is liye mera torso thoda age jake maa ka aur nazdik chala gaya. Main lagatar unko dekh dekhke kaam kar raha hun aur woh bas keval ghutna tikake dono hath god me rakhke nazar neeche karke chup chap baithi hui hai. Mujhe dekh nahi rahi hai but hothon pe ek halki muskan hai. Mujhe malum hai woh mere liye �nani ke samne mera presence ke liye woh sharma gayi aur nani ke samne sahaj hone ke liye aisa shant hoke chup baithi rahi hai. Nani pichhe dusra suitcase jahan unka khudka aur nanaji ka saman hai, who khol ke nanaji aur unke liye kapde nikal rahi hai. Main pichhe ekbar dekha ki nani abhi bilkul humme dekh nahi rahi hai. Hamare taraf unka pith hai. Suitcase ka saman pe unka dhyan hai. Achanak aisa pressure dene me woh clap khul gaya. Ek halka awaz nikla. Usme maa nazar ghuma ke mera hath ke taraf dekhi aur samajh gayi ki woh khul gaya. But mrere andar ek badmashi chad raha hai. Main nani ko fir se dekha woh aise hi bak bak karte rahi aur kapde nikalte rahi. Samjha me aya ki clap kholne ka awaz untak pahucha nahi. Main mera hathse woh clap ko eksath pakadke rakha hai aur usi position me baithke maa ke taraf nazar uthake sidha unke taraf dekha. Woh bhi ekbar nazar uthake mere taraf dekhi aur fir nazar jhuka li. Mera body ekdum unke pass hi hai. Beech ka fasle zada nahi hai kyunki main mera upper body suitcase ke upar lake press karke rakha. Tabhi main jor se boli
" Naniji yeh to tight hoke baith gaya. Jor pressure lagana padega."
Mera is baat pe maa jhat se mere chehre ke taraf dekhi aur kuchh na samajh ke ek surprised look leke mujhe dekhte rahi. Mere hoth pe ek halki smile aya. Aur tab nani humme pichhe mudke dekh ke kahi
" Manju..beta tu thoda pressure laga de" bolke fir kaam pe busy ho gayi. Maa mere taraf dekhi aur samajh gayi mera badmashi. Woh aur sharam me laal ho gayi. Kuchh pal who waise hi baithi rahi. Aur unse nazar tikake dekh raha hun. Thoda time baad maa unki gol gol hath badhake suitcase ke uppar rakhi aur ghutnon ke bal baithke apni body ko thoda uthake suitcase ke pass layi. Isme mera aur unke beech aur koi duri nahi raha. Main pressure lagane ka acting karte raha aur woh bas waise karke dheere dheere pressure dene lagi. Main unke taraf dekha woh bilkul nazar nahi utha rahi hai. Main mera hath clap chhodke dhhere dheere upar laya aur unki lambi lambi naram ungliyan pe mera unliyan touch karane laga. Unki ungliyon me halka gulabi nailpolish lagi hui hai. Main mera kuchh ungliyan se unki ungliya pakadne ke koshish kar raha hun but woh apni ungliya mod ke hath dheere dheere khisak ke dur kar rahi hai. Mera sar unke sar touch kar raha hai. Main intentionally mera sar ko unke mathe pe lagake unke upar halka sa press karne laga. Aur mera right shoulder unki left shoulder ko chhun chhun ke ja raha hai. Kuchh pal baad maa unki hath ko mera hath ka touch se aur dur nahi legayi. Woh unka hath chhune me roka nahi. Mera kandha ab unke Kandha se ragadne laga. unki blouse ke sleeve ke upar se thoda thoda halka garmi mere sarir me ane laga. Ek hapte baad hum ekdusre ka touch mehsus kar rahe hai. Aab hum dono hi samajh gaye ki hum dono ko mann aur tann ek dusre ka pyar pane ke liye, usko mehsus karne ke liye taras raha hai. Bas thodi der baad haldi hoga . Hum legally pati patni banne ke taraf kadam rakhna suru karenge. Us baat pe dono ka mann aur tann me ek ajeeb anubhuti chhaya hua tha. Is liye dono hi nani ke presence pe chori chori ek dusre ko aise mehsus karne lagi. Main mera naak unki kan ke upar baalon me halka touch karke unko baalon ka khushbi lene ka koshis kar raha hun. Achanak door pe awaz hua. Breakfast leke manegar aur ek lady khade hai. Aur unko dekhte hi maa jhat se suitcase ke upar se alag ho gayi. Nani un logon ko anadar ake breakfast rakhne ko kaha. Tabhi main clap khul gaya aise acting karke khada ho gaya. Aur nani ko bola
" Suitcase ka side me kapda faske tight bandh ho gaya tha."
Nani mere taraf dekhke thoda smile kiya aur shayad kuchh bolne gaye , toh manager mujhe dekhke ek smile deke bole
" Sir, Mr. Patel is not in his room. I want to meet him once�.
Main samajh gaya woh ab payment ka baat karne ke liye aya hai. Maine unse kaha
� No no. he is there. He has just gone to be freshen up�
Bolke main wahan se jane laga. jate waqt ekbar maa ko chhura ke dekha. Who wahi baithke suitcase khol rahi hai. Aur mujhe upar se unki bare shoulder aur boobs ke uparwala hissa blouse ke upper portion se dikhai dia. Mere anadr unko apna banake pane ka chahat bahut tej badne laga.
Main mera room me atehi dekha nanaji bathroom se bahar aye. Naye kurta pajama me nanaji ko achcha lag raha hai. Manager unse payment ka baat kiya. Nanaji breakfast ke baad office me jake deke ayenge bola. Manager bola ki woh wahi rehenge.
Nasta karke nanaji jate time main bola
� Papa�main bhi ata hun�
Who mere taraf dekh ke haske wahi fatherly tone se bole
� Arey tum rest karo. Abhi fir haldi ke liye taiyar hona hai. Main bas yeh sab chukka ke ajata hun�
Fir aur ekbar smile deke chale gaye. Main room me akela bed pe aankh bandh karke so gaya. Aur thoda der pehle maa ka sparsh ka anubhuti mehsus karne laga. Mujhe aaj clearly yeh pata chal gaya ki woh bhi mera sparsh pane ke liye, mera pyar pane ke liye khud ko puri taraf samarpan karne ke liye taiyar hai. Mera pyar ko unke har rom rom me mehsus karne ke liye khud ko saja ke rakhi hai. Mujhe unke jaisi khubsurat pyari biwi pake ,main sach much apne aap me khone lagta hun.
Shayad mera aankh lag gaya tha. Achanak nani ka awaz se need tut gaya. Nani jhuk ke chehre pe ek smile leke mujhe jagate hue kaha
� Uth jao beta. Main tumhara naya kapra wahan rakh diya. Jaldi se taiyar ho jao. �
Bolke haste haste mere bed pe baith gayi. Mujhe dono cheezon se sharam aya. Ek to pichhla raat train me na sone ke kaaran ab main so gaya tha. Dusri baat yeh hai ki nani mujhe is tarah smile karke haldi ki rasam ke liye bulane aya is liye. Main uth ke baitha. Aur excuse dene ke jaise bola
� Sorry nani..woh..�
Nani ab unka right hand se mera gaal chhunye aur aankhon me ek maa ka mamta milake pyar se waisa hi smile karte huye ekdum dhhere se bola
� Ab tu mera damad banne jar aha hai. Aur damad apni saas ko kya kehte hai? Umm .�
Main sharam ke mare pani pani ho gaya. Main sar jhuka liya. Aur nani ek concerned mother ki tarah unki awaz me ek emotion milake fir boli
� Mera ek lauti beti ko tujhe de raha hun. Ab tujhe uska khayal rakhna hai. Zindagi bhar usko khush rakhan hai. Rakhegi na meri beti ko?�
Main ab kya kahun samajh nahi araha hai. Aankh uthake nani ko dekhne ko bhi sharam araha hai. Mera mann me ek bichitra anubhuti daur raha hai. Aaj se main unka damad hun, koi pyara chhota bachcha nahi, jo unki payara pota hai. Mujhe ab ek paripurn aadmi banke unko bhi assurance dena hai. Zindagi ka har relation pe agar assurance, commitment, honesty, loyality na rahe aur ek dusre ke prati caring, loving , protecting na rahe , to woh relation kaisa strong banega. Mujhe bhi mera andar ka hesitation aur duvidha chhodke is relation ko aise hi dekhbhal karna parega. Main dheere se sar uthake unki ankhon me aankh milake kaha
� Aap ko yeh baaat malum hai ki duniya me sabse zada pyar main aap ki beti ko hi karta hun. Unko khush nahi rakhunga to main kaise khush rahunga !!�
Fir main unki hath pe mera hath rakh ke dhhere dhhere kaha
� Aap log apna pota ko damad banane ka jo faisla kiya, usko main apni jaan deke rakhsa karunga�.
Nani unki hath se pyar se maa ka mamta leke mera gaal sehlane lagi. Unki aankhon me khushi mehsus karne ka ek anubhuti prakash karke puchhi
� Mera beti uski pati ke sath khush rahegi yeh janke mujhe ab marne ko bhi dukh nahi hoga.�
Bolke nani ka ankh gila hone gaya aur who mujhe gale lagane chaha. Main age badhke unki gale lag gayi. Woh pyar se mera pith pe apni mamta ke sath hath firane lagi. Unki mann ka emotion ko thoda kabu karke fir has padi. Aur mere kaan ke pass dheere dhhere kahi
� Chalo sab to thik ho jayega. Lekin mere mann me in khushion ke sath ek dukh hai�
Main waise unke gale lage huye position pe rehke puchha
� Woh kya hai mummy?�
Main naniji ko mummy kehke bulaya. Woh iss cheez ko mehsus kiya aur fir thoda time baad haste haste ekdum neechi awaz se boli
� Mujhe damad mila lekin pota kho diya. Aab mujhe nani bulane ke liye koi nahi hai. Mujhe nani kehke bulane ke liye kisiko chahiye�
Bolke nani hasne lagi aur main unki gale lagte huye position pe rehke sharma ke bola
� Aap bhi na��.�.
Main ek nayi halka yellow color ki kurta aur white pajama pehenka cottage se bahar nikalte hi dekha nana woh manager ke sath baat kar rahe hai. Mujhe dekhte hi nanaji aur woh dono smile diya aur nanaji bole
" Ajao beta. Hum chalte hai. Woh log bas anewale hai."
Mujhe malum hai hamara haldi ek samay par rakha hua hai , lekin hoga alag alag . Hamara aur koi relatives , friends aur family na hone ke karan yeh loh yahan se kuchh log bandobast kiya hai. Jo mujhe aur maa ko alag alag haldi lagayenge. Main kuchh na bolke unke pass jane laga. Aur tabhi dusri cottage ki door khul gaya aur hum sab us taraf mudke dekhne lage. Naniji pehle nikal ake door ke samne khadi hoke andar ki taraf dekh ne lagi. Aur fir maa bahar ayi. Maa door ke pass atehi nani unki ek haath maa ke pith ke upar se lejake unko pakadke dheere dheere age badne lagi. Main bas maa ke taraf dekhte reh gayi. Woh ek yellow color ki nayi saree pehni hui hai. Saree ki border red aur yellow se design kiya hua hai. Matching short sleeve blouse pehen ke rakhi hai. Usse unki gol gol aur lambe lambe gori baju aur hath, aur bhi sundar lagne lagi. Unki gale me ek gold chain aur dono hath me ek ek gold bangle hai. Forehead me ek chhota laal bindi. Aur pair me ek cream color ki flat slipper pehni hui hai. Baal juda karke thoda upar ki taraf bandha hua hai, jisme unka gardan aur gala ki lambai puri tarah se nazar araha hai. Aaj pehli baar lal bindi aur is type ka dress me unko dekh raha hun. Itna simple dress me bhi mujhe unko bahut zada s*xy lagne laga. Woh unki papa mummy aur mere samne nazar uthane me shayad sharma gaye. Isliye nazar neeche karke nani ke sath dheere dheere hamare taraf ane lagi. Woh itni sundar lag rahi hai ki mere mann me bas ek khushi ka leher behne laga. Unko dekhke lagta nahi ki woh 36 saal ki hai aur meri maa hai. Bas ek najwan kunwari ladki ki jaisa sharma ke age badh rahi hai. Yahan ka manager yeh chitra dekh ke kalpana bhi nahi kar pa raha hai ki main unka beta hun aur yahan shastra sammat tarike se unko shadi karke apni panti banane ke liye aya hun.
Hum sab ek sath samne wala buildging ke taraf jane laga.
Wahan ek room bride ke liye yani ki maa ke liye, aur dusri room groom ke liye yani ki mere liye sajake rakha hai resort wale. Do room me se bahut awaz arahi hai. Bahut sare ladies bhara hua hai. Kuchh log bahar the, humme ate hue dekh ke woh log andar chale gaye aur age ki taiyari suru kardi. Manager ki kehne par naniji maa ko leke bride's room me jane lagi. Main maa ko jate huye dekha. Unka blouse pichhe se zada cut kiya hua hai. Pura sudhoul gardan aur kamar ke uparwala hissa clearly nazar aa raha hai. Mere mann me ek hillol yani ki ek halchal machne laga. Jab main neeche dekha tab unki flat slipper me pair ki mulayem gulabi edi naar aya. Mujhe kya pata kyun, unki woh gol gol mulayem gulabi edi dekhke mera pajamake andar penis me ek shir shirani hone laga. Mujhe laga ki main abhi jhuk ke unki samne baithke unki woh gulabi pair me mera chumban de dun. Main janta hun ki unki sab kuchh bas mera hi hone wala hai. Tab main pyar se unki pair ke har kona chumban se bhar dunga.
Manager mere pichhe hi the. Woh bolne laga ki yahan hum sab proper tarike se panditji ke sath paramarsh karke sari bandobast kiya. Yeh sab married ladies hai. Yeh log hamare yahan shadi ka sare program me apna apna duties karte hai. Hum age badhne lage. Main nanaji ke sath mere room me ghuste hi sab ladies ke taraf dekha. Sab smile aur khushi ki awaz ke sath mujhe swagat kiya. Ek do older ladies age ake mera hath pakad ke age le jane lagi. Unke chehre pe maa ya badi bahen ki jaise pyar aur khushiyan nazar aya. Mujhe ek chhota chowki me baithne ke liye kaha. Main baitha. Nanaji aur manager sahab wahi side me rakhi sofa me baithe. Main itni sari auraton ke beeech pehle thoda nervious feel karne laga. But woh log apni smile aur pyar bhari nazar deke mujhe sahaj karne lagi. Tabhi panditji andar aye. Mere samne wali asan me baithe. Woh apni kuchh saman wahi rakhke ek pustak nikal ke padna suru kiya. Mera naam puchhe nanaji se. Fir kuchh mantra bolke woh pustak bandh kiya. Fir ek laal aur pila rang ka dhaga leke mere hath me bandhne lage. Ek do ladies mangalmoy dhani deke aur shankh bajake is muhurt ko aur divine karne lagi. Panditji mantra ke sath sath woh dhaga bandhna khatam kiya. Aur apna ek ungli samne rakhi haldi, chandan aur gulab pani se bana hua paste ko chhunke teen bar birbir karke kuchh manta pade. Fir ek senior lady ko age ka karyakram suru karne ko kaha. Ek ek karke saat ladki age ayi. Sab married dikhti hai. Sab uss haldi paste leke ek ek karke mere pair me, ghutno me, baju me, hath me aur chehre pe lagane lagi. Sab thoda thoda lagake rub karte ja raha hai. Mujhe ek sukhanubhuti ka anubhav hua. Bachpan se dusron ko shadi karte hue dekhke khudko bhi shadi ka mann karta tha. Aur aaj woh pal hai. Mera shadi ka rasam suru ho gaya. Life me ek perfect partner pana bahut jaruri hota hai. Jo aapka life ke raste me chalna aur smooth karde. Sare ups and down me aapka sath deke jeena sahaj kar de. Nana nani mere liye waise hi ek ladki dhunde hai. Jisko main duniya me sabse zada pyar karta hun. Apna zindagi me pake eksath chalna chahta hun. Sare khushiyan jinko dena chahta hun, woh ladki yani ki meri pyari maa, aaj mera biwi banne ja rahi hai . Aur woh apni beta ko apni pati ke roop me pane jarahi hai. Main aisa kuchh chinta me kho gaya tha. Thodi der baad maiin mehsus kiya ki mera pura badan pe woh log hadli laga rahi hai. Mere kapda puri tarah pila pila ho gaya. Kurta ka sleeve fold karke, pajama ko upar ke taraf uthake fold karke , chhati ka button kholke, pichhe gardan ke pass se andar ki taraf..sari jagah haldi lag gaya. Mujhe sharam ane ala. Itni sari auratein. Aur woh log apas me has rahe hai, baate kar rahe hai. Koi koi mere se baat karne ki koshish kar rahi hai. But main sab ko keval ek smile deke mera jawab de raha hun. Fir woh log mere sarke upar pani dalne lagi. Main gila ho gaya. Woh log mera halat dekhke khil khil karke has padi. Main bhi kya kare..un logon ke sath bas muskurate raha. Rub karke mera haldi uthane lagi woh log. Thoda time aise chalne ke baad sab log mujhe chhodke side me chale gaye. Panditji bole " beta aab jake khud nahalo". Main wahan se uthke sab ko namaste bolke apni cottage ke liye chal pade. Nanaji bhi manager ke sath woh room se bahar aye. Main bahar atehi bride's room ke taraf dekha. Wahan se hasi majak aur khushi ka awazen arahi hai. Main samajh gaya wahan ka haldi ka rasam abhi tak pura nahi hua. Nanaji mere pass atehi hum wahan se nikal pade.
Pura badan ragad ragad ke nahane ke baad bhi bahut jagah abhi bhi pila pila hoke reh gaya. Chehre pe bhi ek pila ka abhas jaisa laga hua hai. Main dusri ek naya kapra jo main MP se leke aya, who pehen ke room me aya aur tabhi nanaji bahar se andar ake bola
� Beta ..woh manager puchh raha tha ki hum lunch kahan karna chahte hai. Main tumhara nani�.matlab mummy ko puchha toh woh log bole ki yahan room me hi aaj lunch karenge. Toh main waise hi bol dia�
Nanaji bhi baat karte time khud ko shudhar rahe the. Woh log bhi apne apko charon taraf se naye rishte ke sath jod ne ka koshish kar rahe hai. Mujhe ab bas kya kehna hai. Maine bola
� Thik hai papa�.
Haldi ke baad se sham tak na main maa ko dekha na naniji ko. Halan ki mujhe maa ka chehra dekhne ke liye mann utawala ho raha tha. Lekin mujhe aur koi karan na hone ka wajah se unki room me jane me sharam ane ala. Hum log apni apni room me hi lunch kar liya tha. Nanaji keval do ek baar bahar jake shayad unlogon ko milke aya. Nanaji ko dekhke waise hi lag raha hai jaise beti ka shadi me baap bahut busy rehte hai. Woh resort wale se, naniji aur maa se, mere se sab se coordinate kar rahe the. Kahan kisko kya cheez ka jarurat, sab kuchh dhyan de rahe the. Ab woh apni bed pe rest karne ke liye soya hua tha. Kyun ki bas thoda der baad ring ceremony aur mehendi hai. Yahan resort wale ne hamare short time ko pakadke, sare rasam aur program ko set kiya hai. Sath me panditji ka dia hua time ko bhi dhyan rakhna pada . so humme sab kuchh thoda jaldi jaldi lagne laga. but kya Karen. Aisehi sab fix kiya hua hai. Aur shadi me jitna plan karo, jitna time lo, aakhir me sab aisahi lagta hai.
Nanaji ka diya hua naya suit pehenke main taiyar ho raha tha. Room me bas main akela tha. Mirror ke samne khade hoke khudko dekhte dekhte shayad mera mann me ek darr mehsus hone laga. Main zindagi ka sab se bada step lene ja raha hun. Shadi karke ek naya zindagi me pravesh karne ja raha hun. Humme malum nahi hamara naseeb me agee kya likha hai. Main maa se bahut pyar karta hun. Woh bhi mujhse bahut bahut pyar karti hai yeh mujhe malum hai. Ab hum pati patni banke zindagi gujar ne ka kasam khane ja rahe hai. Hum ek dusre ko chahte hai. Ek dusre ke sath jeena chahte hai. Ek dusre ko zindagi ka har khushi dena chahte hai. Nana nani bhi aise hi rishte dil se chake hum sab ko khush dekhna chah te hai. Main aankh bandh karke pray karne laga. hamara zindagi me koi rukawat ya koi badha ya koi kast na aye. Hum ek sath puri zindagi khushi aur shanti se jee paye.
Main cottage se nikal gaya. Nanaji aur do char log bahar khade the, unke sath main chalne laga. mujhe malum tha ki maa aur nani pehle se hi wahan chale gaye. Kyun ki ring aur mehendi ke liye yeh log dulhan ko thoda bahut sajane ka plan set karke rakha. Mere andar maa ko ussi tarah saji hui dekhne ka chahat pura badan me daur ne laga. main kisiko uska bhanak tak lagne nahi de raha hun.
Ek hall me yeh ceremony ka ayojon kiya hua hai. Wahan panditji aur kuchh ladies the, inme se main haldi ke time bhi kuchh kuchh face dekha tha. Main jake wahan sofa me baitha. Ek photographar ake mera photos click karne laga. Main thoda uneasy feel karne laga. Nanaji mera hath ke upar hath rakha toh main unko dekha. Unka ankhon me ek assurance ka ishara aur sab kuch easily lene ka ishara dekh ke main khud ko us batabaran ke sath milane laga. Auroten apas me baat kar rahi hai. Has rahi hai. Manager beech beech me nana se baat kar rahe hai. Main bas sab kuchh dekh raha hun. Aur dulhan ka yani mi maa ka ane ka intezar karne laga.
Lekin yeh intezar lamba hone se pehle hi kuchh auroton ke sath maa aur nani hall me entry liye. Main maa ko dekh ke chaunk gaya. Kya who wahi ladki hai, jis ko main bachpan se dekhte araha hun, jo mera maa hai, jisko main jee jaan se zada pyar karte araha hun bachpan se!! thoda make up sath me lehenga choli aur kuchh halki jewellary se unko ekdum pari jaisa lagne lagi. Unka body ka har curve perfect hai. Aaj woh aur bhi s*xy lag rahi hai. Lehenga pehen ne se unka s*xy flat pet aur nabhi dikh raha hai. Pehli baar unka nabhi dekhke mere andar sirsirani suru ho gaya. Mera nazar thoda upar hote hi unka boobs par atak gaye. Aaj unka woh dono aur sanme ki taraf ake clear view ke sath unka saundaryata aur badha di. Unki chehra dekha to woh nazar jhuka ke , sharam aur laaj me laal hoke mere taraf badhte arahi hai. Yahan kisiko malum na ho, lekin nana nanai aur mere samne who zada sharma gaye. Kyun ki humme hi keval malum hai hamara rishta , hamara parichay. Hum ek rishte se aaj dusri ek naye rishte me judne ja rahe hai. Mere andar ek excitement to tha hi andar hi andar, aur ab maa ko dekh ke mera mann ek halchal machne lagi. Main khud ko control karte hi jaraha hun keval yeh sochke ki bas aur kuchh ghanton ke baad woh pari jaisi ladki, meri biwi ban ke meri ban jayegi.
Maa ake mere bagal me sofa me baith gaye, nani unke pass baithe hue hai. Maa apni nazar ek dum jhukake keval khud ki god me rakhi hui hath ke upar tikake rakhi, charon taraf ek bar bhi nahi dekh rahi hai. Main itna samne hun, tabhi bhi nahi nazar de rahi hai, unke hothon pe jo muskan hai usme pata chal raha hai who iss rishte ko khushi khushi apnana chahta hai. Bas yeh mehsus karke mera mann unke upar pyar se pighal ne laga. Pandit ji ke pass pehlehi do ring deke rakhe hai naniji. Woh bas ek ring uthake mujhe aur dusri maa ko de diye. Sare aurotein khushi ki awaz se humme is muhurt ka mehtapurn aur mehsus karwane lage. Main bas nani ko dekha to woh mujhe ishara kiye anguthi pehna ne ke liye. Main ekbar maa ko unki jhuki hui nazar ke sath unke chehre ko dekh ke mera hath thoda age karte hi nani maa ko dhhere dheere se kaha
� Manju,,�
Aur maa apna left hand ko uthake age badhane lagi. Hum dono ka hath beech me agaye. Main ring ko pehna ne ke liye mera teen ungliyan me pakad ke rakha hai. Aur woh unki ungli me ring pehen ne ke liye baki ungliyan ko thoda spread karke rakhi hai. Main dono ka hath ke upar nazar dalake dekha. Shayad hum dono ka hi hath kaanp rahe hai. Ek to main pehli bar yeh sab kar raha hun. Dusri baat hum hamara rishta badal ne ja rahe hai, aur teesra hum is rishte ko dil se chahke ek excitement me dube huye hai. Is liye hum dono hi thoda thoda kaanp rahe hai. Yeh shayad wahan ka kuchh ladies dekh liye aur woh log kuchh apas me bolke has pade. Mujhe aur sharam aya, maa apni sar aur neeche jhuka li. Mair dheere dheere unki ungli ke pass ring le jake unko anguthi pehena diya. Sab log clap se aur khushi ka awaz se humme abhinandan dene lage. Hum dono hi hamare hath apni taraf khich liye dheere dheere. Phir panditji dulhan ko pehnane ke liye bole. Main nanaji ko ekbar ghum ke dekha . Woh bas mere bagal me baithe the. Main ghumtehi unka ek hath mera kandha me rakh ke smile dene lagi. Main smile karke nazar ghumake mera hath age kiya. Maa shayad yeh sab kuchh nahi dekh parahi hai, is liye main age hath karte hi naniji maa ka pith me ek mamta bhari hath se touch kiye . Maa phir apni hath age layi aur dono ka kaanpti hui hatth ek sath hui. Woh mere ungli me anguthi pehna di. Fir se ek khushi ka roll uthe aur sab clap karne lage. Manager nanaji ko badhaiyan dene lage. Kuchh old ladies nani ko has ke gale milne lage. Aur baki log mujhe aur maa ko badhaiyan dene lage. Hum unko pyar se unki shubh kamnayein ka acknowledge karne lagi. Main maa ko churake dekha to woh ab chehra uthake, nazar uthake woh sab ladies logon ko smile de rahi hai aur sab ko thank u bolke acknowledge kar rahi hai. Unke chehre pe ek glow agaye. Aur aankhon me ek khushi ka leher dikhai de raha hai. Ek bar woh nazar ghumatehi hamara nazar mil gaya. Main unki khushi mehsus karke khudh khush hoke ek smile kia to woh muskura ke sharma gayi aur nazar fat se hata li.
Hum wahan se alag alag do room me chale gaye. Mehendi hone wala hai. Maa ka mehendi ke liye sare auroten chale gaye aur kuchh log mere sath aye. Main wahan baitha . Aur mera mehendi suru ho gaya. Mera bas dono hatheli me thoda thoda mehendi laga diya. Aur main kahin nahi lagwaya. Who log fatafat mera mehendi lagake mera rasam puri kardi. Nana aur main bahar agaya. Nana mujhe haske dekhe aur bole
�Beta tum yahan raho. Main Manju ke pass jake ata hun.�
Main bas haske sar hilaya to who chale gaye. Mujhe bhi jane ka mann kar raha tha. But ab possible nahi hai. So main bahar reception ke taraf age badh gaya.
Thodi der baad nanaji ake bole
� Chalo hum cottage me chalet hai. Wahan abhi bahut time lagega. Mehendi lagana , gana bajana bahut kuchh cheezon ka intezam kar ke rakha yeh log. �
Nanaji yeh bolke has ke age badhe. Main unke pichhe pichhe cottage ke taraf chalne lage. Mehendi ke sath maa ko kaise lagega woh kalpana karte karte mann me ek khushi ka leher uthake main cottage pahuch gaya. Mera mann bas unko dekhne ka intezar me andar hi andar chat fat karne laga.
Mera yeh intezar lamba hua , lekin zada nahi. Usdin raat ko dinner me hi main unko dekh paya. Cottage walon ne uss din hamare liye ek grand dinner ka bandobast karke rakha tha. Gate se ate time hum jo restaurant dekhe the wahan aaj ka dinner fix kiya hua hai. Mehendi ke baad se hum apni apni room me hi tha. So na main maa ko na woh mujhe dekhe. So jab hum dinner ke liye wahan jane ke liye nikle to tab main maa ko dekha. Woh ek green color ki saree pehni hui hai. Jisme merun color ki border hai. Saree se match karke blouse , gale me subha wali gold chain aur hath me wahi bangles. Lekin subha se ek difference hai, woh hai ki unki hath aur pair ki mehendi. Pair ka mehendi saree ke karan zada nazar nahi araha hai but hath ke elbow tak sundar design ka mehendi laga hua hai, jo unki beauty ko aur nikhar rahi hai. Aab unhe sach much ek waisi ladki lag rahi hai, jo bas shadi ke liye ab dulhan banne ja rahi hai.
Restaurant me pahuch te hi hum thoda chaunk gaye. Is time itna bada restaurant almost full hai. Humme malum hai parsho ek shadi hai, lekin uska sab guest to aaj aya nahi suna tha. Hamara yeh sawal manager ne pad liya aur woh khud humme batane lage ki yeh restaurant sab ke liye open hai. Bahar se log dinner karne ate hai family ke sath. Yahan disco bhi hai. So sab type ka logon ka bheed laga rehta hai. Woh humme rasta dikhake ek separate area me laye. Yahan log kam hai. Tables bhi dur dur hai. Aur do char table bhara hua hai. Jahan keval family type log baithe hue hai kuchh bachchon ke sath. Yahan awaz thoda kam hai aur main restaurant se thoda awaz yahan tak araha hai. Humara table pe keval hum charon hai. Do waiter humare liye hai wahan.
Main table pe pass rakhi hui chairs ko thoda bahar nikal ke nani aur maa ko baithne ke liye help kiya. Aur nanaji table ke opposite side me nani ki samne baithe. So mujhe maa ke ooposite me unke samne baithna pada. Maa mujhe nahi dekh rahi hai. Nani se dheere dheere baat kar rahi hai, ya to nana ko baat karte hue ek aadh bar dekh rahi hai. Bas mujhse nazar hatake rakhi hai. Main unke taraf bar bar dekh raha hun nana nani ki nazar chhupake. Ek bar chah raha tha ki who dekhe. Hum amne samne baithe hai. Kal hum shadi kar ke pati patni ke rishte me judne ja rahe hai. Who meri biwi banne ja rahi hai. Bas yahi sab chinta mere andar unke prati chahat aur badhane ja raha hai. Unki iss tarah sharmana, unki mehendi lagi hui hath, hothon ka muskan, saans ke sath sath chhati ka halka halka kampan ..yeh sab mujhe bas unke taraf khiche jar aha hai. Mujhe malum hai shadi se pehle woh ab mere bahon me nahi ane wali hai. But main unko ekbar bahome bharke unki dil ki dharkanein mehsus karna chahta hun.
Manager hamara bahut khayal rakh raha hai. Humme bar bar puchh raha hai koi taklif ho raha hai ki nahi. kuchh chahiye ki nahi. pehle starter aya, woh do waiter serve karne laga, sab ko serve karke baki wahi table pe rakh ke side me chale gaye. Ek ek chhez araha hai aur woh log aise hi kar raha hai. Thodi der baad nani unko dekh ke pyar se has ke bole ki woh log bas yahan rakh de, hum khud serve kar lenge. Fir nani hum sab ko serve kar ne lagi. Maa bhi hath laga rahi hai. Unki hathon me mehendi ke sath sath red nail polish nazar aya. Mujhe pehli bar maa ka is tarah roop dekhne ko mila. Woh mere samne ek alag ladki jaisi lagne lagi. Jisko main bachpan se janta hun, woh maa nahi, ek aur koi ladki, jisse dheere dheere jan raha hun, jiska roop dheer dheere nazar arahi hai. Woh itna khubsurat lag rahi hai ki main mann hi mann khudko lucky mehsus kar raha hun. Aise khubsurat aur s*xy ek ladki mera jeevansathi, mera biwi banne ja rahi hai.
Main course ka khana agaya. Maa sab ko serve karne lagi. Hum sab ek sath bahut din bahar khane nahi gaya tha. So sab log iss dinner ko enjoy kar rahe hai. Aur hamara naya zindagi suru hone se pehle sab ka mann me jo tension ya hesitation tha, sab yahan dheere dheere mit raha hai. Nanaji aur naniji unki life ka beginning ka bahut sare baat share kar rahe hai. Kuchh hasi ka baat bhi ho raha hai. Aur fir shadi ke baad unlogon ne kya problem face kiya tha, kya kya problem kaise ate hai, aur kaise usko solution hota hai, woh sab maa aur mere sath share karne lage. Ab manager bhi chale gaye aur dono waiter bhi side me jake khade hai. So hum bindas baat karne lage. Main nana aur nani ko mummy papa kehke bulaya do baar. Maa us time mere taraf ek jhalak dekhi thi. Unke chehre pe khushi aur hoton pe muskan mere nazar aya tha. Maa keval nani ke sath kuchh bat dheere dheere kar rahi thi. Inhi sab baton ke beech ek dish serve karne ke liye maa mere plate ke pass hath layi to maine unko dekhke muskurake, apna hath se ishara karke na kaha. Woh bas muskurake hath hata liye. Jab nani ke pass gaya to nani baat karte karte dhyan diye aur maa ko bole
� Pehle Hitesh ko de Manju�
Maa yeh sunke sharma ke nazar jhuka liya aur nani ki plate me parosh te paroshte dheere se nani ko boli
� Woh nahi lenge. Main unko puchha �
Yeh sunte hi nani ke chehre pe ek hasi khil gaye. Aur woh khush hoke nana ke taraf dekhi. Maa Sharma ke nazar jhuka ke nani ki plate me parosh rahi hai. Nani samajh gaye maa iss nayi rishta ko kaise mann se accept kar liya. Nani bas apni left hand ko pichhe se le jake maa ki pith ko pakad ke maa ko apni taraf khiche aur kuchh na bolke ek smile deke bahut kuchh samajh bhi gaye aur samjha bhi diye.
Sab ka zindagi me kuchh kuchh phase, kuchh kuchh din, kuchh kuchh moments aisa ata hai, jahan uska zindagi ek anajan mod pe ake ek nayi disha pe ghum jati hai. Aur tab woh shayad yeh soch nahi pata ki is tarah ka nayi rashta me kadam rakhna kitna jaruri ya risky hota hai. But hum sab isko hamare zindagi me anubhav karte hai, aur naye soch aur naye ummed ke sath agee chal padte hai. Baki logon se mera zindagi ek dik se to alag hi hai. Sab ka shadi hota hai. Sab apni jeevansathi pate hai. But main apni jeevansathi, apni biwi ke roop me jisko pane ja raha hun, woh meri maa hi hai. Mujhe malum hai hamara yeh nayi rishta auron se bilkul agal hai. hum dono aur nana nani ..sab ka sammati se aur hamare beech ka pyar aur bandhan ke karan se , hum log iss rishta ko apnana chahte hai. Sabhi ka achchai isme hoga yeh soch ke hum iss kadam ko uthaya hai. But samaj aur sansar kaise iss ko dekhenge woh bhi malum hai. Iske liye humme sab ko bahut kuchh sacrifice bhi karna padega. Maa ab ek dusri ladki jaisi ban gayi, jisko main pyar karta hun aur chahta bhi hun. But ek baat to sach hai. Koi bhi rishte me, khas karke pati patni ke rishte me, woh rishte majbut, tikao aur healthy hota hai tab, jab usme ek dusre ke liye pyar, ek dusre ke upar biswas, aur ek dusre ko forgive karne ka takat hoti hai mann me. Mere aur maa ke mann me hum maa-bete ka pyar to tha hi, ab ek nayi pyar dono ka mann me chhaya hua hai, usme hum ekdusre ko bahut bahut pyar karte hai. Bachpan se duniya me hum ekdusre ko sabse zada biswas karte aarahe hai. Aur humare khushi ke liye hum bahut kuchh sacrifice karne ka takat bhi rakhte hai jo hum bachpan se karte bhi arahe hai, aur ab to sab kuchh ke liye taiyar bhi hai. Duniya ka aur koi ladki, woh kitna bhi sundar aur khubsurat ho na kyun, woh ladki mere mann me woh jagah nahi le sakta hai jahan meri maa...meri honewali patni banke aur meri maa banke mere dil me baithi hui hai. Subha se ek halchal macha hua hai hamare beech. Din ka muhurat morning me hi hai. Uske baad shubh time raat ko hai. So yeh log hamare shadi ka time subha ka muhurat ko pakadke schedule kiya hai. Hum ekdum subha se uthke sab taiyari me lag gaye. Kaal sham ka ring ceremony wala hall me shadi ka intezam kiya hua hai. Wahan do room hai. Ek me dulha aur uski pariwar, dusre me dulhan aur uski pariwar ke liye. Hum sab yahan ate hi main aur maa pehle registered sahab se mile aur unki diya hua papers me hum sign kiye. Nana nani bhi the. Main maa ko dekha to woh bas khushi se hoth pe musurahat leke nazar jhukake nani ke sath baithe the. Subha ka iss samay unko bahut pyari lag rahi hai. Mera mann me ek adbhut anubhuti daur raha hai. Main bhi thoda smaram mehsus kar raha hun. Main unse pen leke dheere dheere husband ke jagah pe sign kiya aur nani mere guardian ban ke mera witness ke jagah pe sign kiye. Fir maa apni hath nikal ke dheere dheere wife ka jagah pe sign kiye aur nanaji unke father's ka witness sign kiya. Maa ka sign hote hi registered sahab mujhe aur maa ko pati patni banne ke liye wish kiya aur tab sab log clap karke humme abhinandan jatane lage. Aur kuchh sign chahiye tha but woh wahan ka kuchh ladies se sign karwa liye. Aur woh jate time humme fir se wish karke chale gaye. Main aur maa kanuni taurse husband aur wife ban gaye. Fir shstra sammati se shadi ka muhurat jaldi anae lagi. To main aur maa dulha aur dulhan ke room me chale gaye taiyar hone ke liye. Mere saj dhajne me zada kuchh rakha nahi hai. Keval sherwani pehen na hai aur sar pe safa lena hai. But dulhan ke room me sab busy hai. Dulhan ko sajana aur shadi ka joda pehnake ready karne ke liye kaal wali kuchh ladies hai. Bahar bhi kuchh log jama hai. Sab resort ki taraf se hai aur sab apna apna duties ke liye hai. Aisa shadi na kabhi kahin hua, na yeh log kahbi kahin dekha. Valki yeh logon ko to pata hi nahi ki ek maa beta aaj shadi karke pati patni ki rishte me judne ja rahe hai, Jahan dulha dulhan ke sath pura parivar ka bhi sammati hai. Woh log bas apni khushi se maze ke sath sab kuchh kar rahi hai. Nanaji mere room me kam aur bahar hall me aur maa ke room me bar bar jake dekhbhal kar raha hai. Manger sahab wahi bahar hall me baithe hai. Panditji bhi apna taiyari suru kar diya. Lekin unko bhi yeh bhanak tak nahi laga ki aaj woh ek maa bete ka shadi karwane wale hai. Main bas ek sundar design kiya hua sherwani pehenke sofa me jake baitha. Mujhe shadi ka ek nayi anubhuti har waqt ghirke rakha hai. Main jisko sabse zada pyar karta hun is duniya me, jisko dil se patni ke roop me chahke aaraha hun pichhla 6 saal se, woh khubsurat ladki, meri maa, aaj mera biwi banegi. Meri maa ko meri dulhan ke roop me dekhne ke liye mera mann besabri se intezar kar raha hai. Valki yeh bhi sach hai ki maa ko meri biwi banake meri bahon me leke unko pyar karne ka chahat me mann andar hi andar bar bar chanchal hoke kaanp uth raha hai. Pichhla 6 saal se unko kalpana karke unke sath milan ka jo sapna mann hi mann me dekhte aaraha tha, ab hamara naseeb hum ko ek karke woh sapna sach kar de raha hai. Main ab mera zindagi unki sath unki pati banke gujarna chahta hun. Aur woh bhi meri patni banke zindagi ka akhri saans tak mere sath jeena chahti hai.
Kal raat restaurant me dinner ke time maa ka khushi ,sharam aur ek daba hua uttejana wali chehra dekh ke aur nayi dulhan banne ka saaj aur mehendi dekhke, main bahut orgy feel kar raha tha. Mujhe maa ko meri bahon me bharke, meri garam honton se unki pura badan me, har ang me pyar bhari chumban se bhar dene ka mann kar raha tha. Main usi uttejana se dinner karte karte nana nani ko chhupake maa ko ek sms kar diya. Likha tha
" U r looking very beautiful , hot and s*xy. I can't stay away from u anymore."
Mera sms ke baad maa ko pata nahi chala. Kyun ki unka mobile purse ke andar tha. Main bas untak mera yeh anubhuti pauchhane ke liye bar bar unko dekh raha hun, jaise ki main unko ishara se bata paun ki woh apna mobile check karle. But woh dekh nahi rahi hai. So maine ek tarika sochaa. Manegar ke sath nana nani baat kar rahe hai. Maa us taraf dekh rahi hai. Maine mere aur maa ke plate ke beech rakhi hui ek dish hai. Main uski chammach leke usimehi ghuma raha tha. Maa ka vision area me tha, isliye woh achanak mere hath me nazar dala. Fir mere taraf aankh uthake dekhi. Aur woh khud woh dish uthake mujhe serve karne ke liye mere traf thoda ghumtehi main chammach pakdi hui hath se ishara me mana karke, left hand me pakda hua mobole ko ishara me dikhaya. Woh pehle samjhi nahi, but jald samajh gaya. Aur mere taraf muskurake nazar ghuma liya. Main samajh nahi paya ki woh jan ne ke baad bhi unke mann me koi pratikriya ya koi reaction nahi hua. Mujhe maa ke upar gussa ane laga aur dobara unko ishara karne ke liye mauka dhundne laga. Tabhi maa nani ke kaan me kuchh boli. Nani manager sahab ko puchhi ki washroom kis taraf hai. Manager bahut izzat se nani se baat kar raha tha aur woh hath uthake dikhaya. Tabhi maa achanak chair se uthke apni purse uthake chal padi. Aur jate time ekbar mujhe look deke muskurake gayi. Main mobile hath me leke baitha tha. Main samajh gaya maa wahan jake mera sms padegi. Iss liye yahan aisa indifferent hoke baithi thi nana nani ke pass. Maa jane ke bas kuchh time baad mera mobile vibrate kiya. Main khola to maa ka sms tha. Unhone likha
" Dhyyat...badmash"
Mujhe malum hai maa mera sms padke sharam se lal ho gayi hogi. Aur yeh bhi malum hai unke mann me bhi mere jaisa chahat aarahi thi. Maine fatafat type kiya
" Its true Manju sona. I m lucky to have u as my beloved wife. I love u so so much and will love u for ever"
Aur turant unka reply aya
" I love u too so so much jaanu."
Woh yeh reply unki dil se likhi hai, yeh main mehsus kiya tab, jab woh wapas ayi aur unke chehre pe ek adbhut nayi dulhan ka abhas dikha tha. Maa ko aisi roop me samne dekh ke aur woh sms padh ke mera penis ek adbhut khushi se underware ke neeche fulne laga. Main bas aur thoda sehen karke uss pal ka intezar karne laga jab woh shastra sammati se meri biwi ban jayegi.
Aur aab woh ghadi agayi.
Main panditji ke samne baithke unka kehna maan raha hun. Panditji puja suru kar diya hai. Woh nana ji se dulha dulhan ka naam aur unlogon ka mata pita ka naam puchha. Nanaji mera naam Hitesh bataya aur mata pita ka naam Deepika aur Arun bataya. Main thoda time samjh nahi paya but thodi der me yaad aya ki maa ka naam unka jaman kundli me Deepika hi likha hua hai. Baki sab clear hua jab dulhan ka naam Manju aur mata pita ke naam ke liye nana khudka aur nani ka hi naam bataya. Pandit ji puja karne lage. Kuchh ladies log wahi charon taraf baith gaye. Mujhe ek sharam ke sath ek uttejana bhi feel ho raha hai. Kyun ki bas muhurat time anehi wala hai. Tabhi panditji puja ke beech me bole ki dulhan ko bulaiye.
Insaan ki mann aur dimag uska zindagi ka ek ek din, har pal, sare moments ko yaad nahi rakh pata. Uska mann bas uska life ka kuchh din, kuchh pal, kuchh moments ko apni aankhon ka carema aur dil ki anubhav se usko kyed kar leta hai aur usko apni mann me bas zindagi bhar ke liye rakh leta hai. Zindagi me ghata har incidents ka sare details woh bhul jayega, but us incidents ka kuchh kuchh muhurt uska dil aur dimag me bacha rehta hai. Woh kabhi kabhi usko pida deta hai, kast deta hai aur kabhi kabhi woh usko khushi aur anand ka ehsas dilata hai. Hamare sab ke zindagi aise niyomon se chalta hai.
Aaj mera zindagi ka woh din hai, jisko shayad main akhri saans tak , isska har moments yaad karna chahunga, but mujhe yeh bhi malum hai mera mann mera chahat puri nahi kar sakta. Mujhe iss anand ka, khushi ka muhurt bas kuchh still tasviron se apni dil ke diwar pe frame me lagake sajake rakhenge. Aur mera mann zindagi me kabhi bhi, kahin bhi dil ki diwaron pe tanga hua woh tasviren yaad karke ab ka mehsus kiya hua khushi ka palon ko relive karke usko mithapan ko ehsas dilate rahega.
Main apni jagah pe khada tha. Wahan majud sab log dulhan ka agaman ke liye utsukta se intezar kar raha hai. Mera mann me ek toofan jaisa chal raha hai. Yeh hai woh ghadi jiska yaad karke itna din gujarte aya. Yeh woh pal jo mera aur maa ka zindagi ko ek naye disha me le jake ek nayi rishta me jod dega. Hamare beech ka maa bete ba bandhan ke sath pati patni ka pyar bhari ek rishta jud jayega. Main byakul mann leke maa ko dulhan ke roop me dekhne liye pagal ho raha hun. Mera iss chinta ke beech mujhe wahan majudgi sab logon ka anand dhwani aur mangalmay awa se main mere left side me door ke taraf dekha. Maa apni dulhan ki besh me hall me entry liye. But mujhe unka chehra nazar nahi aya. Do admi unke samne ek parda jaisa kuchh uthake rakhe hai. Jiss se mere aur maa ke beech ek vision barrier taiyar kar diya. Woh apni sar jhukake , dheer kadamon me puja ki taraf ane lagi. Nanaji unko side se apni dono hathon se maa ko pakadke arahi hai. Yeh malum pad raha hai ki maa ek sundar laal, merun aur hara color ki sundar golden design kiya hua lehenga pehni hui hai. Mera mann me ek hatoda jaisa pith raha hai. Jisko main bachpan se pyar karta hun, jo mujhe pyar deke aaj itna bada kiya , woh aurat, meri maa, aaj meri dharam patni banne rahahi hai. Haan yeh baat sahi hai ki aaj tak main mere mann ki gehrai me, unko soch ke, unki sarir ki ek ek aang kalpana karke, ek admi ka ek aurat ke liye jo pyar hota hai, woh pyar unse karte araha hun. Aur aaj is muhurt ke baad bas woh meri ho jayegi, keval meri. Jiske sath mera khud ka parivar banake, puri zindagi jeene ka khawaish hai. Naniji mujhe dekhte hi hamara nazar mile. Woh bas hothon pe ek muskan leke mujhe dekha aur fir maa ke taraf dekhke maa ki kaan me dheere dheere se kuchh boli. Mujhe maa ka expression to dikhai nahi diya, but nani apni muskan ko aur chawdi karke hasne lagi. Maa ko laga shayad woh sharam aur khushi ka mix anubhuti te aur sar jhukake nani ki hath ki bandhna ke anadr pighalne lagi. Charon taraf se sab ladies ka khushi r mangalmay awaz ke anar wahan khada hoke, mere samne meri maa ko apni dulhan ban ke ate huye dekh ke main bas ek nayi anubhuti se dubne laga.
Maa mere najdik atehi panditji mujhe instruction diye age ka karyakram ke liye. Unke mutabik main puri tarah maa ke taraf ghum gaya. Ab maa inta nazdik khadi hai dulhan ke besh me, aur main dekh nahi pa raha hun, yeh cheez mujhe bahut tadka raha tha. Main unke taraf dekhtehi, panditji ka ek admi mujhe ek phoolon ka haar thama diye aur panditji barmala exchange karne ka nirdesh diya. Tabhi woh do admi dheere dheere woh parda hataya, jo mere aur maa ke beech me drishti rok rakha tha. Ab jaise hi woh neeche jane laga tabhi sabhi auroten jor jor se harsha dhwani dene lagi. Nani apni chehre pe khushi ka hasi leke maa ko ekdum nazdik pakdi. Aur main maa ka chehra didar kar pane laga. Unki sar ke upar se chunri ghunghat banake rakha hua hai. Baalon ko ek achchi tarah design karke pichhe bandha hua hai. Sar pe sone ka tikli maang ke upar hai. Chehre pe nayi dulhan ka make up. Maa ke skin hamesha se makhkhan jaisi mulayem aur gori hai. But aaj unko is saaj me ekdum koi apsara jaisi lag rahi hai. Unko bas ek 20 saal ki jawan ladki lagne lagi. Shadi ka sparsh se jiska roop aur nikharne lagi hai. Dono eye brows ke beech ek laal bindi hai. Aankh jhukake rakhi hai but unki aakhon me kajal aur halki si ek make up kia hui hai. Naak me sone ka nose ring unki chehre ko pehle se ekdum alag bana diya hai. Shadi ka khushi ka anubhav, sharam aur ek anaajni uttejana ke karan unka naak ka agli bhag saans ke sath sath thoda thoda kaanp rahi hai. Aur mere andar ka woh anjaan anubhav badke charam seema pe gayi jab main unki do patli gulabi hothon ko dekha. Unki do naram hoth aise hi gulabi hai , uske upar lipstic lagane ke karan woh aur bhi lobhniya ban gayi hai. Mujhe itni nazdik se woh do hothon ko dekh ke laga ki woh ras me bhara hua santra ka do mitha kali hai. Un hothon me ek khushi ka muskurahat laga hua hai. Mujhe bas mere andar woh dono dothon ko apni hothon se milake uski andar bhara hua ras peene ka mann karne laga. Main andar hi andar kaanp ne laga. main maa ko bachpan se janta hun, bachpan se unko har roop me dekhte araha hun. Iss liye shayad mere andar shadi ka tension se zada unko pane ka chahat mere andar zada daurne laga. Unke sath milan ka intezar me itna saal kata hai maine. Aaj bas mera mann unko puri tarah se mere bahon me chahne laga. Main unki taraf kuchh pal aise dekh ke khudh sab ke samne shrma gaya. Main nazar hata te hi nani se nazar mili. Woh bas ek khushi aur mamta bhari nigahon me mujhe dekhne lagi. Woh chahti hai aaj unki beti ko apni hatho se apni hi pota ke hath me samarpan karke unki beti aur pota ko ek nayi rishte me jod de aur woh hum sab ko leke baki zindagi khushi aur shanti se jee paye. Parda pura hata liya gaya hai. Maa mere samne sar ko thoda jhuka ke, nazar neeche karke khadi hai. Unke hath me bhi mere jaise ek phoolon ka barmala hai. Unki dono mehendi kiya hua hath unki dulhan roop ko khubsurti se badha diya hai, Unki gale me sone ka design kiya hua chawdi necklace aur kaan me sone ka sundar jhumka hai. Hathon me sone ka alag alag design ka bangles. Unki rangin shadi ka joda unki mann ko bhi pehli bar inti saalon baad aaj rangin bana diya hai, aur woh unki puri sarir ka bhasha se pata chal raha hai. Woh aaj mann se apni bete ko apni pati ka adhikar dene ke liye dulhan ki besh me mere samne sharma ke khadi hai. Sab auronten ek khushi aur anand ka mahal banake rakhi hai. Mere pass nanaji aur maa ke pass naniji khade hoke humme apni bachchon ke tarah puri tarah se sehyog dene lagi hai. Hawan ki pavitra aag ke samne hum maa bete khade hoke panditji ka mantra uchchran ke beech hum ek dusre ko pehli baar sab ke samne nazar uthake hamari charon aankhen ek karne lage. Main maa ko dekh raha hun. Woh bas apni nazar thoda thoda uthake fir jhuka rahi hai. Mujhe malum hai woj ek kuwari dulhan ke jaise mehsus kar rahi hai. Unki aakhon ka palkon bas upar araha hai aur fir neeche le jake mere se nazar milane me sharma rahi hai apni mummy papa ke samne. Panditji ka mantra chal raha hai. Pavitra aag ka abha unki galon me ake usko aur laal kar diya hai. Mere andar ka hatoda jor jor se pithne laga. Aur tabhi maa apni nazar uthake mere sath nazar milaya. Sabi log clap karke aur khushi ka awaz se is muhurt ko ek khas muhurt banane lagi. Maa ka nazar me mere prati unka pyar, care, khud ko mere pass sonpne ka chahat ..sab kuchh jhalak raha tha. Unki chehre pe aaj jo bhavnaon ka saya chhaya hua hai, woh bas ek patni ka hota hai apni pati ke liye. Hum ek dusre ko dekhke apni ankhon ka bhasha se, khamoshi ka bhasa se sadhi ka sare kasam kha liya us pavitra agni ke samne usi kuchh palon me. Woh pal hamare zindagi ka sab se ahem pal tha. Panditji barmala badal ne ka nirdesh diye. Aur tabhi maa apni nazar jhuka liya. Main apna mala upar le gaya dheere dheere , mera hath thoda thoda kaanp raha tha. Main mera mala bas unki sar ke upar unki ghunghat ke upar se dalke unki gale me pehna diya. Aur main hath neeche kar liya. Fir maa bhi apni hath ko upar karke mere gale me mala dalne ke liye leke ayi. Main height me maa se zada hun, iss liye unki hath ko bahut upar karke dalna padega, is liye main maa ko help karne ke liye mera sar thoda jhuka ke unki hath ke pass laya. Tabhi maa dheere dheere mere gale me woh mala dal diye apni anzar jhuki rakh ke. Mujhe ab bas jo mehsus hone laga yeh duniyaka koi bhasha se byakt nahi kar sakta. Keval jo iss ko mehsus kiya kabhi, keval wahi samajh sakta hai. Mere mann maa ke prati pyar se bhari hone laga.
Main khushi aur thoda sharam se nani ji ko dekha. Woh bas muskurake unki mann ka khushi zahir kar rahi hai. Tabhi nana ji mere pith me hath rakha. Main unke taraf dekhte hi woh fatherly gesture me mujhe aaswasan dene laga. Sab ke samne, puja aur mantra ke beech, pavitra agni ke samne main aur maa ek dusre ko barmala pehnake iss pavitra rishta me hum dono ka sammati jataya. Panditji humme baithne ko kaha. Main mere asan me baith gaya. Maa dheere dheere mere bagal me rakha hua asan me baithne ke liye mera pass ayi. Main baithe baithe unki taraf thoda neeche mera nazar ghumaya. Woh bas baithne ke liye apni kadam badhayi aur tabhi mujhe unki lehenga ki neeche se unki mehendi kiya hua sundar mulayem chhoti chhoti s*xy gulabi pair nazar aya. Unki pair me bhi red nail polish lagi hui hai. Jisse unki pair aur s*xy lagne lagi aur mujhe bas wahi jhuk ke unki woh pairon me apni hothon se chumne ka mann karne laga. Fir mujhe nazar aya ki woh aaj unki pairon me payel bhi pehni hui hai. Main unki woh sundar gol gol pair me payel pehnane ke liye ek payel kharid ke almirah me rakh ke aya. But woh mera mann ka murad puri karke aaj dulhan ki besh ke sath payel bhi pehenli. Main mehsus karne laga ki bas yeh sundar, khubsurat s*xy ladki bas aaj se meri hi ho gayi. Mera mann ek gehrai me dub lagai aur andar se unko pane ka chahat badte gaya. Aur sab kuchh milake ek sirsirani anubhuti mera spine kapad ke neeche ki taraf jane laga aur mere kurta ke andar penis me uska asar pad raha hai. Mera penis shakt hone laga. Main bas iss mahal me mera orgyness ko daba rakhke baki cheezon me dhyan dene laga. Nanaji jake maa ke pass asan me baithe aur naniji ake mere pass wala asan me baithi. Panditji puja suru kiya fir se. Shadi ka main rasam ab chalu hogaya. Nanaji panditji ke sath milke matra padke sari rasam aur riwaz ke anusar apni kartavya karne lage. Woh unki beti ki kanya daan karne lage. Maa wahan baithke sar jhuka ke rakhi hai nayi dulhan ke tarah. Nazar neeche karke rakhi hai. Main sab kuchh ke beech rehke bhi ek ek bar maa ko churake dekhne laga. Dulhan ka pita ka farz nanaji palan kar raha hai. Woh shashtra sammat tarikese unki beti ko unki honewale damad ke pass kanya daan karke unki ghar ki laxmi ko unka damad ke pass sonp diye. Iss beech me nanaji mere taraf ek bar dekhe. Main unke sath nazar milake unko dekha. Unki ankhon me unki beti roopi ghar ki laxmi ko mere pass samarpan karke, unki beti ko pyar se sambhalke rakhne ki minti saaf jhalak aya. Main bhi apni ankhon ka bhasa aur hothon ka smile se unko woh bharosa diya ki main unki beti ko zindagi bhar bahut sare payr aur khushi deke sambhalke rakhunga.
Tabhi panditji ka ek admi ake mera sherwani ka scarf ke sath maa ka dupatta ka kona bandh diye. Aur sath sath panditji mantra padke puja kar rahe hai. Wahan ka sare log uss mantra uchcharan ke beech mere aur maa ke upar gulab ki papri aur rice barshake apni ashirvad aur shubhkamnayen dete rahe. Fir panditji humme aise hi dono ka kapda bandha rakh ke wahan shadi sthal me us agni ke charon taraf parikrama lagane kaha. Main khada hone laga to dekha ki main agar pehle jaldi se khada ho jaunga to maa ka chunri unki sar ka ghunghat ko hila degi, is liye main jhuk ke dhhere dhhere khada hote gaya , taki maa ko waqt mile mere sath ek sath khada hone ki. Main aise jhuk ke thoda time raha aur fir maa khadi ho gayi. Iss beech me hamare yeh uncomfortability ko dekh ke wahan ka sare ladies has pade aur apas me batein karne lagi. Main aur maa dono ab khada ho gaya. Panditji mantra padte rahe aur hum chakkar lagane ke liye kadam uthaye. Us agni ki charon taraf chakkar lagake hum apni agee ki jeevan ko ek sath jeene ki sare kasam khane suru kiye. Tabhi fir se charon taraf se gulab ki papriyan aur rice ka barish fir se hone laga mere aur maa ke upar. Main age age chalne laga aur maa mere pichhe dheere dheere mujhe follow karti rahi. Aise phoolon ki aur rice ki barish ke andar hun us pavitra agni parikrma karte hare.
Mujhe maa ka chehra dikhai nahi de raha hai. Woh bas sar jhukake mujhe follow karti ja rahi hai. Mujhe apni pati maanke mann aur tann sonp ke mujhe pati ka adhikar deke zindagi khushi aur anand se jeene ka kasam khate rahi. Mujhe nana aur nani se ek bar nazar mila. Woh log bas apni ek lauti pyari beti ko mere pass samarpan karke ek chyain ki nazar se hamara jodi ko dekh rahe hai aur ashirwad de rahe hai hamare upar phool aur rice fek ke.
Agni parikrama khatam hote hi panditji ka kaha maan ke main aur maa fir se apni apni asan ke upar baith gaye. Hamara kapra bandha hone ke karan ab mujhe aur maa ko ek dusre ki sath deke chalna pad raha hai, jis tarah ab se humme ek dusre ki sath deke zindagi ki rahon me chalna padega. Ek dusre ki zindagi ka khayal rakh ke har pal ek sath rehna hai. Panditji ka puja aur hawan abhi bhi chal raha hai. Tabhi unhone naniji se dheere se kuchh puchha to nani ji unko jabab diya bahut dheere se. Panditji wahan puja ke pass rakhi hui ek thali se mangalsutra uthaye aur mujhe dediye. Main apna hath nikal ke unse woh liya. Aab mangal sutra pakad ke bhi mera hath thoda thoda kaanp na suru kiya. Mann ki andar ka khushi, excitement aur na jane kya ek adbhut anubhuti se mera mann pagal hone laga. Main maa ki taraf dekha. Woh bas apni hoton pe muskurata barkarar rakhke, apni nazar jhuka ke baithi hai. Panditji mantra padna suru kiya aur mujhe apni hath ka ishara se woh mangalsutra dulhan ke gale me bandhne ko kaha. Main thoda ghum ke maa ke taraf ho gaya. Main dheere dherre apni dono hath me pakdi hui mangalsutra ko maa ki gale ke pass leke gaya. Main bas aur kahin na dekh ke keval maa ko dekh raha hun. Mere hath unki gale ke pass jate hi woh samajh gayi aur woh apni jhuki hui nazar ke sath apni sar ko mere taraf thoda ghumayi, mujhe mangalsutra bandhne me asaan ho is liye. Main dheere dheere unki gale me mangalsutra dalke pichhe dono hath le gaya bandhne ke liye. Tabhi ek lady maa ki dupatta ko thoda gardan ke pass se uthake mujhe unki gale me mangalsutra pehnane me madat karne lagi. Main mera hath maa ki gardan ke pass ek sath hone ke baad dheere dheere bandhne lag. Mera hath thoda thoda unko touch kar raha hai. Mera body ekdum unke body ke pass hai. Mera mann me ab jo anubhuti khel raha hai, shayad maa ke mann me bhi same anubhuti daur raha hoga. Mantra padne ke beech main mangalsutra bandh ke mera hath khich liya, aur main fir se sidha baith gaya. Maa bhi apni sar ko ghumake pehle jaise baith gayi.
Unki gale me mangalsutra kaise lagta hai, yeh pehli baar dekh raha hun. Unko side se dekhte dekhte unki liye mere andar ek pyaar jagne laga. Panditji unka ek admi ko kuchh bole aur woh admi hamare pass agaya. Aur mere pass atehi woh wahan baithke wahan rakhi hui ek dibba kholi aur ek metal ke coin me dabba se thoda sindoor uthake mere hath me thama diye. Main bas shadi ka akhri rasam pura karke maa ko apni patni ke roop me puri tarah grahan karne jaraha hun. Main nani ko dekha , woh bas ankhon me khushi leke ek ishara kiya. Aur main panditji ka mantra uchcharan ke beech hi woh sindoor dheere dheere maa ki sar ke pass le gayi. Fir woh lady maa ki sar ki ghunghat ko thoda hatake, maang se sone ka tikli side karke mujhe help karne lagi. Fir main mera ek hath maa ki sar ke picche chhun ke, dusri hath se unki maang me sindoor bhar diya. Mera ek hath unko chhuke rakhi hai, usme se pata chala sindoor dalte time maa thoda kaanp uthi aur main bhi andar se ek kampan mehsus karne laga. Aab hum shastra sammati se pati patni ban gaye. Hamara ek nayi rishta jud gaya. Aaj se hum dono aur maa beta nahi rahe. Pati patni ka pavitra bandhan me bandha pad gaye. Maa ka gale me mangalsutra aur maang me sindoor ke sath unko ek alag roop nikal ke aye. Sath hi sath woh ab itni pyari aur khubsurat lagne lagi ki main yeh kabhi kalpana nahi kiya tha. Main bas aglee saat janam tak is khubsurat aur pyari ladki ko, meri maa ko apni patni ke roop me pana chahta hun. Shadi ka rasam pura ho gaya. Aur tab saat married lady maa ke pass ake unki kaan me fisfiske good wishes dene lagi. Maa ka chehra khushi se jhalak uth raha hai. Maa tabhi bhi apna nazar uthayi nahi. Panditji aab hum dulha dulhan ko uthke apni apni bade ko pranam karke ashirwad lene ko kahan. Main maa ke sath taal milake dheere dheere utha aur ek sath nanaji ke pass ake unka pair chhuna. Woh bas unki dono hath mere aur maa ke sar par rakh ke humme ashirwad dene lage. Fir hum nani ke pass jake unki pair chhunye. Naniji humme ashirwad kiye aur hum khade hotehi hum dono ko woh ek sath gale me mila liye. Nana nani ke aankh thoda gila ho raha tha. Jaise ki unka ladki shadi karke dusri ek ghar pe, apni pati ki ghar pe ja rahi hai. But aab to maa ka maike aur sasural ek hi hai. Hum panditji ko pranam kiye aur wahan ka baki sabse shubhkamnayen aur good wishes grahan karte rahe.
Dusri ek hall me resort walon ne shadi me present sab ka lunch ka intezam karke rakha hai. Hum sab wahan gaye. Sab log buffet system se lunch karne lage. Main, maa aur nana nani ek table pe baithe. Manager sahab hamara lunch ka dekhbhal kar rahe hai. Humme table pe dono admi lunch serve karne lage. Nana aur nani ka alag alag plate hai but mera ur maa ka ek hi plate hai. Shadi ka rasam anusar nayi nayi shadi shuda dulha dulhan ko pehla khana ekhi plate se share karke khana hai. So main aur maa ass pass chair me nazdik baithe hai. Woh abhi bhi sidhi tarike se mujhe nahi dekh rahi hai. Do ekbar hum churake dekh ke hamara nazar mil chuka hai. Ab unke andar bhi ek sharam hai aur mere andar bhi. Woh hum dono mehsus kar pare the. Isliye hum ek dusre ko straight nazar milake dekh nahi pa rahe hai. But unki is nayi dulhan ki besh me dekhne ke liye mera mann har pal unke taraf ja raha hai. Hum ek hi plate se pehle ek dusre ko khilane ke baad, dhire dhire hum khane lage. Hamara hath plate ke upar touch ho raha hai. Hamara kandha ek dusre se takra rahe hai. Ek dusre ki sarir ki garmi ass pass rehke bhi keval hum dono hi mehsus kar rahe hai. Usse mera pura badan maa ki tarah beech beech me khushi aur excitement ke wajah se kaanp uth raha hai. Sab ke beech baithe baithe bhi main keval meri dulhan roopi maa ko , jo ab mera dharam patni bhi hai, unko dekhe ja raha tha aur mann hi mann me unko ekant me meri bahon me paane ka waqt ka intezar karne lage.
Sham hone ja raha hai. Hum char log mumbai me bandra terminus pe ek platform bench me baithe hue hai. Nanaji bench ka ek dum end me baithe hai, unke baad naniji, naniji ki bagal me maa aur main dusri end pe baitha hun. Nani maa ko apne pass hi pakadke baithi hai. Hum kuchh time koi kuchh bhi nahi bol rahe hai. Mumbai city ki byasta ta ke andar hum charon log ek alag upasthiti leke baithe hue hai. Sab log bahut byast hai charon taraf. Sab apni apni sukh, dukh, khushi, gham, anand, hasi, rona leke chale ja rahe hai apni apni shanti ki jagah pe. Sab ke mann me kuchh na kuchh passion, emotion ka khel chal raha hai. Lekin fir bhi koi kisi dusre ka woh bhavna ko chhun nahi pa raha hai. Sab alag alag island jaise jeete hai yahan. Jeevan sangram me yeh log khud hi apna passion , emotion ko thik se byakt karne ka tarika hi shayad bhul gaye. Hamare samne se kitne sare log chale ja rahe hai. But kisi ko bhi yeh pata nahi hai, shayad pata karne ki jarurat bhi nahi pad raha hai ki hum ab kis emotional bending ke through gujar rahe hai. Hamare mann me ab kya chal raha hai. Ek maa unki ek lauti beti ko apni hi pota ke hath me unko sonp diya hai. Apni hi pota ko aaj damad banake apni beti aur pota ki khush hall zindagi ka ummed karke uparwala se prarthana kar rahi hai mann hi mann. Ek pita apni parivar ki sabki bhalai ke liye aaj khud ka pota ka sasur ban gaye. Aur woh iss nayi rishte ko jee jaan se maan ne bhi lage hai. Ek maa apni zindagi ka ab tak ka pyar aur mamta deke jis ko pala, bada kiya, maa ka sneh diya, aaj khud ko uska patni manke apni tann mann sonp diya aur usko apni pati ka adhikar de diya. Ek beta jo bachpan se apna nana nani ke sath rehke, unka pyar, sneh, mamta pake unke chhatra chhaya me bada hua hai, aaj unhi nana nani ko apna saas aur sasur maan liye mann se. Jis aurat ke hath ke mamta bhari pyar aur dekhbhal me bada hua, jisko duniyame sabse zada pyar karke aya, jisko apni dil me har kona me unki hi chitran aankan karke rakhte aya, uss aurat ko shastra sammat tarike se aapni dharam patni, apni jeevansathi, apni pyari biwi banake aaj sare rishton ko dobara nayi tarah se likh diya. Aisi jatil paristhiti ke andar sab reh raha hai, fir bhi bahar walon ko kuchh bhi bhanak nahi. Samaaj aaj yeh sab kuchh nahi jaan paya. Is liye sab apni apni respect se hum charon ko dekh rahe hai. Aur hum hamare anewala kal ke bare me soch rahe hai. Humme puri zindagi aise hi rehna padega. Hamara purana rishta ko bhul ke, sab ke samne iss nayi rishte ko hi apnake rakhna padega. Shayad humme apni purani pehchan, purani janpehchan logon se hamesha dur rehna padega humari sab ki bhalai ke liye. Jitna time jane lagi, nani ki aankh utnahi gila hone laga. Maa bhi unke sath, unke sparsh me rehke thoda udas hone lagi. Thoda der baad Ahmedabaad jane ka train lagnewali hai. Nana nani apni beti ko pehli baar ghar se dur bhej rahe hai. Pehli baar apni beti ko unke pati ke sath zindagi bitane ke liye apnon se dur jane de rahe hai. Nana nani ke mann bhari ho raha hai yeh main mehsus kar pa raha hun. Unke mann me yeh bhi hai ki unke beti ab jiske sath rehene ja rahe hai, woh usko duniyaka sari pyar, sari khushi, sari anand dega. But apni eklauti beti ko itna din baad apnon se dur karne ka dard main mehsus kar sakta hun.
Maa nani ke pass chipak ke baithi hai. Unki hath nani ke ek hath pakadke rakhi hai. Maa beti ka pyar saaf jhalak dikhai de raha hai. Maa ko nana nani se dur janeka ek dard to hai, but unke mann me usse zada khushi hai. Kyun ki woh apni bete ke sath , jo ab unki pati hai, unke sath nayi zindagi bitane ja rahi hai. Unko yeh bhi malum hai ki duniyame kuchh bhi ho jaye, par unki beta, unki pati kabhi bhi kisi bhi halat me unki hath nahi chhodega, aur nahi unko kabhi kuchh kast pane degi. Woh apni pati ka pyar ko ab dheere dheere mehsus kar sakti hai. Unki aankh me gilapan to hai, phir bhi hothon pe ek khushi ka abha dikhai deta hai. Aur woh dekh ke nana nani bhi chayn ki saans le pa rahe hai. Maa ki gale me mangalsutra hai. Maang me sindoor lagi hui hai. Forehead pe ek laa bindi. Hath pair me mehendi lagi hai. Dono hath me kuchh bangles ke sath aur bhi kuchh simple jwellery me maa ko ek nayi dulhan hi lag rahi hai. Pehli baar shadi ke baad ek jawan kunwari ladki ko jaise dikhta hai, maa ko waise lagne lagi. Unki slim body me aaj ek alag sa abha lagi hui hai. Ek merun, green aur yellow color ke rang se sundar desin aur minakri kiya hua ek saree pehni hui hai. Sath me match kia hua blouse. Unki gori rang aur makhkhan jaise mulayem skin me woh kapda unko bahut jaj rahi hai. Yeh sab cheezzon se unki umra ab 20 saal ki jaise lag rahi hai. Main wahan se uthke thoda age jake side me khade hoke relax jaisa karne laga. Nani maa se kuchh baten kar rahi hai. Nana ji bhi wahan nani aur maa ko kuchh bol rahe hai. Aab unke andar ka dukh aur mayus bhav dheere dheere kam ho raha hai. Main bas charon taraf nazar fira te firate sabse zada keval maa ko hi dekh raha hun. Aaj iss roop me maa ko vastav me dekh ke mujhe ehsas hua ki kalpana kabhi kabhi vastav se bhi haar maan leta hai. Maa ko pichhla do hapte se meri patni ki roop me kaise dikhegi, woh kalpana karte aya. Woh hai toh khubsuarat. Nayi dulhan banne ke baad aur khubsurat ho jayegi yeh sochke unki ek tasvir mann ke andar kalpana kiya tha. But aaj mere samne baithi unko dekh ke mehsus kiya ki iss aparup saundyarta ko vastav chhorke kabhi dekh nahi payenge. Aur abhi is pal woh didar karke mere mann me ek anirbachaniya khushi aur santust ka bhav chhane laga. Main sach much unko biwi ke roop me pake ab ek satisfied man jaisa feel kar raha hun. Unki yeh saundyarta , yeh khubsurti, yeh roop main zindagi bhar mere apna karke paunga.
Pehle se kiya hua plan ke motabik nana nani abhi Ahmedabaad chale jayenge. Aur main maa ko leke MP chala jaunga. Ticket bhi aise hi book kiya tha maine. Iss liye shadi ke baad hum sab lunch karke apna apna cottage me pahuch gaya tha. Humme shadi ka joda wagera khol ke taiyar hona tha. Maa naniji ki room me hi chale gaye. Unki sara saman wahi rakha hua tha. Aur main nanaji ke room me agaya tha. Main apna sherwani khol ke bathroom me jake muh hath pa dhone laga. Sar pe ghee chandan aur gulal ki lagi hui sare tilak ko sabun se saaf karke fresh hone laga. Fir ake mera suitcase se ek jeans aur polo t shirt nikal ke pehen liya. Maine socha ki suitcase me rakha ek nayi kurta aur pajama hai toh woh pehen lun. But fir laga ki woh pehen ne me ek dum nayi dulha type lagunga. Aur sharma ane laga. Tab maine yeh jeans pehen ke casual hone ka koshish karne laga. Maa aur mera shadi ho gaya. Fir bhi dono ke andar nana nani ke samne ek sharam abhi bhi hai. Main mera baki kapda aur saman pack karne laga. Nanaji room me aya aur woh bhi apni kapda badal ne ke liye bathroom me chale gaye. Hum do ladke log to fatafat taiyar ho gaye. But wahan dusra cottage me woh do ladki log hamare jaise normal banne me time legi. Naniji to bas apni kapde change kar lenge but maa dulhan ka lehenga choli badal karenge, fir apni chehre se sare make up saaf karke maang me bhari sindoor ko thik tarike se lane me time to jayega. Aise karke pura do ghanta lag gaye. Aur fir jab hum apni apni cottage se apna saman leke nikle tab main maa ko isi dress aur isi roop me tab pehli bar dekha tha. Unki hath ki mehendi, hathon ka bangles dekh ke sab samajh jayenge ki unki nayi nayi shadi hui hai. Aur unke upar mera naam ka suhagan ka sare sabud dekhke, mera andar hi andar unke liye ek tibra chahat hone laga aur main bahut horny feel karne laga. Mera sarir ke andar ek anubhuti daur raha hai. Main maa ki taraf jabhi bhi dekh raha hun, tabhi unki jism ka har kone kone me mera pyar bhara garam hoth ka sparsh deke unko pyar karne ke liye mera mann pagal ho raha tha. Woh meri maa hai. Main unki bahut zada pyar karta hun. Unko dil me chahta hun. Woh ab meri biwi hai. Mera jeevan sathi, mera soul mate. Unke sath zindagi ka har pal jeena chahta hun. Zindagi ka har saans unke sath hi lena chahta hun. Mera pyar se unki zindagi ka ab tak ka sari gham, sari kast, sari kurbani, bahut sari cheezen na pane ka dukh --sab sab kuchh bhula dena chahta hun aur zindagi bhar bahut sare khushi aur anand ke sath unko mere bahon me bharke sambhalke rakhna chahta hun.
Maa cottage se nikal neke baad se ab tak ek bhi bar mujhe nahi dekha hai. Main bahut bar koshish kar raha hun. But nazar nahi mila. Woh aur nani bas ek sath ekdusre ko pakadke sare raste taxi me ayi. Aaj sab thoda apni apni mann me hi the. Zada baat nahi kar rahe the. Nana nani apni beti, jo aaj tak unke sath rehke aye, unko ab bas jane dena pad raha hai. Usi gham me sab kam bol rahe the. Fir bhi baat chit hone laga. Aur beech beech me koi mazakiya baton se sab has rahe the. But fir bhi woh pehla din jaisa nahi raha. Baat kam hone ke karan main bar bar pichhe mud nahi paa raha tha aur maa ko dekh nahi paa raha tha. Fir bhi itna nazdik rehke , main unko mere dil ke andar aur sarir me mehsus kar paraha tha. Mera isi tarah feelings ke liye mera penis baar baar shakt hote raha. Woh ab keval suhagraat ka intezar me hi hai. Fir bhi main jabhi bhi maa ko dekh raha hun, har bar unki khubsurti aur saundyarta dekhke main khud ko bhagyaban samjh raha tha. Aise ek pyari ladki meri biwi banegi main socha nahi tha. But aaj waise hi ek ladki, jo meri maa hai, aaj mera patni ban gayi hai. Jo ab mere naam ka sindoor laga ke mere samne, unki mummy papa ke sath baithi hui hai.
Nana nani train me chadne se pehle mujhe aur maa ko bar bar gale laga te rahe. Main aur maa ek sath jhuk ke pati patni ka couple ban ke nana aur nani ka pair chhun ke unke ashirwad lene lage. Nanaji mujhe ek bar alag se gale lagaya aur kuchh time pakad ke rakha. Woh jaise ki yeh keh rahe hai ki mera ghar ka laxmi main tumko diya beta. Ab tum hi iska dhyan rakhna. Fir nanaji ma ko gale lagake chehre pe ek mayusipan lake ek smile diya. Nani ma ko fir se gale lagayi aur unki chehra dono hath se thamke unki ankhon me dekhi aur unki gila aankhon se smile karke maa ko boli
" Sada suhagan raho beti". Nana nani ke aankhon me saaf saaf jhalak dikh raha hai jaise ki woh log apni beti ki vidai de rahe hai. Is samay main aur maa eksath rehke keval unlogon ko thik se , apna khyal rakh ke rehne ke liye kehne lage. Aaj tak maa the sath me. But aab woh dono bilkul akele ho jayenge. Woh sochke mera mann thoda bhari bhi ho gaya tha. But kya karen. Zindagi ka asli rang hi aisi hai.
Main aur maa ek sath ass pass platform me khade hai. Train chalne lagi. Nana nani khidki se humme dekh ke hath hilaya. Aur dono hi param mamta aur pyar se humme ek smile dekhe hamara apnapann jatane lage. Train raftar pakadne lagi aur maa ka aankh gila hone laga. Train dheere dheere platform chhodke dur jane lagi. Aur tabhi main mehsus kiya ki mere ekdum nazdik khadi maa unki dono hath uthake mera baju pakad rahi hai. Main ghumke unko dekha. Woh tabhi bhi jate hui train ke taraf nazar rakh ke gila aankhon se usi taraf dekhe ja rahi hai. Aur unki hath dheere dheere mere baju ko thik se pakadne lagi. Mere mann me yeh bhavnayen ayi ki maa ab tak unki mummy papa ke sang jee rahi thi. Aur woh log unke beti ki achchi tarah se dekhbhal karke apni kartavya sahi tarike se palan kar rahe the. Lekin ab se maa mere sang meri patni banke jeene ja rahi hai. Aur mujhe mera patni ka raksha karke unki har tarha ka dekhbhal karna hai. Shayad woh unki aanjane me mera baju pakad ke unki yeh gesture se mujhe mera kartavya yaad dene lagi. Shadi ke time main kasam khake yeh kaha ki main puri zindagi unki khayal rakhke, unki har ichcha ko pura karke, unki har tarah ki chahat mitake, mera pyar, care, loyalty, honesty deke unko har jhanjha se bachake mere bahon me sukun ka need lene dunga. Aur iss waqt se mera woh kartavya palan karna suru ho gaya hai.
Main unki taraf dekh raha tha. Aur mere mann me ek nayi tarah anubhuti aur pyar aaya maa ke upar. Ek pati ka unka patni ke upar jo pyar ata hai, main pehli bar maa ke sath hamara nayi rishta me kadam rakh ke, isi ptalform me khade hoke woh pyar mehsus karne laga. Mujhe is tarah pyar aur bhavnayen pehle kabhi mehsus nahi hua tha. Tabhi maa apni sar uthake mere taraf dekhi. Unki uss namm aankhon me apnon se dur jane ka gham ke sath sath ek adbhut khushi bhi jhalak de raha hai. Woh apni mummy papa se dur rehke bhi apni dil se judi hui kisi ke sath, apni bete ke sath, jo ab unki pati hai, unke sath jeevan bitane ja rahi hai. Uss ki khushi aur ek excitement unki mann me jo mishra anubhuti ka shristi kar raha hai, woh unki aankhon se mujhe dikh raha hai. Mere sath nazar milake aise hi hum dono uss bheed platform me kuchh pal khade rahe, fir maa ke andar ek sharam khel gaya aur woh apni aankh jhuka li . Aur sharam ke sath unki hath mere baju ko chhod ke apni taraf khich li. Lekin woh unki hoth pe ek muskan leke mujhe yeh samjha di ki kitna bhi gham aur kitna bhi kast aye na kyun, woh mere sath, pere pass , mere dil me rehke apni sari ghamon ko bhulke chehre pe hasi leke jee sakti hai. Main bas apni zindagi ka ek naya adhyay me pravesh karke meri maa ko sath me leke ek nayi raste me chalna suru kiya. Jahan keval main aur meri maa yani ki meri biwi hai.
Nana nani sham ka train leke chale gaye. Woh log bas subha hone se pehle hi ghar pahuch jayenge. Lekin hum logon ko MP pahuchte pahuch te kal sham ho jayega. Hum bandra se chhatrapati shivaji terminus pe pahuch gaye. Hamare sath teen suitcase hai. Hum ek koolie leke saman usko deke main aur maa mumbai ki uss bheed me chalne lage ek dusre ke sath , ekdum pass rehke. Maa aur mera hath nahi pakda. Woh bas ek nayi dulhan ki tarah unke pati ke sath dheer kadmon me chalte aarahe hai. Main unke sath unki kadamon se apni kadmon milake chale laga. Mujhe puri zindagi bas unko aise hi sath dena hai. Aur main yeh chahta bhi hun mann se, dil se. Chalte waqt bheed me kabhi kabhi maa ka baju mere baju se, aur maa ka kandha mere kandha se touch ho raha hai. Aur har baar mujhe ek naram aur komal sparsh mehsus ho raha hai. Maa kitni komal aur naram hai hamare shadi se pehle uski ek jhalak mujhe mila tha. Aur ab un komal aur naram sarir ka sparsh se mere andar ek kapuni ane laga. maa ke ek dum pass rehne ke liye mujhe unki sarir se ek khushboo bhi mil raha tha. Unki baalon ka woh mitha mehek main mehsus kar raha hun. Itni bheed me bhi mujhe bas unko mera bahon me lene ka mann kiya. But main chahke bhi unki hath pakad nahi paya. Na jane kyun shadi ke baad mere andar bhi ek tarah ka sharam agaya. Main kitna kuchh sochke rakha tha. But aaj maa ko ek anjan jagah pe hamare parichit samaj ke bahar akeli pake bhi , iss platform ki bheed ki andar bhi unko chhun nahi paraha hun. Maa bhi shayad mere jaisa emotion aur soch ke through gujar rahi hai. Woh na mujhe dekh rahi hai aankh uthake, na mere se sahaj hoke baat kar rahi hai, na mujhe chhun pa rahi hai. Bas hum mann hi mann ek dusre ko chahke bhi itna kareeb rehke bhi , koi pehla kadam utha nahi pa rahe hai.
Hamare train ane me thoda time hai. Hum platform ke ek kone wala bench me baithe hai. Hamara luggage samne rakhi hui hai. Maa aur main kareeb, bahut kaeer reh rahe the. Dono hi shayad platform ki is vichitra awaz ke beech bhi ek dusre ki dil ki dhadkanein sun pa rahe the, fir bhi hum ek duri me reh gaye. Main thoda time baad maa ko dekhte hue puchha
" Paani pioge?"
Maa bas mujhe ek nazar deke fir nazar dusri taraf ghumake sar hilake haan kaha. Woh bas sari purani rishton bhul ke, meri biwi ki jagah leke khud ko mere sath sahaj karne ki koshish kar rahi hai. Main bhi maa ko apni biwi ki nazar se puri tarah grahan karne ki koshish mann hi mann karte ja raha hun. Is liye dono hi aaj ek awkward situation me ek dusre ke sath rehke bhi, ek dusre se mil ghul ne me waqt le rahe hai. Main uthke jake samne waala stall se paani lake maa ko bottle kholke peene diya. Woh mere hath se bottle leli, but peene me jhijhak rahi hai, kyun ki bottle pura bhara tha. Peene jayenge to kapre me paani girke kapre geela kar dega. So main haske unse bottle leke muh lagake thoda pani pee liye. Fir main unko bottle diya to woh mujhe ek smile deke bottle me muh lagake dheere dheere paani peene lagi. Aaj tak hamare Ahmedabad ghar me bachpan se dekh ke araha hun ki koi kisika jutha pani nahi pite. But aaj maa mera jutha pani peene me koi duvidha nahi rakhi. Main unki gale me mangalsutra aur maang me sindoor aur hath me mehendi leke nayi dulhan ke tarah sharma ke mere samne unki iss tarah parivartan ko dil me mehsus karne laga. Aur unko mere dilka sari jagah dene me koi kasar nahi chhoda.
Main ek do baar uthke idhar udhar ja raha tha. Mujhe bhi thoda uneasy feel ho raha tha. Bas situation ko sahaj karne ke liye khud pehle sahaj hone ka koshish kar raha tha. Aur jab main thoda idhar udhar ghumke wapas maa ke pass aata tha tab maa keval mera aane ka intezar leke wahan baithe rehte the. Aur main wapas ane ke baad mujhe sharm laga ek smile deke nazar jhuka leti thi. Unki us smile me ek rahat ka feelings dikhai deta tha. Main bas kuchh palon ke liye unse dur hote hi woh mere liye aise sochne lag gaye. Mera lautne ka intezar me akhon me ek chahat leke baithi rehti thi. Train ka time ho gaya tha. Platform me ab bheed thoda badh gayi hai. Main aur maa khade hue hai. Main mera saman uthane ke liye ek koolie ko dhund raha tha. Main bas wahan se age jake dekhne ke liye jaise hi kadam badhaya toh maa pichhe se boli
" Suniye na....."
Main maa ka awaz suntehi dil me ek khushi ka leher ke sath pichhe mudke dekha. Woh bas dheer nazron se mujhe dekhe ja rahi hai. Main unke pass ake ukno dekhte hue mera sarir ka bhasa se puchhne laga ki kya hua hai. Woh bas mere ankhon me dekhte huye dheere dheere kaha
" Aap mere pass rahiye"
Aur fir nazar jhuka ke unki hathon se dheere dheere mera baju pakadke mere aur kareeb ane lagi. Aur waise hi nazar jhuki rakhke ek dum fisfisa ke boli
" Mujhe dar lagti hai"
Bolke unki sar ko mere hath se touch karwayi. Mere andar bas pyar ka dhara behne lagi. Main ek anjaani khushi se chup hoke bas wahan khade khade unki woh touch aur pyar ko mehsus karne laga.
MP me hamara station me pahuch ke hum jab train se utre, tab sham hone ja raha tha. Main saman wagera leke coolie ke sath neeche utar gaya. Fir maa peeche ake darwaja ke samne khadi hoke utarne ja rahi thi. Main daur ke jake unka hath pakad ke unko utarne me help karne ke liye unke pass pahucha. Maang me sindoor aur gale me mangalsutra ke sath maa ek dum nayi naveli dulhan ke tarah lag rahi hai jiska pehli bar shadi hua hai. Main unke taraf dekh ke dil me pyar aur chehre pe smile leke mera left hand badha diya unke taraf. Woh mere taraf dekhke smile karke unki chehre pe ek pyari muskan aur ankhon me nayi shadi hui ladki ka jaise unki pati ke liye bahut sare pyar leke mere taraf ek bar dekhe. Aur blush karke smile thoda chawdi karke nazar ghuma liya aur unka mehendi kiya hua right hand badhake mera hath pakad liya. Fir unki left hand se unki saree ko thoda upar ke taraf pakad ke train se neeche utarne lagi. Woh ek medium heel wali slipper peheni hui thi. Woh jaise hi utarne gayi, unki mehendi lagi hui pair ka kuchh hissa saree ke neeche se mujhe dikhai diya. Gori gori aur gol gol mulayem skin wali pair. Usme peheni hui payel unki sundar gulabi edi ko aur khubsurat aur s*xy bana diya hai. Mujhe ek jhalak yeh dekh ke mere andar achanak ek orgyness agaya. Achanak mera sarir me khoon daurne laga aur mera penis ke andar jake bharne laga. Maa ka naram hath ki sparsh me aaj ek nayi tarah anubhuti sarir me mehsus karne laga. Unki mehendi kiya hua s*xy pair aur nayi dulhan ki tarah sharmana--sab kuchh milake mere andar ek toofan chalne laga. Aur mera penis achanak ek adbhut sukhanubhuti se uchhal ke shakt hone laga. Main bas mera anubhuti ko mann hi mann kabu karke unko utarne me puri madat kiya aur fir woh utarneke baad mere taraf nazar uthake dekhi. Mujhe uss nazron me mere liye unki jo love aur loyalty, mere upar unki jo dependency, mere pass unki jo complete surrender , mere prati unki jo caring bhav aur mere liye unki dil me jo chahat nazar aya woh dekh ke ussi pal me mera dil us platform me khade khade bas pighalne laga. Mujhe andar hi andar yeh mehsus hua ki main sach me bahut khush naseeb hun. Mujhe aisi ek ladki meri biwi ke roop me mili, jo mujhe bachpan se aaj tak itna pyar karti ayi, aur aaj bhi itana pyar kar rahi hai, aur main janta hun ki zindagi bhar mujhe itna hi pyar karte rahegi. Bachpan se woh mujhe hamesha zada pyar karti thi single parents ke wajah se. Unke dil me hamesha main rehta tha. Unki sari sukh dukh mujhe leke aur mere charon taraf ghumti thi. Aur aaj naseeb ne hume zindagi ka iss mod pe laya ki jahan hum maa beta hone par bhi hum dono ko duniyaka sabse majbut aur mehtpurn ek bandhan me bandh diya. Humare maa bete ka jo bandhan tha uss majbut bandhan me toh hum pehle se hi jude hai. Lekin aaj is nayi rishte ka nayi bandhan me achchanak hum dono aur bhi bahut zada majbuti se ek dusre se jud gaye. Mera maa ke prati jo pyar hai, uske sath biwi ke liye pyar bhi dilse nichodke sab unko hi de diya. Aur woh bhi unki zindagi ka jama hua sari pyar unki pati ke liye de diya. Apni bete ke liye jo pyar tha, uske sath ek patni ka pyar milke unki dil apni bete ke pass ujad kar diya. Aur woh apni dil ko aaj ek majbut bandhan se unki bete ke dil ke sath badh liye. Aur woh khud ko puri tarah, apni tann mann sab kuchh apni bete ke pass, apni pati ke pass samarpan kar diye. Mujhe sab kuchh mehsus hone laga unke samne khade hoke unke ankhon me dekhte hue. Kuchh pal hum aise nazar milake hamara dil ki bahut sare baatein us bheed palatfomr ke vichitra awaz ke beech khade hoke ek dusre ko jatane lage. Maa bas apni smile barkarar rakhke achanak kuchh yaad karke mere hath me unki grip dheela kar liya aur sharma ke mera hath chhodke apni hath khich liye. Fir apni nazar platform ke dusri taraf ghumake dekhne lagi. Main tabhi bhi unko dekh raha tha. Maa ko aaj bahut khush dikh raha tha. Unke andar ek najwan ladki ki anubhuti wapas agayi. Unki hothon pe jo muskan laga hua hai, woh main zindagi bhar dekhne ke liye kuchh bhi kar sakta hun. Main hamesha unko isi tarah khush dekhna chahta hun, khush rakhna chahta hun.
Hum taxi me hamara luggage load karke mera ghar ke taraf, jo aaj se hamari ghar hoga, usi taraf jane lage. Platform me maa jo mera hath chhoda, uske baad aur mera hath pakdi nahi. Main dil se chah raha tha ki woh mere baju pakadke mere ekdum pass rehke chale. But woh bas mere pass to thi, lekin mera sparsh se dur reh rahi thi. Shayad unke mann me bhi mera jaisa ek anubhuti ho rahi hogi. Mera jaisa ek chahat unke bhi sarir me toofan layi hogi. Ek adhbhut sukh, jo na main kabhi paya aur jo woh pake bhi uska anand zindagi me thik se le nahi paye, woh anand, woh sukh pane ke liye unki bhi sarir taras rahi hogi. Aur shayad isi liye woh bhi khud ko apni kabu me rakh rahi hai mere se dur rehke. Taxi ke peeche baithe the hum. Maa khidki ke pass baithke bahar ki taraf dekh rahi hai. Nayi jagah aur nayi zindagi me khud ko mila ke nayi rishte ko aur bhi apni dil me majbuti se basa rahi hai. Main raste me jate jate batate raha ki hum ko kitna dur jana hai, wahan se market kis taraf hai, mera office kidhar se jana padta hai wagera wagera. Woh bas beech beech me mere taraf ek smile leke dekhti hai aur fir bahar nazar ghuma leti hai. Khidki ke taraf unki left hand unki god me rakhi hui hai aur right hand mere aur unki beech me jo gap hai wahan seat ke upar rakhi hui hai. Mujhe bahut mann kar raha tha ki main unki woh hath mere hath ke andar le lun. Baaton baton me mann me yeh soch to raha tha but kar nahi pa raha tha. Hum ab pati patni hai, fir bhi ek hesitation andar abhi bhi kaam kar raha hai. Itna din jis aurat ko meri maa ke nazar se dekha aur chhunya, aaj unko meri biwi ke roop me dekh raha hun lekin chhun ne me woh hesitation aa raha hai. Shayad unke andar bhi unki bete ko ab pati ke roop me chuun ne me sharam araha hogi. Ab mujhe mehsus ho raha hai ki pichhla 6 saal se mann ki kalpana me unke sath milan ka jo sapna dekhte aye, aaj asli zindagi ka iss mod me ake sab kuchh us jaisa karna itna sahaj aur asaan nahi ho raha hai. Maa jitni baar mere taraf dekh rahi thi , utni bar mere chhati ke andar ek jhanjhan awaz sa hone laga. Khidki se hawa ane ke waja se woh jab mere taraf dekhti hai tab unki woh sundar aankhen thoda chhota ho raha hai. Fir bhi unki chehre pe muskan ke sath ankhon me ek gehri pyar saaf saaf jhalak de raha tha. Main mann hi mann thoda himmat jutake samne ke taraf dekhte hue mera left hand badha ke unki right hand ke upar rakha. Mera ungliyan bas unki ungliyan ko chhun raha tha. Tabhi maa bahar dekhte hue unki hath ko thoda apni taraf khich liya. Main waise hi baithe baithe fir hath ko age badhake unki ungliyan pakda. Ab woh hath hatayi nahi lekin ungliyan ko muththi karke mere sparsh se dur jana chah rahi hai. Mere mann me ek jidd aya ki hummare beech me pati patni banne ke baad jo hesitation chal raha hai woh abhi khatam ho jaye. Main ab mera hath ko unke hath ke upar rakh ke bas mera grip se unki hath pakad liya. Woh dheere se chhudane ki koshish ki but chhuda ke leke nahi gaye. Main ghumke unke taraf dekhi. Woh bas hothon pe smile leke bahar dekh rahi hai. Main dheere dheere unki ungliyan me mera ungliyan intertwined karne laga. Woh tabhi mere taraf dekhi aur chehre pe ek sharam, excitement aur chahat leke mujhe ankhon se ishara karke driver ki taraf dikhaya. Fir ek fake gusse ka chehra banake jaise ki woh yeh kehna chahti hai ki "kya kar rahe ho aap. Aage driver hai. Mirror me dekh raha hoga. Chhodiye mujhe sharam arahi hai". Mujhe unki iss tarah sharma jane me mujhe maza ane laga. Main unki hath to chhoda nahi, upar se mera grip aur strong karke unki ungliyan ko muththi karke pakda. Woh tabhi apni nazar ghuma ke bahar dekhne lagi. Main chehre pe ek badmasi hasi leke unko dekhne laga. Fir main unki hath waise pakadke rakh ke fir samne ki taraf nazar ghumaya. Aur tabhi main mehsus kiya ki maa apni ungliyan ko dheere dheere muththi karke mere ungliyan ko pakad rahi hai. Main hath ke taraf dekha ki hum dono ka ungliyan intertwined hoke muththi karke ek dusre ko pakdi hui hai. Main unko dekha. woh bahar me nazar rakhte hue bhi samajh gaye ki main unko dekh raha hun. Woh usme aur sharma ke has ne lagi aur hothon me unki hasi ko dabane lagi. Woh unki left hand ki elbow ko khidki ke upar rakha ke left hand ki ek ungli fold karke bar bar apni hoth ko touch rakwa rahi hai. Main samajh gaya ki maa ke andar sharam ke sath sath unke bete ke sath is nayi rishte me dheere dheere khud ko kholna suru ho gaya hai. Khud ko ek patni ki tarah mehsus karke unki dil ki sari khushi zahir kar rahi hai. Mera mann ek anindya sundar khushi me uchhal uchhal ke nach ne laga. Mera mann bhi unko patni ke roop me swikar karke ek adbhut bhav se behna laga. Taxi me baithke hum dono alag alag taraf dekh ke, ek dusre ki hath pakadke ek dusre ko jaise ki yeh barta de rahe hai ki zindagi me kabhi kisi bhi paristhiti me yeh hath hum chhodenge nahi. Main unko jitna dekh raha hun, unko nayi tarah se aviskar kar raha hun. Unki isi tarah adayen main kabhi nahi dekha. Main jitne bar unko dekh raha hun, bar bar lag raha hai ki yeh pal, yeh anubhuti ka kabhi ant na ho. Unki kuchh baal hawa me udke mera chehre pe ake touch karte hue ja raha hai. Mera gala , naak, aankh, sar sab jagah pe unki baalon ka sparsh se main bas ek uttejana mehsus karne laga. Unko bahon me leke pyar karne ka chahat me mann chhat fat kar raha hai. Ekant me keval maa aur main ek dusre ko apna banake pane ka chahat me andar hi andar ubal ne lage. But mera mann achanak ek baat sochke thoda mayush ho gaya.
kal train me chadne ke baad , raat me bhi aisa mehsus hua tha. Aur mann bhari ho gaya tha. Maa kuchh andaz kiya tha aur mujhe bas pyar ke nazar se dekh ke jaise ki yeh bol rahe the ki " ab aap akele kyun dukhi honge. Aaj se to sari sukh, dukh hum dono share karke ek dusre ki zindagi ko jeene me aur asan kar denge, aur khushi se bhar denge. Main hun na aapke pass, aap ke sath hamesha ke liye".
Maa ka ankhon me woh bhasha padke mera mann to thik ho gaya tha but abhi fir se same chinta ghir ne laga. Hum nana nani ke prachesta se aur hamari naseeb ke fere me aaj hum shastra sammati se pati patni to ban gaye aur maa bhi patni ke roop me khud ko lejake ek nayi khush hal zindagi ka sapna dekh rahi hai. But kya main unki expectation se khara utar paunga!! Mujhe malum hai maa ek adarsh patni ban jayenge, lekin Kya main ek adarsh pati ban paunga!! Kya main ek patni ka dil me jitna sare ichcha aur khwab rehta hai, kya main woh sab thik se pura kar paunga!! Yeh sab chinta kabhi kabhi dil me ajata hai. Main janta hun main maa ko sab se zada pyar karta hun aur karunga, kabhi kisi aur ladki ke taraf dekhunga bhi nahi unko chhodke. Mere zindagi me wohi ek matra ladki banke bahegi. Hamare umra ka jo farak hai, usko hum har tarike se over come kar lenge but jab pati patni ka conjugal life ke bare me sochta hun tab aise mayush ho jata hun. Main janta hun unke sath mera har pati patni ki tarah saririk sampark honewala hai. Hum maa bete ka rishte ko dil ke andar rakh ke pati patni ke rishte me jeeyenge. Woh bhi janti hai shadi ke baad unki beta pati ka adhikar se unki tann mann ko pyar karega aur woh iske liye khud ko taiyar bhi kiye hai jarur. Lekin main jab sochta hun mera penis ke bare me, tab mann me ek dar sa mehsus hota hai. Mera penis thoda bada aur mota to hai hi, but jab uttejana se ful jata hai, tab uska cap ek dum bada sa ek ball jaisa ban jata hai. Kya main maa ke sath thik tarah se saririk sambandh bana paunga!! Kya main unko bina dard deke woh pyar kar paunga jo har patni apni pati se chahti hai!! Kya main unko ek paripurn santushti de paunga!! Main unse bahut bahut pyar karta hun. Main unke sath chhodke aur kisi ke sath milan ka kalpana na kabhi kiya hai, na kabhi karunga. Muhje unko har tarike se khush karke, zindagi ka sari anand unki kadmon ke pass lake dena chahta hun.
Kal train me jab chade tab full log the us compartment me. AC tha. So sare log jaldi jadli dinner karke sogaye. Mera aur maa ka berth upar neeche tha. Main upar jake so gaya tha. Aur maa neeche chaddar odke so gaye. Shadi ke baad ek pati patni pehli raat ek sath ek hi jagah raat gujar rahi hai, fir bhi woh ab pati patni jaise reh nahi pa rahe the. Aisa shayad hota nahi kabhi. Hamare sath ho raha hai. Hamare sath asli me to bahut kuchh ho raha hai jo aur kahin kabhi nahi hua. Main ek bar neeche jhuk ke maa ko dekha. Woh bas mere berth ke taraf dekhte hue so rahi thi. Hamari nazar milte hi woh smile kiya. Main unko dekhte raha. Woh unki chaddar ko thoda gale ke pass khichke aur warmth feel karne lagi aur apni aankh bandh kar li. Fir thoda der baad jab aankh khuli , fir se hamara nazar mila. Unki chehre pe ek lal bindi aur honth pe pyari muskurahat unki roop ko pura badal diya hai. Bas ek kunwari ladki ke tarah jiska bas pehli baar shadi hui hai, us tarah apni pati ko dekh rahe the. Fir woh unki chehra unki right side me ghumake ankh badh karke sone ki koshish kiya.
Subha jab hamare need tuta tab kuchh passenger already utar gaye pichhli station me. Is liye kamra thoda khali tha. Keval ek middle aged uncle hamare samne wala berth me tha. Subha train me chay deke gaya. Garam pani ka flask aur packet sugar, milk powder aur tea bag . Main chai banana suru kiya to maa mujhe dheere se bole
" Mujhe chhodiye. Main banati hun"
Aur maa mera chay banane lage. Mera patni banne ke baad bhi woh bachpan se mujhe jaisa care aur pyar karte ayi, waise hi mujhe care aur pyar kar rahi hai aur zindagi bhar karegi mujhe pata hai. Main unki pati banne ke baad bhi unko woh respect aur care karunga zindagi bhar, jaisa main maa ko karta tha. Hum chai peete peete ek dusre ko dekh ke smile kar rahe the. Yeh hai woh pehli subha jo har couple ki life me bas ek bar ata hai. Shadi ka agla din ka subha. Hum in palon ko hamari dil me kayid karte rahe ek dusre ko pyar se dekhte dekhte. Hamare samne wale uncle hum se parichay kiye aur jab unko pata chala ki hum naye naye shadi karke mera job ki jagah pe ja raha hai, tab woh humme bataye ki hamara jodi bahut khubsurat jodi bana hai. Humme puchha hamara yeh love marriage hai ya arranged marriage. Yeh sunke maa aur main dono kuchh pal khamosh rahe. Unko kaise hamara rishte ke bare me batayen. To main turant bola ki arranged marriage hai, tab woh admi bola ki bahut kam logon ke andar arranged marriage me itna pyar jhalak ta hai jinta hamare jodi ko dekh ke lag raha hai. Main aur maa is baat ko sunke ek dusre ko dekha aur mann me soche ki ussko yeh nahi pata ki hum kaise hamare nasseb ke fere aaj aise ek couple bane hai jo couple duniyame dhundne me shayad milega bhi nahi aur hamare beech jo pyar hai who duniyaka sab se zada pyar ka bandhan hai.
Taxi ake gharke ek dum samne ruk gaye. Main utarke ghum ke jake maa ki taraf ke door khola aur maa utri. Fir hum saman wagera neeche utarke driver ko taxi fare mita diya aur woh taxi leke chale gaye. Maa ghar ke ass pass idhar udhar ki taraf dekh rahi thi. Main unko dekhte dekhte do suitcase khichke door ke pass leke gaya. Aur maa tabhi teesra suitcase ko lane ki koshish kar rahi hai. Main unko mana kiya aur jake ek hath me woh suitcase khichte hue dusri hath se aram se maa ki hath pakadke dheere se bola
� chalo��
Maa bas ek pyari si smile deke Sharma ke nazar jhuka ke mere sath chalne lagi.aur main unki hath pakadke door ke taraf jane laga. Hum koi kuchh bol nahi rahe hai. Keval jab bhi nazar mil raha hai tabhi ek dusre ko muskurake apna pyar jatane lage. Maa jab chal rahi thi unki payek ki mitha awaz hone laga. Main key nikal ke door khola. Fir main maa ki taraf dekha. Aur dheere se bola
� Nayi bahu ghar me kadam rakhne se pehle yahan unko swagat karne ke liye to koi nahi hai.�
Fir main ruk gaya. Maa mere taraf dekhke mithi mithi has rahi hai. Aur fir ghum ke khud hi andar jane ke liye kadam uthane gayi ki main unko roka
� Ruk jao.�
Maa mere taraf nazar ghumayi to main unki ankhon me ankh dal ke unki mann ke andar jake unki mann ko chhune chaha. Aur fir fisfisake kaha
� koi nahi to kya hua. Main swagat karunga.�
Maa ascharya nazar se mujhe dekhte rahe aur fir has ke mera pagalpan ko sai dene lage. Woh haste hi unki moti jaisa daant unki gulabi hoth ke andar se dikha uar unko khubsurat lagne lagi. Mera dil bas pighal ke unki kadmo ke neche agayi.
Main age badh ke ghar ke andar gaya aur ghum ke maa ke samne khada ho gaya. Maa samajh nahi pa rahe hai ki main kya karne jar aha hun. Kaise swagat karna chahta hun. Main tabhi mera right ghutna ko floor pe tikake, left pair ko fold karke wahi darwaja ke samne baith gaya. Fir mera right hand ko agee le jake hatheli ka ulta side ko floor touch karwake rakh diya aur left hand ko upar maa ke taraf badha diya. Main ankhon me ek asma pyar leke smile karte hue unko dekha. Woh bas unki bade bade ankhon se ek surprised look leke mujhe dekhe ja rahe hai. Main kuchh nahi bol raha tha. Tabhi achanak maa ka aankh nam ho gaya aur woh hothon pe ek pyar bhari smile leke aye. Woh bas mujhe aise hi dekhe ja rahe the. Dheere dheere unki ankh gila hone laga aur unki hoth kanpne lagi. Mujhe samajh me agaya ki unke mann me barish suru ho gaya. Aur bahar unki nazar aur hothon ka kaanpti hui smile mujhe yeh bata rahi hai. Main tabhi dhere ek dum pyar se bola
�aao�
woh unki right hand ko uthake unki hoth ke pass le jake hoth ke upar rakh ke unki khushi ki rona ko chhupa ne ki koshish karne lagi. But unki nazron me woh cheez chhupa nahi paye. Main ek chawdi smile deke situation ko sahaj karke firse bola
�aao�
Tabhi maa usi right hand ko mera left hand ke taraf badha diya aur mera hath pakad liya. Unki woh sparsh me jo pyar tha, woh main zindagi bhar nahi bhul sakta. Main unki hath pakad liya aur maa tabhi unki slipper se apni dono pair nikal ke left pair ko agee badha ke mera right hatheli ke upar rakh diya. Main is tarah unki zindagi me kabhi bhi unki kadmon ke neeche koi kaanta ane nahi dunga. Hamesha mera pyar se unki woh rasta gulab ki papri se bhar dunga. Yeh kasam khake unko ghar ke andar swagat kiya. Maa ghar ke anadr ate hi main khada ho gaya. Aur unki hath chhod diya. Maa tabhi bhi mujhe dekhe ja rahe hai ek adbhut pyar ki nazar se. Main unko easy feel karwane ke liye haske unko bola
�Welcome Mrs. Manju Hitesh Patel�
Mera bolne ki iss dhang se woh bas us gili ankhon se has padi aur apna nazar neeche jhuka li. Main bas bahar jake sare luggage andar laya aur door bandh kar diya.
Yehi hai aaj se hamara ghar, hamara sansar. Unki pati ka ghar hai yeh. Maa mujhe yeh sab karte huye dekh rahi thi. Woh aur kuchh nahi dekh rahi hai, keval side me khade hoke mere upar nazar tikake rakhe hai. Woh bhi mera is tarah adayen dekhte hue mujhe nayi tarah se aviskar kar rahi hogi. Aur shayad usi liye woh bhi thoda surprised hai aur mann me ek adbhut anand ka anubhuti se unke andar bhi ek toofan chal rahi hogi. Main unse nazar milake smile diya. Aur fir dheer kadmon me unke pass gaya. Ab hamara nazar tika hua hai aur ek dusre ko noi tarah se aviskar ke khushi se hum dono ek duare ki pyar me kho rahe hai. Main unki ekdum pass gayi. Woh abhi bhi un bade bade aankhon se pyar leke mujhe bas dekhte rahi. Main mann me himmat lake mera hath badhake unki dono kandha pakda. Aur unko mere taraf khichke mera bahon me bhar liya. Maa koi badha nahi diya aur woh bhi unki sarir ko mere sarir ke sath milake mujhe kaske pakad li. Woh apni sar ko mere chhati ke upar rakh ke unki dono hath mera pichhe le jake mera pith ko pakad ke rakhi hai. Main bhi mera dono hath unki pith ke upar le jakeunko mere sarir ke sath kaske pakadke rakha hai. Hum ek dusre ki dil ki tej dhadkanein mehsus karne lage. Hum kuchh waqt aise ek dusre ko bahon me bharke feel karte rahe aur hamare saans tej hone lage. Main dhhere se unki kaan ke pass mera hoth le jake bola
� I love u�
Maa bas mera bahon me pighalte pighalte dheere dheere boli
� I love u too�
Hum ek dusre ko kaske ek dusre ki sarir ke sath milane lage. Main unki naram boobs ko mere chhati me mehsus karne laga. Aur mera penis mera jeans ke andar dheere dheere shakt hoke laga. hum ek dusre ki pith ko dheere dheere sehlane lage. Main tabhi fisfisake unke kaan me bola
"Ab time aya ki nahi?"
Maa sharma ke mere chhati me chehra chhupaya aur fisfisake kahi
� kaunsa�
Main mere sarir ke har kone me unki sarir ko mehsus karte huye kaha
"Tum hamesha har cheez ke liye bolte the.. time ane dijiye..time ane dijiye...abhi bhi woh time nahi aya kya?"
Maa iska koi jawab na deke mujhe bas aur kaske pakadke anpa sharma hui chehra chupa rahi hai. Main meri awaz me bahut sari pyar aur passion lake kaha
"Bolo na Manju"
Maa kuchh pal kuchh na bolke aise hi mujhe pakadke khadi rahi. Fir kuchh pal baad woh apna chehra mera chhati se thoda alag kia. Unki puri sarir me ek halka sa kampan ho raha hai aur main usko mehsus kar pa raha hun. Mera bhi andar ek toofan chal raha hai aur mera penis ab fulke ek dum bada hone laga. Fir maa apna chehra dheere dheere upar ke taraf karne lagi. Unka saans tej ho raha hai. Aankh bandh karke rakhi hai. Main keval pyar se unko dekhe ja raha hun. Main bhi uttejana ke karan garam hone laga. Maa apna chehra ruk ruk ke upar kiya. Unki hoth kaanp rahi hai. Gulabi patli hothon me pyar aur sharam laga hua hai. Mera sawal ka koi jawab na deke woh bas aise apni chehra upar karke unki hoth mujhe samarpan karne ke liye khadi hai. Mere chhati me hazaro hathoda pith raha hai. Khoon daur raha hai aur penis me jake jama hoke usko aur shakt aur khada kar diya. Main samarpit tarikese mere samne khadi meri maa, jo ki ab mera shadi kiya hua biwi hai, unki pith me apna hath se unko pyar se pakad ke mera hoth ko dheere dheere unke hothon ke taraf jhuka ne laga. Maa ankh mund ke rakhi hai, mera chehra unke chehre ka ekdum pass ate hi hum ek dusre ka garam saans ek dusre ki chehre pe mehsus karne laga. Mera bhi andar ka kampan mujhe aur agee badhne ke liye majboor kiya aur main mera hoth ko maa ki hoth ke upar mila diya. Maa ka hoth touch hote hi unka pura badan ekdum kaanp uthi. Mera sarir me lipta hua , mera hath se pakda hua unka naram aur halki sarir me main woh kampan mehsus kiya. Mera bhi andar tufan sa chalne laga. Main mera muh halka sa khola aur maa ka dono hothon ko halke se ek bar chus liya. Mera muh ka gila pan unke hoth pe touch hua aur woh bhi dheere se apna muh halka sa kholi. Main jaise dobara mera hoth unke upar rakha to hum ek dusre ki ek ek hoth ko apni apni hothon ke beech paya aur dheere dheere usko pyar se halka halka chusne laga . Hum ek dusre ki hoth ko aise chus rahe hai jaisa ki hum makhkhan ki bani hui koi cheez pe hoth lagake chus raha hun. Yeh dhyan me rakh ke ki us makhkhan ki cheez ka size shape barkarar rakh ke chusna hai. Jor chusunga to woh pura pighalke muh me ajayega nahi to damage hoke unka shape bigad jayega. Waisa sabdhani se hum nayi nayi lovers ke jaise ek dusre ki hoth ko dheere dheere chuske hamara pyar ko jatane laga. Maa ka hath ab mera pith se dheere dheere upar ake mera kandha pakdi hai. Main mera left hath se unka pith ke upar sehlane laga. Aur right hath se unki kamar ko pakad ke hamara balance banake rakha hai. Main dheere dheere mera muh aur kholke unki puri hoth mera muh me lene ka koshish kiya aur mera jeev se unka hoth chatne laga. Woh bhi unka muh khol ke mujhe sahaj kar de rahi hai. Main mera jeev ekbar unke muh ke andar dala. Unki jeev se takraya, fir main jeev nikalke unki uparwala hoth ko chusne laga.hamara kiss dheere dheere gehra hote ja raha hai. Dono ka hath ka sanchalan se ekdusre ko pata chal raha hai ki hum kitna excited hogaye hai. Mera zindagi ka pehla kiss hai. Woh bhi apni maa yani ki biwi ke sath. Maa bhi 18 saal baad koi purush ka sparsh pake dheere dheere mere bahon me pighalte ja rahi hai. Hamare sarir ke bechh ek bhi gap nahi jahan thoda hawa bhi reh paye. Dono ka sarir ek dusre se mil gaya. Mera penis unke sarir me takrake yeh batane ka koshish kar raha hai ki ab woh zada waqt aise nahi rehna chata hai. Woh uska pasandida jagah pe jana chahta hai. Maa bhi mera mann ka chahat ko samajh rahi hai. Woh ab unka tann mann unki b�te, jo ki ab unki pati hai, unke pass pura samarpan karne ke liye taiyar ho rahe hai.
Achchanak mobile ring hone laga. hum bas ek dusre me khoye huye the to pehle hum sune nahi. Phir thoda time baad phone ka ghanti hum dono ko iss duniya me wapas laya.
Nani ka phone tha.
Mera zindagi ka pehla kiss tha aur maa ke sath hamara pehla kiss tha. Humme uss kiss ka jadu aur uski sukhanubhuti se bahar ane me thoda waqt lag raha tha. Humko mobile ka ghanti sunai to de raha tha but phir bhi aisa lag raha tha ki jaise hum dono bahut dur koi aur duniya me pahuch gaye aur dusri koi duniya se kuchh awaz hamare pass tak pahuch raha hai. Hum dono hi bahut passionately jude huye the, dono hi aankh mude huye the. Dono hi ek tej saans ke sath sath thoda thoda kaanp rahe the andar se. Dono hi ek dusre se kabhi juda na hone ka kasam se ek dusre ko kaske pakde huye the. Hamara jeev aur hoth ke dwara hum hamara pyar jata bhi rahe the aur ek dusre ki pyar ko mehsus bhi kar rahe the. Mujhe maa ki uss gulabi naram hoth se ek nasha hone ja raha tha. Humme pehli saririk sparsh se jo uttejana ho raha tha, usse zada hamare dil me ek dusre ke liye jo pyar hai woh mehsus karna aur uss pyar ko hamare is nayi rishte me sthapan karne ka prayas suru hogaya tha. Maa completely surrender kar chuki thi unke bete ke pass, unke pati ke pass.
Main maa ki hoth se mera hoth ko jaise alag kiya, maa aankh khol ke mere taraf dekhi. Unki ankhon me ek pyar ki aur pyas ki saya nazar aya. Unki chehre pe ek anindya sundar khushi ka abha chhayi hui hai. Woh tabhi bhi mera dono kandha ko apni hatho se pakdi hui hai. Main unke aankh me dekhte huye, mera ek hath se unki pith ko pakadke balance rakhte hue main dusri hath se mera pocket se mobile nikala. Tab maa ko samajh aya ki main kyun hamara pehla pyar ki nishan, pehla chumban ko beech me rok diya tha. Woh kuchh soch ke khud woh khud sharma gaye. Aur ek baar mere taraf dekh ke ek laaj ki hasi haske nazar jhuka liye. Aur achanak jhat se mujhse alag hoke ulta taraf mud ke jane lagi. Main mobile screen ko dekhke fir se maa ko mere se dur jate huye dekhte dekhte smile karte hue phone pe bola
" Hello Naniji... boliye"
Mera baat sunke udhar nani has pade aur yahan maa jate jate achanak keval apni sar ko pichhe ki taraf ghumake mujhe dekhi. Unki us ankhon me jo ek adbhut pyar ki jhalak tha aur unki hothon ko dabake jo ek pyari muskurahat deke gayi, woh main is zindagi kya, agli saat janam tak nahi bhul paunga. Mere andar mera chhati me ek tarang khel gaya aur mera chhati jaisa halka sa hone laga. Unki uss nazar mera dil me ek teer mar ke gayi. Main unki jadu se nikal ne se pehle nani udhar se haske boli
" Abhi bhi main tumhara nani banke rahun kya? "
Is baat se jhat se main hosh me aya aur situation ko sambhalte huye kaha
"Nahi nahi....actually...."
Bolke main ruk gaya. Main kya bolne jaraha tha aur kya bolun yeh sochke main thoda time kuchh nahi bol paraha tha. Maa mere se dur jake khidki ki parda ko hata rahi thi but unka dhyan pura mere upar hai aur main yeh samajh paraha tha. Aur nani ke sath mera is tarah paristhiti me padne me unko maza ane laga. Main bas baat ko ghuma ke bola
"Haan....mummy boliye"
Mujhe thoda sharam araha tha. Maa ko dekha to woh waise hi muskurahat ko apni hothon pe daba ke khidki khol ne ki koshish kar rahi hai. Nani udhar se boli
" Tum log pahuch gaye kya"
Main haske bola
" Haanji.....abhi abhi ghar me entry liye"
Maa ke sath kiss karte huye mere andar jo toofan chal raha tha, woh dheere dheere thanda ho raha tha. Mera penis jo ekdum shakht hoke mera jeans ke andar se maa ki pet ko touch kar raha tha, ab woh bhi dheere dheere shant hone laga. Nani udhar nana ko bata rahe hai ki hum pahuch gaye. Fir nani boli
" Journey me koi pareshani to nahi hua na beta...saman-waman leke"
Maine unko bataya ki
" Nahi.... Train bhi time pe thi. Aur ane me bhi koi taklif nahi hui."
Main gardan ghumake maa ko dekha. Maa puri ghar ko ghur ghur ke dekh rahi thi. Kitchen , drawing cum dinning room aur bedroom. Unki sansar ko samajh rahi thi. Main nani ko puchha
" Papa kya kar rahe hai?"
Nani boli
" Aur puchho mat beta."
Nani ke gale me aisa ek awaz tha jo sunke maine turant bola
"Kyun ..kya hua?"
Bolke main thoda turn hoke maa ki taraf dekha. Maa bedroom ke andar chale gaye the. Unko dikhai nahi diya. Nani udhar se boli
" Subhah ghar pahuch ke tum logon se phone pe baat chit kiya . Tab to thik tha. Lekin breakfast karne ke baad achanak woh ulti kar diye."
Main nani ko puchha
" Arey..dr. Ko dikhaye ki nahi?"
Mera gale me ek aisa concerned tha ki main jab fir se bedroom ke taraf dekha to maa hamare bedroom ke door ke pass khadi hoke mujhe dekh rahi thi, shayad hamare baat ko samajh ne ki koshish kar rahi thi. Main maa ke taraf nazar rakhke nani ko sunte raha
" Nahi beta . Dr to dikhaya nahi. Thoda rest karne ke baad achcha feel kiya to aur dr bulaya nahi. Pichhla teen-chaar din se to tum dekh rahe ho, kitna hectic jar aha tha. Iss liye aaj din bhar rest kiya to ab kafi achcha feel kar rahe hai."
Mera chehre pe nana nani , jo ab mera saas aur sasur hai, unke bare me sochke jo chinta ka abhas aya tha, maa dur se wo padhli aur nani ke sath mera baatchit ka ek tarfa sunke kuchh andaz kiye. Is liye woh mujhe dekhte huye aankhon me ek sawal leke dheer kadmo me mere taraf arahi thi. tab tak nani bolte rahi
" Aur mera baat kabhi sunte hai kya tumhara nana. Kitni baar mana kiya ki dr cigarette peene mana kiya. Lekin kya��chhup chhup ke thik pee lete hai."
Nani nana ke bare me complain kar rahe the. Baat to sahi keh reh the. Hum sab nana ke tabiyat ka chinta karte hai unki bimari ke baad se. Nani woh baatein karte karte itna bhabuk ho gayi thi ki woh nana ko nana hi samboddhit kiye mere pass. Mujhe samajh me araha hai ki jis taraf maa aur main pati patni ki is nayi rishta me ek dusre ko paripurn tarike se gharan karne ke liye jaise ek sangharsh chal raha hai hamare mann me, waise nana nani ko bhi itna din ka purana ek sampark ko badal ke dusri sampark me ane me bhi time lag raha hai. Is liye nana ko mera nana hi bol diye. Main chup hoke sab sun raha tha. Tabhi nani bole
" Manju kahan?"
Maine maa ko dekhte huye kaha
"Idhar hi hai."
Maa mera nazdik hi agayi thi. Unki maang me sindoor aur gale me mangal sutra aur mehendi ke sath is ghar pe unko ek nayi roop me ghumte firte dekh ke mera mann me ek adbhut khushi ka tarang khele ja rahe hai. Ab unki chehre pe ek sawal ke sath sath jo udbeg aur concern nazar aya, usi roop me , ek adarsh beti ke roop me, ek pyari mamtamayi maa ke roop me, main bachpan se unko dekhte araha hun. Aaj mera patni banne ke baad bhi abhi unke chehre pe woh anubhuti ka misran dekh paraha hun. Is me mera dil unke upar aur pighalne laga, aur nani udhar se boli
" Manju ko phone do na zara"
Main hath badhake maa ko phone diya. Woh bas usi tarah ek chinta ke sath chehra banake phone liye aur bole
" Kya hua mummy?"
Bolke maa nani se baat karne lagi. Baat karte karte maa khidki ke taraf jane lagi. Bahar abhi tak andhera aya nahi. Garmi ki season me shaam ko jo orange color ki light chha jati hai charon taraf, woh light ake khidki ke pass khadi maa ki chhere pe gira. Main dur khada rehke maa ki chehre pe baat karte karte dheere dheere ek rahat ki anubhuti ana diadar kar raha hun. Maa ki chehre pe woh rangin roshni ka abha se , ek aparup saundarya nikhar ne laga. Main dur se maa ko nani se baat karte huye dekh dekhke mann hi mann me unke liye bahut sare pyar aur chahat ka ek taan, ek akarshan anubhav kar raha hun. Unki saree unki sarir me tight pehen ne ke karan unki sarir ka sari curves mera nazar ane laga. Aur main wahi khade khade unki dheere dheere chinta mukt hoke nani se haske baat karne ka woh paribartan dekh raha hun. Aur mere andar woh tufan fir se suru ho raha hai. Maa profile me khidki ke pass khadi hoke baat karne ke karan unki boobs, pet, patli kamar aur sudhaul hips-sab kuchh ek apna rang banake mere mann me ek adbhut sirsirani ka janam de raha hai. Mera penis fir se shakt ho raha hai.
Main door ke pass pada hamara teen suitcase ko andar le jane ke liye wahan gaya. Bada wala suitcase ko khichke main bed room me leke gaya. Fir ake dusri wali ko leke ja raha tha. Jate jate maa ko dekha. Woh ab phone me khush hoke baat kar rahi hai. Main bed room me jake suitcase rakha. Jab main tesri aur chhota wala suitcase ko uthaya khich ke le jane ke liye, tab maa ko bolte huye suna
" Thik hai.........haan...deti hun"
Bolke mere taraf ghumi aur mujhe dekh ke ek smile deke mere taraf ane lagi. Main kuchh na bolke unko dekh ke smile diya aur unki badhai hui hath se mobile leke nani ko bola
" Ji mummy boliye"
Aur udhar se papa ki awaz sunai diya.
" Nahi beta..main bol raha hun"
Mera fir bewakufi se maa mere taraf dekh ke has padi. Main nanaji se baat karna suru kiya to maa mere hath se woh suitcase leke khud hi bedroom ke taraf chali gayi. Main baat karte karte ghumke unko dekha. Aur woh bedroom me dakhil hone se pehle ekbar mere taraf ghuma to mere se nazar mil gaya. Woh bas us nazar se mann me ek nasha laganewali ek smile deke andar chali gayi. Hamare beech ek jo moment create ho raha tha ek dusre ko kiss karte time , woh ab is phone call ke wajah se ruk gayi aur jo gamri aur passion humme chad gaya tha woh ab mann me to hai but bahar ane ke liye sahi paristhiti pa nahi raha hai. Shayad maa ne usi ko yaad dilake ek badmashi milake woh hasi mujhe deke gayi. Main keval phone call ka ant hone ka intezar kar raha tha.
Nanaji se thoda baat hone ke baad main phone cut karke bedroom ke taraf chal pada. Jaise hi main door ke pass pahucha to dekha ki maa suitcase kholke sare kapde nikal rahi hai aur sab bed ke upar sajake rakh rahi hai. Mujhe wahan jate mehsus karke woh waise hi mithi mithi hasi hoth pe lagake mujhe dekhi. Woh jhuk ke merewali suitcase se pakda nikal rahi thi aur fir sidha hoke bed ke upar sab rakh rahi thi. Jaise mujhe dekhi to boli
" Itna kapda lejane ki kya jarurat tha?"
Main kya jawab dun, bas aise hi muskurate raha. Maa fir jhuki hui position pe rehke kapda nikalte nikalte boli
" Is teen suitcase ki kapde se to yeh almirah bhar jayegi"
Main bola
" Thik hai..jarurat padega toh aur ek kharid lenge"
Main yahan se khade hoke dekh raha hun ki maa ki mangalsutra gale se neeche ki taraf latak rahi hai aur unki blouse ki frontal cut se unki gori gori mulayem deep cleavage nazar araha hai. Mere andar khun daurne laga. Mujhe malum hai aaj sahi tarah se hamari suhagraat hai. Hum pati patni ka iss pyar ko, is rishte ko sampurn karne ke liye aaj raat pati patni ko consummate hona hai. Main maa ko dekhte dekhte isi soch me the tabhi maa kuchh mehsus karke apni sar upar uthake mujhe dekh ke bas aankhon ki basha se poochne lagi
"Kya hua...kya dekh rahe hai wahan khade khade"
Mujhe maa ko uss position me us adayen me dekh ke laga ki mera dil me ek teer chal gaya. Main iski jawab me bas keval has diya. Woh honth aur aankh me ek adbhut khushi lake mere se nazar hatake kaam karne lagi. Mujhe unki boobs ki upri bhag aur unki iss tarah adayen dekh ke mann kar raha hai ki daurke jake unko apna bahon me bhar lun aur pyar se unki sari badan ko chum ke bas keval pyar hi bhar dun. But mera mann ka yeh ichcha puri karne ke liye jo sahajta aur sahas ka jarurat hai, woh abhi bhi ane me thoda jhijhak rahe hai. Hum pati patni ban gaye hai but hamara itna din ka maa bete ka rishta tha aur woh abhi bhi hamare mann ke ek dum deep me hai. Is liye na maa , na main, koi bhi abhi bhi sahi tarah se ek dusre se free nahi ho paye, ek dusre ke pass mann ki chahat puri karne ke liye age nahi bad parahe hai. Maan chah rahi hai dono ka. Bas ek thin line is vastav aur us chahat ko alag karke rakhi hai. Humme malum hai, waqt hi sab kuchh thik karega. Aur hum dono us waqt ka besabri se intezar me hai. Mera gala suk raha tha. Andar ka chhatfatani aur bahar usko dabake rakhna aur fir aisi paristhiti me ake pyas lag raha tha. Main wahan se kitchen ke taraf gaya.
Ahmedabaad jane se pehle aquaguard ka ek water purifier lagaya tha. Usko start karke main sab khali bottles me paani bharne laga. Main soch raha tha ki kya adbhut hamara naseeb. Main 20 saal me shadi sudha ban gaya. Hamara shadi me na koi guest, na koi light, na kuchh gaana bajana,, na kuchh bhi ho paya. But hum ek dusre ko sachchi dil se pyar karke is rishte me jud gaye. Duniya me sab se alag yeh shadi aur alag yeh pehli sham, pehli raat. Main pani peeke ek bottle leke bedroom ke taraf chali. Main jaise hi room ke door ke taraf pahucha, dur se door ki dono parde ki gap se dekha ki maa khuli hui almirah ka do darwaja pakad ke chup chap khadi hai. Unki body gesture aur profile face pe woh expression se malum pad raha hai ki woh bahut surprised hui hai aur sath me ek khushi unko chha rahi hai. Main wahan ruk gayi aur maa ko aise dekh ke mera dil me ek anubhuti aya. Maa zindagi me pati ke sath sansar karne ka asli khushi sur sukh kabhi thik se payi nahi. zindagi me chhoti chhoti cheezen jo humme khushi deti hai, who labhi payi nahi. Aaj zindagi ka iss mod pe ake achanak sab kuchh nayi tarah se pake khud ke andar hi surprised ho rahi hai. Ek purani jeevan ko ab ek nayi jeevan ke roop me dalke usko fir se jeene ka jo mauka naseeb ne diye hai, usme woh sach much khud ko bhagyashali samajh rahi hai. Is liye ab chhoti chhoti cheezon se bhi unki andar ka emotion ubhar ke bahar arahi hai. Main khade khade mann ko bolte raha ki main zindagi bhar maa ko aise hi khushi aur anand dena chahta hun. Zindagi ka aise hi rang me unko ranga ke rakhna chahta hun. Main agee badh ke room ke taraf gaya. Maa bishmoy ke sath almirah ke andar dekh rahi thi aur jaise hi mera presence ghar ke andar mehsus kiya woh dheere dheere mudke mujhe dekhi. Main janta hun ki almirah ke andar main unke liye bahut sare sarees, jwellary wagera sare cheezon ko jo kharidke rakha hai, maa kabhi kalpana nahi kiya ki main aisa karunga unke liye. Shadi se pehle yahan ghar me jo kuchh kiya tha sab phone pe bataya tha. But main yeh sab unse chhupake kiya tha. Aur aaj maa who sab dekh ke unke prati mera jo pyar hai, usme woh dheere dheere behe jane lagi. Aur main aaj unko is tarah khush dekh ke mere andar aur pyar ane laga. Maa mujhe bina palak jhapak ke kuchh pal aise dekhe aur fir ek mithi muskan deke mujhe unki dil ki sare anubhuti ko mere andar sancharit kar di.
Main pani ka bottle ko wahi table pe rakh ke dheer kadmo me maa ki taraf badhne laga. Maa almirah ka dono darwaja ko dono hath se pakadke mere taraf sar ghuma ke mujhe dekhte hue khadi hai. Main unki us pyar bhari muskan ka jawab ek chawdi smile se dete huye unke pass pahucha. Unko is surprise dena chahta tha aur woh sach ho gaya. Main unke pass pahuchke unke ekdum nazdik khada ho gaya. Maa apni bishmay ko apni khud ki mann ki khushi se aur sharm se dhak ke ek adbhut pyar bhari smile deke aur dil me teer laganewali ek nazar deke unki chehra thoda jhuka li. Main unke pass ekdum nazdik khada hun. Hum koi kuchh nahi bol rahe hai. Keval is pal ko mehsus kar rahe hai. Kuchh pal baad maine unki kaan ke pass muh le jake fisfisake puchha
"Tumhe pasand nahi ayi"
Woh dheere dheere mere taraf nazar ghumake ankhon me ankh dalke honton pe khushi ka muskurahat rakh ke unki sar ek adbhut pyari tarike se hilake dheere se boli
" Bahut"
Fir nazar ko thoda dusri taraf karke ek halka udasi awaz se boli
"Main sapne me bhi nahi socha ki.....mujhe zindagi me kabhi aisa pyar milega."
Maa yeh bolke unki andar ka emotion ko control karte huye ruk gayi. Fir khud hi has ke wahi chup hoke khadi rahi. Main mehsus kiya ki maa is tarah pyar ko zindagi me fir se paa ke , mehsus karke andar se pighal rahi hai. Main dekh raha hun ki maa ka left hand ki index finger amlirah ka door ke upar rub kar rahi hai. Main samajh gaya maa ke andar ek anjani anubhuti unki sarir me daur rahi hai. Main unke pass rehke mera sar ko dheere se thoda age le jake unki sar ko touch karwaya. Maa mera touch se achanak kaanp uthi. Woh kampan unki sarir me itni prominently tha ki main apni akhon se woh dekh paya. Mere andar woh chahat , woh uttejana fir se agaya. Main apni saans ki garmi pan khud mehsus kar raha hun. Apni sarir me jo khalbali machi hai woh mehsus kar raha hun. Mera penis ka shakht hone ka taza ishara main mehsus kar raha hun. Main dheere dheere unke baalon me mera naak touch karwaya aur unki balon ki khushbi swas bharke lene laga. Mera dono hath dheere dheere uthke unki kamar ko pakda aur mera left hand unki pet ki bare skin ke upar touch ho gayi. Maa ki saans tej ho rahi hai. Main mera pair ko thoda age le jake unki sarir me sidewise mera sarir touch karwa diya. Main unki baalon me do teen bar naak ragad ke dheere dheere unki left shoulder ke upar mera muh ko leke aya. Aur jaise hi mera hoth unki gardan ki mulayem skin pe touch hua , woh ek gudgudi sa feel karne lagi. Aur main mera naak aur hoth ko unki gori gori sudhaul gardan me ekbar rub karte hi woh jhat se apna shoulder ko khich liya aur jor se has padi. Main unko kamar me dono hath ko bedh lagake dono hath ko lock karke kaske pakda hua hai. Is liye woh mere se dur ja to nahi paye but haste haste gudgudi feel karte karte boli
" Arey..kya kar rahe hai...chhodiye....mujhe bahut kaam karna hai abhi."
Main mera hoth aur naak se unki skin ki upar rub karna bandh karke bas unko chupchap pakadke khada hun. Woh bhi ab shant ho gayi. But hamara dono ka saans tej beh rahi hai. Mera jeans ke andar ka penis jeans phad ke bahar ana chah rahi hai. Fir bhi main unki ichcha ko samman dete huye unke sath aur badmashi kiya nahi. Hum aise kuchh pal ek dusre se lipat ke khade rehne ke baad maa dheere se boli
" Chhodiye na...muhe ab kaam karne dijiye"
Main samajh gaya maa abhi yeh sab karna nahi chah rahe hai. Lekin woh chahti hai. Mere andar khushi se bhar gaya. Main unko mera bahon se mukt karke unke pass me hi khada hun. Maa mera hath ka bandhan se mukt hoke turant wahan se jane lagi aur jate jate mere taraf dekh ke boli ki
" Chaliye fatafat jaiye...aur market se saman wagera leke aiye. "
Bolke maa fir se khuli hui suitcase ke pass pahuch gayi aur kapda bagera sametne lagi. Main samajh nahi paya maa kya lane ko kaha. Maine maa ko puchaa
" Kya leke auun?"
Maa mere taraf dekh ke mera na samjhne ka halat dekh ke khud has padi. Aur mujhe dekhte hue boli
" Raat ko dinner nahi karna hai."
Main bola
" Toh uske liye market se kya lana. Main hotel se khana mangwata hun"
Maa kaam karte karte ruk gayi aur mujhe dekhte rahi. Fir nazar hatake kaam karna suru karti hai aur waise kaam karte karte boli
" Oh.. Main banaun to mera hath ka khana pasand nahi ayega"
Maa ka gale me ek aisa touch tha ki main andar se kaanp gaya. Main unko har pal khush dekhna chahta hun, unki har ichcha ko main adesh manke pura karna chahta hun, main is paristhiti ko sahaj karne ke liye has pada aur turant bola
" Duniyaka sare 5 star hotel ka khana bhi tumhara hath ka bana hua khane ke pass fika hai"
Maa jhat se mudke mujhe dekhi aur has padi. Fir boli
" Toh jaiye. Saman leke aiye aur main tab tak yeh sab samet ke rakh deti hun."
Main unke taraf dekh ke smile kar raha hun aur woh mujhe dekh ke haske fir se kaam pe dhyan diye. Main unko is tarah ek nayi roop me, nayi dulhan ki roop me, meri biwi ki roop me dekh ke mann hi mann ek khushi ki sagar me beh gaya aur fir yaad aya ki arey aaj raat to hamara suhaag raat hai. Yahan koi nahi jo is suhaagraat me nayi dulha dulhan ke liye sab kuchh sajake-guchha ke denge. Yahan keval hum dono hai. Main turant soch liya ki hammari suhaagraat ko aur sundar aur khubsurat tarike se sajake manane ke liye mujhe bahut kuchh lana bhi hai. Main turant maa ko ek jhalak dekhke wahan se nikal gaya market jane ke liye.
Bahar andhera ho gaya. Phir bhi asman me ujala dekh pa raha hun. Street light jal raha hai. Charon taraf bijli ka roshni chha gayi hai. Fir bhi nature ka adbhut mahima se asman abhi bhi ujala jaisa hai. Garmi ke time aise kuchh kuchh sham hoti hai, jahan ek adbhut roshnai se charon taraf bhar jata hai. Aur tab ek aisa anubhuti mann ke andar ataa hai jo kabhi kisi bhi paristhiti me mann ko waisa feel nahi karwata hai. Kuchh khushi, kuchh gham milake woh anubhuti hum ko sab ke beech me rehke bhi humme sab se alag kar deta hai..kuchh palon ke liye. Main asman ke taraf se nazar hata ke neeche laya to ek cycle rickshaw mere samne tab tak agaya tha. Main usme chadke bazar ke taraf jate jate socha..kya adbhut is duniya ka niyam. Hamare pass kitne sare materialistic cheezen hote hai. Hum ek cheez deke usi ke barabar tolmol ke dusri cheez pate hai. Paisa sab ke pass saman tarike se nahi hai. Is liye bahut kuchh cheezen tolmol ke chakkar me zindagi me adhura reh jata hai. Lekin hamare pass ek karkhana hai, jahan hum hamare marzi ke mafik jo chahe jitna chahe kuchh cheez utna pa sakte hai. Aur uski dum par humme bahut kuchh mil sakta hai. Haan..hamara mann. Hamare mann ek aisa cheezon ka karkhana hai, jahan se humme jitna chahe emotion, passion, love, loyalty, honesty mil sakta hai. Aur uss cheez ka balbuta se hum bahut kuchh mann pasand, mann chahe cheez pa sakte hai, aur nature usko pane me aapko sehyog deta hai. Mera maa ke prati pyar aisa hi ek balisth namuna. Main unko shayad jaane-aanjane me itna pyar kar baitha tha, itna chahne laga tha ki aaj zindagi ka is mod pe hum ek sath ho gaye. Maa bhi mann se shayad aanjaane me aisahi kuchh chahi hogi, is karan woh aaj apne bete ke zindagi me hamesha ke liye uska apna banke agayi. Ek adrishya dhaga se humare mann bandh gaya tha aur aab hum is samaj me ek nayi rishte me judke, ek nayi zindagi jeena ka suruyat kar diya. Aaj hamare zindagika woh special din hai, jo har couple, har pati patni ke jeevan me ek baar ata hai. Aur iss anokhi pal ko main special, meri maa ke liye, meri biwi ke liye bahut special banana chahta hun. Jab hamare baal grey ho jayega, jab hum sare cheezen bolne se zada mehsus karenge, hamare pota poti aaju-baju ghumte rahenge, tab balcony me aise hi ek shaam ko hath me hath rakhke baithke, asman ke taraf dekhte huye iss pal ko, is din ko yaad karke kuchh khushi mehsus karenge.
Maa se sath gharme jo jo cheezen lene ke liye discuss kiya tha , woh sab sare saman main le liya. Aur main maa ko na batake ek cheez liya. Bahut sare gulab ki phool aur gulab ki papriyan. Baki sab saman ke sath phoolon ka bhi ek bada packet banaya aur rickshaw leke ghar wapas agaya. Calling bell bajate hi maa darwaja khol di. Maa ko dekh ke mera chhati me chhanchhan karke ek siharan khel gaya. Yeh maa ki aur ek roop jo aaj pehli baar dekhne ko mila. Maa smile karke mujhe dekh rahi thi. Unki baalon ko ekattha karke upar ki taraf uthake sarke upar ek casual juda bana hua hai. Maang me sinddor ka laal rang jaljal kar raha hai. Gale me mangal sutra latak ke uski locket unki mulayem aur deep cleavage ke pass padi hui hai. Aur unki kandha me ek towel rakhi hui hai. Mujhe ek jhalak dekh ke pata chal gaya ki woh nahane ke liye ja rahi thi. Ek to itna garmi, dusri yeh hai ki kal se hum train me the. Aaj din bhar nahane ka mauka nahi mila. Is liye ab woh nahane ke liye taiyar ho rahi thi. Lekin unki is roop ko ek jhalak dekh ke mere mann khushi se pighal raha tha aur mera penis shakht hoke fudak ne laga. Woh bahut zada s*xy lag rahi thi. Unki woh saaj, woh adayen aur yeh paristhitiyan mujhe unke taraf khhich raha tha aur andar se bahut orgy feel ho raha tha. Main bas smile kar raha tha. Mere dono hathon me itna sare saman dekhke maa has padi aur boli
" Arey ..sara bazar uthake leke aye kya!!"
Bolke mere hath se kuchh packets aur carry bags lene ki koshish kiya. Main ne sabdhani se phoolon ka packet na deke baki kuchh saman unko de diya. Aur andar agaya. Maa saman leke kitchen ke taraf chal padi. Main door bandh karke unke pichhe pichhe jane laga. Unki har step me mujhe halka halka jhum jhum awaz sunai dene laga. Woh jo payel peheni hui hai, yeh uski awaz hai. Unko pichhe se aise awaz uthake jati hui, dil me aag lagane wali hips ki ek rhythm me, aise akarshit karnewali ek andaz me jate huye dekhke mera dil teji se dhadakne laga. Maa aaj raat mere bahon me hogi. Mera biwi banke mujhe pati ka sare adhikar degi. Unki sarir ka har jagah me chhu ne ka, har kone me kiss karme ka, mere bahon me leke jee bhar ke pyar karne ka adhikar degi. Unki tann puri tarah se unki bete ke pass, unki pati ke pass samarpan karegi. Main iske liye betab hun aur woh bhi mann me iske liye intezar kar rahi hogi jarur. Maa kitchen me dakhil hogayi. Aur main kitchen me ghusne se pehle phoolon ka packet fat karke wahi padi hui ek rack ke upar rakh diya aur kitchen me ghus gaya. Main market me tha aur maa isi beech me hamare sare kapde to samet ke rakh diya hai, upar se ghar bhi saaf safai kar diye hai. Kitchen bilkul saaf nazar aya. Kuchh bartan ko dhoke wahi rakhi hai. Jo extra packet aur kuchh useless saman pada tha usko ek alag packet me bharke wahi slab ke neeche rakhi hui hai. Main akela kya karta. Kuchh nahi. Aur aaj maa ki hath ki chhonya se puri ghar chamak rahi hai. Yeh ghar bhi jaise mere tarah unki malkin ki ane me, unki sparsh me khush ho rahi hai.
Maa packet se kuchh kuchh saman nikal ke bahar rakh rahi hai. Tabhi kaam karte karte mere taraf ekbar dekh ke boli
" Dekhiye to....fridge kyun nahi on ho rahi hai"
Main mera hath ka saman sab wahi rakh diya tha. Aur wahan khada hoke maa ko aur is gharko dekh raha tha. Jab maa boli main turant ghum ke fridge ke taraf jate huye bola
" Kyun...kya ho gaya!!"
Aur main fridge ke pass jake door khola to dekha ki fridge bandh hai. Maa tab pichhe se boli
" Kya malum....stabilizer me toh current hai"
Main sidha hoke uthke jaise hi dekha to main khud has pada. Maa mere taraf dekhne ke liye pichhe ki taraf sar ghumake hothon pe ek halka smile leke puchhi
" Arey.... Has kyun rahe hai"
Main ne fridge ke plug lagate lagate bola
" Jaane ke din subha yeh stabilizer wala isko replace karke naya deke gaya. Aur uske baad se fridge chala nahi. Tabhi se fridge ka plug khula hua tha"
Main plug lagake door kholtehi andar light on dikha. Aur main haske maa ki taraf dekha. Maa tabhi wahan se jane ke liye kadam badhayi aur boli
" Thik hai usko chalne dijiye. Main ake saman bharti hun."
Mujhe malum hai maa nahane jayegi , fir bhi main achanak bewakuf jaisa sawal puchha
"Kahan ja rahi ho"
Maa mere pass agayi thi. Mujhe cross karke jate jate mere taraf mudke dekhte huye smile kiya aur kandha se towel nikal ke left hath ke upar rakhi. Fir ankhon me ek adbhut adayen aur hoth pe ek pyari hasi ko dabate hue dheere se boli
" Nahane"
Aur fir haste huye mere taraf ek adbhut nazar fek ke kitchen se bahar nikal gayi. Maa mere bewakufi sawal me aisa ek awaz mehsus kiya tha jiska jawab me woh shayad aise adayen aur ankhon ka bhasha se yeh keh ke gayi ki " ab main kahan jaun, ab to main tumara hi ho chuki hun. Hamesha tumhare pass hi rahungi". Mera mann unki is tarah ishara se jhum uthi. Aur dekha ki maa bahar jake bed room ke taraf chali gayi. Is ghar pe bed room ke sath lagi hui bathroom bahut bada hai. Dusri jo hall ke sath attached hai woh bathroom cum toilet to hai but woh itna chhota hai ki usko keval toilet kehna hi thik hoga. Main bahar ake rack se woh phoolon ka packet uthaya aur bedroom ke taraf chala.
Bedroom me ake dekha maa sare kapde wagera almirah me sajake rakh diya aur room ko bhi sajake saman wagera properly apni apni jagah pe rakh diye. Aur mere mann ke andar hathoda pithna suru hogaya jab dekha ki maa hamare liye nayi kharidi hui double bed ke upar ek nayi bedcover bichhake neatly banake rakhi hai. Upar ke taraf dono takiya bhi nayi cover ke sath hai. Is bistar aaj se mera aur maa ka hai. Neeche ki taraf maa ka ek saree aur mera pajama aur t shirt rakhi hui hai bed ke upar. Mujhe nahake pehen ne ke liye woh kapda maa nikal ke rakhdi aur khud apni blouse aur peticote leke bath room me chali gayi lekin saree yahan rakhke gayi. Bathroom se paani girne ka aur maa ki bangles ka awaz araha hai. Tabhi mera mobile ring hone laga. Main pocket se nikalke dekha ki mera office ka colleague ka phone. Main receive karke "hello" bola aur bahar jane ke liye chal pada. Main phoolon ka packet wahi side me computer table ke neeche chhupa ke rakh ke bedroom se bahar agaya.
Mera colleague mere se senior hai. Woh puchh raha tha kal se main join kar raha hun ki nahi. Main teen din ka chhutti aur shani bar half day liya tha. Kal se mera join karna tha. Is liye woh confirm kar raha hai kyun ki us hisabse kaal ka plan of action banega. Main bola ki haan main aaj MP agaya aur kaal se office aunga. Fir thoda office ka kaam ki baatein aur idhar udhar ka baatein karne ke baad hum "bye" bolke phone cut diye. Main achanak is khushi ka ek adbhut nasha laganewali mahal se office ki kaam ke duniya me chala gaya tha. Main jab fir se bedroom me aya to tabhi bhi maa bathroom me hi thi. Main mera mobile aur purse nikal ke computer table ki drawer me rakh diya. Tabhi pichhe se bathroom ka door unlock karke kholne ki awaz ayi. Main pichhe muda to dekha ki maa bathroom door ko thoda kholke mere hi taraf dekh rahi hai. Hamara nazar miltehi hum dono smile kiya. Maa ki mehendi kiya hua right hand door ko pakdi hui hai. Door thoda sa open ke karan utni chhoti gap se unki chehra puri nahi dikh raha hai. But unki bhigee zulfiyan unki right side me gaal ke upar se latak rahi hai. Unki right shoulder ki thoda hissa dikh raha hai us gap se. Gori gori mulayam skin ke upar do char paani ka bund moti jaisa chamak raha hai. Aur arm ke neeche se towel lapeti hui hai aur woh unki boobs ki upar pakdi hui hai, samajh me araha hai. Maa blouse wagera leke to gayi thi, shayad woh abhi tak peheni nahi hai. Main smile karte huye wahan khade khade unko dekh raha tha to maa ko sharam aa gayi. Maa aankhon me pyar aur sharam ki ek adbhut misran leke smile ke sath boli
" Jaiye yahan se..mujhe bahar ana hai"
Maa ke sath dheere dheere thoda sahaj hona suru ho gaya tha. Is liye mere dimag me ek badmashi budhdhi aagaya. Main hoth pe ek badmashi hasi leke unko dekhte dekhte table pe tek lagaya. Maa mera irada samajh gayi. Woh bas gale me thoda anurodh ka sur lake pyari biwi ke jaise fir se boli
" Jaiye na aap"
Mujhe maa ko is tarah satane me maza aaraha tha. Main yahan khade rahunga toh woh bahar nahi ayegi. Aur woh ab bahar ana chahti hai. Maa toh ab meri biwi hai. Main unko towel me kyun nahi dekh sakta. Aisa ek halka bhavna mere dimag me ghum raha tha. Main usme bund hoke maa ko dekhte reh gaya. Unko ustarah bheege balon me, sarir me towel lapete hui besh me thoda didar karke aur baki kalpana me sochke mere andar khun daur raha tha. Hum pati patni banne ke baad abhi tak ek dusre ke pass puri tarah open nahi ho paye. But hum dono hi koshish kar rahe hai ki hamare beech koi byabdhan na rahe. Hum do sarir aur ek atma hojaye. Aur humme yeh bhi malum hai ki initial jhijhakpan ke baad time ke sath sath sab thik ho jayega. Mera hilne ka koi irada na dekh ke maa pyar se dheere dheere ek adbhut adayen ke sath boli
" Aap yahan aise khade rahenge to main aa nahi paungi"
Main bhi haske dheere dheere bola
" Kyun...tum to towel peheni hui ho. Ajao bahar"
Mera baat sunke unki chehra sharam se laal ho gaya. Woh apni nazar jhuka li aur door ke upar right hand ko halka halka rub karti hui fisfisake boli
" Nahi....mujhe sharam aarahii hai"
Main samajh gaya maa meri biwi ban gayi. But mere samne patni ke jaisa puri tarah khulke ane me unko samay lag rahi hai. Woh chahti hai hum pati patni ke tarah ban jaye aur uske liye unke andar woh koshish bhi dikhta hai. Lekin achanak maa se biwi banna unke liye bhi ek kathin challenge hai. Aur isme mujhe unki sath dena chahiye. Unki bhavnayen mera mann ko chhun ke gayi. Main wahan se bahar ke taraf jane laga. Tab maa pichhe se boli
" Bahar jake parda laga dijiyega"
Main mudke unko ek smile diya. Woh mere nazar me nazar milake jaise yeh keh rahi hai ki " sorry janu, main tumhare sath zindagi ka har pal ek sath jeena chahti hun. Tumko pyar karke, tumhara pyar pake meri zindagi ko khushi ki sagar me baha dena chahti hun. Lekin hamare is nayi rishte me khud ko tumhari patni banke hamare beech ka sare badha ko par karne me thoda waqt lag raha hai. Please forgive me"
Unki dil ki baaten mehsus karke mere mann me unki upar aur pyar ane laga. Aur main ek smile ke sath unko woh barta samjhake wahan se bahar agaya. Bahar ake main darwaja ka parda thik se khichke bandh kar diya. Mujhe samajh me aaraha hai ki maa andar bathroom se bahar agayi. Unki payel ki aur bangles ki run-jhun awaz se main wahi khade khade sab samajh pa raha tha. Agar main chaun to parda cross karke room ke andar dakhil ho sakta hun. Lekin main unki biswas ko todna nahi chahta. Woh chahti thi to khud ake darwaja lock kar sakti thi. But woh keval mujhe parda laga ne ke liye bolke mere upar biswas se unki mann me ek bharosa aya. Aur usme woh khud ko mere pass surakshit, mehfuz mehsus kar rahi hai. Main woh nahi tod sakta. Har rishte me biswas aur bharosa main pillar hota hai. Usi ke buniyad ke upar vishwa sansar ka sare rishte tike huye hai. Aaj unke mann me mere upar jo biswas aur bharosa ka building ban na suru hua, main khud apni hathon se usme ek ek brick jodke usko aur strong aur uncha banana chahta hun. Hamare rishte ko aur majbut aur mehfuz banana chahta hun. Woh unki taraf se ganth bandh liya. Ab mera bari hai uski sahi tarah se nurture karke age badhane ka. Mera bahut mann kar raha hai maa ko, meri biwi ko usi bheegi abastha me dekhne ke liye. Fir bhi main mann ko shant karne ki koshish karke bahar hall me attached bathroom me chala.
Bazar se ate time mujhe bahut ek number wali pressure araha tha. Ab fir se woh pressure aye to main toilet me jake susu karne laga. Mera penis ko ek hath se pakad ke rakha tha. Mujhe mera penis bahut garam mehsus hua. Kuchh din se mera penis hamesha thoda thoda fuli hui reh raha tha. Aur aaj to sham se ek dum shakt ho ke reh raha tha. Mujhe uski taraf dekhke maa ki bheegi chehre pe gaal ke upar bheege zulfon aur bare shoilder pe thoda paani ka bund , sath me towel lapetke boobs ke upar pakadke rakhne wala tasvir nazar ke samne agaya. Aur mera penis achanak mere hath ke andar hi teji se fulne laga. Main bas aur thoda waqt ka intezar ke liye mann ko samjhake bahar aya.
Toilet se bahar kadam rakhtehi bedroom se mera mobile ka ringing awaz sunai diya. Main parde ke pass jake maa ko puchha
"Mera mobile ring ho raha hai"
Main sidhi tarike se andar jane ke liye na bolke aise puchha. Maa andar se jawab diya
" Ake utha lijiye"
Main andar jate hi maa ko dekha. Woh dressing table ki mirror ke samne khadi hoke unki baal kanghi kar rahi thi. Unki baal bahut lambe bhi hai ghane bhi. Baal ko samne ki taraf le jake woh pyar se kanghi kar rahi hai. Mirror ke through mere se nazar milte woh mujhe smile deke nazar jhukake kanghi karte rahi. Woh ek laal rang ki blouse aur merun-yellow-golden rang ka ek saree peheni hui hai. Maa ko deep color ke kapde me dekh ke aur unki nahayi hui fresh chehre ko dekh ke mujhe ek nayi koi ladki jaisi lag raha tha. Lag nahi raha tha ki woh meri maa hai, jisko bachpan se mere pass dekhte araha tha. Unki gale me mangal sutra aur unki mann ki khushi ka rang se unnki badan puri tarah alag lag rahi hai. Main smile karke jake mobile liya. Mera makan malik hai. Main surprised ho gaya. Buddha ne aaj tak kabhi phone nahi kiya. Hamesha main hi phone karta tha. Rent bhi online transfer karke main bata deta tha. Aur aaj kisliye phone kar raha hai. Iss chinta ke sath main phone receive kiya
"Hello"
Udhar se awaz aya
"Beta tum agaye"
Maine bola
"Haan ji. Aaj hi aya"
Unhone kaha
"Bahu bhi ayi hai na sath me?"
Mujhe ab samajh me aya. Unko pata tha main shadi karke biwi ko leke araha hun. Maine bola
"Haan ji woh bhi ayi hai"
"Achcha..achcha...badhiya hai. Mera subh kamnayen hai tum logon ke liye beta. Kuchh cheez ka jarurat hai to bata dena. Aur Patel sahab kaise hai?"
Yeh uncle to nanaji ka fan ban gaya ekdum. Maine kaha.
"Thank u uncle. Aur nanaji thik hai."
"Achcha achcha...woh aye to mujhe milne ke liye jarur kenha. Chalo beta rakhta hun. Khush raho"
"Ji uncle"
Bolke main phone cut kar diya. Maa balon ko kanghi karte karte mujhe dekh rahi thi phone pe baat karte huye . Phone cut ne ke baad unhone ankhon ke ishara se puchhi kaun tha.
Maine mobile rakhte rakhte bola
" Land lord"
Maa ankhon me ek sawal ka look leke puchhi
" Unko malum hai"
Maine kaha
" Haan..ghar ka kuchh kaam karwane ke time bol diya tha ki meri biwi arahi hai"
Fir maa hothon ke smile dabate huye nazar ghuma liye aur mirror me khud ko dekhte rahi. Main maa ko ek surprise dene ke liye dheere se almirah ke pass gaya aur locker khol ke mera unke liye kharida hua necklace nikal ke almirah bandh kiya. Yahan se maa aise position pe khadi hai ki na woh directly mujhe dekh parahi hai , na mirrior ke through. Maine necklace ki case ko pichhe chhupake unki taraf muda. Maa tab jhuk ke dressing table se kuchh uta rahi thi. Main dheere dheere unke pass jane laga. Maa mirror me dekhti hui maang me sindoor laga rahi thi. Aur tabhi woh mirror ke through unke kandha ka pichhe se mujhe unke taraf ate huye dekhi. woh mujhe mirror me dekhte huye ek pyari smile ke sath maang me mera naam ka sindoor lagayi. Sindoor lagate huye unki ankhon me ek adbhut pyar aur emotion nazar aya. Woh usme mera mangal kamnayen aur hamare married life ka paripurnta ke liye ek nishabd barta jaise ki bhagwan ko bata diye. Mera mann is me ekdum unke liye , unke sari khushi ke liye ek nishabd pratigya se bhar gaya. Main dheere se unke pichhe jake khada ho gaya. Maa mirror ke through mujhe dekh rahi hai aur thoda thoda blush kar rahi hai. Main bhi pyar se haske unko dekh raha tha. Hum actually bahut kam baatein kar rahe the. Ek dusre ko hum jante hai. Ek dusre ko bachpan se dekhte arahe hai. So hamare beech koi nayi cheez nahi hai. Is liye shayad baat chit kam kar rahe hai , keval hum hamare is nayi rishte ko mehsus kar rahe hai, isko thik tarike se palan karne ka taiyai kar rahe hai, aur hamare beech chhupi hui ek dusre ke liye ek adbhut pyar ko discover kar rahe hai. Aur uski khushi se bund hoke hum ek dusre ki nazdik arahe hai. Main maa ko dekhte dekhte pichhe se hath nikal ke woh case ko age le gaya aur unki samne pakadke rakha. Maa mera hath ke taraf dekhi aur hath me ek case dekh ke thoda surprised ho gayi aur ankhon me ek sawal leke nazar uthake mirror ke through mere taraf dekhi. Main uske jawab me bas keval haske dheere se bola
"Tumhare liye"
Maa samajh gayi ki koi jewellery hoga. To unhone mithi si ek smile deke hath badhake mere hath me pakda hua woh box kholne gayi. Fir maa nazar uthake ekbar pyar se mere taraf dekh ke ek hath se woh box open kiya. Uske andar ek diamond studded necklace tha. Bahut bhari aur chawdi type nahi. Slim but stylist. Gol gol ball jaise diamond studded bids ka haar type ka hai uske neeche ek love sign pendant hai jo bahut sare diamond aur alag alag james studded tha. Aur jaise hi maa us box ko open kiya woh ekdum sa surprised ho gayi aur unki muh us expression ko byakt karte huye thoda khul gaya. Main unke samne woh box pakadke unke pichhe khada hun. Mera saans unke gardan ko chhun ke ja raha hai. Maa apni right hand ko loose muththi karke apni khuli hui hothon ke pass lake thumb nail ko hoth ko sparsh karwake aur muththi se chin ko beech bechh me touch karwake kuchh pal us necklace ko dekhte rahi. Unke mann me bahut kuchh cheezon ka toofan chal raha hoga jarur. Main keval unko hi dekhe ja raha hun. Kuchh pal baad maa aankh uthake mere taraf ek ascharya aur adbhut pyari nazar se dekhte rahi. Main us ankhon me unki mann ki sare baat pad li. Fir bhi mujhe aise dekh rahi thi is liye haske puchha
"Kya!!"
Maa kuchh na bolke keval sar hilake aur ankhon me ek baar dheere se palak jhapak ke boli ki kuchh nahi. Lekin main janta hun woh bahut kuchha batake gayi un nazron se. Main fir bola
" Pasand nahi aya"
Maa mujhe dekhte rahi. Jaise ki woh bol rahe hai "pagal..mujhe keval pasand nahi, bahut pasand hai", lekin woh muh se boli ki
"Bahut"
Main ne haske dheere se bola
"Peheno"
Woh bas muskura uthi aur mere ankhon me ekbar dekh ke fir nazar jhuka ke fisfisake boli
" Aap pehna dijiye"
Main muh pe ek chawdi smile lake woh box se necklace ko nikal ke maa ki gale me pichhe khade hohe pehna diya. Maa nazar uthake mirror pe dekhi pehle mere se nazar mila fir necklace ko dekhte dekhte blush kia. Aur apni hath uthake pendant ko sidha karke unki gori aur mulayem chhati ke upar , cleavage ke line pe pyar se rakhi. Main unko dekhte huye unki shoulder pe mera chin touch karwake dheere se bola
"Bahut sundar dikh rahi ho...aur..."
Bolke main chup ho gaya. Maa mere taraf dekhte huye has padi aur ankhon me bahut sare pyar leke dheere se puchchi
" Aur kya?"
Main unko dekhte huye kaan ke pass fisfiske boli
" Aur bahut s*xy"
Maa blush kar ke nazar jhuka li aur ek pyari adayen leke boli
" Dhyatt"
Main hasne laga aur mera gardan unki kandha ke upar se thoda agee badhake mera chehra unke chehra ke pass le jake unko kiss karne gayi to maa achanak ek pyar bhari adayein aur mithi si awaz se boli
"Uuuummmm.....pasina hai. jaiye jake nahaiye pehle"
Main maa ki yeh baat sunke mann hi mann uchhal padi. Haan ..mera badan pasine se bhara hua hai. Ek toh nahaya nahi abhi tak. Fir is garmi me market jake aya. Us ke liye pasina toh hai, lekin maa ne jis tarah kahi isme main aur khush hogaya. Mujhe unke pass ane dene me koi hichkichahat nahi hai. Is liye 'pehle naha lijiye' bolke ishara kar diya ki aaj woh khud ko mere pass samapran karne ke liye ekdum taiyar hai.
But main tabhi bhi janta nahi tha ki yeh haptah mere life ka sabse busy hapta ban jayega. Office ke kaam ka pressure sambhalne ke sath sath mera zindagi ka naya safar suru karne ke liye sare intezam me lag pada. Main gharka sare last minute jarurat cheezen ko ek ek karke arrange karke lake rakh raha hun. Abhi tak main ek single bed pe sota tha. Ab hum dono ke liye ek double bed bhi kharida. Mujhe ek achcha palank jaisa khat pasand tha. Uska dono side me uncha uncha lakdi ka panel me sundar sundar design kiya hua. Aur charon kone me stand laga hua hai . Usme machchar dani lagane ke liye. Mujhe pasand tha. Maine maa ko phone karke bataya to maa ne boli ki uss type palank spacious ghar ke liye achcha hai. Chhota size ki ghar par two in one type khat zada kaam ka hote hai. Mujhe actually yeh sab malum nahi tha. To maa ne bataya ki jab hamare bada ghar hoga tab woh kharidenge. Lekin ab ke liye box khat lena thik rahega. So maine unki kehne par ek box khat kharida.uske neeche cabinet bana hua hai. Usme saman rakhne ke liye achchi tarah se bana hua hai. Sath me naye gadde aur pillows wagera sab deep color me liya. Aur woh chhota bed ko bahar hall me rakh diya.
Main ek duvidha me tha. Mujhe shadi ke liye kam se kam teen char din ka chhutti chahiye tha. Maine office me naya naya join bhi kiya. Kam ka pressure bhi hai . Aur mujhe dikhane ke liye jo reason hai who main keh nahi sakta. Office me zada lamba chhutti ka apply karunga to mera team meambers colleagues toh puchhenge hi main kis liye chhutti le raha hun. Aur main unko kaise bataun ki main shadi karne jar aha hun. Agar yeh bata diya to unsab ko invite karna padega. Aur agar unme se koi mera shadi attend karna chahe to fir sab gadbad hai. Mujhe who sab chhezen kayde se sambhalna hai. Shadi ke baad jab aunga tab to malum padega ki main shadi karke biwi leke aya. But tab main kuchh bhi bata ke manage kar sakta hun. Yeh bol sakta hun ki mujhe jabardasti ladki dikhane leke gaya aur wahan ladki pasand agayi to turant ek din ka arrangement me shadi karwa diya mera gharwalon. Yeh sab bolke unlogon ko ek chhota reception de dunga. Bas jhamela khatam. Is liye main keval 3 din apply kiya . Aur agar ek din extra lage to phone pe batake leave le lunga.
Nanaji se jab phone pe baat ho raha tha tab who yeh sunke bol rahe the agar kuchh din zada chhutti milta to achcha hota. But ab kya Karen. Fir unhone mujhe resort booking ke bare me sab bataya. Aisa kam logon ka shadi sunke resort wale chonk gaya. Baad me nanaji apni hisab se ek story banake toh bol diya tha , lekin woh log pasia zada manga. Registered sahab, panditji, dulhan sajane ke liye beautician, shadi ka saman wagera, staying and lodging..sab milake zada liya. Nanaji mujhe kuchh bolne ke liye jhijhak rahe the. Main samajh gaya woh kuchh bolna chahte hai. Lekin bol nahi pa rahe hai. Maine poochha ki kya hua nanaji , kya woh log aur kuchh mangta hai. To nanaji bole nahi beta, woh log to aisa sunsan shadi dekhke samjha shayad hum ladki bhagake lake shadi karwa raha hai. Koi guest ya relatives attend nahi kar rahi shadi. Is liye woh log jaan bujhke sab zada rate lagaya. Aur bhi bahut kuchh availability hai resort me. Woh log bolne chah rahe the . But maine to yeh sab sunke hi aur age baat nahi badhaya. Fir woh logon ne kaha ki agar dulha ya dulhan se ekbar baat hota to woh log kuchh amenities ke bare me baat kar sakta hai. Ho sake to tum pata karlo. Kya kehna chahta hai ya kya kuchh hai. Main no. sms kar deta hun.
Thodi der baad nanaji ka sms aya to maine resort ka no me call kiya. Mera parichay diya ki agle tuesday ka ek shadi booking hua. Hum bas 4 log ayenge. Main hi dulha hun. Aap log kuchh amenities ke bare me bolna chahte hai. Woh log mujhe wish kiya pehle. Fir mera life ka aisa ek mahtapurn addhaya un logon ka resort se suru ho raha hai, is liye bhi abhinandan jataya. Fir bataya unlog shadi ka sab bandobast ke sath shadi ke baad ka kuchh facilities bhi provide karte hai. Un logon ka resort Mumbai me ek khadi ke pass hai. Jo khadi age jake arab sagar me mila. Yeh log shadi ke baad dulha dulhan ka suhagraat ke liye sundar sundar steamer provide karta hai. Yeh steamer resort ke pass khadi me ek jeti banaya privately, wahan hai. Party chahe to raat bhar wahan khada rakh sakta hai, ya to khadi me unlogon ka aadmi chala sakta hai. Chhota chhota private steamer. Upar ke deck me chhota sitting arrangement. Aur ek kamra. Charon taraf se hawa ane ke liye bade bade open khidkiyan hai. Aur deck se sidha ek sidi neeche gaya. Wahan neeche ek room hai. Achcha bed, toilet, tv, fridge, cupboard, ka bandobast hai. Isi room ko woh log suhagraat ka room jaisa phoolse sajake deta hai. Neeche jake upar ka door lock kardene me bas, aur koi disturb nahi kar sakta. Raat bhar apne hisab se suhagraat manao. Maine phone par aise sab khabar liya aur rate bhi pooch liya tha.
Lunch hour me maa ka phone aya. Woh mujhe poochhi ki main makan malik se milke aya ki nahi. but maine bilkul bhul gaya tha. Actually pichhle hapta me jo parda kharida tha , woh abhi tak laga nahi paya. Main jis ghar pe rehta hun, who naya bana hua ghar hai. POP karke diwar wagera banaya. But windows aur doors pe parda lagane ka bandobast nahi kiya. So main jab dukan se log bulaya parda lagake fit kar dene ke liye to woh log bataya ki sare khidki aur door ke upar pannel banana padega . fir pipe lagake parda fit karna padega. But main makan malik ko bataya tha jab ghar liya tha ki main unka ghar par koi killa ya kuchh nahi thokunga. Ya to unka nayi POP wall kharab nahi karunga. So mujhe unke pass jake unko batana hai aur permission leke ana hai. Phone pe kar sakta tha. But ekbar samne jake sab problrm solve karna better samjha. Aur is baat ko leke kaal raat maa se baat hua tha. Aaj mera jana tha. But gaya nahi. so unhone abhi phone pe yaad dilaya. Maine bola ki aaj ghar laut te waqt milke jayenge.
Aur us chakkar me mera raat ko lautne me bhi late ho gaya. Woh makan malik admi achcha hai. But bolta zada hai. Woh mujhe dekh ke hi bolne laga ki mera nanaji kaise hai, kab ayenge yahan, woh kitna achcha insaan ahi. Unse dobara milna chahta hai wagera wagera. Main yeh bhi bataya ki main shadi karke biwi ko leke araha hun, is liye ghar ka yeh sab thik karna chahta hun. Mera shadi sunke hazaron sawal suru kiya. Mujhe kisi prakar se wahan se chhutkara mila. Raat me dinner ke baad fir maa phone kiya. Main din bhar maa se us resort ke bare me baat karna chah raha tha. But sahi tarah se mauka nahi mila. Isliye abhi main us baat ko chhed diya. Resort wala se kya kya baat hua sab bataya. Woh sab sun ke chup ho gaye. Unka saans ka awaz mil raha hai. Main thoda time baad chuuppi thodke poochha ki kya woh usdin raat me wahan rehena pasand karegi? Woh yeh baat sunke phone ke uspar hi sharma gayi. Main mehsus kar parah tha woh kitni Sharma hui hai. Yeh sunke bhi jawab nahi diya. Main fir puchha. Woh dheere se, sharam ke sath boli ki wahan unki mummy papa ke samne sharam ayega. Woh sidha mere sath hamara naya ghar pe ana chahti hai. Main samajh gaya ki wahan nana nani ke rehte hue, mere sath yani ki unki khud ke b�te ke sath suhagraat manane me sharam aur laaj unko ghirke rakhegi. Is liye who yahan aa jana chahti hai. Isi ghar pe, jo bas hum dono ka ghar banega, wahan se hamara naye rishte me kadam rakhna chahti hai. Main unki har khawaish pura karna chahta hun. Woh aise chup hoke reh gayi. Mera mann khushi se kaanp raha hai. Maine mann me kuchh shakti ekaththa karke dheere se puchha
�Thik hai. Hum Mumbai se dono yahan ajayenge�.
Fir me thoda ruk ke bola
�Main ek baat puchh sakta hun?��
Woh dheere se boli
�Puchhiye�
Maine pyar se ekdum dhere puchha
�Tum honeymoon nahi jana chahti ho?�
Mujhe laga is baat sunke woh thoda kaanp uthi. Shayad andar se woh hil gaya. Kyun ki unhone mujhe jis tarah kaankapati hui awaz se jawab diya, usme se malum karna kathin nahi ki shayad ek do anshu bhi gir gaya hoga. Unhone kanpti hui awaz se fisfisake boli
�Main kabhi socha nahi tha �ki mujhe zindagi me dobara itna sukh, itna khushi milne ka saubhagya milegi. Mujhe itna pyar milega �.�
Bolke maa ruk gayi. Woh chupke se ro rahi hai. Mera chhati me ek kast hone laga. Main unko rote huye nahi dekh sakta. woh khushi ka anshu ho ya dukh ka, main unka ankh se ek bhi bund anshu nikalne nahi dena chata hun. Woh fir khudko thoda control karke boli
�Main janti thi , koi bhi ladki aap ko pati ke roop me payenge to who duniyaka sabse zada khush naseeb hogi. Mujhe aap ka pyar pake , mera is janam swarthak ho gaya. Yeh prarthana karti hun, ki main aap ko hamesha khush rakh paun . Aap ka khushi me hi mera khushi hai. Aap mujhe aap ke sath agar ped ke chhaon me ghar basa ne ke liye bhi kehenge toh main wahan bhi mera pyar deke aap ko sari khushiyan dena chahti hun. Zindagi ka akhri saans me bhi aap ki bahon me rehna chahti hun. Main aap ka diya hua sindoor mangme leke marna chahti hun.....�
Bolke maa fir ro pade. Main bichalit ho gaya. Main unko kaise santawana dunga woh samajh nahi paya. Mera sare baaten, sare kehna, sare pyar uthke ake gale me atka hua hai. Main bhi bhabuk ho gaya. Main dheer se unko bola
� Arey�.duniyaka sabse zada khubsurat aur pyari ladki jab roti hai, tab mujhe sabse zada kast hota hai aur who ladki agar meri biwi hai toh usi kast se meta dil tut padta hai. Fir bhi tum royogi?�
Mera is baton se woh thoda khud ko control karwaya. Aur fir siski leke thoda haske situation ko halka karne lagi khud hi. Pyar bhara awaz se thoda fake gussa dikhake boli
�Bas ..hamesha jhut bolke mujhe khush karne ka jarurat nahi. Main janti hun.. main itna khubsurat nahi hun. Aur main abhi bhi aap ki biwi nahi bani��
Main samajh gaya woh dheere dheere sahaj ho raha hai. Halan ki abhi bhi thoda thoda siski ka awaz mil raha hai , fir bhi khud ko sambhal rahi hai. Main bhi situation ko light karne laga. Mera dil ka baat, mera antratma ki baat asan tarika se batane laga, maine kaha
�Main sach much lucky hun..aisi sundar pyari ladki ko khud ka biwi ke roop me pake. Kya tum khud ki chhati me hath rakh ke keh paogi ki tum mera biwi nahi ho��
Is bar woh thoda zada has padi. Aur Sharma bhi gayi. Fir ek siski leke rona ekdum bandh karke dhhere se boli
� Agar main aap ka biwi hoti to aap mujhe mera naam se bulate�.
Main is baat par khud hi has pada. Main maa se baat karte waqt kuchh nahi bulata hun. Is liye kabhi kabhi ek false situation me pad jata hun aur woh leke maa mujhe hamesha bolti hai. Woh nahi chahte ki main unka beta banke rahun. Woh chahti hai main unka pati banke khud ko unka pati ke roop me swikar kar lun. Main unhe kaha
�Mujhe nana nani ke samne naam se bulane me sharam ayega�.
Woh boli
�Toh thik hai . Mummy papa ke samne na boliye, lekin jab woh log nahi hai, tab toh keh sakte hai.�
Maine thoda ruk ruk kar kaha
�Haan �woh keh sakta hun���
Bolke dono chup ho gaye, ek dusre ko phone ke us taraf rehke pyar jatane lagi khamosh banke. Thoda time baad main passionately bola
�To ab batao�.�
Woh gale me ek sohag aur pyar lake dheere se kahi
�Kya���
Main aankh bandh karke fisfisake bola
�Mera Manju kahan jana pasand karegi hamari honeymoon pe?�
Unko pehli bar naam se bulake khudko ek alag nashe me duba hua mehsus kia. Woh bhi mere jaisa pyar ke nashe me bund hoke fisfisake boli
�Aap jahan leke jaoge, aap ka Manju aap ke sath jane ke liye taiyar hai��
Aise hi ek emotional moments se main unko naam se bulana chalu kiya. Aur pichhla do din se aise hi chal raha hai. Aur ab maa khud ko zada mera patni mehsus kar rahi hai, aur main bhi unko zada mera patni mehsus kar paraha hun.
Main meri honewali biwi ke liye kuchh gift kharida. Main jitna din se job kar raha hun tab se mera sare paisa bank me jam raha hai. Mujhe salary bhi achchi milti hai. Pichhla kuchh mahino se mera account me kafi paisa bhi jama hua. Haan..mujhe malum hai ki main aab family start karne jaraha hun to mujhe paise ka jarurat hai. Fir bhi main maa ke liye kuchh achche achche Gift purchase kiya.. Ek necklace liya. Aaaj kal ki trend me jaise sab ladki ek pair me patli chain jaise payel pehenti hai, waise main ek payel kharida. Unki gulabi pairon me wo ek payel bandhegi to woh unko aur s*xy bana degi. Fir main kuchh sarees bhi liya. Sab main hamara naya steel almirah me rakh diya unke liye. Woh yahan ake jab almirah kholegi, tab yeh surprise unke liye hai.
In sab byaston ta ke beech pura hapta kaise nikal gaya malum nahi pada. Shayad shadi ka din jitna age araha tha , main utna chanchal ho raha tha. Is liye shayad mera mann samay ka khayal hi nahi kiya. Mujhe bas yahan MP me maa ane se pehle sab kuchh thik karke rakhna tha. Woh ab ho gaya. Ab unka maika aur sasural dono hi ek hai. Is liye main MP ka ghar ko unka sasural jaisa banane ki koshish kiya. Yehi unka pati ka ghar hoga.
Main office me sign karke ghar jake bag wagera uthaya aur daur ke station jake train pakda. Halan ki mera ticket pehle se book karke rakhta hun. Main mera kuchh kapde aur jaruri kuchh saman leke bag pack kiya. Mujhe teen char din rehna hai. Mumbai me bhi jana hai. Shadi ka sherwani to ban gaya. Baki main kuchh naya kapda bhi kharida tha. Shadi me maa ke liye jo bhi chahiye sab nana nani kharid raha hai. Mujhe bas jana hai, shadi karna hai aur apni biwi ko leke ana hai. Aur is baat pe maa ko dulhan ka besh me kaisa lagega yeh soch ke aankh bandh karke unko sochne laga. Aaj tak maine keval unki khubsurat pyari chehra, lamba masrin gala , sudhoul gardan, golgol hath, gulabi mulayem chhoti chhoti pair, aur flat s*xy pet hi dekha. Bar bar unsab ka jhalak bhi dimag me ane laga. Mujhe unsab me mera pyar bhara chumban dene ke liye taras raha hun. Main pichhla 6 saal se unko kitni baar mere bahon me, mere pass, mere sarir ke sath milake kalpana kiya hai. Aur aaj hamara naseeb hum dono ko pati patni ban ke zindagi guzar ne ka ek sunhera mauka de raha hai. Mera mann is liye zada maa ko pyar karne laga kyun ki woh bhi yeh chahti hai apni mann se. Woh bhi apna zindagi keval mera patni banke hi guzarna chahti hai. Hum dono ka naseeb me yeh likhi hui thi. Aur is wajah se kudrat ne bhi unko shayad aisi banaya hai. Aaj bhi unko dekhke lagta hai woh ek kuwari jawan ladki. Unka sarir ka gathan hi aisa karke bheja kudrat ne. Dekh ke koi nahi bol sakta ki woh meri maa hai. Aur woh ab 36 saal ki hai. Main 20 ka hoke bhi mera gathan aur sarir ka majboot gadan mujhe umra se zada matured lagta hai. Maa jab mere sath hoti hai, tab ajnan koi kabhi bhi bol nahi paya ki woh meri maa hai. Koi koi unko mera bahen samajhta hai. Ab humme yeh ek faida kudrat ne de ke rakha hai. Shadi ke baad hamara umra ka jo farak hai, woh leke kisika mann me koi sawal paida honewala nahi hai. Yahan naye jagah pe naye log aur office colleagues me se koi bhi kuchh nahi samjh payenge. Yeh ek bada bhar chhati ke upar se nikal gaya.
Kudrat ne sab toh thik se diya, lekin ek cheez se main hamesha mann hi mann pareshan rehta hun.
School life se aaj tak jitna sara friend tha, woh log hamesha ladkion ke bare me baat karta tha. Mujhe malum nahi woh log kaise aur kahan se yeh sab jan ke aya tha. But woh log bolte the ki jis ladki ka hips chawdi hoti hai aur abdomen ke nichee wala hissa yani ki pelvis or groin area chowdi hoti hai, woh ladki ko conceive karne ke baad pet me bachcha dharan karne me asan hota hai. Aur un ladkion ka pussy bhi bade hote hai. Main aaj tak koi ladki se koi sambandh nahi banaya. So mujhe practically kuchh pata nahi tha. Is liye mann me dar tha. Maa ka gadan medium structure ki hai. Flat pet ke baad patli kamar hai. Aur unke neeche uncha uncha hips ke sath unka woh pura area perfectly shaped hai. Zada chawdi ya zada patli nahi. Usdin phone par maa unki umra ke wajah se dobara maa banne ke bare me apni duvidha jatayi thi. Main janta hun unke pass bhi kam time hai. Is liye humme shadi ke baad hi baby ke liye koshish karna padega. Agar naseeb me hai to thik hai. Agar naseeb sath na de to maa ke prati mera pyar me koi kami nahi ayega. Main unse pyar karta hun. Main unko khush rakhna chahta hun. Is liye malum hai ki woh agar fir se maa bani to woh bahut bahut khush honge. Mujhe unke khushi ke liye sab kuchh karna hai. But ek cheez jo mera mann ko kate ja raha hai ki kya main unke sath thikse saririk sambandh bana paunga!! Kya main unko paripurn santusti de paunga!! Kyun ki main janta hun mera penis baki logon se mota aur thodi lamba to hai hi, but problem mera penis cap ko leke. Uttejana se woh ful ke ek gol ball jaisa ban jata hai aur bahut bada ho jata hai. Kya main maa ka naram aur chhota sarir ke andar unko bina kast deke mera yeh penis thik se andar dal paunga!! Yehi sab baatein mera mann ko kat ta hai. Kudrat ne na jane kya rakha hai humara naseeb me.
Ahmedabaad pauchhke ghar pauchne tak mera chhati me ek ajeeb tarike se ek anubhuti khel raha tha. Khushi bhi ho raha tha. Thoda sharam, thoda anjan chinta..sab sab milake sarir me ek halka halka kampan feel karne laga. Door bel bajate time shayad mera hath thoda kaanp gaya. Andar jo log hai sabke sath bas do din baad se relation change ho jayega. Nana nani mera saas sasur ban jayenge, main unka ek lauta damad, maa meri patni aur main unka pati ban jaunga. Nani is bar ekdum khush hoke aur chawdi smile ke sath mujhe andar swagat kiya. Nanaji bhi ek kurta aur pajama pehenke muh pe chawdi hasi leke mere taraf hath faialke aya aur gale lagaya. Main unlogon ka pair chhuke drawing room me jake baitha. Ek to garmi , sath me ek aanajn ajeeb tension . Pasinose ekdum gila ho gaya tha. Pankha khol ke nanaji bhi sofe par baith gaya. Maa tabhi paani leke ayi. Main maa ko ek jhalak dekha . Is baar achanak maa ko change laga. Halan ki unke andar wahi purani sharam , laaj tha. Phir bhi aaj thoda alag laga. Jaise ki ek glow unke charo taraf se nikal rahi hai. Pehle se thoda sahaj to ho gayi nana nani ke samne, tabhi bhi unke chehra bhi zada khushi se bhara laga. Jaise koi kunwari najwan ladki aapni shadi se pehle ho jati hai, aur honewala pati ke samne ek sharam, hesitation aur daba hua chahat se pesh hoti hai, waise maa aaj lag rahi hai. Pichhli weekend me last dekha tha. But ab unko aur sundar , khubsurat aur s*xy lagne lagi. Mera mann achanak ek dum khushi se pighalne laga . aur maa ke liye ek orgy feelings se mera andar me tod phod hone laga. Aaj mujhe yeh biswas mere mann me ganth gaya ki duniya me aur bhi khubsurat ladkiyan ho sakti hai, but mere nazar me maa se zada koi khubsurat ho nahi sakti. Aur main bachpan se aise hi ek ladki ko mera biwi banake pana chahta tha. Aur do din me yeh khubsurat aur s*xy ladki mera patni banke mere bahon me hogi.
Aaj sham ko ek alag mahal mila ghar par. Hamesha wohi tv dekh ke , kaam ka baat karke , dinner karke bas saturday night khatam hota tha. But aaj sab alag mood me the. Nana nani bahut sare hasi ka baat bata rahe the. Hum sab has rahe the. Maa bhi kabhi kabhi kuchh kaam ke liye drawing me ati thi to unke hoth pe bhi chawdi smile dikhai deta tha. Halan ki maa abhi tak ek baar bhi directly nahi dekh rahi hai mere taraf. Phir bhi do char bar hamari nazar mili. Aur who turant shrmake nazar ghuma liya. Kal hum sham ko Mumbai ke liye nikal jayenge. Raat ka train le rahe hai aur ekdum subha subha bandra terminus pe pahuch jayenge. Phir wahan se taxi leke resort. Wahan jake fresh hoke , breakfast wagera kar lenge aur uske baad hum rest karenge. Fir sham ko ek rasam hoga. Panditji bhi rehenge. Aur raat ko dinner karke sab jaldi so jayenge. Kyun ki next day yani ki mangal baar subha shadi ka muhurat hai. Yahan yeh log apna apna saman ka packing wagera kar liya hai. Ek alag suitcase me mera sherwani, maa ka shadi ka joda, aur bhi shadi ka bahut sare saman alag se pack karliya. Baat karte waqt main nani ko �naniji� hi bula raha tha. Achanak ek jagah pe baat karte karte nani mere taraf dekh ke chup ho gayi. Kuchh pal mere taraf nazar tikake rakhi. Aur fir has padi. Main samjh nahi paya. Naniji nanaji ko dekha to nanaji bhi has rahe the. Phir nanaji bole � Ho jayega Sujata. Dheere dheere sab thik ho jayega�.
Main samjha nahi who log kis bare me baat kar rahe hai. Mera aankhon me who sawal padliya naniji. Aur fir mujhe dekh ke haste haste boli
� Mumbai jake fir aisa mat karna beta. Wahan aur bhi log honge�.
Main chup hoke sun raha tha. Mera dimag me maa aisa chhaya hua hai ki main hamesha unko leke bahut sare sapne dekhne laga. Is liye yahan baat ka beech me main link kho baitha. Mera halat dekh ke naniji fir bole
� Ab to mujhe naniji mat bulao. Mummy bolna suru kar do. Nahi to resort me nani bol diya to sab gadbad ho jayega�.
Bolke naniji jor jor se hasne lagi. Nanaji has rahe the but nani jaisa jor jor se nahi. main in situation me thoda awkward feel karne laga. Sath hi sath sharam bhi . kyun ki bachpan se in logon ko nana nani bulake ayah un. Aab mujhe mummy papa bulana padega. But karna to padega. Nahi to hamare life me bahut sare unwanted problem aa sakta hai charon taraf se. Main bhi tay kar liya main mummy papa hi kahunga. But suru kaise karein yehi problem tha. But abhi naniji sidha bol diya aur jo bole woh sach much thik bnaat bhi hai. Shadi me nanaji maa ko sampradan karenge aur naniji mere taraf se jitna sara rasam hai who sab sampanna karenge. Main bas haske garden jhuka ke is paristhiti ko sahaj karne laga. Fir aur bahut sare idhar udhar ka baat hone ke baad hum sab dinner kar liya. Aaj maa thoda sahaj to hai but samne thoda kam arahi hai. Aur churake dekh bhi nahi rahi hai. Mera nazar charon taraf ghum raha tha. Shayad maa ko kahin dikh jaye mere taraf nazar dete huye. But woh aaj puri sham bas khana pakane me juti rahi aur kitchen se bahar kam nikli. Mujhe unko dekhne, unko ppass me pane ka chahat ekdum charam seem ape tha. But main bhi mann ko dabake sab ke samne sahaj hoke baith tha. Khana khake hum sab apme apne room me chale gaye. Main thoda excited ho raha tha. Agar aaj raat maa ek baar ekant me mere paas aneke liye chahe toh main sab badha sab hesitation todke unko pyar karna chahta hun. Jab mann me hum pati patni maan liya aur ek dusre ke pass hum surrender kar diye complete devotion ke sath , jab mansik tarike se ek dusre ko grahan kar chuke hai , to saririk tarike se kyun na mil paye. Main is ke liye taiyar hun, mere mann me koi duvidha nahi rahe.
so Main mera room me pahuchkar maa ko turant sms kiya .
" Fir se bhul gaye!!!!"
Unki bhi turant reply aya
" Kya?"
Maine thoda shararati karke likha
" Arey .. Tum ko malum haina raat me jab tak garam dudh nahi pita hun aur mere sar ke baalon me tumhara hath ka chhonya jab tak na mile, tab tak mera thik se need nahi ata hai !!"
Message send karne ka baad socha ki aaj maa ayegi kya? Sham ko jis tarike se nazar ghuma ghuma ke chal rahi thi, woh soch ke mann pakad nahi paye unki mann me kya vichar hai. Agar ayi to aaj mujhe rokna muskil ho jayega. Shadi ka muhurat jitna nazdik araha hai, utna hi betab ho raha hun, unko paane ke liye. Mera khudka banake pane ke liye. Mera pyar bhi jaise din woh din badhe ja raha hai, waise unke liye mere andar orgy bhi badh raha hai. time nikal raha hai but maa ka reply nahi aya. Main bhi samajh nahi paya maa aaj kya reply degi. Kya unke andar bhi mera jaisa chahat badh nahi rahi hai kya? Kya mere bare me sochke woh aroused hote nahi kya? Achanak yeh sab ke beech bip bip karke sms aya. Unhone likha hai
" Woh main janti hun...lekin mujhe aap ka irada malum hai"
padke mere hoth pe ek smile khil gaya. Maa mujhe sahi tarike se hamesha jan jati thi, aur aaj bhi woh mera mann ka irada pakad liya. Fir bhi main bhola banke likha
"Kya?"
unka ab turant reply aya
" Aap bahut badmash ban gaye ho".
Achcha ..is liye puri sham mere se dur dur reh rahi thi. Maine likha
" ohh.. is liye yahan aa nahi rahi ho!! Tumhe mera badmashi pasand nahi hai?"
Unhone jaldi likh ke bheji
"Unnhu...ek dum nahi"
Mujhe ab bas unke mann ka baat janne ka bhoot sawar ho gaya. Maine likha
"Iss liye mere se dur reh rahi ho?"
Bas fatak se bip bip karke reply agaya.
" Hmm..isi liye to."
Mere sar pe shararati chad gaya. Aur main dheere dheere type kiya
" Do din baad se kya karogi? Tabhi bhi mere se dur rahogi?"
Send karke soch raha hun ab woh kya reply degi. Halan ki woh ab pehle se sahaj ho gaya. Specially hum jab akele hote hai. Main unko naam leke bulata hun. Woh ek pyari patni jaisa mere se baat karti hai. To main ab unka reply ka intezar kar raha hun. Achanak mera chinta ka link tut gaya bip bip awaz se. unhone likh ke bheja
"Woh sochna padega".
Main samajh gaya maa mujhe tease kar rahi hai. Aur isme unko anand bhi mil rahi hogi. Main bhi usi tarah unko reply diya
" Hai raam...abhi bhi sochoge?"
Fatafat reply kiya
"Hmm.."
Main fir thoda soch ke likhna chalu kiya.
" Lekin mujhe meri biwi ko .. meri Manju ko hamesha..zindagi bhar mere pass , mere bahon me chahiye".
Is bar turant reply nahi aya, but intezar bhi zada karna nahi pada. Unhone likhi
" Ok. Woh main usko bata dungi"
Is jawab se main thoda ruk gaya, maa kya likh ke bheji hai. Woh to aur kisise sms hi nahi karti. Aisa laga aur kisike liye type kiya , lekin mere no pe send ho gaya. Main samajh nahi paya. Kya woh typing galat kar diya!! Maine ek duvudha ke sath likhke bheja
"Kisko?"
Unka turant reply aya.
" Kyun...aap ka biwi ko".
Yeh pad ke mere chehre pe fir se smile agaya. Mere mann me ek khushi ka toofan daurne laga. main fatafat type kiya
" Ohh..to unko yeh bhi batana ki unke honewala pati unko bahut� bahut� pyar karta hai. Unke bina zindagi ek pal bhi nahi jee payenge."
" Thik hai. Main usko bata dungi. Ok"
" Aur haan...unko yeh bhi batana ki unki patike dil me hamesha ek hi khubsurat ladki tha, ab hai aur rahega. Duniya ka sabse khubsurat pyari ladki ko biwi ke roop me pake unki pati khud ko bhagyawan manta hai"
" Main bata dungi . Aur woh yeh baat yaad rakhegi".
Yeh padke mujhe malum ho gaya ki maa bahut emotional ho gayi aur apni dil ki baat likh diya. Us ko pakad ke main unhe tease karne ke liye likha
" Tumko kaise malum ki woh yaad rakhegi ya nahi"
Koi reply aya nahi. Maa shayad samajh gayi ki pichhla sms me woh ek galti kar diya, shayad woh wahi fir se pad rahi hogi aur soch rahi hogi ki kaise fir se baat ko ghumaya jaye. Thodi der main intezar karne ke baar unka reply mila
"Kyun ki main usse pooch lungi".
Main turant likh be send kiya
"To ab pochho na".
Maa bas ab thoda apni hi baton se fas gayi. Woh samajh nahi pa rahi hai ki kya reply Karen. Lekin fir bhi likh ke bejhi
" Ab woh busy hai".
Main has ke type karne laga
" Thik hai unko free hone ke liye bolo aur unko bata do".
Main yeh send kar diya aur kuchh na likhke mobile pakad ke baitha hun. Bahut time koi reply aya nahi. Mera chhati me damama pith raha hai. Woh kya kar rahi hai ab!! Maine jo bola uska jawab kya degi!! Jab kuchh time baad bhi koi reply nahi aya to main fir se sms type kiya
" Unse baat hua".
Ab reply aya.
"Hmmm".
"Tumne poocha woh yeh sab yaad rakhegi ya nahi"
"Haan...poochh liya".
"Kya boli unhone".
�Woh yeh sab baatein uski dil me sajake rakhke zindagi bhar yaad rakhegi".
Mere mann me maa ke liye pyar bhar gaya. Ab woh itna commited aur devoted ho rahi hai, mujhe unka is bhavnaon ka kadar karna hai zindagi bhar. Main unke dil ka baat aur janna chah raha tha. Maine likha
"Aur kuchh nahi boli"
Unhone thoda time liya aur likhke bheji
"Woh bhi uski honewala pati ko bahut.. bahut ..pyar karti hai. Puri zingadi unke sath, unko pyar karke guzarna chahti hai".
Main bhi emotional ho gaya. Mujhe maa ke liye jo orgyness hua tha , ab in sab pyari baton me who dheere dheere kam hone laga. mere mann me unko pane ke liye, saririk ratike se unke pass ane ke liye mann chatfat kar raha tha. But ab bhabuk hone laga. mujhe malum pad raha hai ki mere upar ek responsibity dheere dheere bad raha hai. Maa ko khush rakh ke unka har ichch pura karke , unko sare sukh , anand deke unki zindagi ko rangin bana ke rakhna chahta hun. Woh zindagi bhar pati ka pyar ke liye tarsi hogi, apna family pane ke liye chahat dil me chhupake rakhi hogi, ek pyari patni banke zindagi guzarne ka sapna dil me dafan kardi hogi. But aaj unko sab kuchh dena chahta hun. In sob bhavnaon ke beech mera mann fir sms pe aya aur unko tease karte hue likha
�Aur kuchh nahi bola unhone�.
Maa samajh nahi payi main aur kya poochna chahta hun, woh reply me wahi likhke bheji
�Aur kya!!�.
Maine likha
�Do din baad se bhi kya who mere se dur rahegi?�
Thodi time chuppi raha fir unka reply aya
�Woh iska jawab ab nahi batayegi. Aur time ane dijiye. Aap ko iska jawab mil jayegi�.
Mujhe malum hai maa ab muh se na kuchh batayegi, na aaj mere pass ayegi. Main bas us do din gujarne ka intezar karne laga.
Next day yani ki Sunday subha subha uthna pada. Ghar pe ek puja tha. Main ek bar bimar pada tha. Hospital me bhi tha. Tab nani mera naam ka ek mannat rakhi hui thi. Sab log yeh kehte hai ki shadi jaisa ek pavitra bandhan se bandha padne se pehle sari udhar chuka dena chahiye. Is liye aaj woh puja hua. Panditji hamare hi family ka panditji the. Unko mera shadi ke bare me kuchh malum nahi. Woh keval mera naam ka udhar rakha hua puja karne ke liye aye the. Drawing room me puja ho raha tha. Main panditji ke samne baitha tha. Nana mera pichhe right side me, nani unke bagal me aur maa nani ke pass yani ki mera pichhe baithi hui thi. Pandit ji puja khatam hone ke baad mujhe nana nani aur maa ko pranam karne ko kaha. Main mera asan se uthke nanake paas gaya aur unka pair chhuya. Nani ke pass jake jhuk ke unki bhi pair chhuya . Mere mann me aisa kuchh nahi tha ki maa ko ab pranam karna chahiye ya nahi. Kyun ki woh mera maa hai. Halan ki do din me woh mera patni ban jayegi. Lekin phir bhi main unka zindagi bhar pair chhu sakta hun. But nani ko laga ki shayad main duvidha me hun ki maa ka pair ab chhu ya nahi. Is liye jaise hi main unka pair chhuke khada hone gaya, woh mera sar par hath rakhke ashirvad karne lagi aur main jhuk ke unke samne reh gaya. Tab nani mujhe bola " ab jao maa ka pair chhu lo". Shayad unhone mujhe aur maa ko.. dono ko yeh kehna chahti hai ki shadi na hone tak ab hum maa bete hi hai. Main maa ke pass gaya aur jhuk ke unki pair chhua. Maa sar jhuka ke baithi thi. Mujhe hamesha unki un gulabi pairon ko chumne ka mann karta hai. But ab is paristhiti me main mera mann se , ek beta uski maa ka pair jaise chhuta hai, waise main unki pair chhuya.
Puja thoda late hi khatam hua tha. Hum sab lunch karke thoda rest karne laga . kyun ki sham ko nikal ke train pakadna hai. Aur raat bhar journey karna hai. Main bas ab kuchh sochne ka mauka nahi pa raha hun. Sab aisa itna jaldi ho raha hai. Main bhi taiyar hoke hamara sab ka luggage wagera leke taxi karke station pahuch gaye. Aur time hote hi hum train me chad gaye. Maa aaj ek pink color ka saree pehni hui hai. Us saree se aur unki chehre se jo glow de raha hai , who sab milake bahut hi khubsurat lag rahi hai. Aur mere mann me ek khushi ki hawa ka jhoka jaisa agaya. Main soch raha tha ki yeh pyari, sundar, khubsurat s*xy ladki bas aur kuchh time ke baad mera biwi ban jayegi. .. aur woh mera..keval mera hi hojayegi. Main unko dekte raha aur woh bas sab ka sone ka intezam karne lagi. Nana nani neeche ka berth me so gayo . aur main aur maa upar ka berth me. Main mera berth me soke unke taraf ghumke keval unke upar nazar tikake rakhi hai. Woh kuchh time yeh mehsus kiya aur fir mere taraf dekh ke ,ek smile deke Sharma ke ghum gayi aur mere taraf pith karke so gayi. Main unke pith ke taraf dekhte dekhte bahut uttejit hone laga. mera penis fir se kathin hone laga. unki patli kamar aur hips ke upar nazar gaya. Fir upar jake unki sudhaoul garden pe nazar padtehi main uttejana ka charam seema pe pahuch gaya. Aur aanjane me mera hath mera pajama ke andar jake mera penis ko chhu liya. Main bas ekbar muththi pakad ke mera penis ko pakda aur fir thoda time baad chhod diya. Maine khud ko control karte karte sochne laga ki bas aur do din. Uske baad mera penis jahan duniyaka sabse zada anand mehsus karega, wahan hoga.
Hum subha 5.30 baje Bandra terminus pe utar gaye. Garmi ka mausam tha. Subhe ka naram sheetal hawa se bahut achcha lag raha hai. Nana nani mumbai ake thoda nostalgic bhi ho gaye. Nana ka shadi ke baad woh log kuchh din Mumbai me the. Yahan nanaji business suru kiya tha. Baad me shift hoke Ahmedabaad chale gaye. Wahan maa ka janam hua. Aur aaj tak woh log wahi apna ghar bana liya . Aaj yahan fir pura family ke sath ake woh log thoda bhabuk ban gaye. Nana unka jawani ka bahut sare purani baat batane lage. Hum station se taxi leke usme sare luggage load karke resort ke liye chal pade. Kareeb der ghanta ka rasta hai. Maa subha se chup chap hai. Keval nani ke sath kuchh baat chit kar rahi hai. Main nazar churake do char bar unko dekh liya. Mera mann ab khushi se bhas raha hai. Maa ke andar bhi ek khushu ka uttejane faila hua hai, aur woh unka chehra dekhke, aankhon ka halchal dekh ke aur body jesture dekh ke pata chalta hai. Woh nani ke hi aas pass ghum rahi hai. Nani ke sath hi chal rahi hai. Woh mere taraf dekh hi nahi rahi hai. Main sochta hun ki maa ke mann me kya mere liye , mere pyar ke liye koi tufan ho nahi raha hai!! Keval mere andar hi hai !!! Aaj bahut din baad hum pura family ghar se eksath bahar ake sab ko achcha lag raha hai. Main bhi maa ke sath bahut din aisa dur kahin aya nahi tha. Is liye aaj is Mumbai sahar me hum eksath ake humare beech ka bonding sab ko mehsus hone laga. Hum ek family hai. Sab ek dusre ke liye hi hai. Aur ab to aur bhi nazdik relation pe judne ja rahe hai. Koi anjan ladki nahi, isi ghar ka beti hi isi ghar ka bahu ban ke arahi hai. Isi ghar ka beta isi ghar ka damad ban ke zindagi bhar ek dusre se jude rehne ka sampark ke bandh ne ja raha hai. Taxi main main driver ke pass baitha hun. Pichhe nana, nani aur nani ke pass maa baithi hui hai. Nani beech beech me maa ko pakadke rakh rahi hai. Maa ke pichhe se hath ghumake unki dusri baju pakad ke apne pass, apni dil ki aur pass sambhal ke rakh rahi hai. Ek lauti beti. Sara such-dukh unko ghirke hi hai. Aur aaj aisa lag raha hai ki jaise unki beti shadi karke dur chale jayegi unki ghar khali karke, aur is liye jitna time mile maa beti ek sath rehke apna mann ka aas mita paye. Nanaji jate jate ek ek jagah dikha raha hai aur woh yahan kya kya kiya hai woh sab bata raha hai. Nani ji bhi beech beech me unka sath deke baton ke link judne lagi. Main age baithke pichhe nana ka baat sunne ke liye beech beech me pichhe mudke dekh raha hun. Aur tabhi ek jhalak maa ko dekh le raha hun. Maa bas bahar ki taraf nazar tika ke rakhi hai . But malum pad raha hai ki unka mann hamare beech me hi hai. Woh hum sab se detach hoke akeli ho nahi rahi hai. Unka hothon pe halki si smile aur ankhon ke laaj aur sharamka jo chhonya dikh raha hai, usme pata chalta hai ki woh mann me ek khushi ka anubhuti mehsus kar rahi hai. But ek bar bhi mujhse nazar nahi mila rahi hai. Bahar se hawa ake maa ka mathe ke upar ka kuchh baal udake unke chehre pe fenk rahi hai. Maa bar bar hath se un baloon ko hatake apni kaan ke pichhe le jake samet neki koshish kar rahi hai. Unki is tarah halki halki muskurati hui chere se baal hatane ka muhurt dekh ke mere mann me unke liye pyar aur s*x dono hi jag raha hai. Ek orgyness mujhe ghirke rakha hai. Aur uska pata chalta hai mere jeans ke andar mera penis ka chhatfatani se. Main penis ko dabake pair ke upra dusri pair chadake , pichhe ghumne ke liye right hand ko head rest ke upar rakhke teda baitha hua hun. Nanaji ka baat sunne se zada mujhe maa ko chura ke dekhne ka zada irada hai. But main is tarah pichhe mudke baitha hun, aur woh maa ka vision area me unko pata chal raha hai. Mere taraf na dekh ke bhi, woh unki eye sight ke andar halka halka mehsus kar rahi hai ki main unko bhi dekh raha hun beech beech me. Aur isliye woh aur bhi nazar bahar se andar ke taraf nahi kar rahi hai. Last weekend me ghar ake unko chhun ke mehsus karne ka ek mauka mila tha. But is baar to woh mere nazdik hi nahi rahai hai. Mujhe ekbar unko mere bahon me bharke mere chhiti ke upar mehsus karne ka mann kar raha hai. Aur unki woh udne wala baloon ke andar mera naak dubo ke unka baal ka khushbu lene ka mann kar raha hai. But shayad woh hamare shadi se pehle mujhe mera khawaish pura nahi hoga. Aur fir suhagraat me unko pyar aur sirf pyar se unka pura tann mann bhar dena chahta hun. Hum subha ka khali road pakad ke jaldi jaldi resort pahuch gaye.
Yahan hamare liye do aadmi wait kar rahe the. Hamara ane ka pura plan unlog se chalk out kiya hua tha. Jaise hi taxi pahucha, woh log age ake humse parichay kiya aur main dulha aur maa ko dunhan janke hum dono ko wish kiya. Fir humme sab bata bata ke hamare rehne ka jagah pe le jane lage. Total 4 suitcase tha. Ek mera,dusra nana nani ka, teesra shadi ka saman bhara hua aur choutha maa ka. Maa yahan se sidha mere sath MP janewali hai. Toh unka kuchh saman, jo woh shadi ke baad bhi use karna chahti hai, woh sab saman, kuchh kapda wagera bharke layi hai. Woh log resort ka do boy ko bulake hamare saman hamara room pe le jane ke liye kaha. Resort bahar se dekhne me chhota hai. But andar jate hi bahut bada area ka pata chalta hai. Left side me restaurant, disco aur poolside pub hai. Sidha jake ek building hai. Do manjila. Aur right me pura area khali hai. Ghas ko maintain karke rakha hai. Yahan unlogon ka open marriage ya aur koi party hota hai. Aur gate ke bahar ek parking area dekh ke aya hun. Hum jaise thoda age jake right muda, wahan us buildging ke pichhe vishal area leke bahut sare chhota chhota tent jaisa cottage bana hua hai. Beech me ek lamba narrow water pool hai. Usme se fuyara uth raha hai. Aur uske charon taraf woh cottages hai. Woh log humme wahi le jake bataya ki woh log sare marriage me ane wale guests aur family members ko yahi rukwate hai. Aur woh do manjila buildging keval inside buffet aur rainy reason me shadi ke liye hall bana hua hai. Jahan party bhi ho sakta hai. Baki administrative section aur pichhe kitchen aur catterring ka intejam. Ab filhal do shadi ka arrangement chal raha hai. Wednessday ko ek bada shadi ka booking hai. Uska kuchh mehman achuke hai. Aur kal ka shadike liye bas hum log. Hamara chhota program hai. Is liye who sab kuchh samne wala building ke andar hi arrange kiya hua hai.
Hamare liye keval do cottage booked hai. Dono family cottage hai. Ek me maa aur nani chale gayi aur dusre me main aur nanaji. Un do amdi se ek admi hamara booking ka head hai. Unke dekh bhal se yeh shadi ka program hoga. Hum jaise hi cottage ke andar ghusa to chaunk gaye. Bahar se pata nahi lagta ki andar itna sundar aur subyabastha hai. Spacious area me do double bed room ke dono side pe laga hua hai. Do cupboard hai. Baithne ka arrangement me sofa aur centre table rakha hua hai. Diwar pe bada LCD tv laga hua hai. Ek fridge hai. Aur opposite wall pe ek bada window. Jiske bahar ped ka sari sari line hai. Aur uske par khadi hai, jahan private jeti banake woh log private steamer suhagraat ke liye dete hai. Main bathroom check karne gaya. Aur bada bathroom se sab modern facilities ka intezam hai. Bathroom se bahar atehi woh manager sahab nanaji ko batane laga ki kya kya aur kaise program set kiya hua hai. Ek printed paper diya unhone. Usme sab detailed likha hua hai time ke sath. Kab haldi ka rasam, kab ring ceremony, kab registry signing, kab shadi etc etc sab kuchh likha hua hai. Hamare guest nahi hai is liye reception aur food ke jagah pe cross kiya hua hai. Main unse woh leke dekh raha tha. Aaj do rasam set kia hua hai. Dopahar ko haldi hai aur sham ko ring ceremony. Woh admi bata rahe the ki yahan ka panditji ki mutabit , unka diya hua time maintain karke hum yeh chart banate hai. Sab pura rasam aur tarika properly maintain karke , shahtra sammat se yahan shadi ka intezam hota hai. Unhone unka mobile no bhi diya. Koi bhi problem hoga to unko sidha call kar sakte hai. Dopahar me haldi rasam thik time pe sab ready ho jayega aur humme lene ke liye woh ayenge. Woh manager ab humme fresh hone ko kaha aur bataya ki room pe hi breakfast bhej denge. Bolke woh fir se aur ekbar swagat aur wish karke nikal gaye. Nanaji mujhe fresh hone ke liye kehke woh ek copy printed chart leke nikal gaye nani ke room pe. Nani ko bhi pura cheez batana hai. Maa bhi jan jayenge kab aur kaise kya kya hoga. Main fresh hone ke liye bathroom me chala gaya.
Jab fresh hoke bathroom se nikla tab nanaji room pe wapas agaye. Unke hath me kuchh kapde hai. Woh naniji ke room me rakhi hui unki suitcase se yeh leke aye hai. Mujhe bahar nikalte hue dekhke woh bole ki ab to sone ka zada time nahi milega. 11.30 ko haldi ka rasam hai. So main tumhara nani ko bhi bata diya. Woh log bhi fresh hoke breakfast karke bas thoda rest kar legi aur fir taiyar ho jayegi haldi ke liye. Main yeh sun ke thoda sharmam aur khushi mehsus kiya. Nana nani khud mera aur maa ka yeh risthta chahte hai. Woh log apni hathon se hamara yeh naya rishte ko jod rahe hai aur humme hamara naye rishte me kadam rakhne ke raste me har mod pe hamara sath dete hue arahe hai. Woh log bhi chahta hai ki unki ek lauti beti zindagi bhar jo dukh aur akelepan ke sahare jeeye hai, ab woh khushi ka palon me badal jaye aur unki zindagi har ladki ke tarah apni pati ke sath gujar ne ka jo sukh aur shanti milta hai, woh paa le. Aur fir main unka eklauta pota bhi hun. Bachpan se unka sara pyar aur mamta mere upar hi bartaya unhone. So aaj woh log bhi chahta hai ki apni hi pota apni hi ghar pe damad banke rahega aur sab milke ek khushi ka mahal me zindgai gujarenge. Is liye woh is shadi ko shastra anusar sab rasam prakriya pura karke karna chahta hai.
Main in sab thoughts me kho gaya tha, nanaji bathroom jate time bola ki
" Main tumhara nani ko batake aya. Woh suitcase unke room pe hai. Woh wahan se tumhara naya kapda lake de jayenge."
Bolke jane laga to main logistically sab soch ke bola
" Nanaji...yeh log...."
Mera baat khatam hone se pehle nanaji mere taraf dekhke mera baat kat diya aur thoda smile ke stah ek fatherly tone pe kaha
" Beta......papa.."
Main unka yeh baat sunke unke samne sharma gaya. Aur fir halka haske unse nazar hatake dheere se kaha
" Thik hai......... Papa..."
Nanaji mujhe us halat se nikal ne ke liye mera sath dene ke liye waise hi fatherly emotion ke sath kaha
" Kaho kya keh rahe the"
Mere andar ek tufan sa chal raha hai. Aaj pehli bar nana ko papa bol diya. Aur hamara yeh rishta zindagi bhar ke liye shastra sammat tarike se kuchh samay baad se pukka ho jayega. Main unke taraf dekh ke kaha
" Woh log bataya tha ki yahan ake pehle pura payment kardena hai. Yeh manager toh us bare me kuchh bataya nahi"
Nanaji bhi yaad kiya aur fir bola
" Haan...bataya to tha. Booking ke time 25% to le bhi liya. Ab dekho..breakfast ke baad shayad batayega. Koi baat nahi. Jab bolega tab de denge"
Bolke nanaji apni kapde leke bathroom me chale gaye. Main akela hote hi mere andar jo sharam aya tha woh dheere dheere jane laga. Aur main fir se woh printed schedule dekhne laga. aaj do rasam ke baad kal subha pehle registered sahab ayenge aur maa aur main kagaj me sign karke pehle hum registry marriage karenge. Yeh karna mandatory ho gaya hai aaj kal. Nahi to bahut sare jagah pe insab papers barabar na hone ke karan future me bahut problem face karna padta hai. Is liye yahan bhi yeh log kanun ke mutabik sarkari admi lake marriage party ko yeh facility uplabdh karwate hai. Charge zada lete hai, but safe hai. Mujhe bhi mera passport me ya bank account me maa ka naam mera wife ke jagah likhna padega. Tab yeh sab papers jaruri hai. Uske baad dulha aur dulhan ko yahan ka make up expert ake sajayenge. Dulha pehle puja me baithenge. Yahan puja khatam hone tak, whan dulhan ko sajana khatam ho jayega , aur woh ake dulha ke pass baithenge aur shadi ka asli kariyakram chalu hoga. Main yeh sab padte padte maa ka chehra yaad kar raha tha. Dulhan ka besh me unko aur pyari aur khubsurat lagegi. Tabhi achanak naniji aye aur bataye ki unki room me jo naya suit case hai, woh khol nahi raha hai. Nanaji bathroom me tha. So main hi gaya. Mera room ka next room hi unka tha. Mera jaisa do bed hai aur baki sab facilities. Maa fresh hoke ek dusri saree pehenke wahan suitcase kholne ka koshish kar rahi thi. Woh aaj bhi apna anchal tight karke kamar me ghumake samne pet ke pass gonj ke rakhi hai. Unka sarir ka sab curve me woh saree lipat ke unke body me laga hua hai. Unko dekhtehi mere anadar ek ichcha prabal hone laga. Unko mere baho me leke unki har curves me chumban karne ka mann kar raha tha. Jaise dil aur dimag me yeh ichcha ayi, tabhi woh anubhuti khoon ke sath milke daurke jake mera penis me janan de diya. Aur woh main mehsus kiya apni underware ke andar. But main khud ko control kiya. Main andar atehi maa mujhe dekhne ke liye upar ki taraf nazar uthaya. Aur jaise hi mere se nazar mili, woh jhat se aankh ghuma li aur unke chehra ek khushi aur sharam ke wajah se laal hogayi. Nani mujhe woh suitcase dikhake boli " main aur Manju bahut koshish kiya. Fir bhi khol nahi rahi hai".
Maine dekha woh wahi suitcase hai, jisme shadi ka sab kapde wagera hai.
Maine suitcase ke pass apni ghutnon me baithi maa ko usko kholne ka koshish karti hui dekhke bola
" Main dekhta hun"
Fir main agee jake maa ke samne ghutna fold karke floor pe ek ghutna tikake suitcase ko pakad ke baith gaya. Maa turant apna hath suitcase ke upar se hata liya aur wahi apni dono ghutna floor pe tikake baithi rahi. Unki naar jhuka hua hai. Nani mere pichhe hai aur woh Ahmedabaad se kharida hua us naye suicase ka company ka kharab cheez ke bare me bak bak kar rahi hai. Main churake maa ko dekhte huye suitcase ko kholne ka koshish kiya. Maa samjh gayi ki main unko nani ko chhupake dekh raha hun. Hamare beech keval ek suitcase ka fasle hai.
Suitcase ka side clap tight hoke baith gaya. Maa aur nani press karke bhi khol nahi payi. Main ghutna tik ke baithke mera dono elbow se suitcase ke uppar pressure de raha hun. Aur maa ke side pe jo clap hai usko kholene ke liye koshish kar raha hun. Main thoda jhuka hua hu suitcase ke uppar. Is liye mera torso thoda age jake maa ka aur nazdik chala gaya. Main lagatar unko dekh dekhke kaam kar raha hun aur woh bas keval ghutna tikake dono hath god me rakhke nazar neeche karke chup chap baithi hui hai. Mujhe dekh nahi rahi hai but hothon pe ek halki muskan hai. Mujhe malum hai woh mere liye �nani ke samne mera presence ke liye woh sharma gayi aur nani ke samne sahaj hone ke liye aisa shant hoke chup baithi rahi hai. Nani pichhe dusra suitcase jahan unka khudka aur nanaji ka saman hai, who khol ke nanaji aur unke liye kapde nikal rahi hai. Main pichhe ekbar dekha ki nani abhi bilkul humme dekh nahi rahi hai. Hamare taraf unka pith hai. Suitcase ka saman pe unka dhyan hai. Achanak aisa pressure dene me woh clap khul gaya. Ek halka awaz nikla. Usme maa nazar ghuma ke mera hath ke taraf dekhi aur samajh gayi ki woh khul gaya. But mrere andar ek badmashi chad raha hai. Main nani ko fir se dekha woh aise hi bak bak karte rahi aur kapde nikalte rahi. Samjha me aya ki clap kholne ka awaz untak pahucha nahi. Main mera hathse woh clap ko eksath pakadke rakha hai aur usi position me baithke maa ke taraf nazar uthake sidha unke taraf dekha. Woh bhi ekbar nazar uthake mere taraf dekhi aur fir nazar jhuka li. Mera body ekdum unke pass hi hai. Beech ka fasle zada nahi hai kyunki main mera upper body suitcase ke upar lake press karke rakha. Tabhi main jor se boli
" Naniji yeh to tight hoke baith gaya. Jor pressure lagana padega."
Mera is baat pe maa jhat se mere chehre ke taraf dekhi aur kuchh na samajh ke ek surprised look leke mujhe dekhte rahi. Mere hoth pe ek halki smile aya. Aur tab nani humme pichhe mudke dekh ke kahi
" Manju..beta tu thoda pressure laga de" bolke fir kaam pe busy ho gayi. Maa mere taraf dekhi aur samajh gayi mera badmashi. Woh aur sharam me laal ho gayi. Kuchh pal who waise hi baithi rahi. Aur unse nazar tikake dekh raha hun. Thoda time baad maa unki gol gol hath badhake suitcase ke uppar rakhi aur ghutnon ke bal baithke apni body ko thoda uthake suitcase ke pass layi. Isme mera aur unke beech aur koi duri nahi raha. Main pressure lagane ka acting karte raha aur woh bas waise karke dheere dheere pressure dene lagi. Main unke taraf dekha woh bilkul nazar nahi utha rahi hai. Main mera hath clap chhodke dhhere dheere upar laya aur unki lambi lambi naram ungliyan pe mera unliyan touch karane laga. Unki ungliyon me halka gulabi nailpolish lagi hui hai. Main mera kuchh ungliyan se unki ungliya pakadne ke koshish kar raha hun but woh apni ungliya mod ke hath dheere dheere khisak ke dur kar rahi hai. Mera sar unke sar touch kar raha hai. Main intentionally mera sar ko unke mathe pe lagake unke upar halka sa press karne laga. Aur mera right shoulder unki left shoulder ko chhun chhun ke ja raha hai. Kuchh pal baad maa unki hath ko mera hath ka touch se aur dur nahi legayi. Woh unka hath chhune me roka nahi. Mera kandha ab unke Kandha se ragadne laga. unki blouse ke sleeve ke upar se thoda thoda halka garmi mere sarir me ane laga. Ek hapte baad hum ekdusre ka touch mehsus kar rahe hai. Aab hum dono hi samajh gaye ki hum dono ko mann aur tann ek dusre ka pyar pane ke liye, usko mehsus karne ke liye taras raha hai. Bas thodi der baad haldi hoga . Hum legally pati patni banne ke taraf kadam rakhna suru karenge. Us baat pe dono ka mann aur tann me ek ajeeb anubhuti chhaya hua tha. Is liye dono hi nani ke presence pe chori chori ek dusre ko aise mehsus karne lagi. Main mera naak unki kan ke upar baalon me halka touch karke unko baalon ka khushbi lene ka koshis kar raha hun. Achanak door pe awaz hua. Breakfast leke manegar aur ek lady khade hai. Aur unko dekhte hi maa jhat se suitcase ke upar se alag ho gayi. Nani un logon ko anadar ake breakfast rakhne ko kaha. Tabhi main clap khul gaya aise acting karke khada ho gaya. Aur nani ko bola
" Suitcase ka side me kapda faske tight bandh ho gaya tha."
Nani mere taraf dekhke thoda smile kiya aur shayad kuchh bolne gaye , toh manager mujhe dekhke ek smile deke bole
" Sir, Mr. Patel is not in his room. I want to meet him once�.
Main samajh gaya woh ab payment ka baat karne ke liye aya hai. Maine unse kaha
� No no. he is there. He has just gone to be freshen up�
Bolke main wahan se jane laga. jate waqt ekbar maa ko chhura ke dekha. Who wahi baithke suitcase khol rahi hai. Aur mujhe upar se unki bare shoulder aur boobs ke uparwala hissa blouse ke upper portion se dikhai dia. Mere anadr unko apna banake pane ka chahat bahut tej badne laga.
Main mera room me atehi dekha nanaji bathroom se bahar aye. Naye kurta pajama me nanaji ko achcha lag raha hai. Manager unse payment ka baat kiya. Nanaji breakfast ke baad office me jake deke ayenge bola. Manager bola ki woh wahi rehenge.
Nasta karke nanaji jate time main bola
� Papa�main bhi ata hun�
Who mere taraf dekh ke haske wahi fatherly tone se bole
� Arey tum rest karo. Abhi fir haldi ke liye taiyar hona hai. Main bas yeh sab chukka ke ajata hun�
Fir aur ekbar smile deke chale gaye. Main room me akela bed pe aankh bandh karke so gaya. Aur thoda der pehle maa ka sparsh ka anubhuti mehsus karne laga. Mujhe aaj clearly yeh pata chal gaya ki woh bhi mera sparsh pane ke liye, mera pyar pane ke liye khud ko puri taraf samarpan karne ke liye taiyar hai. Mera pyar ko unke har rom rom me mehsus karne ke liye khud ko saja ke rakhi hai. Mujhe unke jaisi khubsurat pyari biwi pake ,main sach much apne aap me khone lagta hun.
Shayad mera aankh lag gaya tha. Achanak nani ka awaz se need tut gaya. Nani jhuk ke chehre pe ek smile leke mujhe jagate hue kaha
� Uth jao beta. Main tumhara naya kapra wahan rakh diya. Jaldi se taiyar ho jao. �
Bolke haste haste mere bed pe baith gayi. Mujhe dono cheezon se sharam aya. Ek to pichhla raat train me na sone ke kaaran ab main so gaya tha. Dusri baat yeh hai ki nani mujhe is tarah smile karke haldi ki rasam ke liye bulane aya is liye. Main uth ke baitha. Aur excuse dene ke jaise bola
� Sorry nani..woh..�
Nani ab unka right hand se mera gaal chhunye aur aankhon me ek maa ka mamta milake pyar se waisa hi smile karte huye ekdum dhhere se bola
� Ab tu mera damad banne jar aha hai. Aur damad apni saas ko kya kehte hai? Umm .�
Main sharam ke mare pani pani ho gaya. Main sar jhuka liya. Aur nani ek concerned mother ki tarah unki awaz me ek emotion milake fir boli
� Mera ek lauti beti ko tujhe de raha hun. Ab tujhe uska khayal rakhna hai. Zindagi bhar usko khush rakhan hai. Rakhegi na meri beti ko?�
Main ab kya kahun samajh nahi araha hai. Aankh uthake nani ko dekhne ko bhi sharam araha hai. Mera mann me ek bichitra anubhuti daur raha hai. Aaj se main unka damad hun, koi pyara chhota bachcha nahi, jo unki payara pota hai. Mujhe ab ek paripurn aadmi banke unko bhi assurance dena hai. Zindagi ka har relation pe agar assurance, commitment, honesty, loyality na rahe aur ek dusre ke prati caring, loving , protecting na rahe , to woh relation kaisa strong banega. Mujhe bhi mera andar ka hesitation aur duvidha chhodke is relation ko aise hi dekhbhal karna parega. Main dheere se sar uthake unki ankhon me aankh milake kaha
� Aap ko yeh baaat malum hai ki duniya me sabse zada pyar main aap ki beti ko hi karta hun. Unko khush nahi rakhunga to main kaise khush rahunga !!�
Fir main unki hath pe mera hath rakh ke dhhere dhhere kaha
� Aap log apna pota ko damad banane ka jo faisla kiya, usko main apni jaan deke rakhsa karunga�.
Nani unki hath se pyar se maa ka mamta leke mera gaal sehlane lagi. Unki aankhon me khushi mehsus karne ka ek anubhuti prakash karke puchhi
� Mera beti uski pati ke sath khush rahegi yeh janke mujhe ab marne ko bhi dukh nahi hoga.�
Bolke nani ka ankh gila hone gaya aur who mujhe gale lagane chaha. Main age badhke unki gale lag gayi. Woh pyar se mera pith pe apni mamta ke sath hath firane lagi. Unki mann ka emotion ko thoda kabu karke fir has padi. Aur mere kaan ke pass dheere dhhere kahi
� Chalo sab to thik ho jayega. Lekin mere mann me in khushion ke sath ek dukh hai�
Main waise unke gale lage huye position pe rehke puchha
� Woh kya hai mummy?�
Main naniji ko mummy kehke bulaya. Woh iss cheez ko mehsus kiya aur fir thoda time baad haste haste ekdum neechi awaz se boli
� Mujhe damad mila lekin pota kho diya. Aab mujhe nani bulane ke liye koi nahi hai. Mujhe nani kehke bulane ke liye kisiko chahiye�
Bolke nani hasne lagi aur main unki gale lagte huye position pe rehke sharma ke bola
� Aap bhi na��.�.
Main ek nayi halka yellow color ki kurta aur white pajama pehenka cottage se bahar nikalte hi dekha nana woh manager ke sath baat kar rahe hai. Mujhe dekhte hi nanaji aur woh dono smile diya aur nanaji bole
" Ajao beta. Hum chalte hai. Woh log bas anewale hai."
Mujhe malum hai hamara haldi ek samay par rakha hua hai , lekin hoga alag alag . Hamara aur koi relatives , friends aur family na hone ke karan yeh loh yahan se kuchh log bandobast kiya hai. Jo mujhe aur maa ko alag alag haldi lagayenge. Main kuchh na bolke unke pass jane laga. Aur tabhi dusri cottage ki door khul gaya aur hum sab us taraf mudke dekhne lage. Naniji pehle nikal ake door ke samne khadi hoke andar ki taraf dekh ne lagi. Aur fir maa bahar ayi. Maa door ke pass atehi nani unki ek haath maa ke pith ke upar se lejake unko pakadke dheere dheere age badne lagi. Main bas maa ke taraf dekhte reh gayi. Woh ek yellow color ki nayi saree pehni hui hai. Saree ki border red aur yellow se design kiya hua hai. Matching short sleeve blouse pehen ke rakhi hai. Usse unki gol gol aur lambe lambe gori baju aur hath, aur bhi sundar lagne lagi. Unki gale me ek gold chain aur dono hath me ek ek gold bangle hai. Forehead me ek chhota laal bindi. Aur pair me ek cream color ki flat slipper pehni hui hai. Baal juda karke thoda upar ki taraf bandha hua hai, jisme unka gardan aur gala ki lambai puri tarah se nazar araha hai. Aaj pehli baar lal bindi aur is type ka dress me unko dekh raha hun. Itna simple dress me bhi mujhe unko bahut zada s*xy lagne laga. Woh unki papa mummy aur mere samne nazar uthane me shayad sharma gaye. Isliye nazar neeche karke nani ke sath dheere dheere hamare taraf ane lagi. Woh itni sundar lag rahi hai ki mere mann me bas ek khushi ka leher behne laga. Unko dekhke lagta nahi ki woh 36 saal ki hai aur meri maa hai. Bas ek najwan kunwari ladki ki jaisa sharma ke age badh rahi hai. Yahan ka manager yeh chitra dekh ke kalpana bhi nahi kar pa raha hai ki main unka beta hun aur yahan shastra sammat tarike se unko shadi karke apni panti banane ke liye aya hun.
Hum sab ek sath samne wala buildging ke taraf jane laga.
Wahan ek room bride ke liye yani ki maa ke liye, aur dusri room groom ke liye yani ki mere liye sajake rakha hai resort wale. Do room me se bahut awaz arahi hai. Bahut sare ladies bhara hua hai. Kuchh log bahar the, humme ate hue dekh ke woh log andar chale gaye aur age ki taiyari suru kardi. Manager ki kehne par naniji maa ko leke bride's room me jane lagi. Main maa ko jate huye dekha. Unka blouse pichhe se zada cut kiya hua hai. Pura sudhoul gardan aur kamar ke uparwala hissa clearly nazar aa raha hai. Mere mann me ek hillol yani ki ek halchal machne laga. Jab main neeche dekha tab unki flat slipper me pair ki mulayem gulabi edi naar aya. Mujhe kya pata kyun, unki woh gol gol mulayem gulabi edi dekhke mera pajamake andar penis me ek shir shirani hone laga. Mujhe laga ki main abhi jhuk ke unki samne baithke unki woh gulabi pair me mera chumban de dun. Main janta hun ki unki sab kuchh bas mera hi hone wala hai. Tab main pyar se unki pair ke har kona chumban se bhar dunga.
Manager mere pichhe hi the. Woh bolne laga ki yahan hum sab proper tarike se panditji ke sath paramarsh karke sari bandobast kiya. Yeh sab married ladies hai. Yeh log hamare yahan shadi ka sare program me apna apna duties karte hai. Hum age badhne lage. Main nanaji ke sath mere room me ghuste hi sab ladies ke taraf dekha. Sab smile aur khushi ki awaz ke sath mujhe swagat kiya. Ek do older ladies age ake mera hath pakad ke age le jane lagi. Unke chehre pe maa ya badi bahen ki jaise pyar aur khushiyan nazar aya. Mujhe ek chhota chowki me baithne ke liye kaha. Main baitha. Nanaji aur manager sahab wahi side me rakhi sofa me baithe. Main itni sari auraton ke beeech pehle thoda nervious feel karne laga. But woh log apni smile aur pyar bhari nazar deke mujhe sahaj karne lagi. Tabhi panditji andar aye. Mere samne wali asan me baithe. Woh apni kuchh saman wahi rakhke ek pustak nikal ke padna suru kiya. Mera naam puchhe nanaji se. Fir kuchh mantra bolke woh pustak bandh kiya. Fir ek laal aur pila rang ka dhaga leke mere hath me bandhne lage. Ek do ladies mangalmoy dhani deke aur shankh bajake is muhurt ko aur divine karne lagi. Panditji mantra ke sath sath woh dhaga bandhna khatam kiya. Aur apna ek ungli samne rakhi haldi, chandan aur gulab pani se bana hua paste ko chhunke teen bar birbir karke kuchh manta pade. Fir ek senior lady ko age ka karyakram suru karne ko kaha. Ek ek karke saat ladki age ayi. Sab married dikhti hai. Sab uss haldi paste leke ek ek karke mere pair me, ghutno me, baju me, hath me aur chehre pe lagane lagi. Sab thoda thoda lagake rub karte ja raha hai. Mujhe ek sukhanubhuti ka anubhav hua. Bachpan se dusron ko shadi karte hue dekhke khudko bhi shadi ka mann karta tha. Aur aaj woh pal hai. Mera shadi ka rasam suru ho gaya. Life me ek perfect partner pana bahut jaruri hota hai. Jo aapka life ke raste me chalna aur smooth karde. Sare ups and down me aapka sath deke jeena sahaj kar de. Nana nani mere liye waise hi ek ladki dhunde hai. Jisko main duniya me sabse zada pyar karta hun. Apna zindagi me pake eksath chalna chahta hun. Sare khushiyan jinko dena chahta hun, woh ladki yani ki meri pyari maa, aaj mera biwi banne ja rahi hai . Aur woh apni beta ko apni pati ke roop me pane jarahi hai. Main aisa kuchh chinta me kho gaya tha. Thodi der baad maiin mehsus kiya ki mera pura badan pe woh log hadli laga rahi hai. Mere kapda puri tarah pila pila ho gaya. Kurta ka sleeve fold karke, pajama ko upar ke taraf uthake fold karke , chhati ka button kholke, pichhe gardan ke pass se andar ki taraf..sari jagah haldi lag gaya. Mujhe sharam ane ala. Itni sari auratein. Aur woh log apas me has rahe hai, baate kar rahe hai. Koi koi mere se baat karne ki koshish kar rahi hai. But main sab ko keval ek smile deke mera jawab de raha hun. Fir woh log mere sarke upar pani dalne lagi. Main gila ho gaya. Woh log mera halat dekhke khil khil karke has padi. Main bhi kya kare..un logon ke sath bas muskurate raha. Rub karke mera haldi uthane lagi woh log. Thoda time aise chalne ke baad sab log mujhe chhodke side me chale gaye. Panditji bole " beta aab jake khud nahalo". Main wahan se uthke sab ko namaste bolke apni cottage ke liye chal pade. Nanaji bhi manager ke sath woh room se bahar aye. Main bahar atehi bride's room ke taraf dekha. Wahan se hasi majak aur khushi ka awazen arahi hai. Main samajh gaya wahan ka haldi ka rasam abhi tak pura nahi hua. Nanaji mere pass atehi hum wahan se nikal pade.
Pura badan ragad ragad ke nahane ke baad bhi bahut jagah abhi bhi pila pila hoke reh gaya. Chehre pe bhi ek pila ka abhas jaisa laga hua hai. Main dusri ek naya kapra jo main MP se leke aya, who pehen ke room me aya aur tabhi nanaji bahar se andar ake bola
� Beta ..woh manager puchh raha tha ki hum lunch kahan karna chahte hai. Main tumhara nani�.matlab mummy ko puchha toh woh log bole ki yahan room me hi aaj lunch karenge. Toh main waise hi bol dia�
Nanaji bhi baat karte time khud ko shudhar rahe the. Woh log bhi apne apko charon taraf se naye rishte ke sath jod ne ka koshish kar rahe hai. Mujhe ab bas kya kehna hai. Maine bola
� Thik hai papa�.
Haldi ke baad se sham tak na main maa ko dekha na naniji ko. Halan ki mujhe maa ka chehra dekhne ke liye mann utawala ho raha tha. Lekin mujhe aur koi karan na hone ka wajah se unki room me jane me sharam ane ala. Hum log apni apni room me hi lunch kar liya tha. Nanaji keval do ek baar bahar jake shayad unlogon ko milke aya. Nanaji ko dekhke waise hi lag raha hai jaise beti ka shadi me baap bahut busy rehte hai. Woh resort wale se, naniji aur maa se, mere se sab se coordinate kar rahe the. Kahan kisko kya cheez ka jarurat, sab kuchh dhyan de rahe the. Ab woh apni bed pe rest karne ke liye soya hua tha. Kyun ki bas thoda der baad ring ceremony aur mehendi hai. Yahan resort wale ne hamare short time ko pakadke, sare rasam aur program ko set kiya hai. Sath me panditji ka dia hua time ko bhi dhyan rakhna pada . so humme sab kuchh thoda jaldi jaldi lagne laga. but kya Karen. Aisehi sab fix kiya hua hai. Aur shadi me jitna plan karo, jitna time lo, aakhir me sab aisahi lagta hai.
Nanaji ka diya hua naya suit pehenke main taiyar ho raha tha. Room me bas main akela tha. Mirror ke samne khade hoke khudko dekhte dekhte shayad mera mann me ek darr mehsus hone laga. Main zindagi ka sab se bada step lene ja raha hun. Shadi karke ek naya zindagi me pravesh karne ja raha hun. Humme malum nahi hamara naseeb me agee kya likha hai. Main maa se bahut pyar karta hun. Woh bhi mujhse bahut bahut pyar karti hai yeh mujhe malum hai. Ab hum pati patni banke zindagi gujar ne ka kasam khane ja rahe hai. Hum ek dusre ko chahte hai. Ek dusre ke sath jeena chahte hai. Ek dusre ko zindagi ka har khushi dena chahte hai. Nana nani bhi aise hi rishte dil se chake hum sab ko khush dekhna chah te hai. Main aankh bandh karke pray karne laga. hamara zindagi me koi rukawat ya koi badha ya koi kast na aye. Hum ek sath puri zindagi khushi aur shanti se jee paye.
Main cottage se nikal gaya. Nanaji aur do char log bahar khade the, unke sath main chalne laga. mujhe malum tha ki maa aur nani pehle se hi wahan chale gaye. Kyun ki ring aur mehendi ke liye yeh log dulhan ko thoda bahut sajane ka plan set karke rakha. Mere andar maa ko ussi tarah saji hui dekhne ka chahat pura badan me daur ne laga. main kisiko uska bhanak tak lagne nahi de raha hun.
Ek hall me yeh ceremony ka ayojon kiya hua hai. Wahan panditji aur kuchh ladies the, inme se main haldi ke time bhi kuchh kuchh face dekha tha. Main jake wahan sofa me baitha. Ek photographar ake mera photos click karne laga. Main thoda uneasy feel karne laga. Nanaji mera hath ke upar hath rakha toh main unko dekha. Unka ankhon me ek assurance ka ishara aur sab kuch easily lene ka ishara dekh ke main khud ko us batabaran ke sath milane laga. Auroten apas me baat kar rahi hai. Has rahi hai. Manager beech beech me nana se baat kar rahe hai. Main bas sab kuchh dekh raha hun. Aur dulhan ka yani mi maa ka ane ka intezar karne laga.
Lekin yeh intezar lamba hone se pehle hi kuchh auroton ke sath maa aur nani hall me entry liye. Main maa ko dekh ke chaunk gaya. Kya who wahi ladki hai, jis ko main bachpan se dekhte araha hun, jo mera maa hai, jisko main jee jaan se zada pyar karte araha hun bachpan se!! thoda make up sath me lehenga choli aur kuchh halki jewellary se unko ekdum pari jaisa lagne lagi. Unka body ka har curve perfect hai. Aaj woh aur bhi s*xy lag rahi hai. Lehenga pehen ne se unka s*xy flat pet aur nabhi dikh raha hai. Pehli baar unka nabhi dekhke mere andar sirsirani suru ho gaya. Mera nazar thoda upar hote hi unka boobs par atak gaye. Aaj unka woh dono aur sanme ki taraf ake clear view ke sath unka saundaryata aur badha di. Unki chehra dekha to woh nazar jhuka ke , sharam aur laaj me laal hoke mere taraf badhte arahi hai. Yahan kisiko malum na ho, lekin nana nanai aur mere samne who zada sharma gaye. Kyun ki humme hi keval malum hai hamara rishta , hamara parichay. Hum ek rishte se aaj dusri ek naye rishte me judne ja rahe hai. Mere andar ek excitement to tha hi andar hi andar, aur ab maa ko dekh ke mera mann ek halchal machne lagi. Main khud ko control karte hi jaraha hun keval yeh sochke ki bas aur kuchh ghanton ke baad woh pari jaisi ladki, meri biwi ban ke meri ban jayegi.
Maa ake mere bagal me sofa me baith gaye, nani unke pass baithe hue hai. Maa apni nazar ek dum jhukake keval khud ki god me rakhi hui hath ke upar tikake rakhi, charon taraf ek bar bhi nahi dekh rahi hai. Main itna samne hun, tabhi bhi nahi nazar de rahi hai, unke hothon pe jo muskan hai usme pata chal raha hai who iss rishte ko khushi khushi apnana chahta hai. Bas yeh mehsus karke mera mann unke upar pyar se pighal ne laga. Pandit ji ke pass pehlehi do ring deke rakhe hai naniji. Woh bas ek ring uthake mujhe aur dusri maa ko de diye. Sare aurotein khushi ki awaz se humme is muhurt ka mehtapurn aur mehsus karwane lage. Main bas nani ko dekha to woh mujhe ishara kiye anguthi pehna ne ke liye. Main ekbar maa ko unki jhuki hui nazar ke sath unke chehre ko dekh ke mera hath thoda age karte hi nani maa ko dhhere dheere se kaha
� Manju,,�
Aur maa apna left hand ko uthake age badhane lagi. Hum dono ka hath beech me agaye. Main ring ko pehna ne ke liye mera teen ungliyan me pakad ke rakha hai. Aur woh unki ungli me ring pehen ne ke liye baki ungliyan ko thoda spread karke rakhi hai. Main dono ka hath ke upar nazar dalake dekha. Shayad hum dono ka hi hath kaanp rahe hai. Ek to main pehli bar yeh sab kar raha hun. Dusri baat hum hamara rishta badal ne ja rahe hai, aur teesra hum is rishte ko dil se chahke ek excitement me dube huye hai. Is liye hum dono hi thoda thoda kaanp rahe hai. Yeh shayad wahan ka kuchh ladies dekh liye aur woh log kuchh apas me bolke has pade. Mujhe aur sharam aya, maa apni sar aur neeche jhuka li. Mair dheere dheere unki ungli ke pass ring le jake unko anguthi pehena diya. Sab log clap se aur khushi ka awaz se humme abhinandan dene lage. Hum dono hi hamare hath apni taraf khich liye dheere dheere. Phir panditji dulhan ko pehnane ke liye bole. Main nanaji ko ekbar ghum ke dekha . Woh bas mere bagal me baithe the. Main ghumtehi unka ek hath mera kandha me rakh ke smile dene lagi. Main smile karke nazar ghumake mera hath age kiya. Maa shayad yeh sab kuchh nahi dekh parahi hai, is liye main age hath karte hi naniji maa ka pith me ek mamta bhari hath se touch kiye . Maa phir apni hath age layi aur dono ka kaanpti hui hatth ek sath hui. Woh mere ungli me anguthi pehna di. Fir se ek khushi ka roll uthe aur sab clap karne lage. Manager nanaji ko badhaiyan dene lage. Kuchh old ladies nani ko has ke gale milne lage. Aur baki log mujhe aur maa ko badhaiyan dene lage. Hum unko pyar se unki shubh kamnayein ka acknowledge karne lagi. Main maa ko churake dekha to woh ab chehra uthake, nazar uthake woh sab ladies logon ko smile de rahi hai aur sab ko thank u bolke acknowledge kar rahi hai. Unke chehre pe ek glow agaye. Aur aankhon me ek khushi ka leher dikhai de raha hai. Ek bar woh nazar ghumatehi hamara nazar mil gaya. Main unki khushi mehsus karke khudh khush hoke ek smile kia to woh muskura ke sharma gayi aur nazar fat se hata li.
Hum wahan se alag alag do room me chale gaye. Mehendi hone wala hai. Maa ka mehendi ke liye sare auroten chale gaye aur kuchh log mere sath aye. Main wahan baitha . Aur mera mehendi suru ho gaya. Mera bas dono hatheli me thoda thoda mehendi laga diya. Aur main kahin nahi lagwaya. Who log fatafat mera mehendi lagake mera rasam puri kardi. Nana aur main bahar agaya. Nana mujhe haske dekhe aur bole
�Beta tum yahan raho. Main Manju ke pass jake ata hun.�
Main bas haske sar hilaya to who chale gaye. Mujhe bhi jane ka mann kar raha tha. But ab possible nahi hai. So main bahar reception ke taraf age badh gaya.
Thodi der baad nanaji ake bole
� Chalo hum cottage me chalet hai. Wahan abhi bahut time lagega. Mehendi lagana , gana bajana bahut kuchh cheezon ka intezam kar ke rakha yeh log. �
Nanaji yeh bolke has ke age badhe. Main unke pichhe pichhe cottage ke taraf chalne lage. Mehendi ke sath maa ko kaise lagega woh kalpana karte karte mann me ek khushi ka leher uthake main cottage pahuch gaya. Mera mann bas unko dekhne ka intezar me andar hi andar chat fat karne laga.
Mera yeh intezar lamba hua , lekin zada nahi. Usdin raat ko dinner me hi main unko dekh paya. Cottage walon ne uss din hamare liye ek grand dinner ka bandobast karke rakha tha. Gate se ate time hum jo restaurant dekhe the wahan aaj ka dinner fix kiya hua hai. Mehendi ke baad se hum apni apni room me hi tha. So na main maa ko na woh mujhe dekhe. So jab hum dinner ke liye wahan jane ke liye nikle to tab main maa ko dekha. Woh ek green color ki saree pehni hui hai. Jisme merun color ki border hai. Saree se match karke blouse , gale me subha wali gold chain aur hath me wahi bangles. Lekin subha se ek difference hai, woh hai ki unki hath aur pair ki mehendi. Pair ka mehendi saree ke karan zada nazar nahi araha hai but hath ke elbow tak sundar design ka mehendi laga hua hai, jo unki beauty ko aur nikhar rahi hai. Aab unhe sach much ek waisi ladki lag rahi hai, jo bas shadi ke liye ab dulhan banne ja rahi hai.
Restaurant me pahuch te hi hum thoda chaunk gaye. Is time itna bada restaurant almost full hai. Humme malum hai parsho ek shadi hai, lekin uska sab guest to aaj aya nahi suna tha. Hamara yeh sawal manager ne pad liya aur woh khud humme batane lage ki yeh restaurant sab ke liye open hai. Bahar se log dinner karne ate hai family ke sath. Yahan disco bhi hai. So sab type ka logon ka bheed laga rehta hai. Woh humme rasta dikhake ek separate area me laye. Yahan log kam hai. Tables bhi dur dur hai. Aur do char table bhara hua hai. Jahan keval family type log baithe hue hai kuchh bachchon ke sath. Yahan awaz thoda kam hai aur main restaurant se thoda awaz yahan tak araha hai. Humara table pe keval hum charon hai. Do waiter humare liye hai wahan.
Main table pe pass rakhi hui chairs ko thoda bahar nikal ke nani aur maa ko baithne ke liye help kiya. Aur nanaji table ke opposite side me nani ki samne baithe. So mujhe maa ke ooposite me unke samne baithna pada. Maa mujhe nahi dekh rahi hai. Nani se dheere dheere baat kar rahi hai, ya to nana ko baat karte hue ek aadh bar dekh rahi hai. Bas mujhse nazar hatake rakhi hai. Main unke taraf bar bar dekh raha hun nana nani ki nazar chhupake. Ek bar chah raha tha ki who dekhe. Hum amne samne baithe hai. Kal hum shadi kar ke pati patni ke rishte me judne ja rahe hai. Who meri biwi banne ja rahi hai. Bas yahi sab chinta mere andar unke prati chahat aur badhane ja raha hai. Unki iss tarah sharmana, unki mehendi lagi hui hath, hothon ka muskan, saans ke sath sath chhati ka halka halka kampan ..yeh sab mujhe bas unke taraf khiche jar aha hai. Mujhe malum hai shadi se pehle woh ab mere bahon me nahi ane wali hai. But main unko ekbar bahome bharke unki dil ki dharkanein mehsus karna chahta hun.
Manager hamara bahut khayal rakh raha hai. Humme bar bar puchh raha hai koi taklif ho raha hai ki nahi. kuchh chahiye ki nahi. pehle starter aya, woh do waiter serve karne laga, sab ko serve karke baki wahi table pe rakh ke side me chale gaye. Ek ek chhez araha hai aur woh log aise hi kar raha hai. Thodi der baad nani unko dekh ke pyar se has ke bole ki woh log bas yahan rakh de, hum khud serve kar lenge. Fir nani hum sab ko serve kar ne lagi. Maa bhi hath laga rahi hai. Unki hathon me mehendi ke sath sath red nail polish nazar aya. Mujhe pehli bar maa ka is tarah roop dekhne ko mila. Woh mere samne ek alag ladki jaisi lagne lagi. Jisko main bachpan se janta hun, woh maa nahi, ek aur koi ladki, jisse dheere dheere jan raha hun, jiska roop dheer dheere nazar arahi hai. Woh itna khubsurat lag rahi hai ki main mann hi mann khudko lucky mehsus kar raha hun. Aise khubsurat aur s*xy ek ladki mera jeevansathi, mera biwi banne ja rahi hai.
Main course ka khana agaya. Maa sab ko serve karne lagi. Hum sab ek sath bahut din bahar khane nahi gaya tha. So sab log iss dinner ko enjoy kar rahe hai. Aur hamara naya zindagi suru hone se pehle sab ka mann me jo tension ya hesitation tha, sab yahan dheere dheere mit raha hai. Nanaji aur naniji unki life ka beginning ka bahut sare baat share kar rahe hai. Kuchh hasi ka baat bhi ho raha hai. Aur fir shadi ke baad unlogon ne kya problem face kiya tha, kya kya problem kaise ate hai, aur kaise usko solution hota hai, woh sab maa aur mere sath share karne lage. Ab manager bhi chale gaye aur dono waiter bhi side me jake khade hai. So hum bindas baat karne lage. Main nana aur nani ko mummy papa kehke bulaya do baar. Maa us time mere taraf ek jhalak dekhi thi. Unke chehre pe khushi aur hoton pe muskan mere nazar aya tha. Maa keval nani ke sath kuchh bat dheere dheere kar rahi thi. Inhi sab baton ke beech ek dish serve karne ke liye maa mere plate ke pass hath layi to maine unko dekhke muskurake, apna hath se ishara karke na kaha. Woh bas muskurake hath hata liye. Jab nani ke pass gaya to nani baat karte karte dhyan diye aur maa ko bole
� Pehle Hitesh ko de Manju�
Maa yeh sunke sharma ke nazar jhuka liya aur nani ki plate me parosh te paroshte dheere se nani ko boli
� Woh nahi lenge. Main unko puchha �
Yeh sunte hi nani ke chehre pe ek hasi khil gaye. Aur woh khush hoke nana ke taraf dekhi. Maa Sharma ke nazar jhuka ke nani ki plate me parosh rahi hai. Nani samajh gaye maa iss nayi rishta ko kaise mann se accept kar liya. Nani bas apni left hand ko pichhe se le jake maa ki pith ko pakad ke maa ko apni taraf khiche aur kuchh na bolke ek smile deke bahut kuchh samajh bhi gaye aur samjha bhi diye.
Sab ka zindagi me kuchh kuchh phase, kuchh kuchh din, kuchh kuchh moments aisa ata hai, jahan uska zindagi ek anajan mod pe ake ek nayi disha pe ghum jati hai. Aur tab woh shayad yeh soch nahi pata ki is tarah ka nayi rashta me kadam rakhna kitna jaruri ya risky hota hai. But hum sab isko hamare zindagi me anubhav karte hai, aur naye soch aur naye ummed ke sath agee chal padte hai. Baki logon se mera zindagi ek dik se to alag hi hai. Sab ka shadi hota hai. Sab apni jeevansathi pate hai. But main apni jeevansathi, apni biwi ke roop me jisko pane ja raha hun, woh meri maa hi hai. Mujhe malum hai hamara yeh nayi rishta auron se bilkul agal hai. hum dono aur nana nani ..sab ka sammati se aur hamare beech ka pyar aur bandhan ke karan se , hum log iss rishta ko apnana chahte hai. Sabhi ka achchai isme hoga yeh soch ke hum iss kadam ko uthaya hai. But samaj aur sansar kaise iss ko dekhenge woh bhi malum hai. Iske liye humme sab ko bahut kuchh sacrifice bhi karna padega. Maa ab ek dusri ladki jaisi ban gayi, jisko main pyar karta hun aur chahta bhi hun. But ek baat to sach hai. Koi bhi rishte me, khas karke pati patni ke rishte me, woh rishte majbut, tikao aur healthy hota hai tab, jab usme ek dusre ke liye pyar, ek dusre ke upar biswas, aur ek dusre ko forgive karne ka takat hoti hai mann me. Mere aur maa ke mann me hum maa-bete ka pyar to tha hi, ab ek nayi pyar dono ka mann me chhaya hua hai, usme hum ekdusre ko bahut bahut pyar karte hai. Bachpan se duniya me hum ekdusre ko sabse zada biswas karte aarahe hai. Aur humare khushi ke liye hum bahut kuchh sacrifice karne ka takat bhi rakhte hai jo hum bachpan se karte bhi arahe hai, aur ab to sab kuchh ke liye taiyar bhi hai. Duniya ka aur koi ladki, woh kitna bhi sundar aur khubsurat ho na kyun, woh ladki mere mann me woh jagah nahi le sakta hai jahan meri maa...meri honewali patni banke aur meri maa banke mere dil me baithi hui hai. Subha se ek halchal macha hua hai hamare beech. Din ka muhurat morning me hi hai. Uske baad shubh time raat ko hai. So yeh log hamare shadi ka time subha ka muhurat ko pakadke schedule kiya hai. Hum ekdum subha se uthke sab taiyari me lag gaye. Kaal sham ka ring ceremony wala hall me shadi ka intezam kiya hua hai. Wahan do room hai. Ek me dulha aur uski pariwar, dusre me dulhan aur uski pariwar ke liye. Hum sab yahan ate hi main aur maa pehle registered sahab se mile aur unki diya hua papers me hum sign kiye. Nana nani bhi the. Main maa ko dekha to woh bas khushi se hoth pe musurahat leke nazar jhukake nani ke sath baithe the. Subha ka iss samay unko bahut pyari lag rahi hai. Mera mann me ek adbhut anubhuti daur raha hai. Main bhi thoda smaram mehsus kar raha hun. Main unse pen leke dheere dheere husband ke jagah pe sign kiya aur nani mere guardian ban ke mera witness ke jagah pe sign kiye. Fir maa apni hath nikal ke dheere dheere wife ka jagah pe sign kiye aur nanaji unke father's ka witness sign kiya. Maa ka sign hote hi registered sahab mujhe aur maa ko pati patni banne ke liye wish kiya aur tab sab log clap karke humme abhinandan jatane lage. Aur kuchh sign chahiye tha but woh wahan ka kuchh ladies se sign karwa liye. Aur woh jate time humme fir se wish karke chale gaye. Main aur maa kanuni taurse husband aur wife ban gaye. Fir shstra sammati se shadi ka muhurat jaldi anae lagi. To main aur maa dulha aur dulhan ke room me chale gaye taiyar hone ke liye. Mere saj dhajne me zada kuchh rakha nahi hai. Keval sherwani pehen na hai aur sar pe safa lena hai. But dulhan ke room me sab busy hai. Dulhan ko sajana aur shadi ka joda pehnake ready karne ke liye kaal wali kuchh ladies hai. Bahar bhi kuchh log jama hai. Sab resort ki taraf se hai aur sab apna apna duties ke liye hai. Aisa shadi na kabhi kahin hua, na yeh log kahbi kahin dekha. Valki yeh logon ko to pata hi nahi ki ek maa beta aaj shadi karke pati patni ki rishte me judne ja rahe hai, Jahan dulha dulhan ke sath pura parivar ka bhi sammati hai. Woh log bas apni khushi se maze ke sath sab kuchh kar rahi hai. Nanaji mere room me kam aur bahar hall me aur maa ke room me bar bar jake dekhbhal kar raha hai. Manger sahab wahi bahar hall me baithe hai. Panditji bhi apna taiyari suru kar diya. Lekin unko bhi yeh bhanak tak nahi laga ki aaj woh ek maa bete ka shadi karwane wale hai. Main bas ek sundar design kiya hua sherwani pehenke sofa me jake baitha. Mujhe shadi ka ek nayi anubhuti har waqt ghirke rakha hai. Main jisko sabse zada pyar karta hun is duniya me, jisko dil se patni ke roop me chahke aaraha hun pichhla 6 saal se, woh khubsurat ladki, meri maa, aaj mera biwi banegi. Meri maa ko meri dulhan ke roop me dekhne ke liye mera mann besabri se intezar kar raha hai. Valki yeh bhi sach hai ki maa ko meri biwi banake meri bahon me leke unko pyar karne ka chahat me mann andar hi andar bar bar chanchal hoke kaanp uth raha hai. Pichhla 6 saal se unko kalpana karke unke sath milan ka jo sapna mann hi mann me dekhte aaraha tha, ab hamara naseeb hum ko ek karke woh sapna sach kar de raha hai. Main ab mera zindagi unki sath unki pati banke gujarna chahta hun. Aur woh bhi meri patni banke zindagi ka akhri saans tak mere sath jeena chahti hai.
Kal raat restaurant me dinner ke time maa ka khushi ,sharam aur ek daba hua uttejana wali chehra dekh ke aur nayi dulhan banne ka saaj aur mehendi dekhke, main bahut orgy feel kar raha tha. Mujhe maa ko meri bahon me bharke, meri garam honton se unki pura badan me, har ang me pyar bhari chumban se bhar dene ka mann kar raha tha. Main usi uttejana se dinner karte karte nana nani ko chhupake maa ko ek sms kar diya. Likha tha
" U r looking very beautiful , hot and s*xy. I can't stay away from u anymore."
Mera sms ke baad maa ko pata nahi chala. Kyun ki unka mobile purse ke andar tha. Main bas untak mera yeh anubhuti pauchhane ke liye bar bar unko dekh raha hun, jaise ki main unko ishara se bata paun ki woh apna mobile check karle. But woh dekh nahi rahi hai. So maine ek tarika sochaa. Manegar ke sath nana nani baat kar rahe hai. Maa us taraf dekh rahi hai. Maine mere aur maa ke plate ke beech rakhi hui ek dish hai. Main uski chammach leke usimehi ghuma raha tha. Maa ka vision area me tha, isliye woh achanak mere hath me nazar dala. Fir mere taraf aankh uthake dekhi. Aur woh khud woh dish uthake mujhe serve karne ke liye mere traf thoda ghumtehi main chammach pakdi hui hath se ishara me mana karke, left hand me pakda hua mobole ko ishara me dikhaya. Woh pehle samjhi nahi, but jald samajh gaya. Aur mere taraf muskurake nazar ghuma liya. Main samajh nahi paya ki woh jan ne ke baad bhi unke mann me koi pratikriya ya koi reaction nahi hua. Mujhe maa ke upar gussa ane laga aur dobara unko ishara karne ke liye mauka dhundne laga. Tabhi maa nani ke kaan me kuchh boli. Nani manager sahab ko puchhi ki washroom kis taraf hai. Manager bahut izzat se nani se baat kar raha tha aur woh hath uthake dikhaya. Tabhi maa achanak chair se uthke apni purse uthake chal padi. Aur jate time ekbar mujhe look deke muskurake gayi. Main mobile hath me leke baitha tha. Main samajh gaya maa wahan jake mera sms padegi. Iss liye yahan aisa indifferent hoke baithi thi nana nani ke pass. Maa jane ke bas kuchh time baad mera mobile vibrate kiya. Main khola to maa ka sms tha. Unhone likha
" Dhyyat...badmash"
Mujhe malum hai maa mera sms padke sharam se lal ho gayi hogi. Aur yeh bhi malum hai unke mann me bhi mere jaisa chahat aarahi thi. Maine fatafat type kiya
" Its true Manju sona. I m lucky to have u as my beloved wife. I love u so so much and will love u for ever"
Aur turant unka reply aya
" I love u too so so much jaanu."
Woh yeh reply unki dil se likhi hai, yeh main mehsus kiya tab, jab woh wapas ayi aur unke chehre pe ek adbhut nayi dulhan ka abhas dikha tha. Maa ko aisi roop me samne dekh ke aur woh sms padh ke mera penis ek adbhut khushi se underware ke neeche fulne laga. Main bas aur thoda sehen karke uss pal ka intezar karne laga jab woh shastra sammati se meri biwi ban jayegi.
Aur aab woh ghadi agayi.
Main panditji ke samne baithke unka kehna maan raha hun. Panditji puja suru kar diya hai. Woh nana ji se dulha dulhan ka naam aur unlogon ka mata pita ka naam puchha. Nanaji mera naam Hitesh bataya aur mata pita ka naam Deepika aur Arun bataya. Main thoda time samjh nahi paya but thodi der me yaad aya ki maa ka naam unka jaman kundli me Deepika hi likha hua hai. Baki sab clear hua jab dulhan ka naam Manju aur mata pita ke naam ke liye nana khudka aur nani ka hi naam bataya. Pandit ji puja karne lage. Kuchh ladies log wahi charon taraf baith gaye. Mujhe ek sharam ke sath ek uttejana bhi feel ho raha hai. Kyun ki bas muhurat time anehi wala hai. Tabhi panditji puja ke beech me bole ki dulhan ko bulaiye.
Insaan ki mann aur dimag uska zindagi ka ek ek din, har pal, sare moments ko yaad nahi rakh pata. Uska mann bas uska life ka kuchh din, kuchh pal, kuchh moments ko apni aankhon ka carema aur dil ki anubhav se usko kyed kar leta hai aur usko apni mann me bas zindagi bhar ke liye rakh leta hai. Zindagi me ghata har incidents ka sare details woh bhul jayega, but us incidents ka kuchh kuchh muhurt uska dil aur dimag me bacha rehta hai. Woh kabhi kabhi usko pida deta hai, kast deta hai aur kabhi kabhi woh usko khushi aur anand ka ehsas dilata hai. Hamare sab ke zindagi aise niyomon se chalta hai.
Aaj mera zindagi ka woh din hai, jisko shayad main akhri saans tak , isska har moments yaad karna chahunga, but mujhe yeh bhi malum hai mera mann mera chahat puri nahi kar sakta. Mujhe iss anand ka, khushi ka muhurt bas kuchh still tasviron se apni dil ke diwar pe frame me lagake sajake rakhenge. Aur mera mann zindagi me kabhi bhi, kahin bhi dil ki diwaron pe tanga hua woh tasviren yaad karke ab ka mehsus kiya hua khushi ka palon ko relive karke usko mithapan ko ehsas dilate rahega.
Main apni jagah pe khada tha. Wahan majud sab log dulhan ka agaman ke liye utsukta se intezar kar raha hai. Mera mann me ek toofan jaisa chal raha hai. Yeh hai woh ghadi jiska yaad karke itna din gujarte aya. Yeh woh pal jo mera aur maa ka zindagi ko ek naye disha me le jake ek nayi rishta me jod dega. Hamare beech ka maa bete ba bandhan ke sath pati patni ka pyar bhari ek rishta jud jayega. Main byakul mann leke maa ko dulhan ke roop me dekhne liye pagal ho raha hun. Mera iss chinta ke beech mujhe wahan majudgi sab logon ka anand dhwani aur mangalmay awa se main mere left side me door ke taraf dekha. Maa apni dulhan ki besh me hall me entry liye. But mujhe unka chehra nazar nahi aya. Do admi unke samne ek parda jaisa kuchh uthake rakhe hai. Jiss se mere aur maa ke beech ek vision barrier taiyar kar diya. Woh apni sar jhukake , dheer kadamon me puja ki taraf ane lagi. Nanaji unko side se apni dono hathon se maa ko pakadke arahi hai. Yeh malum pad raha hai ki maa ek sundar laal, merun aur hara color ki sundar golden design kiya hua lehenga pehni hui hai. Mera mann me ek hatoda jaisa pith raha hai. Jisko main bachpan se pyar karta hun, jo mujhe pyar deke aaj itna bada kiya , woh aurat, meri maa, aaj meri dharam patni banne rahahi hai. Haan yeh baat sahi hai ki aaj tak main mere mann ki gehrai me, unko soch ke, unki sarir ki ek ek aang kalpana karke, ek admi ka ek aurat ke liye jo pyar hota hai, woh pyar unse karte araha hun. Aur aaj is muhurt ke baad bas woh meri ho jayegi, keval meri. Jiske sath mera khud ka parivar banake, puri zindagi jeene ka khawaish hai. Naniji mujhe dekhte hi hamara nazar mile. Woh bas hothon pe ek muskan leke mujhe dekha aur fir maa ke taraf dekhke maa ki kaan me dheere dheere se kuchh boli. Mujhe maa ka expression to dikhai nahi diya, but nani apni muskan ko aur chawdi karke hasne lagi. Maa ko laga shayad woh sharam aur khushi ka mix anubhuti te aur sar jhukake nani ki hath ki bandhna ke anadr pighalne lagi. Charon taraf se sab ladies ka khushi r mangalmay awaz ke anar wahan khada hoke, mere samne meri maa ko apni dulhan ban ke ate huye dekh ke main bas ek nayi anubhuti se dubne laga.
Maa mere najdik atehi panditji mujhe instruction diye age ka karyakram ke liye. Unke mutabik main puri tarah maa ke taraf ghum gaya. Ab maa inta nazdik khadi hai dulhan ke besh me, aur main dekh nahi pa raha hun, yeh cheez mujhe bahut tadka raha tha. Main unke taraf dekhtehi, panditji ka ek admi mujhe ek phoolon ka haar thama diye aur panditji barmala exchange karne ka nirdesh diya. Tabhi woh do admi dheere dheere woh parda hataya, jo mere aur maa ke beech me drishti rok rakha tha. Ab jaise hi woh neeche jane laga tabhi sabhi auroten jor jor se harsha dhwani dene lagi. Nani apni chehre pe khushi ka hasi leke maa ko ekdum nazdik pakdi. Aur main maa ka chehra didar kar pane laga. Unki sar ke upar se chunri ghunghat banake rakha hua hai. Baalon ko ek achchi tarah design karke pichhe bandha hua hai. Sar pe sone ka tikli maang ke upar hai. Chehre pe nayi dulhan ka make up. Maa ke skin hamesha se makhkhan jaisi mulayem aur gori hai. But aaj unko is saaj me ekdum koi apsara jaisi lag rahi hai. Unko bas ek 20 saal ki jawan ladki lagne lagi. Shadi ka sparsh se jiska roop aur nikharne lagi hai. Dono eye brows ke beech ek laal bindi hai. Aankh jhukake rakhi hai but unki aakhon me kajal aur halki si ek make up kia hui hai. Naak me sone ka nose ring unki chehre ko pehle se ekdum alag bana diya hai. Shadi ka khushi ka anubhav, sharam aur ek anaajni uttejana ke karan unka naak ka agli bhag saans ke sath sath thoda thoda kaanp rahi hai. Aur mere andar ka woh anjaan anubhav badke charam seema pe gayi jab main unki do patli gulabi hothon ko dekha. Unki do naram hoth aise hi gulabi hai , uske upar lipstic lagane ke karan woh aur bhi lobhniya ban gayi hai. Mujhe itni nazdik se woh do hothon ko dekh ke laga ki woh ras me bhara hua santra ka do mitha kali hai. Un hothon me ek khushi ka muskurahat laga hua hai. Mujhe bas mere andar woh dono dothon ko apni hothon se milake uski andar bhara hua ras peene ka mann karne laga. Main andar hi andar kaanp ne laga. main maa ko bachpan se janta hun, bachpan se unko har roop me dekhte araha hun. Iss liye shayad mere andar shadi ka tension se zada unko pane ka chahat mere andar zada daurne laga. Unke sath milan ka intezar me itna saal kata hai maine. Aaj bas mera mann unko puri tarah se mere bahon me chahne laga. Main unki taraf kuchh pal aise dekh ke khudh sab ke samne shrma gaya. Main nazar hata te hi nani se nazar mili. Woh bas ek khushi aur mamta bhari nigahon me mujhe dekhne lagi. Woh chahti hai aaj unki beti ko apni hatho se apni hi pota ke hath me samarpan karke unki beti aur pota ko ek nayi rishte me jod de aur woh hum sab ko leke baki zindagi khushi aur shanti se jee paye. Parda pura hata liya gaya hai. Maa mere samne sar ko thoda jhuka ke, nazar neeche karke khadi hai. Unke hath me bhi mere jaise ek phoolon ka barmala hai. Unki dono mehendi kiya hua hath unki dulhan roop ko khubsurti se badha diya hai, Unki gale me sone ka design kiya hua chawdi necklace aur kaan me sone ka sundar jhumka hai. Hathon me sone ka alag alag design ka bangles. Unki rangin shadi ka joda unki mann ko bhi pehli bar inti saalon baad aaj rangin bana diya hai, aur woh unki puri sarir ka bhasha se pata chal raha hai. Woh aaj mann se apni bete ko apni pati ka adhikar dene ke liye dulhan ki besh me mere samne sharma ke khadi hai. Sab auronten ek khushi aur anand ka mahal banake rakhi hai. Mere pass nanaji aur maa ke pass naniji khade hoke humme apni bachchon ke tarah puri tarah se sehyog dene lagi hai. Hawan ki pavitra aag ke samne hum maa bete khade hoke panditji ka mantra uchchran ke beech hum ek dusre ko pehli baar sab ke samne nazar uthake hamari charon aankhen ek karne lage. Main maa ko dekh raha hun. Woh bas apni nazar thoda thoda uthake fir jhuka rahi hai. Mujhe malum hai woj ek kuwari dulhan ke jaise mehsus kar rahi hai. Unki aakhon ka palkon bas upar araha hai aur fir neeche le jake mere se nazar milane me sharma rahi hai apni mummy papa ke samne. Panditji ka mantra chal raha hai. Pavitra aag ka abha unki galon me ake usko aur laal kar diya hai. Mere andar ka hatoda jor jor se pithne laga. Aur tabhi maa apni nazar uthake mere sath nazar milaya. Sabi log clap karke aur khushi ka awaz se is muhurt ko ek khas muhurt banane lagi. Maa ka nazar me mere prati unka pyar, care, khud ko mere pass sonpne ka chahat ..sab kuchh jhalak raha tha. Unki chehre pe aaj jo bhavnaon ka saya chhaya hua hai, woh bas ek patni ka hota hai apni pati ke liye. Hum ek dusre ko dekhke apni ankhon ka bhasha se, khamoshi ka bhasa se sadhi ka sare kasam kha liya us pavitra agni ke samne usi kuchh palon me. Woh pal hamare zindagi ka sab se ahem pal tha. Panditji barmala badal ne ka nirdesh diye. Aur tabhi maa apni nazar jhuka liya. Main apna mala upar le gaya dheere dheere , mera hath thoda thoda kaanp raha tha. Main mera mala bas unki sar ke upar unki ghunghat ke upar se dalke unki gale me pehna diya. Aur main hath neeche kar liya. Fir maa bhi apni hath ko upar karke mere gale me mala dalne ke liye leke ayi. Main height me maa se zada hun, iss liye unki hath ko bahut upar karke dalna padega, is liye main maa ko help karne ke liye mera sar thoda jhuka ke unki hath ke pass laya. Tabhi maa dheere dheere mere gale me woh mala dal diye apni anzar jhuki rakh ke. Mujhe ab bas jo mehsus hone laga yeh duniyaka koi bhasha se byakt nahi kar sakta. Keval jo iss ko mehsus kiya kabhi, keval wahi samajh sakta hai. Mere mann maa ke prati pyar se bhari hone laga.
Main khushi aur thoda sharam se nani ji ko dekha. Woh bas muskurake unki mann ka khushi zahir kar rahi hai. Tabhi nana ji mere pith me hath rakha. Main unke taraf dekhte hi woh fatherly gesture me mujhe aaswasan dene laga. Sab ke samne, puja aur mantra ke beech, pavitra agni ke samne main aur maa ek dusre ko barmala pehnake iss pavitra rishta me hum dono ka sammati jataya. Panditji humme baithne ko kaha. Main mere asan me baith gaya. Maa dheere dheere mere bagal me rakha hua asan me baithne ke liye mera pass ayi. Main baithe baithe unki taraf thoda neeche mera nazar ghumaya. Woh bas baithne ke liye apni kadam badhayi aur tabhi mujhe unki lehenga ki neeche se unki mehendi kiya hua sundar mulayem chhoti chhoti s*xy gulabi pair nazar aya. Unki pair me bhi red nail polish lagi hui hai. Jisse unki pair aur s*xy lagne lagi aur mujhe bas wahi jhuk ke unki woh pairon me apni hothon se chumne ka mann karne laga. Fir mujhe nazar aya ki woh aaj unki pairon me payel bhi pehni hui hai. Main unki woh sundar gol gol pair me payel pehnane ke liye ek payel kharid ke almirah me rakh ke aya. But woh mera mann ka murad puri karke aaj dulhan ki besh ke sath payel bhi pehenli. Main mehsus karne laga ki bas yeh sundar, khubsurat s*xy ladki bas aaj se meri hi ho gayi. Mera mann ek gehrai me dub lagai aur andar se unko pane ka chahat badte gaya. Aur sab kuchh milake ek sirsirani anubhuti mera spine kapad ke neeche ki taraf jane laga aur mere kurta ke andar penis me uska asar pad raha hai. Mera penis shakt hone laga. Main bas iss mahal me mera orgyness ko daba rakhke baki cheezon me dhyan dene laga. Nanaji jake maa ke pass asan me baithe aur naniji ake mere pass wala asan me baithi. Panditji puja suru kiya fir se. Shadi ka main rasam ab chalu hogaya. Nanaji panditji ke sath milke matra padke sari rasam aur riwaz ke anusar apni kartavya karne lage. Woh unki beti ki kanya daan karne lage. Maa wahan baithke sar jhuka ke rakhi hai nayi dulhan ke tarah. Nazar neeche karke rakhi hai. Main sab kuchh ke beech rehke bhi ek ek bar maa ko churake dekhne laga. Dulhan ka pita ka farz nanaji palan kar raha hai. Woh shashtra sammat tarikese unki beti ko unki honewale damad ke pass kanya daan karke unki ghar ki laxmi ko unka damad ke pass sonp diye. Iss beech me nanaji mere taraf ek bar dekhe. Main unke sath nazar milake unko dekha. Unki ankhon me unki beti roopi ghar ki laxmi ko mere pass samarpan karke, unki beti ko pyar se sambhalke rakhne ki minti saaf jhalak aya. Main bhi apni ankhon ka bhasa aur hothon ka smile se unko woh bharosa diya ki main unki beti ko zindagi bhar bahut sare payr aur khushi deke sambhalke rakhunga.
Tabhi panditji ka ek admi ake mera sherwani ka scarf ke sath maa ka dupatta ka kona bandh diye. Aur sath sath panditji mantra padke puja kar rahe hai. Wahan ka sare log uss mantra uchcharan ke beech mere aur maa ke upar gulab ki papri aur rice barshake apni ashirvad aur shubhkamnayen dete rahe. Fir panditji humme aise hi dono ka kapda bandha rakh ke wahan shadi sthal me us agni ke charon taraf parikrama lagane kaha. Main khada hone laga to dekha ki main agar pehle jaldi se khada ho jaunga to maa ka chunri unki sar ka ghunghat ko hila degi, is liye main jhuk ke dhhere dhhere khada hote gaya , taki maa ko waqt mile mere sath ek sath khada hone ki. Main aise jhuk ke thoda time raha aur fir maa khadi ho gayi. Iss beech me hamare yeh uncomfortability ko dekh ke wahan ka sare ladies has pade aur apas me batein karne lagi. Main aur maa dono ab khada ho gaya. Panditji mantra padte rahe aur hum chakkar lagane ke liye kadam uthaye. Us agni ki charon taraf chakkar lagake hum apni agee ki jeevan ko ek sath jeene ki sare kasam khane suru kiye. Tabhi fir se charon taraf se gulab ki papriyan aur rice ka barish fir se hone laga mere aur maa ke upar. Main age age chalne laga aur maa mere pichhe dheere dheere mujhe follow karti rahi. Aise phoolon ki aur rice ki barish ke andar hun us pavitra agni parikrma karte hare.
Mujhe maa ka chehra dikhai nahi de raha hai. Woh bas sar jhukake mujhe follow karti ja rahi hai. Mujhe apni pati maanke mann aur tann sonp ke mujhe pati ka adhikar deke zindagi khushi aur anand se jeene ka kasam khate rahi. Mujhe nana aur nani se ek bar nazar mila. Woh log bas apni ek lauti pyari beti ko mere pass samarpan karke ek chyain ki nazar se hamara jodi ko dekh rahe hai aur ashirwad de rahe hai hamare upar phool aur rice fek ke.
Agni parikrama khatam hote hi panditji ka kaha maan ke main aur maa fir se apni apni asan ke upar baith gaye. Hamara kapra bandha hone ke karan ab mujhe aur maa ko ek dusre ki sath deke chalna pad raha hai, jis tarah ab se humme ek dusre ki sath deke zindagi ki rahon me chalna padega. Ek dusre ki zindagi ka khayal rakh ke har pal ek sath rehna hai. Panditji ka puja aur hawan abhi bhi chal raha hai. Tabhi unhone naniji se dheere se kuchh puchha to nani ji unko jabab diya bahut dheere se. Panditji wahan puja ke pass rakhi hui ek thali se mangalsutra uthaye aur mujhe dediye. Main apna hath nikal ke unse woh liya. Aab mangal sutra pakad ke bhi mera hath thoda thoda kaanp na suru kiya. Mann ki andar ka khushi, excitement aur na jane kya ek adbhut anubhuti se mera mann pagal hone laga. Main maa ki taraf dekha. Woh bas apni hoton pe muskurata barkarar rakhke, apni nazar jhuka ke baithi hai. Panditji mantra padna suru kiya aur mujhe apni hath ka ishara se woh mangalsutra dulhan ke gale me bandhne ko kaha. Main thoda ghum ke maa ke taraf ho gaya. Main dheere dherre apni dono hath me pakdi hui mangalsutra ko maa ki gale ke pass leke gaya. Main bas aur kahin na dekh ke keval maa ko dekh raha hun. Mere hath unki gale ke pass jate hi woh samajh gayi aur woh apni jhuki hui nazar ke sath apni sar ko mere taraf thoda ghumayi, mujhe mangalsutra bandhne me asaan ho is liye. Main dheere dheere unki gale me mangalsutra dalke pichhe dono hath le gaya bandhne ke liye. Tabhi ek lady maa ki dupatta ko thoda gardan ke pass se uthake mujhe unki gale me mangalsutra pehnane me madat karne lagi. Main mera hath maa ki gardan ke pass ek sath hone ke baad dheere dheere bandhne lag. Mera hath thoda thoda unko touch kar raha hai. Mera body ekdum unke body ke pass hai. Mera mann me ab jo anubhuti khel raha hai, shayad maa ke mann me bhi same anubhuti daur raha hoga. Mantra padne ke beech main mangalsutra bandh ke mera hath khich liya, aur main fir se sidha baith gaya. Maa bhi apni sar ko ghumake pehle jaise baith gayi.
Unki gale me mangalsutra kaise lagta hai, yeh pehli baar dekh raha hun. Unko side se dekhte dekhte unki liye mere andar ek pyaar jagne laga. Panditji unka ek admi ko kuchh bole aur woh admi hamare pass agaya. Aur mere pass atehi woh wahan baithke wahan rakhi hui ek dibba kholi aur ek metal ke coin me dabba se thoda sindoor uthake mere hath me thama diye. Main bas shadi ka akhri rasam pura karke maa ko apni patni ke roop me puri tarah grahan karne jaraha hun. Main nani ko dekha , woh bas ankhon me khushi leke ek ishara kiya. Aur main panditji ka mantra uchcharan ke beech hi woh sindoor dheere dheere maa ki sar ke pass le gayi. Fir woh lady maa ki sar ki ghunghat ko thoda hatake, maang se sone ka tikli side karke mujhe help karne lagi. Fir main mera ek hath maa ki sar ke picche chhun ke, dusri hath se unki maang me sindoor bhar diya. Mera ek hath unko chhuke rakhi hai, usme se pata chala sindoor dalte time maa thoda kaanp uthi aur main bhi andar se ek kampan mehsus karne laga. Aab hum shastra sammati se pati patni ban gaye. Hamara ek nayi rishta jud gaya. Aaj se hum dono aur maa beta nahi rahe. Pati patni ka pavitra bandhan me bandha pad gaye. Maa ka gale me mangalsutra aur maang me sindoor ke sath unko ek alag roop nikal ke aye. Sath hi sath woh ab itni pyari aur khubsurat lagne lagi ki main yeh kabhi kalpana nahi kiya tha. Main bas aglee saat janam tak is khubsurat aur pyari ladki ko, meri maa ko apni patni ke roop me pana chahta hun. Shadi ka rasam pura ho gaya. Aur tab saat married lady maa ke pass ake unki kaan me fisfiske good wishes dene lagi. Maa ka chehra khushi se jhalak uth raha hai. Maa tabhi bhi apna nazar uthayi nahi. Panditji aab hum dulha dulhan ko uthke apni apni bade ko pranam karke ashirwad lene ko kahan. Main maa ke sath taal milake dheere dheere utha aur ek sath nanaji ke pass ake unka pair chhuna. Woh bas unki dono hath mere aur maa ke sar par rakh ke humme ashirwad dene lage. Fir hum nani ke pass jake unki pair chhunye. Naniji humme ashirwad kiye aur hum khade hotehi hum dono ko woh ek sath gale me mila liye. Nana nani ke aankh thoda gila ho raha tha. Jaise ki unka ladki shadi karke dusri ek ghar pe, apni pati ki ghar pe ja rahi hai. But aab to maa ka maike aur sasural ek hi hai. Hum panditji ko pranam kiye aur wahan ka baki sabse shubhkamnayen aur good wishes grahan karte rahe.
Dusri ek hall me resort walon ne shadi me present sab ka lunch ka intezam karke rakha hai. Hum sab wahan gaye. Sab log buffet system se lunch karne lage. Main, maa aur nana nani ek table pe baithe. Manager sahab hamara lunch ka dekhbhal kar rahe hai. Humme table pe dono admi lunch serve karne lage. Nana aur nani ka alag alag plate hai but mera ur maa ka ek hi plate hai. Shadi ka rasam anusar nayi nayi shadi shuda dulha dulhan ko pehla khana ekhi plate se share karke khana hai. So main aur maa ass pass chair me nazdik baithe hai. Woh abhi bhi sidhi tarike se mujhe nahi dekh rahi hai. Do ekbar hum churake dekh ke hamara nazar mil chuka hai. Ab unke andar bhi ek sharam hai aur mere andar bhi. Woh hum dono mehsus kar pare the. Isliye hum ek dusre ko straight nazar milake dekh nahi pa rahe hai. But unki is nayi dulhan ki besh me dekhne ke liye mera mann har pal unke taraf ja raha hai. Hum ek hi plate se pehle ek dusre ko khilane ke baad, dhire dhire hum khane lage. Hamara hath plate ke upar touch ho raha hai. Hamara kandha ek dusre se takra rahe hai. Ek dusre ki sarir ki garmi ass pass rehke bhi keval hum dono hi mehsus kar rahe hai. Usse mera pura badan maa ki tarah beech beech me khushi aur excitement ke wajah se kaanp uth raha hai. Sab ke beech baithe baithe bhi main keval meri dulhan roopi maa ko , jo ab mera dharam patni bhi hai, unko dekhe ja raha tha aur mann hi mann me unko ekant me meri bahon me paane ka waqt ka intezar karne lage.
Sham hone ja raha hai. Hum char log mumbai me bandra terminus pe ek platform bench me baithe hue hai. Nanaji bench ka ek dum end me baithe hai, unke baad naniji, naniji ki bagal me maa aur main dusri end pe baitha hun. Nani maa ko apne pass hi pakadke baithi hai. Hum kuchh time koi kuchh bhi nahi bol rahe hai. Mumbai city ki byasta ta ke andar hum charon log ek alag upasthiti leke baithe hue hai. Sab log bahut byast hai charon taraf. Sab apni apni sukh, dukh, khushi, gham, anand, hasi, rona leke chale ja rahe hai apni apni shanti ki jagah pe. Sab ke mann me kuchh na kuchh passion, emotion ka khel chal raha hai. Lekin fir bhi koi kisi dusre ka woh bhavna ko chhun nahi pa raha hai. Sab alag alag island jaise jeete hai yahan. Jeevan sangram me yeh log khud hi apna passion , emotion ko thik se byakt karne ka tarika hi shayad bhul gaye. Hamare samne se kitne sare log chale ja rahe hai. But kisi ko bhi yeh pata nahi hai, shayad pata karne ki jarurat bhi nahi pad raha hai ki hum ab kis emotional bending ke through gujar rahe hai. Hamare mann me ab kya chal raha hai. Ek maa unki ek lauti beti ko apni hi pota ke hath me unko sonp diya hai. Apni hi pota ko aaj damad banake apni beti aur pota ki khush hall zindagi ka ummed karke uparwala se prarthana kar rahi hai mann hi mann. Ek pita apni parivar ki sabki bhalai ke liye aaj khud ka pota ka sasur ban gaye. Aur woh iss nayi rishte ko jee jaan se maan ne bhi lage hai. Ek maa apni zindagi ka ab tak ka pyar aur mamta deke jis ko pala, bada kiya, maa ka sneh diya, aaj khud ko uska patni manke apni tann mann sonp diya aur usko apni pati ka adhikar de diya. Ek beta jo bachpan se apna nana nani ke sath rehke, unka pyar, sneh, mamta pake unke chhatra chhaya me bada hua hai, aaj unhi nana nani ko apna saas aur sasur maan liye mann se. Jis aurat ke hath ke mamta bhari pyar aur dekhbhal me bada hua, jisko duniyame sabse zada pyar karke aya, jisko apni dil me har kona me unki hi chitran aankan karke rakhte aya, uss aurat ko shastra sammat tarike se aapni dharam patni, apni jeevansathi, apni pyari biwi banake aaj sare rishton ko dobara nayi tarah se likh diya. Aisi jatil paristhiti ke andar sab reh raha hai, fir bhi bahar walon ko kuchh bhi bhanak nahi. Samaaj aaj yeh sab kuchh nahi jaan paya. Is liye sab apni apni respect se hum charon ko dekh rahe hai. Aur hum hamare anewala kal ke bare me soch rahe hai. Humme puri zindagi aise hi rehna padega. Hamara purana rishta ko bhul ke, sab ke samne iss nayi rishte ko hi apnake rakhna padega. Shayad humme apni purani pehchan, purani janpehchan logon se hamesha dur rehna padega humari sab ki bhalai ke liye. Jitna time jane lagi, nani ki aankh utnahi gila hone laga. Maa bhi unke sath, unke sparsh me rehke thoda udas hone lagi. Thoda der baad Ahmedabaad jane ka train lagnewali hai. Nana nani apni beti ko pehli baar ghar se dur bhej rahe hai. Pehli baar apni beti ko unke pati ke sath zindagi bitane ke liye apnon se dur jane de rahe hai. Nana nani ke mann bhari ho raha hai yeh main mehsus kar pa raha hun. Unke mann me yeh bhi hai ki unke beti ab jiske sath rehene ja rahe hai, woh usko duniyaka sari pyar, sari khushi, sari anand dega. But apni eklauti beti ko itna din baad apnon se dur karne ka dard main mehsus kar sakta hun.
Maa nani ke pass chipak ke baithi hai. Unki hath nani ke ek hath pakadke rakhi hai. Maa beti ka pyar saaf jhalak dikhai de raha hai. Maa ko nana nani se dur janeka ek dard to hai, but unke mann me usse zada khushi hai. Kyun ki woh apni bete ke sath , jo ab unki pati hai, unke sath nayi zindagi bitane ja rahi hai. Unko yeh bhi malum hai ki duniyame kuchh bhi ho jaye, par unki beta, unki pati kabhi bhi kisi bhi halat me unki hath nahi chhodega, aur nahi unko kabhi kuchh kast pane degi. Woh apni pati ka pyar ko ab dheere dheere mehsus kar sakti hai. Unki aankh me gilapan to hai, phir bhi hothon pe ek khushi ka abha dikhai deta hai. Aur woh dekh ke nana nani bhi chayn ki saans le pa rahe hai. Maa ki gale me mangalsutra hai. Maang me sindoor lagi hui hai. Forehead pe ek laa bindi. Hath pair me mehendi lagi hai. Dono hath me kuchh bangles ke sath aur bhi kuchh simple jwellery me maa ko ek nayi dulhan hi lag rahi hai. Pehli baar shadi ke baad ek jawan kunwari ladki ko jaise dikhta hai, maa ko waise lagne lagi. Unki slim body me aaj ek alag sa abha lagi hui hai. Ek merun, green aur yellow color ke rang se sundar desin aur minakri kiya hua ek saree pehni hui hai. Sath me match kia hua blouse. Unki gori rang aur makhkhan jaise mulayem skin me woh kapda unko bahut jaj rahi hai. Yeh sab cheezzon se unki umra ab 20 saal ki jaise lag rahi hai. Main wahan se uthke thoda age jake side me khade hoke relax jaisa karne laga. Nani maa se kuchh baten kar rahi hai. Nana ji bhi wahan nani aur maa ko kuchh bol rahe hai. Aab unke andar ka dukh aur mayus bhav dheere dheere kam ho raha hai. Main bas charon taraf nazar fira te firate sabse zada keval maa ko hi dekh raha hun. Aaj iss roop me maa ko vastav me dekh ke mujhe ehsas hua ki kalpana kabhi kabhi vastav se bhi haar maan leta hai. Maa ko pichhla do hapte se meri patni ki roop me kaise dikhegi, woh kalpana karte aya. Woh hai toh khubsuarat. Nayi dulhan banne ke baad aur khubsurat ho jayegi yeh sochke unki ek tasvir mann ke andar kalpana kiya tha. But aaj mere samne baithi unko dekh ke mehsus kiya ki iss aparup saundyarta ko vastav chhorke kabhi dekh nahi payenge. Aur abhi is pal woh didar karke mere mann me ek anirbachaniya khushi aur santust ka bhav chhane laga. Main sach much unko biwi ke roop me pake ab ek satisfied man jaisa feel kar raha hun. Unki yeh saundyarta , yeh khubsurti, yeh roop main zindagi bhar mere apna karke paunga.
Pehle se kiya hua plan ke motabik nana nani abhi Ahmedabaad chale jayenge. Aur main maa ko leke MP chala jaunga. Ticket bhi aise hi book kiya tha maine. Iss liye shadi ke baad hum sab lunch karke apna apna cottage me pahuch gaya tha. Humme shadi ka joda wagera khol ke taiyar hona tha. Maa naniji ki room me hi chale gaye. Unki sara saman wahi rakha hua tha. Aur main nanaji ke room me agaya tha. Main apna sherwani khol ke bathroom me jake muh hath pa dhone laga. Sar pe ghee chandan aur gulal ki lagi hui sare tilak ko sabun se saaf karke fresh hone laga. Fir ake mera suitcase se ek jeans aur polo t shirt nikal ke pehen liya. Maine socha ki suitcase me rakha ek nayi kurta aur pajama hai toh woh pehen lun. But fir laga ki woh pehen ne me ek dum nayi dulha type lagunga. Aur sharma ane laga. Tab maine yeh jeans pehen ke casual hone ka koshish karne laga. Maa aur mera shadi ho gaya. Fir bhi dono ke andar nana nani ke samne ek sharam abhi bhi hai. Main mera baki kapda aur saman pack karne laga. Nanaji room me aya aur woh bhi apni kapda badal ne ke liye bathroom me chale gaye. Hum do ladke log to fatafat taiyar ho gaye. But wahan dusra cottage me woh do ladki log hamare jaise normal banne me time legi. Naniji to bas apni kapde change kar lenge but maa dulhan ka lehenga choli badal karenge, fir apni chehre se sare make up saaf karke maang me bhari sindoor ko thik tarike se lane me time to jayega. Aise karke pura do ghanta lag gaye. Aur fir jab hum apni apni cottage se apna saman leke nikle tab main maa ko isi dress aur isi roop me tab pehli bar dekha tha. Unki hath ki mehendi, hathon ka bangles dekh ke sab samajh jayenge ki unki nayi nayi shadi hui hai. Aur unke upar mera naam ka suhagan ka sare sabud dekhke, mera andar hi andar unke liye ek tibra chahat hone laga aur main bahut horny feel karne laga. Mera sarir ke andar ek anubhuti daur raha hai. Main maa ki taraf jabhi bhi dekh raha hun, tabhi unki jism ka har kone kone me mera pyar bhara garam hoth ka sparsh deke unko pyar karne ke liye mera mann pagal ho raha tha. Woh meri maa hai. Main unki bahut zada pyar karta hun. Unko dil me chahta hun. Woh ab meri biwi hai. Mera jeevan sathi, mera soul mate. Unke sath zindagi ka har pal jeena chahta hun. Zindagi ka har saans unke sath hi lena chahta hun. Mera pyar se unki zindagi ka ab tak ka sari gham, sari kast, sari kurbani, bahut sari cheezen na pane ka dukh --sab sab kuchh bhula dena chahta hun aur zindagi bhar bahut sare khushi aur anand ke sath unko mere bahon me bharke sambhalke rakhna chahta hun.
Maa cottage se nikal neke baad se ab tak ek bhi bar mujhe nahi dekha hai. Main bahut bar koshish kar raha hun. But nazar nahi mila. Woh aur nani bas ek sath ekdusre ko pakadke sare raste taxi me ayi. Aaj sab thoda apni apni mann me hi the. Zada baat nahi kar rahe the. Nana nani apni beti, jo aaj tak unke sath rehke aye, unko ab bas jane dena pad raha hai. Usi gham me sab kam bol rahe the. Fir bhi baat chit hone laga. Aur beech beech me koi mazakiya baton se sab has rahe the. But fir bhi woh pehla din jaisa nahi raha. Baat kam hone ke karan main bar bar pichhe mud nahi paa raha tha aur maa ko dekh nahi paa raha tha. Fir bhi itna nazdik rehke , main unko mere dil ke andar aur sarir me mehsus kar paraha tha. Mera isi tarah feelings ke liye mera penis baar baar shakt hote raha. Woh ab keval suhagraat ka intezar me hi hai. Fir bhi main jabhi bhi maa ko dekh raha hun, har bar unki khubsurti aur saundyarta dekhke main khud ko bhagyaban samjh raha tha. Aise ek pyari ladki meri biwi banegi main socha nahi tha. But aaj waise hi ek ladki, jo meri maa hai, aaj mera patni ban gayi hai. Jo ab mere naam ka sindoor laga ke mere samne, unki mummy papa ke sath baithi hui hai.
Nana nani train me chadne se pehle mujhe aur maa ko bar bar gale laga te rahe. Main aur maa ek sath jhuk ke pati patni ka couple ban ke nana aur nani ka pair chhun ke unke ashirwad lene lage. Nanaji mujhe ek bar alag se gale lagaya aur kuchh time pakad ke rakha. Woh jaise ki yeh keh rahe hai ki mera ghar ka laxmi main tumko diya beta. Ab tum hi iska dhyan rakhna. Fir nanaji ma ko gale lagake chehre pe ek mayusipan lake ek smile diya. Nani ma ko fir se gale lagayi aur unki chehra dono hath se thamke unki ankhon me dekhi aur unki gila aankhon se smile karke maa ko boli
" Sada suhagan raho beti". Nana nani ke aankhon me saaf saaf jhalak dikh raha hai jaise ki woh log apni beti ki vidai de rahe hai. Is samay main aur maa eksath rehke keval unlogon ko thik se , apna khyal rakh ke rehne ke liye kehne lage. Aaj tak maa the sath me. But aab woh dono bilkul akele ho jayenge. Woh sochke mera mann thoda bhari bhi ho gaya tha. But kya karen. Zindagi ka asli rang hi aisi hai.
Main aur maa ek sath ass pass platform me khade hai. Train chalne lagi. Nana nani khidki se humme dekh ke hath hilaya. Aur dono hi param mamta aur pyar se humme ek smile dekhe hamara apnapann jatane lage. Train raftar pakadne lagi aur maa ka aankh gila hone laga. Train dheere dheere platform chhodke dur jane lagi. Aur tabhi main mehsus kiya ki mere ekdum nazdik khadi maa unki dono hath uthake mera baju pakad rahi hai. Main ghumke unko dekha. Woh tabhi bhi jate hui train ke taraf nazar rakh ke gila aankhon se usi taraf dekhe ja rahi hai. Aur unki hath dheere dheere mere baju ko thik se pakadne lagi. Mere mann me yeh bhavnayen ayi ki maa ab tak unki mummy papa ke sang jee rahi thi. Aur woh log unke beti ki achchi tarah se dekhbhal karke apni kartavya sahi tarike se palan kar rahe the. Lekin ab se maa mere sang meri patni banke jeene ja rahi hai. Aur mujhe mera patni ka raksha karke unki har tarha ka dekhbhal karna hai. Shayad woh unki aanjane me mera baju pakad ke unki yeh gesture se mujhe mera kartavya yaad dene lagi. Shadi ke time main kasam khake yeh kaha ki main puri zindagi unki khayal rakhke, unki har ichcha ko pura karke, unki har tarah ki chahat mitake, mera pyar, care, loyalty, honesty deke unko har jhanjha se bachake mere bahon me sukun ka need lene dunga. Aur iss waqt se mera woh kartavya palan karna suru ho gaya hai.
Main unki taraf dekh raha tha. Aur mere mann me ek nayi tarah anubhuti aur pyar aaya maa ke upar. Ek pati ka unka patni ke upar jo pyar ata hai, main pehli bar maa ke sath hamara nayi rishta me kadam rakh ke, isi ptalform me khade hoke woh pyar mehsus karne laga. Mujhe is tarah pyar aur bhavnayen pehle kabhi mehsus nahi hua tha. Tabhi maa apni sar uthake mere taraf dekhi. Unki uss namm aankhon me apnon se dur jane ka gham ke sath sath ek adbhut khushi bhi jhalak de raha hai. Woh apni mummy papa se dur rehke bhi apni dil se judi hui kisi ke sath, apni bete ke sath, jo ab unki pati hai, unke sath jeevan bitane ja rahi hai. Uss ki khushi aur ek excitement unki mann me jo mishra anubhuti ka shristi kar raha hai, woh unki aankhon se mujhe dikh raha hai. Mere sath nazar milake aise hi hum dono uss bheed platform me kuchh pal khade rahe, fir maa ke andar ek sharam khel gaya aur woh apni aankh jhuka li . Aur sharam ke sath unki hath mere baju ko chhod ke apni taraf khich li. Lekin woh unki hoth pe ek muskan leke mujhe yeh samjha di ki kitna bhi gham aur kitna bhi kast aye na kyun, woh mere sath, pere pass , mere dil me rehke apni sari ghamon ko bhulke chehre pe hasi leke jee sakti hai. Main bas apni zindagi ka ek naya adhyay me pravesh karke meri maa ko sath me leke ek nayi raste me chalna suru kiya. Jahan keval main aur meri maa yani ki meri biwi hai.
Nana nani sham ka train leke chale gaye. Woh log bas subha hone se pehle hi ghar pahuch jayenge. Lekin hum logon ko MP pahuchte pahuch te kal sham ho jayega. Hum bandra se chhatrapati shivaji terminus pe pahuch gaye. Hamare sath teen suitcase hai. Hum ek koolie leke saman usko deke main aur maa mumbai ki uss bheed me chalne lage ek dusre ke sath , ekdum pass rehke. Maa aur mera hath nahi pakda. Woh bas ek nayi dulhan ki tarah unke pati ke sath dheer kadmon me chalte aarahe hai. Main unke sath unki kadamon se apni kadmon milake chale laga. Mujhe puri zindagi bas unko aise hi sath dena hai. Aur main yeh chahta bhi hun mann se, dil se. Chalte waqt bheed me kabhi kabhi maa ka baju mere baju se, aur maa ka kandha mere kandha se touch ho raha hai. Aur har baar mujhe ek naram aur komal sparsh mehsus ho raha hai. Maa kitni komal aur naram hai hamare shadi se pehle uski ek jhalak mujhe mila tha. Aur ab un komal aur naram sarir ka sparsh se mere andar ek kapuni ane laga. maa ke ek dum pass rehne ke liye mujhe unki sarir se ek khushboo bhi mil raha tha. Unki baalon ka woh mitha mehek main mehsus kar raha hun. Itni bheed me bhi mujhe bas unko mera bahon me lene ka mann kiya. But main chahke bhi unki hath pakad nahi paya. Na jane kyun shadi ke baad mere andar bhi ek tarah ka sharam agaya. Main kitna kuchh sochke rakha tha. But aaj maa ko ek anjan jagah pe hamare parichit samaj ke bahar akeli pake bhi , iss platform ki bheed ki andar bhi unko chhun nahi paraha hun. Maa bhi shayad mere jaisa emotion aur soch ke through gujar rahi hai. Woh na mujhe dekh rahi hai aankh uthake, na mere se sahaj hoke baat kar rahi hai, na mujhe chhun pa rahi hai. Bas hum mann hi mann ek dusre ko chahke bhi itna kareeb rehke bhi , koi pehla kadam utha nahi pa rahe hai.
Hamare train ane me thoda time hai. Hum platform ke ek kone wala bench me baithe hai. Hamara luggage samne rakhi hui hai. Maa aur main kareeb, bahut kaeer reh rahe the. Dono hi shayad platform ki is vichitra awaz ke beech bhi ek dusre ki dil ki dhadkanein sun pa rahe the, fir bhi hum ek duri me reh gaye. Main thoda time baad maa ko dekhte hue puchha
" Paani pioge?"
Maa bas mujhe ek nazar deke fir nazar dusri taraf ghumake sar hilake haan kaha. Woh bas sari purani rishton bhul ke, meri biwi ki jagah leke khud ko mere sath sahaj karne ki koshish kar rahi hai. Main bhi maa ko apni biwi ki nazar se puri tarah grahan karne ki koshish mann hi mann karte ja raha hun. Is liye dono hi aaj ek awkward situation me ek dusre ke sath rehke bhi, ek dusre se mil ghul ne me waqt le rahe hai. Main uthke jake samne waala stall se paani lake maa ko bottle kholke peene diya. Woh mere hath se bottle leli, but peene me jhijhak rahi hai, kyun ki bottle pura bhara tha. Peene jayenge to kapre me paani girke kapre geela kar dega. So main haske unse bottle leke muh lagake thoda pani pee liye. Fir main unko bottle diya to woh mujhe ek smile deke bottle me muh lagake dheere dheere paani peene lagi. Aaj tak hamare Ahmedabad ghar me bachpan se dekh ke araha hun ki koi kisika jutha pani nahi pite. But aaj maa mera jutha pani peene me koi duvidha nahi rakhi. Main unki gale me mangalsutra aur maang me sindoor aur hath me mehendi leke nayi dulhan ke tarah sharma ke mere samne unki iss tarah parivartan ko dil me mehsus karne laga. Aur unko mere dilka sari jagah dene me koi kasar nahi chhoda.
Main ek do baar uthke idhar udhar ja raha tha. Mujhe bhi thoda uneasy feel ho raha tha. Bas situation ko sahaj karne ke liye khud pehle sahaj hone ka koshish kar raha tha. Aur jab main thoda idhar udhar ghumke wapas maa ke pass aata tha tab maa keval mera aane ka intezar leke wahan baithe rehte the. Aur main wapas ane ke baad mujhe sharm laga ek smile deke nazar jhuka leti thi. Unki us smile me ek rahat ka feelings dikhai deta tha. Main bas kuchh palon ke liye unse dur hote hi woh mere liye aise sochne lag gaye. Mera lautne ka intezar me akhon me ek chahat leke baithi rehti thi. Train ka time ho gaya tha. Platform me ab bheed thoda badh gayi hai. Main aur maa khade hue hai. Main mera saman uthane ke liye ek koolie ko dhund raha tha. Main bas wahan se age jake dekhne ke liye jaise hi kadam badhaya toh maa pichhe se boli
" Suniye na....."
Main maa ka awaz suntehi dil me ek khushi ka leher ke sath pichhe mudke dekha. Woh bas dheer nazron se mujhe dekhe ja rahi hai. Main unke pass ake ukno dekhte hue mera sarir ka bhasa se puchhne laga ki kya hua hai. Woh bas mere ankhon me dekhte huye dheere dheere kaha
" Aap mere pass rahiye"
Aur fir nazar jhuka ke unki hathon se dheere dheere mera baju pakadke mere aur kareeb ane lagi. Aur waise hi nazar jhuki rakhke ek dum fisfisa ke boli
" Mujhe dar lagti hai"
Bolke unki sar ko mere hath se touch karwayi. Mere andar bas pyar ka dhara behne lagi. Main ek anjaani khushi se chup hoke bas wahan khade khade unki woh touch aur pyar ko mehsus karne laga.
MP me hamara station me pahuch ke hum jab train se utre, tab sham hone ja raha tha. Main saman wagera leke coolie ke sath neeche utar gaya. Fir maa peeche ake darwaja ke samne khadi hoke utarne ja rahi thi. Main daur ke jake unka hath pakad ke unko utarne me help karne ke liye unke pass pahucha. Maang me sindoor aur gale me mangalsutra ke sath maa ek dum nayi naveli dulhan ke tarah lag rahi hai jiska pehli bar shadi hua hai. Main unke taraf dekh ke dil me pyar aur chehre pe smile leke mera left hand badha diya unke taraf. Woh mere taraf dekhke smile karke unki chehre pe ek pyari muskan aur ankhon me nayi shadi hui ladki ka jaise unki pati ke liye bahut sare pyar leke mere taraf ek bar dekhe. Aur blush karke smile thoda chawdi karke nazar ghuma liya aur unka mehendi kiya hua right hand badhake mera hath pakad liya. Fir unki left hand se unki saree ko thoda upar ke taraf pakad ke train se neeche utarne lagi. Woh ek medium heel wali slipper peheni hui thi. Woh jaise hi utarne gayi, unki mehendi lagi hui pair ka kuchh hissa saree ke neeche se mujhe dikhai diya. Gori gori aur gol gol mulayem skin wali pair. Usme peheni hui payel unki sundar gulabi edi ko aur khubsurat aur s*xy bana diya hai. Mujhe ek jhalak yeh dekh ke mere andar achanak ek orgyness agaya. Achanak mera sarir me khoon daurne laga aur mera penis ke andar jake bharne laga. Maa ka naram hath ki sparsh me aaj ek nayi tarah anubhuti sarir me mehsus karne laga. Unki mehendi kiya hua s*xy pair aur nayi dulhan ki tarah sharmana--sab kuchh milake mere andar ek toofan chalne laga. Aur mera penis achanak ek adbhut sukhanubhuti se uchhal ke shakt hone laga. Main bas mera anubhuti ko mann hi mann kabu karke unko utarne me puri madat kiya aur fir woh utarneke baad mere taraf nazar uthake dekhi. Mujhe uss nazron me mere liye unki jo love aur loyalty, mere upar unki jo dependency, mere pass unki jo complete surrender , mere prati unki jo caring bhav aur mere liye unki dil me jo chahat nazar aya woh dekh ke ussi pal me mera dil us platform me khade khade bas pighalne laga. Mujhe andar hi andar yeh mehsus hua ki main sach me bahut khush naseeb hun. Mujhe aisi ek ladki meri biwi ke roop me mili, jo mujhe bachpan se aaj tak itna pyar karti ayi, aur aaj bhi itana pyar kar rahi hai, aur main janta hun ki zindagi bhar mujhe itna hi pyar karte rahegi. Bachpan se woh mujhe hamesha zada pyar karti thi single parents ke wajah se. Unke dil me hamesha main rehta tha. Unki sari sukh dukh mujhe leke aur mere charon taraf ghumti thi. Aur aaj naseeb ne hume zindagi ka iss mod pe laya ki jahan hum maa beta hone par bhi hum dono ko duniyaka sabse majbut aur mehtpurn ek bandhan me bandh diya. Humare maa bete ka jo bandhan tha uss majbut bandhan me toh hum pehle se hi jude hai. Lekin aaj is nayi rishte ka nayi bandhan me achchanak hum dono aur bhi bahut zada majbuti se ek dusre se jud gaye. Mera maa ke prati jo pyar hai, uske sath biwi ke liye pyar bhi dilse nichodke sab unko hi de diya. Aur woh bhi unki zindagi ka jama hua sari pyar unki pati ke liye de diya. Apni bete ke liye jo pyar tha, uske sath ek patni ka pyar milke unki dil apni bete ke pass ujad kar diya. Aur woh apni dil ko aaj ek majbut bandhan se unki bete ke dil ke sath badh liye. Aur woh khud ko puri tarah, apni tann mann sab kuchh apni bete ke pass, apni pati ke pass samarpan kar diye. Mujhe sab kuchh mehsus hone laga unke samne khade hoke unke ankhon me dekhte hue. Kuchh pal hum aise nazar milake hamara dil ki bahut sare baatein us bheed palatfomr ke vichitra awaz ke beech khade hoke ek dusre ko jatane lage. Maa bas apni smile barkarar rakhke achanak kuchh yaad karke mere hath me unki grip dheela kar liya aur sharma ke mera hath chhodke apni hath khich liye. Fir apni nazar platform ke dusri taraf ghumake dekhne lagi. Main tabhi bhi unko dekh raha tha. Maa ko aaj bahut khush dikh raha tha. Unke andar ek najwan ladki ki anubhuti wapas agayi. Unki hothon pe jo muskan laga hua hai, woh main zindagi bhar dekhne ke liye kuchh bhi kar sakta hun. Main hamesha unko isi tarah khush dekhna chahta hun, khush rakhna chahta hun.
Hum taxi me hamara luggage load karke mera ghar ke taraf, jo aaj se hamari ghar hoga, usi taraf jane lage. Platform me maa jo mera hath chhoda, uske baad aur mera hath pakdi nahi. Main dil se chah raha tha ki woh mere baju pakadke mere ekdum pass rehke chale. But woh bas mere pass to thi, lekin mera sparsh se dur reh rahi thi. Shayad unke mann me bhi mera jaisa ek anubhuti ho rahi hogi. Mera jaisa ek chahat unke bhi sarir me toofan layi hogi. Ek adhbhut sukh, jo na main kabhi paya aur jo woh pake bhi uska anand zindagi me thik se le nahi paye, woh anand, woh sukh pane ke liye unki bhi sarir taras rahi hogi. Aur shayad isi liye woh bhi khud ko apni kabu me rakh rahi hai mere se dur rehke. Taxi ke peeche baithe the hum. Maa khidki ke pass baithke bahar ki taraf dekh rahi hai. Nayi jagah aur nayi zindagi me khud ko mila ke nayi rishte ko aur bhi apni dil me majbuti se basa rahi hai. Main raste me jate jate batate raha ki hum ko kitna dur jana hai, wahan se market kis taraf hai, mera office kidhar se jana padta hai wagera wagera. Woh bas beech beech me mere taraf ek smile leke dekhti hai aur fir bahar nazar ghuma leti hai. Khidki ke taraf unki left hand unki god me rakhi hui hai aur right hand mere aur unki beech me jo gap hai wahan seat ke upar rakhi hui hai. Mujhe bahut mann kar raha tha ki main unki woh hath mere hath ke andar le lun. Baaton baton me mann me yeh soch to raha tha but kar nahi pa raha tha. Hum ab pati patni hai, fir bhi ek hesitation andar abhi bhi kaam kar raha hai. Itna din jis aurat ko meri maa ke nazar se dekha aur chhunya, aaj unko meri biwi ke roop me dekh raha hun lekin chhun ne me woh hesitation aa raha hai. Shayad unke andar bhi unki bete ko ab pati ke roop me chuun ne me sharam araha hogi. Ab mujhe mehsus ho raha hai ki pichhla 6 saal se mann ki kalpana me unke sath milan ka jo sapna dekhte aye, aaj asli zindagi ka iss mod me ake sab kuchh us jaisa karna itna sahaj aur asaan nahi ho raha hai. Maa jitni baar mere taraf dekh rahi thi , utni bar mere chhati ke andar ek jhanjhan awaz sa hone laga. Khidki se hawa ane ke waja se woh jab mere taraf dekhti hai tab unki woh sundar aankhen thoda chhota ho raha hai. Fir bhi unki chehre pe muskan ke sath ankhon me ek gehri pyar saaf saaf jhalak de raha tha. Main mann hi mann thoda himmat jutake samne ke taraf dekhte hue mera left hand badha ke unki right hand ke upar rakha. Mera ungliyan bas unki ungliyan ko chhun raha tha. Tabhi maa bahar dekhte hue unki hath ko thoda apni taraf khich liya. Main waise hi baithe baithe fir hath ko age badhake unki ungliyan pakda. Ab woh hath hatayi nahi lekin ungliyan ko muththi karke mere sparsh se dur jana chah rahi hai. Mere mann me ek jidd aya ki hummare beech me pati patni banne ke baad jo hesitation chal raha hai woh abhi khatam ho jaye. Main ab mera hath ko unke hath ke upar rakh ke bas mera grip se unki hath pakad liya. Woh dheere se chhudane ki koshish ki but chhuda ke leke nahi gaye. Main ghumke unke taraf dekhi. Woh bas hothon pe smile leke bahar dekh rahi hai. Main dheere dheere unki ungliyan me mera ungliyan intertwined karne laga. Woh tabhi mere taraf dekhi aur chehre pe ek sharam, excitement aur chahat leke mujhe ankhon se ishara karke driver ki taraf dikhaya. Fir ek fake gusse ka chehra banake jaise ki woh yeh kehna chahti hai ki "kya kar rahe ho aap. Aage driver hai. Mirror me dekh raha hoga. Chhodiye mujhe sharam arahi hai". Mujhe unki iss tarah sharma jane me mujhe maza ane laga. Main unki hath to chhoda nahi, upar se mera grip aur strong karke unki ungliyan ko muththi karke pakda. Woh tabhi apni nazar ghuma ke bahar dekhne lagi. Main chehre pe ek badmasi hasi leke unko dekhne laga. Fir main unki hath waise pakadke rakh ke fir samne ki taraf nazar ghumaya. Aur tabhi main mehsus kiya ki maa apni ungliyan ko dheere dheere muththi karke mere ungliyan ko pakad rahi hai. Main hath ke taraf dekha ki hum dono ka ungliyan intertwined hoke muththi karke ek dusre ko pakdi hui hai. Main unko dekha. woh bahar me nazar rakhte hue bhi samajh gaye ki main unko dekh raha hun. Woh usme aur sharma ke has ne lagi aur hothon me unki hasi ko dabane lagi. Woh unki left hand ki elbow ko khidki ke upar rakha ke left hand ki ek ungli fold karke bar bar apni hoth ko touch rakwa rahi hai. Main samajh gaya ki maa ke andar sharam ke sath sath unke bete ke sath is nayi rishte me dheere dheere khud ko kholna suru ho gaya hai. Khud ko ek patni ki tarah mehsus karke unki dil ki sari khushi zahir kar rahi hai. Mera mann ek anindya sundar khushi me uchhal uchhal ke nach ne laga. Mera mann bhi unko patni ke roop me swikar karke ek adbhut bhav se behna laga. Taxi me baithke hum dono alag alag taraf dekh ke, ek dusre ki hath pakadke ek dusre ko jaise ki yeh barta de rahe hai ki zindagi me kabhi kisi bhi paristhiti me yeh hath hum chhodenge nahi. Main unko jitna dekh raha hun, unko nayi tarah se aviskar kar raha hun. Unki isi tarah adayen main kabhi nahi dekha. Main jitne bar unko dekh raha hun, bar bar lag raha hai ki yeh pal, yeh anubhuti ka kabhi ant na ho. Unki kuchh baal hawa me udke mera chehre pe ake touch karte hue ja raha hai. Mera gala , naak, aankh, sar sab jagah pe unki baalon ka sparsh se main bas ek uttejana mehsus karne laga. Unko bahon me leke pyar karne ka chahat me mann chhat fat kar raha hai. Ekant me keval maa aur main ek dusre ko apna banake pane ka chahat me andar hi andar ubal ne lage. But mera mann achanak ek baat sochke thoda mayush ho gaya.
kal train me chadne ke baad , raat me bhi aisa mehsus hua tha. Aur mann bhari ho gaya tha. Maa kuchh andaz kiya tha aur mujhe bas pyar ke nazar se dekh ke jaise ki yeh bol rahe the ki " ab aap akele kyun dukhi honge. Aaj se to sari sukh, dukh hum dono share karke ek dusre ki zindagi ko jeene me aur asan kar denge, aur khushi se bhar denge. Main hun na aapke pass, aap ke sath hamesha ke liye".
Maa ka ankhon me woh bhasha padke mera mann to thik ho gaya tha but abhi fir se same chinta ghir ne laga. Hum nana nani ke prachesta se aur hamari naseeb ke fere me aaj hum shastra sammati se pati patni to ban gaye aur maa bhi patni ke roop me khud ko lejake ek nayi khush hal zindagi ka sapna dekh rahi hai. But kya main unki expectation se khara utar paunga!! Mujhe malum hai maa ek adarsh patni ban jayenge, lekin Kya main ek adarsh pati ban paunga!! Kya main ek patni ka dil me jitna sare ichcha aur khwab rehta hai, kya main woh sab thik se pura kar paunga!! Yeh sab chinta kabhi kabhi dil me ajata hai. Main janta hun main maa ko sab se zada pyar karta hun aur karunga, kabhi kisi aur ladki ke taraf dekhunga bhi nahi unko chhodke. Mere zindagi me wohi ek matra ladki banke bahegi. Hamare umra ka jo farak hai, usko hum har tarike se over come kar lenge but jab pati patni ka conjugal life ke bare me sochta hun tab aise mayush ho jata hun. Main janta hun unke sath mera har pati patni ki tarah saririk sampark honewala hai. Hum maa bete ka rishte ko dil ke andar rakh ke pati patni ke rishte me jeeyenge. Woh bhi janti hai shadi ke baad unki beta pati ka adhikar se unki tann mann ko pyar karega aur woh iske liye khud ko taiyar bhi kiye hai jarur. Lekin main jab sochta hun mera penis ke bare me, tab mann me ek dar sa mehsus hota hai. Mera penis thoda bada aur mota to hai hi, but jab uttejana se ful jata hai, tab uska cap ek dum bada sa ek ball jaisa ban jata hai. Kya main maa ke sath thik tarah se saririk sambandh bana paunga!! Kya main unko bina dard deke woh pyar kar paunga jo har patni apni pati se chahti hai!! Kya main unko ek paripurn santushti de paunga!! Main unse bahut bahut pyar karta hun. Main unke sath chhodke aur kisi ke sath milan ka kalpana na kabhi kiya hai, na kabhi karunga. Muhje unko har tarike se khush karke, zindagi ka sari anand unki kadmon ke pass lake dena chahta hun.
Kal train me jab chade tab full log the us compartment me. AC tha. So sare log jaldi jadli dinner karke sogaye. Mera aur maa ka berth upar neeche tha. Main upar jake so gaya tha. Aur maa neeche chaddar odke so gaye. Shadi ke baad ek pati patni pehli raat ek sath ek hi jagah raat gujar rahi hai, fir bhi woh ab pati patni jaise reh nahi pa rahe the. Aisa shayad hota nahi kabhi. Hamare sath ho raha hai. Hamare sath asli me to bahut kuchh ho raha hai jo aur kahin kabhi nahi hua. Main ek bar neeche jhuk ke maa ko dekha. Woh bas mere berth ke taraf dekhte hue so rahi thi. Hamari nazar milte hi woh smile kiya. Main unko dekhte raha. Woh unki chaddar ko thoda gale ke pass khichke aur warmth feel karne lagi aur apni aankh bandh kar li. Fir thoda der baad jab aankh khuli , fir se hamara nazar mila. Unki chehre pe ek lal bindi aur honth pe pyari muskurahat unki roop ko pura badal diya hai. Bas ek kunwari ladki ke tarah jiska bas pehli baar shadi hui hai, us tarah apni pati ko dekh rahe the. Fir woh unki chehra unki right side me ghumake ankh badh karke sone ki koshish kiya.
Subha jab hamare need tuta tab kuchh passenger already utar gaye pichhli station me. Is liye kamra thoda khali tha. Keval ek middle aged uncle hamare samne wala berth me tha. Subha train me chay deke gaya. Garam pani ka flask aur packet sugar, milk powder aur tea bag . Main chai banana suru kiya to maa mujhe dheere se bole
" Mujhe chhodiye. Main banati hun"
Aur maa mera chay banane lage. Mera patni banne ke baad bhi woh bachpan se mujhe jaisa care aur pyar karte ayi, waise hi mujhe care aur pyar kar rahi hai aur zindagi bhar karegi mujhe pata hai. Main unki pati banne ke baad bhi unko woh respect aur care karunga zindagi bhar, jaisa main maa ko karta tha. Hum chai peete peete ek dusre ko dekh ke smile kar rahe the. Yeh hai woh pehli subha jo har couple ki life me bas ek bar ata hai. Shadi ka agla din ka subha. Hum in palon ko hamari dil me kayid karte rahe ek dusre ko pyar se dekhte dekhte. Hamare samne wale uncle hum se parichay kiye aur jab unko pata chala ki hum naye naye shadi karke mera job ki jagah pe ja raha hai, tab woh humme bataye ki hamara jodi bahut khubsurat jodi bana hai. Humme puchha hamara yeh love marriage hai ya arranged marriage. Yeh sunke maa aur main dono kuchh pal khamosh rahe. Unko kaise hamara rishte ke bare me batayen. To main turant bola ki arranged marriage hai, tab woh admi bola ki bahut kam logon ke andar arranged marriage me itna pyar jhalak ta hai jinta hamare jodi ko dekh ke lag raha hai. Main aur maa is baat ko sunke ek dusre ko dekha aur mann me soche ki ussko yeh nahi pata ki hum kaise hamare nasseb ke fere aaj aise ek couple bane hai jo couple duniyame dhundne me shayad milega bhi nahi aur hamare beech jo pyar hai who duniyaka sab se zada pyar ka bandhan hai.
Taxi ake gharke ek dum samne ruk gaye. Main utarke ghum ke jake maa ki taraf ke door khola aur maa utri. Fir hum saman wagera neeche utarke driver ko taxi fare mita diya aur woh taxi leke chale gaye. Maa ghar ke ass pass idhar udhar ki taraf dekh rahi thi. Main unko dekhte dekhte do suitcase khichke door ke pass leke gaya. Aur maa tabhi teesra suitcase ko lane ki koshish kar rahi hai. Main unko mana kiya aur jake ek hath me woh suitcase khichte hue dusri hath se aram se maa ki hath pakadke dheere se bola
� chalo��
Maa bas ek pyari si smile deke Sharma ke nazar jhuka ke mere sath chalne lagi.aur main unki hath pakadke door ke taraf jane laga. Hum koi kuchh bol nahi rahe hai. Keval jab bhi nazar mil raha hai tabhi ek dusre ko muskurake apna pyar jatane lage. Maa jab chal rahi thi unki payek ki mitha awaz hone laga. Main key nikal ke door khola. Fir main maa ki taraf dekha. Aur dheere se bola
� Nayi bahu ghar me kadam rakhne se pehle yahan unko swagat karne ke liye to koi nahi hai.�
Fir main ruk gaya. Maa mere taraf dekhke mithi mithi has rahi hai. Aur fir ghum ke khud hi andar jane ke liye kadam uthane gayi ki main unko roka
� Ruk jao.�
Maa mere taraf nazar ghumayi to main unki ankhon me ankh dal ke unki mann ke andar jake unki mann ko chhune chaha. Aur fir fisfisake kaha
� koi nahi to kya hua. Main swagat karunga.�
Maa ascharya nazar se mujhe dekhte rahe aur fir has ke mera pagalpan ko sai dene lage. Woh haste hi unki moti jaisa daant unki gulabi hoth ke andar se dikha uar unko khubsurat lagne lagi. Mera dil bas pighal ke unki kadmo ke neche agayi.
Main age badh ke ghar ke andar gaya aur ghum ke maa ke samne khada ho gaya. Maa samajh nahi pa rahe hai ki main kya karne jar aha hun. Kaise swagat karna chahta hun. Main tabhi mera right ghutna ko floor pe tikake, left pair ko fold karke wahi darwaja ke samne baith gaya. Fir mera right hand ko agee le jake hatheli ka ulta side ko floor touch karwake rakh diya aur left hand ko upar maa ke taraf badha diya. Main ankhon me ek asma pyar leke smile karte hue unko dekha. Woh bas unki bade bade ankhon se ek surprised look leke mujhe dekhe ja rahe hai. Main kuchh nahi bol raha tha. Tabhi achanak maa ka aankh nam ho gaya aur woh hothon pe ek pyar bhari smile leke aye. Woh bas mujhe aise hi dekhe ja rahe the. Dheere dheere unki ankh gila hone laga aur unki hoth kanpne lagi. Mujhe samajh me agaya ki unke mann me barish suru ho gaya. Aur bahar unki nazar aur hothon ka kaanpti hui smile mujhe yeh bata rahi hai. Main tabhi dhere ek dum pyar se bola
�aao�
woh unki right hand ko uthake unki hoth ke pass le jake hoth ke upar rakh ke unki khushi ki rona ko chhupa ne ki koshish karne lagi. But unki nazron me woh cheez chhupa nahi paye. Main ek chawdi smile deke situation ko sahaj karke firse bola
�aao�
Tabhi maa usi right hand ko mera left hand ke taraf badha diya aur mera hath pakad liya. Unki woh sparsh me jo pyar tha, woh main zindagi bhar nahi bhul sakta. Main unki hath pakad liya aur maa tabhi unki slipper se apni dono pair nikal ke left pair ko agee badha ke mera right hatheli ke upar rakh diya. Main is tarah unki zindagi me kabhi bhi unki kadmon ke neeche koi kaanta ane nahi dunga. Hamesha mera pyar se unki woh rasta gulab ki papri se bhar dunga. Yeh kasam khake unko ghar ke andar swagat kiya. Maa ghar ke anadr ate hi main khada ho gaya. Aur unki hath chhod diya. Maa tabhi bhi mujhe dekhe ja rahe hai ek adbhut pyar ki nazar se. Main unko easy feel karwane ke liye haske unko bola
�Welcome Mrs. Manju Hitesh Patel�
Mera bolne ki iss dhang se woh bas us gili ankhon se has padi aur apna nazar neeche jhuka li. Main bas bahar jake sare luggage andar laya aur door bandh kar diya.
Yehi hai aaj se hamara ghar, hamara sansar. Unki pati ka ghar hai yeh. Maa mujhe yeh sab karte huye dekh rahi thi. Woh aur kuchh nahi dekh rahi hai, keval side me khade hoke mere upar nazar tikake rakhe hai. Woh bhi mera is tarah adayen dekhte hue mujhe nayi tarah se aviskar kar rahi hogi. Aur shayad usi liye woh bhi thoda surprised hai aur mann me ek adbhut anand ka anubhuti se unke andar bhi ek toofan chal rahi hogi. Main unse nazar milake smile diya. Aur fir dheer kadmon me unke pass gaya. Ab hamara nazar tika hua hai aur ek dusre ko noi tarah se aviskar ke khushi se hum dono ek duare ki pyar me kho rahe hai. Main unki ekdum pass gayi. Woh abhi bhi un bade bade aankhon se pyar leke mujhe bas dekhte rahi. Main mann me himmat lake mera hath badhake unki dono kandha pakda. Aur unko mere taraf khichke mera bahon me bhar liya. Maa koi badha nahi diya aur woh bhi unki sarir ko mere sarir ke sath milake mujhe kaske pakad li. Woh apni sar ko mere chhati ke upar rakh ke unki dono hath mera pichhe le jake mera pith ko pakad ke rakhi hai. Main bhi mera dono hath unki pith ke upar le jakeunko mere sarir ke sath kaske pakadke rakha hai. Hum ek dusre ki dil ki tej dhadkanein mehsus karne lage. Hum kuchh waqt aise ek dusre ko bahon me bharke feel karte rahe aur hamare saans tej hone lage. Main dhhere se unki kaan ke pass mera hoth le jake bola
� I love u�
Maa bas mera bahon me pighalte pighalte dheere dheere boli
� I love u too�
Hum ek dusre ko kaske ek dusre ki sarir ke sath milane lage. Main unki naram boobs ko mere chhati me mehsus karne laga. Aur mera penis mera jeans ke andar dheere dheere shakt hoke laga. hum ek dusre ki pith ko dheere dheere sehlane lage. Main tabhi fisfisake unke kaan me bola
"Ab time aya ki nahi?"
Maa sharma ke mere chhati me chehra chhupaya aur fisfisake kahi
� kaunsa�
Main mere sarir ke har kone me unki sarir ko mehsus karte huye kaha
"Tum hamesha har cheez ke liye bolte the.. time ane dijiye..time ane dijiye...abhi bhi woh time nahi aya kya?"
Maa iska koi jawab na deke mujhe bas aur kaske pakadke anpa sharma hui chehra chupa rahi hai. Main meri awaz me bahut sari pyar aur passion lake kaha
"Bolo na Manju"
Maa kuchh pal kuchh na bolke aise hi mujhe pakadke khadi rahi. Fir kuchh pal baad woh apna chehra mera chhati se thoda alag kia. Unki puri sarir me ek halka sa kampan ho raha hai aur main usko mehsus kar pa raha hun. Mera bhi andar ek toofan chal raha hai aur mera penis ab fulke ek dum bada hone laga. Fir maa apna chehra dheere dheere upar ke taraf karne lagi. Unka saans tej ho raha hai. Aankh bandh karke rakhi hai. Main keval pyar se unko dekhe ja raha hun. Main bhi uttejana ke karan garam hone laga. Maa apna chehra ruk ruk ke upar kiya. Unki hoth kaanp rahi hai. Gulabi patli hothon me pyar aur sharam laga hua hai. Mera sawal ka koi jawab na deke woh bas aise apni chehra upar karke unki hoth mujhe samarpan karne ke liye khadi hai. Mere chhati me hazaro hathoda pith raha hai. Khoon daur raha hai aur penis me jake jama hoke usko aur shakt aur khada kar diya. Main samarpit tarikese mere samne khadi meri maa, jo ki ab mera shadi kiya hua biwi hai, unki pith me apna hath se unko pyar se pakad ke mera hoth ko dheere dheere unke hothon ke taraf jhuka ne laga. Maa ankh mund ke rakhi hai, mera chehra unke chehre ka ekdum pass ate hi hum ek dusre ka garam saans ek dusre ki chehre pe mehsus karne laga. Mera bhi andar ka kampan mujhe aur agee badhne ke liye majboor kiya aur main mera hoth ko maa ki hoth ke upar mila diya. Maa ka hoth touch hote hi unka pura badan ekdum kaanp uthi. Mera sarir me lipta hua , mera hath se pakda hua unka naram aur halki sarir me main woh kampan mehsus kiya. Mera bhi andar tufan sa chalne laga. Main mera muh halka sa khola aur maa ka dono hothon ko halke se ek bar chus liya. Mera muh ka gila pan unke hoth pe touch hua aur woh bhi dheere se apna muh halka sa kholi. Main jaise dobara mera hoth unke upar rakha to hum ek dusre ki ek ek hoth ko apni apni hothon ke beech paya aur dheere dheere usko pyar se halka halka chusne laga . Hum ek dusre ki hoth ko aise chus rahe hai jaisa ki hum makhkhan ki bani hui koi cheez pe hoth lagake chus raha hun. Yeh dhyan me rakh ke ki us makhkhan ki cheez ka size shape barkarar rakh ke chusna hai. Jor chusunga to woh pura pighalke muh me ajayega nahi to damage hoke unka shape bigad jayega. Waisa sabdhani se hum nayi nayi lovers ke jaise ek dusre ki hoth ko dheere dheere chuske hamara pyar ko jatane laga. Maa ka hath ab mera pith se dheere dheere upar ake mera kandha pakdi hai. Main mera left hath se unka pith ke upar sehlane laga. Aur right hath se unki kamar ko pakad ke hamara balance banake rakha hai. Main dheere dheere mera muh aur kholke unki puri hoth mera muh me lene ka koshish kiya aur mera jeev se unka hoth chatne laga. Woh bhi unka muh khol ke mujhe sahaj kar de rahi hai. Main mera jeev ekbar unke muh ke andar dala. Unki jeev se takraya, fir main jeev nikalke unki uparwala hoth ko chusne laga.hamara kiss dheere dheere gehra hote ja raha hai. Dono ka hath ka sanchalan se ekdusre ko pata chal raha hai ki hum kitna excited hogaye hai. Mera zindagi ka pehla kiss hai. Woh bhi apni maa yani ki biwi ke sath. Maa bhi 18 saal baad koi purush ka sparsh pake dheere dheere mere bahon me pighalte ja rahi hai. Hamare sarir ke bechh ek bhi gap nahi jahan thoda hawa bhi reh paye. Dono ka sarir ek dusre se mil gaya. Mera penis unke sarir me takrake yeh batane ka koshish kar raha hai ki ab woh zada waqt aise nahi rehna chata hai. Woh uska pasandida jagah pe jana chahta hai. Maa bhi mera mann ka chahat ko samajh rahi hai. Woh ab unka tann mann unki b�te, jo ki ab unki pati hai, unke pass pura samarpan karne ke liye taiyar ho rahe hai.
Achchanak mobile ring hone laga. hum bas ek dusre me khoye huye the to pehle hum sune nahi. Phir thoda time baad phone ka ghanti hum dono ko iss duniya me wapas laya.
Nani ka phone tha.
Mera zindagi ka pehla kiss tha aur maa ke sath hamara pehla kiss tha. Humme uss kiss ka jadu aur uski sukhanubhuti se bahar ane me thoda waqt lag raha tha. Humko mobile ka ghanti sunai to de raha tha but phir bhi aisa lag raha tha ki jaise hum dono bahut dur koi aur duniya me pahuch gaye aur dusri koi duniya se kuchh awaz hamare pass tak pahuch raha hai. Hum dono hi bahut passionately jude huye the, dono hi aankh mude huye the. Dono hi ek tej saans ke sath sath thoda thoda kaanp rahe the andar se. Dono hi ek dusre se kabhi juda na hone ka kasam se ek dusre ko kaske pakde huye the. Hamara jeev aur hoth ke dwara hum hamara pyar jata bhi rahe the aur ek dusre ki pyar ko mehsus bhi kar rahe the. Mujhe maa ki uss gulabi naram hoth se ek nasha hone ja raha tha. Humme pehli saririk sparsh se jo uttejana ho raha tha, usse zada hamare dil me ek dusre ke liye jo pyar hai woh mehsus karna aur uss pyar ko hamare is nayi rishte me sthapan karne ka prayas suru hogaya tha. Maa completely surrender kar chuki thi unke bete ke pass, unke pati ke pass.
Main maa ki hoth se mera hoth ko jaise alag kiya, maa aankh khol ke mere taraf dekhi. Unki ankhon me ek pyar ki aur pyas ki saya nazar aya. Unki chehre pe ek anindya sundar khushi ka abha chhayi hui hai. Woh tabhi bhi mera dono kandha ko apni hatho se pakdi hui hai. Main unke aankh me dekhte huye, mera ek hath se unki pith ko pakadke balance rakhte hue main dusri hath se mera pocket se mobile nikala. Tab maa ko samajh aya ki main kyun hamara pehla pyar ki nishan, pehla chumban ko beech me rok diya tha. Woh kuchh soch ke khud woh khud sharma gaye. Aur ek baar mere taraf dekh ke ek laaj ki hasi haske nazar jhuka liye. Aur achanak jhat se mujhse alag hoke ulta taraf mud ke jane lagi. Main mobile screen ko dekhke fir se maa ko mere se dur jate huye dekhte dekhte smile karte hue phone pe bola
" Hello Naniji... boliye"
Mera baat sunke udhar nani has pade aur yahan maa jate jate achanak keval apni sar ko pichhe ki taraf ghumake mujhe dekhi. Unki us ankhon me jo ek adbhut pyar ki jhalak tha aur unki hothon ko dabake jo ek pyari muskurahat deke gayi, woh main is zindagi kya, agli saat janam tak nahi bhul paunga. Mere andar mera chhati me ek tarang khel gaya aur mera chhati jaisa halka sa hone laga. Unki uss nazar mera dil me ek teer mar ke gayi. Main unki jadu se nikal ne se pehle nani udhar se haske boli
" Abhi bhi main tumhara nani banke rahun kya? "
Is baat se jhat se main hosh me aya aur situation ko sambhalte huye kaha
"Nahi nahi....actually...."
Bolke main ruk gaya. Main kya bolne jaraha tha aur kya bolun yeh sochke main thoda time kuchh nahi bol paraha tha. Maa mere se dur jake khidki ki parda ko hata rahi thi but unka dhyan pura mere upar hai aur main yeh samajh paraha tha. Aur nani ke sath mera is tarah paristhiti me padne me unko maza ane laga. Main bas baat ko ghuma ke bola
"Haan....mummy boliye"
Mujhe thoda sharam araha tha. Maa ko dekha to woh waise hi muskurahat ko apni hothon pe daba ke khidki khol ne ki koshish kar rahi hai. Nani udhar se boli
" Tum log pahuch gaye kya"
Main haske bola
" Haanji.....abhi abhi ghar me entry liye"
Maa ke sath kiss karte huye mere andar jo toofan chal raha tha, woh dheere dheere thanda ho raha tha. Mera penis jo ekdum shakht hoke mera jeans ke andar se maa ki pet ko touch kar raha tha, ab woh bhi dheere dheere shant hone laga. Nani udhar nana ko bata rahe hai ki hum pahuch gaye. Fir nani boli
" Journey me koi pareshani to nahi hua na beta...saman-waman leke"
Maine unko bataya ki
" Nahi.... Train bhi time pe thi. Aur ane me bhi koi taklif nahi hui."
Main gardan ghumake maa ko dekha. Maa puri ghar ko ghur ghur ke dekh rahi thi. Kitchen , drawing cum dinning room aur bedroom. Unki sansar ko samajh rahi thi. Main nani ko puchha
" Papa kya kar rahe hai?"
Nani boli
" Aur puchho mat beta."
Nani ke gale me aisa ek awaz tha jo sunke maine turant bola
"Kyun ..kya hua?"
Bolke main thoda turn hoke maa ki taraf dekha. Maa bedroom ke andar chale gaye the. Unko dikhai nahi diya. Nani udhar se boli
" Subhah ghar pahuch ke tum logon se phone pe baat chit kiya . Tab to thik tha. Lekin breakfast karne ke baad achanak woh ulti kar diye."
Main nani ko puchha
" Arey..dr. Ko dikhaye ki nahi?"
Mera gale me ek aisa concerned tha ki main jab fir se bedroom ke taraf dekha to maa hamare bedroom ke door ke pass khadi hoke mujhe dekh rahi thi, shayad hamare baat ko samajh ne ki koshish kar rahi thi. Main maa ke taraf nazar rakhke nani ko sunte raha
" Nahi beta . Dr to dikhaya nahi. Thoda rest karne ke baad achcha feel kiya to aur dr bulaya nahi. Pichhla teen-chaar din se to tum dekh rahe ho, kitna hectic jar aha tha. Iss liye aaj din bhar rest kiya to ab kafi achcha feel kar rahe hai."
Mera chehre pe nana nani , jo ab mera saas aur sasur hai, unke bare me sochke jo chinta ka abhas aya tha, maa dur se wo padhli aur nani ke sath mera baatchit ka ek tarfa sunke kuchh andaz kiye. Is liye woh mujhe dekhte huye aankhon me ek sawal leke dheer kadmo me mere taraf arahi thi. tab tak nani bolte rahi
" Aur mera baat kabhi sunte hai kya tumhara nana. Kitni baar mana kiya ki dr cigarette peene mana kiya. Lekin kya��chhup chhup ke thik pee lete hai."
Nani nana ke bare me complain kar rahe the. Baat to sahi keh reh the. Hum sab nana ke tabiyat ka chinta karte hai unki bimari ke baad se. Nani woh baatein karte karte itna bhabuk ho gayi thi ki woh nana ko nana hi samboddhit kiye mere pass. Mujhe samajh me araha hai ki jis taraf maa aur main pati patni ki is nayi rishta me ek dusre ko paripurn tarike se gharan karne ke liye jaise ek sangharsh chal raha hai hamare mann me, waise nana nani ko bhi itna din ka purana ek sampark ko badal ke dusri sampark me ane me bhi time lag raha hai. Is liye nana ko mera nana hi bol diye. Main chup hoke sab sun raha tha. Tabhi nani bole
" Manju kahan?"
Maine maa ko dekhte huye kaha
"Idhar hi hai."
Maa mera nazdik hi agayi thi. Unki maang me sindoor aur gale me mangal sutra aur mehendi ke sath is ghar pe unko ek nayi roop me ghumte firte dekh ke mera mann me ek adbhut khushi ka tarang khele ja rahe hai. Ab unki chehre pe ek sawal ke sath sath jo udbeg aur concern nazar aya, usi roop me , ek adarsh beti ke roop me, ek pyari mamtamayi maa ke roop me, main bachpan se unko dekhte araha hun. Aaj mera patni banne ke baad bhi abhi unke chehre pe woh anubhuti ka misran dekh paraha hun. Is me mera dil unke upar aur pighalne laga, aur nani udhar se boli
" Manju ko phone do na zara"
Main hath badhake maa ko phone diya. Woh bas usi tarah ek chinta ke sath chehra banake phone liye aur bole
" Kya hua mummy?"
Bolke maa nani se baat karne lagi. Baat karte karte maa khidki ke taraf jane lagi. Bahar abhi tak andhera aya nahi. Garmi ki season me shaam ko jo orange color ki light chha jati hai charon taraf, woh light ake khidki ke pass khadi maa ki chhere pe gira. Main dur khada rehke maa ki chehre pe baat karte karte dheere dheere ek rahat ki anubhuti ana diadar kar raha hun. Maa ki chehre pe woh rangin roshni ka abha se , ek aparup saundarya nikhar ne laga. Main dur se maa ko nani se baat karte huye dekh dekhke mann hi mann me unke liye bahut sare pyar aur chahat ka ek taan, ek akarshan anubhav kar raha hun. Unki saree unki sarir me tight pehen ne ke karan unki sarir ka sari curves mera nazar ane laga. Aur main wahi khade khade unki dheere dheere chinta mukt hoke nani se haske baat karne ka woh paribartan dekh raha hun. Aur mere andar woh tufan fir se suru ho raha hai. Maa profile me khidki ke pass khadi hoke baat karne ke karan unki boobs, pet, patli kamar aur sudhaul hips-sab kuchh ek apna rang banake mere mann me ek adbhut sirsirani ka janam de raha hai. Mera penis fir se shakt ho raha hai.
Main door ke pass pada hamara teen suitcase ko andar le jane ke liye wahan gaya. Bada wala suitcase ko khichke main bed room me leke gaya. Fir ake dusri wali ko leke ja raha tha. Jate jate maa ko dekha. Woh ab phone me khush hoke baat kar rahi hai. Main bed room me jake suitcase rakha. Jab main tesri aur chhota wala suitcase ko uthaya khich ke le jane ke liye, tab maa ko bolte huye suna
" Thik hai.........haan...deti hun"
Bolke mere taraf ghumi aur mujhe dekh ke ek smile deke mere taraf ane lagi. Main kuchh na bolke unko dekh ke smile diya aur unki badhai hui hath se mobile leke nani ko bola
" Ji mummy boliye"
Aur udhar se papa ki awaz sunai diya.
" Nahi beta..main bol raha hun"
Mera fir bewakufi se maa mere taraf dekh ke has padi. Main nanaji se baat karna suru kiya to maa mere hath se woh suitcase leke khud hi bedroom ke taraf chali gayi. Main baat karte karte ghumke unko dekha. Aur woh bedroom me dakhil hone se pehle ekbar mere taraf ghuma to mere se nazar mil gaya. Woh bas us nazar se mann me ek nasha laganewali ek smile deke andar chali gayi. Hamare beech ek jo moment create ho raha tha ek dusre ko kiss karte time , woh ab is phone call ke wajah se ruk gayi aur jo gamri aur passion humme chad gaya tha woh ab mann me to hai but bahar ane ke liye sahi paristhiti pa nahi raha hai. Shayad maa ne usi ko yaad dilake ek badmashi milake woh hasi mujhe deke gayi. Main keval phone call ka ant hone ka intezar kar raha tha.
Nanaji se thoda baat hone ke baad main phone cut karke bedroom ke taraf chal pada. Jaise hi main door ke pass pahucha to dekha ki maa suitcase kholke sare kapde nikal rahi hai aur sab bed ke upar sajake rakh rahi hai. Mujhe wahan jate mehsus karke woh waise hi mithi mithi hasi hoth pe lagake mujhe dekhi. Woh jhuk ke merewali suitcase se pakda nikal rahi thi aur fir sidha hoke bed ke upar sab rakh rahi thi. Jaise mujhe dekhi to boli
" Itna kapda lejane ki kya jarurat tha?"
Main kya jawab dun, bas aise hi muskurate raha. Maa fir jhuki hui position pe rehke kapda nikalte nikalte boli
" Is teen suitcase ki kapde se to yeh almirah bhar jayegi"
Main bola
" Thik hai..jarurat padega toh aur ek kharid lenge"
Main yahan se khade hoke dekh raha hun ki maa ki mangalsutra gale se neeche ki taraf latak rahi hai aur unki blouse ki frontal cut se unki gori gori mulayem deep cleavage nazar araha hai. Mere andar khun daurne laga. Mujhe malum hai aaj sahi tarah se hamari suhagraat hai. Hum pati patni ka iss pyar ko, is rishte ko sampurn karne ke liye aaj raat pati patni ko consummate hona hai. Main maa ko dekhte dekhte isi soch me the tabhi maa kuchh mehsus karke apni sar upar uthake mujhe dekh ke bas aankhon ki basha se poochne lagi
"Kya hua...kya dekh rahe hai wahan khade khade"
Mujhe maa ko uss position me us adayen me dekh ke laga ki mera dil me ek teer chal gaya. Main iski jawab me bas keval has diya. Woh honth aur aankh me ek adbhut khushi lake mere se nazar hatake kaam karne lagi. Mujhe unki boobs ki upri bhag aur unki iss tarah adayen dekh ke mann kar raha hai ki daurke jake unko apna bahon me bhar lun aur pyar se unki sari badan ko chum ke bas keval pyar hi bhar dun. But mera mann ka yeh ichcha puri karne ke liye jo sahajta aur sahas ka jarurat hai, woh abhi bhi ane me thoda jhijhak rahe hai. Hum pati patni ban gaye hai but hamara itna din ka maa bete ka rishta tha aur woh abhi bhi hamare mann ke ek dum deep me hai. Is liye na maa , na main, koi bhi abhi bhi sahi tarah se ek dusre se free nahi ho paye, ek dusre ke pass mann ki chahat puri karne ke liye age nahi bad parahe hai. Maan chah rahi hai dono ka. Bas ek thin line is vastav aur us chahat ko alag karke rakhi hai. Humme malum hai, waqt hi sab kuchh thik karega. Aur hum dono us waqt ka besabri se intezar me hai. Mera gala suk raha tha. Andar ka chhatfatani aur bahar usko dabake rakhna aur fir aisi paristhiti me ake pyas lag raha tha. Main wahan se kitchen ke taraf gaya.
Ahmedabaad jane se pehle aquaguard ka ek water purifier lagaya tha. Usko start karke main sab khali bottles me paani bharne laga. Main soch raha tha ki kya adbhut hamara naseeb. Main 20 saal me shadi sudha ban gaya. Hamara shadi me na koi guest, na koi light, na kuchh gaana bajana,, na kuchh bhi ho paya. But hum ek dusre ko sachchi dil se pyar karke is rishte me jud gaye. Duniya me sab se alag yeh shadi aur alag yeh pehli sham, pehli raat. Main pani peeke ek bottle leke bedroom ke taraf chali. Main jaise hi room ke door ke taraf pahucha, dur se door ki dono parde ki gap se dekha ki maa khuli hui almirah ka do darwaja pakad ke chup chap khadi hai. Unki body gesture aur profile face pe woh expression se malum pad raha hai ki woh bahut surprised hui hai aur sath me ek khushi unko chha rahi hai. Main wahan ruk gayi aur maa ko aise dekh ke mera dil me ek anubhuti aya. Maa zindagi me pati ke sath sansar karne ka asli khushi sur sukh kabhi thik se payi nahi. zindagi me chhoti chhoti cheezen jo humme khushi deti hai, who labhi payi nahi. Aaj zindagi ka iss mod pe ake achanak sab kuchh nayi tarah se pake khud ke andar hi surprised ho rahi hai. Ek purani jeevan ko ab ek nayi jeevan ke roop me dalke usko fir se jeene ka jo mauka naseeb ne diye hai, usme woh sach much khud ko bhagyashali samajh rahi hai. Is liye ab chhoti chhoti cheezon se bhi unki andar ka emotion ubhar ke bahar arahi hai. Main khade khade mann ko bolte raha ki main zindagi bhar maa ko aise hi khushi aur anand dena chahta hun. Zindagi ka aise hi rang me unko ranga ke rakhna chahta hun. Main agee badh ke room ke taraf gaya. Maa bishmoy ke sath almirah ke andar dekh rahi thi aur jaise hi mera presence ghar ke andar mehsus kiya woh dheere dheere mudke mujhe dekhi. Main janta hun ki almirah ke andar main unke liye bahut sare sarees, jwellary wagera sare cheezon ko jo kharidke rakha hai, maa kabhi kalpana nahi kiya ki main aisa karunga unke liye. Shadi se pehle yahan ghar me jo kuchh kiya tha sab phone pe bataya tha. But main yeh sab unse chhupake kiya tha. Aur aaj maa who sab dekh ke unke prati mera jo pyar hai, usme woh dheere dheere behe jane lagi. Aur main aaj unko is tarah khush dekh ke mere andar aur pyar ane laga. Maa mujhe bina palak jhapak ke kuchh pal aise dekhe aur fir ek mithi muskan deke mujhe unki dil ki sare anubhuti ko mere andar sancharit kar di.
Main pani ka bottle ko wahi table pe rakh ke dheer kadmo me maa ki taraf badhne laga. Maa almirah ka dono darwaja ko dono hath se pakadke mere taraf sar ghuma ke mujhe dekhte hue khadi hai. Main unki us pyar bhari muskan ka jawab ek chawdi smile se dete huye unke pass pahucha. Unko is surprise dena chahta tha aur woh sach ho gaya. Main unke pass pahuchke unke ekdum nazdik khada ho gaya. Maa apni bishmay ko apni khud ki mann ki khushi se aur sharm se dhak ke ek adbhut pyar bhari smile deke aur dil me teer laganewali ek nazar deke unki chehra thoda jhuka li. Main unke pass ekdum nazdik khada hun. Hum koi kuchh nahi bol rahe hai. Keval is pal ko mehsus kar rahe hai. Kuchh pal baad maine unki kaan ke pass muh le jake fisfisake puchha
"Tumhe pasand nahi ayi"
Woh dheere dheere mere taraf nazar ghumake ankhon me ankh dalke honton pe khushi ka muskurahat rakh ke unki sar ek adbhut pyari tarike se hilake dheere se boli
" Bahut"
Fir nazar ko thoda dusri taraf karke ek halka udasi awaz se boli
"Main sapne me bhi nahi socha ki.....mujhe zindagi me kabhi aisa pyar milega."
Maa yeh bolke unki andar ka emotion ko control karte huye ruk gayi. Fir khud hi has ke wahi chup hoke khadi rahi. Main mehsus kiya ki maa is tarah pyar ko zindagi me fir se paa ke , mehsus karke andar se pighal rahi hai. Main dekh raha hun ki maa ka left hand ki index finger amlirah ka door ke upar rub kar rahi hai. Main samajh gaya maa ke andar ek anjani anubhuti unki sarir me daur rahi hai. Main unke pass rehke mera sar ko dheere se thoda age le jake unki sar ko touch karwaya. Maa mera touch se achanak kaanp uthi. Woh kampan unki sarir me itni prominently tha ki main apni akhon se woh dekh paya. Mere andar woh chahat , woh uttejana fir se agaya. Main apni saans ki garmi pan khud mehsus kar raha hun. Apni sarir me jo khalbali machi hai woh mehsus kar raha hun. Mera penis ka shakht hone ka taza ishara main mehsus kar raha hun. Main dheere dheere unke baalon me mera naak touch karwaya aur unki balon ki khushbi swas bharke lene laga. Mera dono hath dheere dheere uthke unki kamar ko pakda aur mera left hand unki pet ki bare skin ke upar touch ho gayi. Maa ki saans tej ho rahi hai. Main mera pair ko thoda age le jake unki sarir me sidewise mera sarir touch karwa diya. Main unki baalon me do teen bar naak ragad ke dheere dheere unki left shoulder ke upar mera muh ko leke aya. Aur jaise hi mera hoth unki gardan ki mulayem skin pe touch hua , woh ek gudgudi sa feel karne lagi. Aur main mera naak aur hoth ko unki gori gori sudhaul gardan me ekbar rub karte hi woh jhat se apna shoulder ko khich liya aur jor se has padi. Main unko kamar me dono hath ko bedh lagake dono hath ko lock karke kaske pakda hua hai. Is liye woh mere se dur ja to nahi paye but haste haste gudgudi feel karte karte boli
" Arey..kya kar rahe hai...chhodiye....mujhe bahut kaam karna hai abhi."
Main mera hoth aur naak se unki skin ki upar rub karna bandh karke bas unko chupchap pakadke khada hun. Woh bhi ab shant ho gayi. But hamara dono ka saans tej beh rahi hai. Mera jeans ke andar ka penis jeans phad ke bahar ana chah rahi hai. Fir bhi main unki ichcha ko samman dete huye unke sath aur badmashi kiya nahi. Hum aise kuchh pal ek dusre se lipat ke khade rehne ke baad maa dheere se boli
" Chhodiye na...muhe ab kaam karne dijiye"
Main samajh gaya maa abhi yeh sab karna nahi chah rahe hai. Lekin woh chahti hai. Mere andar khushi se bhar gaya. Main unko mera bahon se mukt karke unke pass me hi khada hun. Maa mera hath ka bandhan se mukt hoke turant wahan se jane lagi aur jate jate mere taraf dekh ke boli ki
" Chaliye fatafat jaiye...aur market se saman wagera leke aiye. "
Bolke maa fir se khuli hui suitcase ke pass pahuch gayi aur kapda bagera sametne lagi. Main samajh nahi paya maa kya lane ko kaha. Maine maa ko puchaa
" Kya leke auun?"
Maa mere taraf dekh ke mera na samjhne ka halat dekh ke khud has padi. Aur mujhe dekhte hue boli
" Raat ko dinner nahi karna hai."
Main bola
" Toh uske liye market se kya lana. Main hotel se khana mangwata hun"
Maa kaam karte karte ruk gayi aur mujhe dekhte rahi. Fir nazar hatake kaam karna suru karti hai aur waise kaam karte karte boli
" Oh.. Main banaun to mera hath ka khana pasand nahi ayega"
Maa ka gale me ek aisa touch tha ki main andar se kaanp gaya. Main unko har pal khush dekhna chahta hun, unki har ichcha ko main adesh manke pura karna chahta hun, main is paristhiti ko sahaj karne ke liye has pada aur turant bola
" Duniyaka sare 5 star hotel ka khana bhi tumhara hath ka bana hua khane ke pass fika hai"
Maa jhat se mudke mujhe dekhi aur has padi. Fir boli
" Toh jaiye. Saman leke aiye aur main tab tak yeh sab samet ke rakh deti hun."
Main unke taraf dekh ke smile kar raha hun aur woh mujhe dekh ke haske fir se kaam pe dhyan diye. Main unko is tarah ek nayi roop me, nayi dulhan ki roop me, meri biwi ki roop me dekh ke mann hi mann ek khushi ki sagar me beh gaya aur fir yaad aya ki arey aaj raat to hamara suhaag raat hai. Yahan koi nahi jo is suhaagraat me nayi dulha dulhan ke liye sab kuchh sajake-guchha ke denge. Yahan keval hum dono hai. Main turant soch liya ki hammari suhaagraat ko aur sundar aur khubsurat tarike se sajake manane ke liye mujhe bahut kuchh lana bhi hai. Main turant maa ko ek jhalak dekhke wahan se nikal gaya market jane ke liye.
Bahar andhera ho gaya. Phir bhi asman me ujala dekh pa raha hun. Street light jal raha hai. Charon taraf bijli ka roshni chha gayi hai. Fir bhi nature ka adbhut mahima se asman abhi bhi ujala jaisa hai. Garmi ke time aise kuchh kuchh sham hoti hai, jahan ek adbhut roshnai se charon taraf bhar jata hai. Aur tab ek aisa anubhuti mann ke andar ataa hai jo kabhi kisi bhi paristhiti me mann ko waisa feel nahi karwata hai. Kuchh khushi, kuchh gham milake woh anubhuti hum ko sab ke beech me rehke bhi humme sab se alag kar deta hai..kuchh palon ke liye. Main asman ke taraf se nazar hata ke neeche laya to ek cycle rickshaw mere samne tab tak agaya tha. Main usme chadke bazar ke taraf jate jate socha..kya adbhut is duniya ka niyam. Hamare pass kitne sare materialistic cheezen hote hai. Hum ek cheez deke usi ke barabar tolmol ke dusri cheez pate hai. Paisa sab ke pass saman tarike se nahi hai. Is liye bahut kuchh cheezen tolmol ke chakkar me zindagi me adhura reh jata hai. Lekin hamare pass ek karkhana hai, jahan hum hamare marzi ke mafik jo chahe jitna chahe kuchh cheez utna pa sakte hai. Aur uski dum par humme bahut kuchh mil sakta hai. Haan..hamara mann. Hamare mann ek aisa cheezon ka karkhana hai, jahan se humme jitna chahe emotion, passion, love, loyalty, honesty mil sakta hai. Aur uss cheez ka balbuta se hum bahut kuchh mann pasand, mann chahe cheez pa sakte hai, aur nature usko pane me aapko sehyog deta hai. Mera maa ke prati pyar aisa hi ek balisth namuna. Main unko shayad jaane-aanjane me itna pyar kar baitha tha, itna chahne laga tha ki aaj zindagi ka is mod pe hum ek sath ho gaye. Maa bhi mann se shayad aanjaane me aisahi kuchh chahi hogi, is karan woh aaj apne bete ke zindagi me hamesha ke liye uska apna banke agayi. Ek adrishya dhaga se humare mann bandh gaya tha aur aab hum is samaj me ek nayi rishte me judke, ek nayi zindagi jeena ka suruyat kar diya. Aaj hamare zindagika woh special din hai, jo har couple, har pati patni ke jeevan me ek baar ata hai. Aur iss anokhi pal ko main special, meri maa ke liye, meri biwi ke liye bahut special banana chahta hun. Jab hamare baal grey ho jayega, jab hum sare cheezen bolne se zada mehsus karenge, hamare pota poti aaju-baju ghumte rahenge, tab balcony me aise hi ek shaam ko hath me hath rakhke baithke, asman ke taraf dekhte huye iss pal ko, is din ko yaad karke kuchh khushi mehsus karenge.
Maa se sath gharme jo jo cheezen lene ke liye discuss kiya tha , woh sab sare saman main le liya. Aur main maa ko na batake ek cheez liya. Bahut sare gulab ki phool aur gulab ki papriyan. Baki sab saman ke sath phoolon ka bhi ek bada packet banaya aur rickshaw leke ghar wapas agaya. Calling bell bajate hi maa darwaja khol di. Maa ko dekh ke mera chhati me chhanchhan karke ek siharan khel gaya. Yeh maa ki aur ek roop jo aaj pehli baar dekhne ko mila. Maa smile karke mujhe dekh rahi thi. Unki baalon ko ekattha karke upar ki taraf uthake sarke upar ek casual juda bana hua hai. Maang me sinddor ka laal rang jaljal kar raha hai. Gale me mangal sutra latak ke uski locket unki mulayem aur deep cleavage ke pass padi hui hai. Aur unki kandha me ek towel rakhi hui hai. Mujhe ek jhalak dekh ke pata chal gaya ki woh nahane ke liye ja rahi thi. Ek to itna garmi, dusri yeh hai ki kal se hum train me the. Aaj din bhar nahane ka mauka nahi mila. Is liye ab woh nahane ke liye taiyar ho rahi thi. Lekin unki is roop ko ek jhalak dekh ke mere mann khushi se pighal raha tha aur mera penis shakht hoke fudak ne laga. Woh bahut zada s*xy lag rahi thi. Unki woh saaj, woh adayen aur yeh paristhitiyan mujhe unke taraf khhich raha tha aur andar se bahut orgy feel ho raha tha. Main bas smile kar raha tha. Mere dono hathon me itna sare saman dekhke maa has padi aur boli
" Arey ..sara bazar uthake leke aye kya!!"
Bolke mere hath se kuchh packets aur carry bags lene ki koshish kiya. Main ne sabdhani se phoolon ka packet na deke baki kuchh saman unko de diya. Aur andar agaya. Maa saman leke kitchen ke taraf chal padi. Main door bandh karke unke pichhe pichhe jane laga. Unki har step me mujhe halka halka jhum jhum awaz sunai dene laga. Woh jo payel peheni hui hai, yeh uski awaz hai. Unko pichhe se aise awaz uthake jati hui, dil me aag lagane wali hips ki ek rhythm me, aise akarshit karnewali ek andaz me jate huye dekhke mera dil teji se dhadakne laga. Maa aaj raat mere bahon me hogi. Mera biwi banke mujhe pati ka sare adhikar degi. Unki sarir ka har jagah me chhu ne ka, har kone me kiss karme ka, mere bahon me leke jee bhar ke pyar karne ka adhikar degi. Unki tann puri tarah se unki bete ke pass, unki pati ke pass samarpan karegi. Main iske liye betab hun aur woh bhi mann me iske liye intezar kar rahi hogi jarur. Maa kitchen me dakhil hogayi. Aur main kitchen me ghusne se pehle phoolon ka packet fat karke wahi padi hui ek rack ke upar rakh diya aur kitchen me ghus gaya. Main market me tha aur maa isi beech me hamare sare kapde to samet ke rakh diya hai, upar se ghar bhi saaf safai kar diye hai. Kitchen bilkul saaf nazar aya. Kuchh bartan ko dhoke wahi rakhi hai. Jo extra packet aur kuchh useless saman pada tha usko ek alag packet me bharke wahi slab ke neeche rakhi hui hai. Main akela kya karta. Kuchh nahi. Aur aaj maa ki hath ki chhonya se puri ghar chamak rahi hai. Yeh ghar bhi jaise mere tarah unki malkin ki ane me, unki sparsh me khush ho rahi hai.
Maa packet se kuchh kuchh saman nikal ke bahar rakh rahi hai. Tabhi kaam karte karte mere taraf ekbar dekh ke boli
" Dekhiye to....fridge kyun nahi on ho rahi hai"
Main mera hath ka saman sab wahi rakh diya tha. Aur wahan khada hoke maa ko aur is gharko dekh raha tha. Jab maa boli main turant ghum ke fridge ke taraf jate huye bola
" Kyun...kya ho gaya!!"
Aur main fridge ke pass jake door khola to dekha ki fridge bandh hai. Maa tab pichhe se boli
" Kya malum....stabilizer me toh current hai"
Main sidha hoke uthke jaise hi dekha to main khud has pada. Maa mere taraf dekhne ke liye pichhe ki taraf sar ghumake hothon pe ek halka smile leke puchhi
" Arey.... Has kyun rahe hai"
Main ne fridge ke plug lagate lagate bola
" Jaane ke din subha yeh stabilizer wala isko replace karke naya deke gaya. Aur uske baad se fridge chala nahi. Tabhi se fridge ka plug khula hua tha"
Main plug lagake door kholtehi andar light on dikha. Aur main haske maa ki taraf dekha. Maa tabhi wahan se jane ke liye kadam badhayi aur boli
" Thik hai usko chalne dijiye. Main ake saman bharti hun."
Mujhe malum hai maa nahane jayegi , fir bhi main achanak bewakuf jaisa sawal puchha
"Kahan ja rahi ho"
Maa mere pass agayi thi. Mujhe cross karke jate jate mere taraf mudke dekhte huye smile kiya aur kandha se towel nikal ke left hath ke upar rakhi. Fir ankhon me ek adbhut adayen aur hoth pe ek pyari hasi ko dabate hue dheere se boli
" Nahane"
Aur fir haste huye mere taraf ek adbhut nazar fek ke kitchen se bahar nikal gayi. Maa mere bewakufi sawal me aisa ek awaz mehsus kiya tha jiska jawab me woh shayad aise adayen aur ankhon ka bhasha se yeh keh ke gayi ki " ab main kahan jaun, ab to main tumara hi ho chuki hun. Hamesha tumhare pass hi rahungi". Mera mann unki is tarah ishara se jhum uthi. Aur dekha ki maa bahar jake bed room ke taraf chali gayi. Is ghar pe bed room ke sath lagi hui bathroom bahut bada hai. Dusri jo hall ke sath attached hai woh bathroom cum toilet to hai but woh itna chhota hai ki usko keval toilet kehna hi thik hoga. Main bahar ake rack se woh phoolon ka packet uthaya aur bedroom ke taraf chala.
Bedroom me ake dekha maa sare kapde wagera almirah me sajake rakh diya aur room ko bhi sajake saman wagera properly apni apni jagah pe rakh diye. Aur mere mann ke andar hathoda pithna suru hogaya jab dekha ki maa hamare liye nayi kharidi hui double bed ke upar ek nayi bedcover bichhake neatly banake rakhi hai. Upar ke taraf dono takiya bhi nayi cover ke sath hai. Is bistar aaj se mera aur maa ka hai. Neeche ki taraf maa ka ek saree aur mera pajama aur t shirt rakhi hui hai bed ke upar. Mujhe nahake pehen ne ke liye woh kapda maa nikal ke rakhdi aur khud apni blouse aur peticote leke bath room me chali gayi lekin saree yahan rakhke gayi. Bathroom se paani girne ka aur maa ki bangles ka awaz araha hai. Tabhi mera mobile ring hone laga. Main pocket se nikalke dekha ki mera office ka colleague ka phone. Main receive karke "hello" bola aur bahar jane ke liye chal pada. Main phoolon ka packet wahi side me computer table ke neeche chhupa ke rakh ke bedroom se bahar agaya.
Mera colleague mere se senior hai. Woh puchh raha tha kal se main join kar raha hun ki nahi. Main teen din ka chhutti aur shani bar half day liya tha. Kal se mera join karna tha. Is liye woh confirm kar raha hai kyun ki us hisabse kaal ka plan of action banega. Main bola ki haan main aaj MP agaya aur kaal se office aunga. Fir thoda office ka kaam ki baatein aur idhar udhar ka baatein karne ke baad hum "bye" bolke phone cut diye. Main achanak is khushi ka ek adbhut nasha laganewali mahal se office ki kaam ke duniya me chala gaya tha. Main jab fir se bedroom me aya to tabhi bhi maa bathroom me hi thi. Main mera mobile aur purse nikal ke computer table ki drawer me rakh diya. Tabhi pichhe se bathroom ka door unlock karke kholne ki awaz ayi. Main pichhe muda to dekha ki maa bathroom door ko thoda kholke mere hi taraf dekh rahi hai. Hamara nazar miltehi hum dono smile kiya. Maa ki mehendi kiya hua right hand door ko pakdi hui hai. Door thoda sa open ke karan utni chhoti gap se unki chehra puri nahi dikh raha hai. But unki bhigee zulfiyan unki right side me gaal ke upar se latak rahi hai. Unki right shoulder ki thoda hissa dikh raha hai us gap se. Gori gori mulayam skin ke upar do char paani ka bund moti jaisa chamak raha hai. Aur arm ke neeche se towel lapeti hui hai aur woh unki boobs ki upar pakdi hui hai, samajh me araha hai. Maa blouse wagera leke to gayi thi, shayad woh abhi tak peheni nahi hai. Main smile karte huye wahan khade khade unko dekh raha tha to maa ko sharam aa gayi. Maa aankhon me pyar aur sharam ki ek adbhut misran leke smile ke sath boli
" Jaiye yahan se..mujhe bahar ana hai"
Maa ke sath dheere dheere thoda sahaj hona suru ho gaya tha. Is liye mere dimag me ek badmashi budhdhi aagaya. Main hoth pe ek badmashi hasi leke unko dekhte dekhte table pe tek lagaya. Maa mera irada samajh gayi. Woh bas gale me thoda anurodh ka sur lake pyari biwi ke jaise fir se boli
" Jaiye na aap"
Mujhe maa ko is tarah satane me maza aaraha tha. Main yahan khade rahunga toh woh bahar nahi ayegi. Aur woh ab bahar ana chahti hai. Maa toh ab meri biwi hai. Main unko towel me kyun nahi dekh sakta. Aisa ek halka bhavna mere dimag me ghum raha tha. Main usme bund hoke maa ko dekhte reh gaya. Unko ustarah bheege balon me, sarir me towel lapete hui besh me thoda didar karke aur baki kalpana me sochke mere andar khun daur raha tha. Hum pati patni banne ke baad abhi tak ek dusre ke pass puri tarah open nahi ho paye. But hum dono hi koshish kar rahe hai ki hamare beech koi byabdhan na rahe. Hum do sarir aur ek atma hojaye. Aur humme yeh bhi malum hai ki initial jhijhakpan ke baad time ke sath sath sab thik ho jayega. Mera hilne ka koi irada na dekh ke maa pyar se dheere dheere ek adbhut adayen ke sath boli
" Aap yahan aise khade rahenge to main aa nahi paungi"
Main bhi haske dheere dheere bola
" Kyun...tum to towel peheni hui ho. Ajao bahar"
Mera baat sunke unki chehra sharam se laal ho gaya. Woh apni nazar jhuka li aur door ke upar right hand ko halka halka rub karti hui fisfisake boli
" Nahi....mujhe sharam aarahii hai"
Main samajh gaya maa meri biwi ban gayi. But mere samne patni ke jaisa puri tarah khulke ane me unko samay lag rahi hai. Woh chahti hai hum pati patni ke tarah ban jaye aur uske liye unke andar woh koshish bhi dikhta hai. Lekin achanak maa se biwi banna unke liye bhi ek kathin challenge hai. Aur isme mujhe unki sath dena chahiye. Unki bhavnayen mera mann ko chhun ke gayi. Main wahan se bahar ke taraf jane laga. Tab maa pichhe se boli
" Bahar jake parda laga dijiyega"
Main mudke unko ek smile diya. Woh mere nazar me nazar milake jaise yeh keh rahi hai ki " sorry janu, main tumhare sath zindagi ka har pal ek sath jeena chahti hun. Tumko pyar karke, tumhara pyar pake meri zindagi ko khushi ki sagar me baha dena chahti hun. Lekin hamare is nayi rishte me khud ko tumhari patni banke hamare beech ka sare badha ko par karne me thoda waqt lag raha hai. Please forgive me"
Unki dil ki baaten mehsus karke mere mann me unki upar aur pyar ane laga. Aur main ek smile ke sath unko woh barta samjhake wahan se bahar agaya. Bahar ake main darwaja ka parda thik se khichke bandh kar diya. Mujhe samajh me aaraha hai ki maa andar bathroom se bahar agayi. Unki payel ki aur bangles ki run-jhun awaz se main wahi khade khade sab samajh pa raha tha. Agar main chaun to parda cross karke room ke andar dakhil ho sakta hun. Lekin main unki biswas ko todna nahi chahta. Woh chahti thi to khud ake darwaja lock kar sakti thi. But woh keval mujhe parda laga ne ke liye bolke mere upar biswas se unki mann me ek bharosa aya. Aur usme woh khud ko mere pass surakshit, mehfuz mehsus kar rahi hai. Main woh nahi tod sakta. Har rishte me biswas aur bharosa main pillar hota hai. Usi ke buniyad ke upar vishwa sansar ka sare rishte tike huye hai. Aaj unke mann me mere upar jo biswas aur bharosa ka building ban na suru hua, main khud apni hathon se usme ek ek brick jodke usko aur strong aur uncha banana chahta hun. Hamare rishte ko aur majbut aur mehfuz banana chahta hun. Woh unki taraf se ganth bandh liya. Ab mera bari hai uski sahi tarah se nurture karke age badhane ka. Mera bahut mann kar raha hai maa ko, meri biwi ko usi bheegi abastha me dekhne ke liye. Fir bhi main mann ko shant karne ki koshish karke bahar hall me attached bathroom me chala.
Bazar se ate time mujhe bahut ek number wali pressure araha tha. Ab fir se woh pressure aye to main toilet me jake susu karne laga. Mera penis ko ek hath se pakad ke rakha tha. Mujhe mera penis bahut garam mehsus hua. Kuchh din se mera penis hamesha thoda thoda fuli hui reh raha tha. Aur aaj to sham se ek dum shakt ho ke reh raha tha. Mujhe uski taraf dekhke maa ki bheegi chehre pe gaal ke upar bheege zulfon aur bare shoilder pe thoda paani ka bund , sath me towel lapetke boobs ke upar pakadke rakhne wala tasvir nazar ke samne agaya. Aur mera penis achanak mere hath ke andar hi teji se fulne laga. Main bas aur thoda waqt ka intezar ke liye mann ko samjhake bahar aya.
Toilet se bahar kadam rakhtehi bedroom se mera mobile ka ringing awaz sunai diya. Main parde ke pass jake maa ko puchha
"Mera mobile ring ho raha hai"
Main sidhi tarike se andar jane ke liye na bolke aise puchha. Maa andar se jawab diya
" Ake utha lijiye"
Main andar jate hi maa ko dekha. Woh dressing table ki mirror ke samne khadi hoke unki baal kanghi kar rahi thi. Unki baal bahut lambe bhi hai ghane bhi. Baal ko samne ki taraf le jake woh pyar se kanghi kar rahi hai. Mirror ke through mere se nazar milte woh mujhe smile deke nazar jhukake kanghi karte rahi. Woh ek laal rang ki blouse aur merun-yellow-golden rang ka ek saree peheni hui hai. Maa ko deep color ke kapde me dekh ke aur unki nahayi hui fresh chehre ko dekh ke mujhe ek nayi koi ladki jaisi lag raha tha. Lag nahi raha tha ki woh meri maa hai, jisko bachpan se mere pass dekhte araha tha. Unki gale me mangal sutra aur unki mann ki khushi ka rang se unnki badan puri tarah alag lag rahi hai. Main smile karke jake mobile liya. Mera makan malik hai. Main surprised ho gaya. Buddha ne aaj tak kabhi phone nahi kiya. Hamesha main hi phone karta tha. Rent bhi online transfer karke main bata deta tha. Aur aaj kisliye phone kar raha hai. Iss chinta ke sath main phone receive kiya
"Hello"
Udhar se awaz aya
"Beta tum agaye"
Maine bola
"Haan ji. Aaj hi aya"
Unhone kaha
"Bahu bhi ayi hai na sath me?"
Mujhe ab samajh me aya. Unko pata tha main shadi karke biwi ko leke araha hun. Maine bola
"Haan ji woh bhi ayi hai"
"Achcha..achcha...badhiya hai. Mera subh kamnayen hai tum logon ke liye beta. Kuchh cheez ka jarurat hai to bata dena. Aur Patel sahab kaise hai?"
Yeh uncle to nanaji ka fan ban gaya ekdum. Maine kaha.
"Thank u uncle. Aur nanaji thik hai."
"Achcha achcha...woh aye to mujhe milne ke liye jarur kenha. Chalo beta rakhta hun. Khush raho"
"Ji uncle"
Bolke main phone cut kar diya. Maa balon ko kanghi karte karte mujhe dekh rahi thi phone pe baat karte huye . Phone cut ne ke baad unhone ankhon ke ishara se puchhi kaun tha.
Maine mobile rakhte rakhte bola
" Land lord"
Maa ankhon me ek sawal ka look leke puchhi
" Unko malum hai"
Maine kaha
" Haan..ghar ka kuchh kaam karwane ke time bol diya tha ki meri biwi arahi hai"
Fir maa hothon ke smile dabate huye nazar ghuma liye aur mirror me khud ko dekhte rahi. Main maa ko ek surprise dene ke liye dheere se almirah ke pass gaya aur locker khol ke mera unke liye kharida hua necklace nikal ke almirah bandh kiya. Yahan se maa aise position pe khadi hai ki na woh directly mujhe dekh parahi hai , na mirrior ke through. Maine necklace ki case ko pichhe chhupake unki taraf muda. Maa tab jhuk ke dressing table se kuchh uta rahi thi. Main dheere dheere unke pass jane laga. Maa mirror me dekhti hui maang me sindoor laga rahi thi. Aur tabhi woh mirror ke through unke kandha ka pichhe se mujhe unke taraf ate huye dekhi. woh mujhe mirror me dekhte huye ek pyari smile ke sath maang me mera naam ka sindoor lagayi. Sindoor lagate huye unki ankhon me ek adbhut pyar aur emotion nazar aya. Woh usme mera mangal kamnayen aur hamare married life ka paripurnta ke liye ek nishabd barta jaise ki bhagwan ko bata diye. Mera mann is me ekdum unke liye , unke sari khushi ke liye ek nishabd pratigya se bhar gaya. Main dheere se unke pichhe jake khada ho gaya. Maa mirror ke through mujhe dekh rahi hai aur thoda thoda blush kar rahi hai. Main bhi pyar se haske unko dekh raha tha. Hum actually bahut kam baatein kar rahe the. Ek dusre ko hum jante hai. Ek dusre ko bachpan se dekhte arahe hai. So hamare beech koi nayi cheez nahi hai. Is liye shayad baat chit kam kar rahe hai , keval hum hamare is nayi rishte ko mehsus kar rahe hai, isko thik tarike se palan karne ka taiyai kar rahe hai, aur hamare beech chhupi hui ek dusre ke liye ek adbhut pyar ko discover kar rahe hai. Aur uski khushi se bund hoke hum ek dusre ki nazdik arahe hai. Main maa ko dekhte dekhte pichhe se hath nikal ke woh case ko age le gaya aur unki samne pakadke rakha. Maa mera hath ke taraf dekhi aur hath me ek case dekh ke thoda surprised ho gayi aur ankhon me ek sawal leke nazar uthake mirror ke through mere taraf dekhi. Main uske jawab me bas keval haske dheere se bola
"Tumhare liye"
Maa samajh gayi ki koi jewellery hoga. To unhone mithi si ek smile deke hath badhake mere hath me pakda hua woh box kholne gayi. Fir maa nazar uthake ekbar pyar se mere taraf dekh ke ek hath se woh box open kiya. Uske andar ek diamond studded necklace tha. Bahut bhari aur chawdi type nahi. Slim but stylist. Gol gol ball jaise diamond studded bids ka haar type ka hai uske neeche ek love sign pendant hai jo bahut sare diamond aur alag alag james studded tha. Aur jaise hi maa us box ko open kiya woh ekdum sa surprised ho gayi aur unki muh us expression ko byakt karte huye thoda khul gaya. Main unke samne woh box pakadke unke pichhe khada hun. Mera saans unke gardan ko chhun ke ja raha hai. Maa apni right hand ko loose muththi karke apni khuli hui hothon ke pass lake thumb nail ko hoth ko sparsh karwake aur muththi se chin ko beech bechh me touch karwake kuchh pal us necklace ko dekhte rahi. Unke mann me bahut kuchh cheezon ka toofan chal raha hoga jarur. Main keval unko hi dekhe ja raha hun. Kuchh pal baad maa aankh uthake mere taraf ek ascharya aur adbhut pyari nazar se dekhte rahi. Main us ankhon me unki mann ki sare baat pad li. Fir bhi mujhe aise dekh rahi thi is liye haske puchha
"Kya!!"
Maa kuchh na bolke keval sar hilake aur ankhon me ek baar dheere se palak jhapak ke boli ki kuchh nahi. Lekin main janta hun woh bahut kuchha batake gayi un nazron se. Main fir bola
" Pasand nahi aya"
Maa mujhe dekhte rahi. Jaise ki woh bol rahe hai "pagal..mujhe keval pasand nahi, bahut pasand hai", lekin woh muh se boli ki
"Bahut"
Main ne haske dheere se bola
"Peheno"
Woh bas muskura uthi aur mere ankhon me ekbar dekh ke fir nazar jhuka ke fisfisake boli
" Aap pehna dijiye"
Main muh pe ek chawdi smile lake woh box se necklace ko nikal ke maa ki gale me pichhe khade hohe pehna diya. Maa nazar uthake mirror pe dekhi pehle mere se nazar mila fir necklace ko dekhte dekhte blush kia. Aur apni hath uthake pendant ko sidha karke unki gori aur mulayem chhati ke upar , cleavage ke line pe pyar se rakhi. Main unko dekhte huye unki shoulder pe mera chin touch karwake dheere se bola
"Bahut sundar dikh rahi ho...aur..."
Bolke main chup ho gaya. Maa mere taraf dekhte huye has padi aur ankhon me bahut sare pyar leke dheere se puchchi
" Aur kya?"
Main unko dekhte huye kaan ke pass fisfiske boli
" Aur bahut s*xy"
Maa blush kar ke nazar jhuka li aur ek pyari adayen leke boli
" Dhyatt"
Main hasne laga aur mera gardan unki kandha ke upar se thoda agee badhake mera chehra unke chehra ke pass le jake unko kiss karne gayi to maa achanak ek pyar bhari adayein aur mithi si awaz se boli
"Uuuummmm.....pasina hai. jaiye jake nahaiye pehle"
Main maa ki yeh baat sunke mann hi mann uchhal padi. Haan ..mera badan pasine se bhara hua hai. Ek toh nahaya nahi abhi tak. Fir is garmi me market jake aya. Us ke liye pasina toh hai, lekin maa ne jis tarah kahi isme main aur khush hogaya. Mujhe unke pass ane dene me koi hichkichahat nahi hai. Is liye 'pehle naha lijiye' bolke ishara kar diya ki aaj woh khud ko mere pass samapran karne ke liye ekdum taiyar hai.
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What happened after that. Write soon
Part 3 plzzz add
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